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{"choice_A":"Michael Hardcastle","choice_B":"Madeline Aubert","choice_C":"Felicity Maddox","choice_D":"Millicent Derby","context":"THE SEVEN DEATHS OF\nEVELYN HARDCASTLE\n\n\nTo my parents, who gave me everything and asked for nothing.\nMy sister, first and fiercest of my readers from the bumblebees\nonwards. And my wife, whose love, encouragement, and\nreminders to look up from my keyboard once in a while, made\nthis book so much more than I thought it could be.\n\n\nCONTENTS\nOne: Day One\nTwo\nThree\nFour\nFive\nSix\nSeven\nEight\nNine: Day Two\nTen: Day Three\nEleven: Day Four\nTwelve\nThirteen: Day Two (continued)\nFourteen: Day Four (continued)\nFifteen\nSixteen\nSeventeen\nEighteen\nNineteen\nTwenty\nTwenty-One: Day Two (continued)\nTwenty-Two: Day Five\nTwenty-Three\nTwenty-Four\nTwenty-Five\nTwenty-Six\nTwenty-Seven: Day Two (continued)\nTwenty-Eight: Day Five (continued)\nTwenty-Nine\n\n\nThirty\nThirty-One\nThirty-Two: Day Six\nThirty-Three: Day Two (continued)\nThirty-Four: Day Six (continued)\nThirty-Five\nThirty-Six\nThirty-Seven\nThirty-Eight\nThirty-Nine: Day Two (continued)\nForty: Day Six (continued)\nForty-One\nForty-Two: Day Two (continued)\nForty-Three: Day Seven\nForty-Four\nForty-Five\nForty-Six\nForty-Seven\nForty-Eight\nForty-Nine\nFifty\nFifty-One\nFifty-Two: Day Three (continued)\nFifty-Three: Day Eight\nFifty-Four\nFifty-Five\nFifty-Six\nFifty-Seven: Day Two (continued)\nFifty-Eight: Day Eight (continued)\nFifty-Nine\nSixty\n\n\nAcknowledgements\nA Note on the Author\n\n\n\n\n \nYou are cordially invited to Blackheath House for\nThe Masquerade\nIntroducing your hosts, the Hardcastle family\nLord Peter Hardcastle & Lady Helena Hardcastle\n&\nTheir son, Michael Hardcastle\nTheir daughter, Evelyn Hardcastle\n-Notable Guests-\nEdward Dance, Christopher Pettigrew & Philip Sutcliffe,\nfamily solicitors\nGrace Davies & her brother, Donald Davies, socialites\nCommander Clifford Herrington, naval officer (retired)\nMillicent Derby & her son, Jonathan Derby, socialites\nDaniel Coleridge, professional gambler\nLord Cecil Ravencourt, banker\nJim Rashton, police officer\nDr Richard (Dickie) Acker\nDr Sebastian Bell\nTed Stanwin\n\n\n \n \n-Principal household staff-\nThe butler, Roger Collins\nThe cook, Mrs Drudge\nFirst maid, Lucy Harper\nStablemaster, Alf Miller\nArtist in residence, Gregory Gold\nLord Ravencourt’s valet, Charles Cunningham\nEvelyn Hardcastle’s lady’s maid, Madeline Aubert\n \nWe ask all guests to kindly refrain from discussing\nThomas Hardcastle and Charlie Carver, as the tragic\nevents surrounding them still grieve the family greatly\n \n\n\n1\nDay One\nI forget everything between footsteps.\n‘Anna!’ I finish shouting, snapping my mouth shut in\nsurprise.\nMy mind has gone blank. I don’t know who Anna is or why\nI’m calling her name. I don’t even know how I got here. I’m\nstanding in a forest, shielding my eyes from the spitting rain.\nMy heart’s thumping, I reek of sweat and my legs are shaking.\nI must have been running but I can’t remember why.\n‘How did—’ I’m cut short by the sight of my own hands.\nThey’re bony, ugly. A stranger’s hands. I don’t recognise them\nat all.\nFeeling the first touch of panic, I try to recall something else\nabout myself: a family member, my address, age, anything, but\nnothing’s coming. I don’t even have a name. Every memory I\nhad a few seconds ago is gone.\nMy throat tightens, breaths coming loud and fast. The forest\nis spinning, black spots inking my sight.\nBe calm.\n‘I can’t breathe,’ I gasp, blood roaring in my ears as I sink\nto the ground, my fingers digging into the dirt.\nYou can breathe, you just need to calm down.\nThere’s comfort in this inner voice, cold authority.\nClose your eyes, listen to the forest. Collect yourself.\nObeying the voice, I squeeze my eyes shut but all I can hear\nis my own panicked wheezing. For the longest time it crushes\nevery other sound, but slowly, ever so slowly, I work a hole in\nmy fear, allowing other noises to break through. Raindrops are\ntapping the leaves, branches rustling overhead. There’s a\nstream away to my right and crows in the trees, their wings\ncracking the air as they take flight. Something’s scurrying in\nthe undergrowth, the thump of rabbit feet passing near enough\n\n\nto touch. One by one I knit these new memories together until\nI’ve got five minutes of past to wrap myself in. It’s enough to\nstaunch the panic, at least for now.\nI get to my feet clumsily, surprised by how tall I am, how\nfar from the ground I seem to be. Swaying a little, I wipe the\nwet leaves from my trousers, noticing for the first time that\nI’m wearing a dinner jacket, the shirt splattered with mud and\nred wine. I must have been at a party. My pockets are empty\nand I don’t have a coat, so I can’t have strayed too far. That’s\nreassuring.\nJudging by the light, it’s morning, so I’ve probably been out\nhere all night. No one gets dressed up to spend an evening\nalone, which means somebody must know I’m missing by\nnow. Surely, beyond these trees, a house is coming awake in\nalarm, search parties striking out to find me? My eyes roam\nthe trees, half-expecting to see my friends emerging through\nthe foliage, pats on the back and gentle jokes escorting me\nback home, but daydreams won’t deliver me from this forest,\nand I can’t linger here hoping for rescue. I’m shivering, my\nteeth chattering. I need to start walking, if only to keep warm,\nbut I can’t see anything except trees. There’s no way to know\nwhether I’m moving towards help, or blundering away from it.\nAt a loss, I return to the last concern of the man I was.\n‘Anna!’\nWhoever this woman is, she’s clearly the reason I’m out\nhere, but I can’t picture her. Perhaps she’s my wife, or my\ndaughter? Neither feels right, and yet there’s a pull in the\nname. I can feel it trying to lead my mind somewhere.\n‘Anna!’ I shout, more out of desperation than hope.\n‘Help me!’ a woman screams back.\nI spin, seeking the voice, dizzying myself, glimpsing her\nbetween distant trees, a woman in a black dress running for\nher life. Seconds later, I spot her pursuer crashing through the\nfoliage after her.\n‘You there, stop,’ I yell, but my voice is weak and weary;\nthey trample it underfoot.\n\n\nShock pins me in place, and the two of them are almost out\nof sight by the time I give chase, flying after them with a haste\nI’d never have thought possible from my aching body. Even\nso, no matter how hard I run, they’re always a little ahead.\nSweat pours off my brow, my already weak legs growing\nheavier until they give out, sending me sprawling into the dirt.\nScrambling through the leaves, I heave myself up in time to\nmeet her scream. It floods the forest, sharp with fear, and is cut\nsilent by a gunshot.\n‘Anna!’ I call out desperately. ‘Anna!’\nThere’s no response, just the fading echo of the pistol’s\nreport.\nThirty seconds. That’s how long I hesitated when I first\nspotted her and that’s how far away I was when she was\nmurdered. Thirty seconds of indecision, thirty seconds to\nabandon somebody completely.\nThere’s a thick branch by my feet and, picking it up, I swing\nit experimentally, comforted by the weight and rough texture\nof the bark. It won’t do me very much good against a pistol,\nbut it’s better than investigating these woods with my hands in\nthe air. I’m still panting, still trembling after the run, but guilt\nnudges me in the direction of Anna’s scream. Wary of making\ntoo much noise, I brush aside the low-hanging branches,\nsearching for something I don’t really want to see.\nTwigs crack to my left.\nI stop breathing, listening fiercely.\nThe sound comes again, footsteps crunching over leaves and\nbranches, circling around behind me.\nMy blood runs cold, freezing me in place. I don’t dare look\nover my shoulder.\nThe cracking of twigs moves closer, shallow breaths only a\nlittle behind me. My legs falter, the branch dropping from my\nhands.\nI would pray, but I don’t remember the words.\n\n\nWarm breath touches my neck. I smell alcohol and\ncigarettes, the odour of an unwashed body.\n‘East,’ a man rasps, dropping something heavy into my\npocket.\nThe presence recedes, his steps retreating into the woods as\nI sag, pressing my forehead to the dirt, inhaling the smell of\nwet leaves and rot, tears running down my cheeks.\nMy relief is pitiable, my cowardice lamentable. I couldn’t\neven look my tormentor in the eye. What kind of man am I?\nIt’s some minutes before my fear thaws sufficiently for me\nto move and even then I’m forced to lean against a nearby tree\nto rest. The murderer’s gift jiggles in my pocket and dreading\nwhat I might find I plunge my hand inside, withdrawing a\nsilver compass.\n‘Oh!’ I say, surprised.\nThe glass is cracked and the metal scuffed, the initials SB\nengraved on the underside. I don’t understand what they mean,\nbut the killer’s instructions were clear. I’m to use the compass\nto head east.\nI glance at the forest guiltily. Anna’s body must be near, but\nI’m terrified of the killer’s reaction should I arrive upon it.\nPerhaps that’s why I’m alive, because I didn’t come any\ncloser. Do I really want to test the limits of his mercy?\nAssuming that’s what this is.\nFor the longest time, I stare at the compass’s quivering\nneedle. There’s not much I’m certain of any more, but I know\nmurderers don’t show mercy. Whatever game he’s playing, I\ncan’t trust his advice and I shouldn’t follow it, but if I don’t…\nI search the forest again. Every direction looks the same, trees\nwithout end beneath a sky filled with spite.\nHow lost do you have to be to let the devil lead you home?\nThis lost, I decide. Precisely this lost.\nEasing myself off the tree, I lay the compass flat in my\npalm. It yearns for north, so I point myself east, against the\nwind and cold, against the world itself.\n\n\nHope has deserted me.\nI’m a man in purgatory, blind to the sins that chased me\nhere.\n\n\n2\nThe wind howls, the rain has picked up and is hammering\nthrough the trees to bounce ankle high off the ground as I\nfollow the compass.\nSpotting a flash of colour among the gloom, I wade towards\nit, coming upon a red handkerchief hammered to a tree – the\nrelic of some long-forgotten child’s game I’d guess. I search\nfor another, finding it a few feet away, then another and\nanother. Stumbling between them, I make my way through the\nmurk until I reach the edge of the forest, the trees giving way\nto the grounds of a sprawling Georgian manor house, its\nredbrick façade entombed in ivy. As far as I can tell it’s\nabandoned. The long gravel driveway leading to the front door\nis covered in weeds, and the rectangle lawns either side of it\nare marshland, their flowers left to wither in the verge.\nI look for some sign of life, my gaze roaming the dark\nwindows until I spot a faint light on the first floor. It should be\na relief, yet still I hesitate. I have the sense of having stumbled\nupon something sleeping, that uncertain light the heartbeat of a\ncreature vast and dangerous and still. Why else would a\nmurderer gift me this compass, if not to lead me into the jaws\nof some greater evil?\nIt’s the thought of Anna that drives me to take the first step.\nShe lost her life because of those thirty seconds of indecision\nand now I’m faltering again. Swallowing my nerves, I wipe\nthe rain from my eyes and cross the lawn, climbing the\ncrumbling steps to the front door. I hammer it with a child’s\nfury, dashing the last of my strength on the wood. Something\nterrible happened in that forest, something that can still be\npunished if I can only rouse the occupants of the house.\nUnfortunately, I cannot.\nDespite beating myself limp against the door, nobody comes\nto answer it.\nCupping my hands, I press my nose to the tall windows\neither side, but the stained glass is thick with dirt, reducing\neverything inside to a yellowy smudge. I bang on them with\n\n\nmy palm, stepping back to search the front of the house for\nanother way in. That’s when I notice the bell pull, the rusty\nchain tangled in ivy. Wrenching it free, I give it a good yank\nand keep going until something shifts behind the windows.\nThe door’s opened by a sleepy-looking fellow so\nextraordinary in his appearance that for a moment we simply\nstand there, gawping at each other. He’s short and crooked,\nshrivelled by the fire that’s scarred half his face. Overlarge\npyjamas hang off a coat-hanger frame, a ratty brown dressing\ngown clinging to his lopsided shoulders. He looks barely\nhuman, a remnant of some prior species lost in the folds of our\nevolution.\n‘Oh, thank heavens, I need your help,’ I say, recovering\nmyself.\nHe looks at me, mouth agape.\n‘Do you have a telephone?’ I try again. ‘We need to send for\nthe authorities.’\nNothing.\n‘Don’t just stand there, you devil!’ I cry, shaking him by the\nshoulders, before pushing past him into the entrance hall, my\njaw dropping as my gaze sweeps the room. Every surface is\nglittering, the checked marble floor reflecting a crystal\nchandelier adorned with dozens of candles. Framed mirrors\nline the walls, a wide staircase with an ornate railing sweeping\nup towards a gallery, a narrow red carpet flowing down the\nsteps like the blood of some slaughtered animal.\nA door bangs at the rear of the room, and half a dozen\nservants appear from deeper in the house, their arms laden\nwith pink and purple flowers, the scent just about covering the\nsmell of hot wax. All conversation stops when they notice the\nnightmare panting by the door. One by one they turn towards\nme, the hall holding its breath. Before long, the only sound is\nthe dripping of my clothes on their nice clean floor.\nPlink.\nPlink.\nPlink.\n\n\n‘Sebastian?’\nA handsome blond fellow in a cricket sweater and linen\ntrousers is trotting down the staircase two steps at a time. He\nlooks to be in his early fifties, though age has left him\ndecadently rumpled rather than weary and worn. Keeping his\nhands in his pockets, he crosses the floor towards me, cutting a\nstraight line through the silent servants, who part before him. I\ndoubt he even notices them so intent are his eyes upon me.\n‘My dear man, what on earth happened to you?’ he asks,\nconcern crumpling his brow. ‘Last I saw—’\n‘We must fetch the police,’ I say, clutching his forearm.\n‘Anna’s been murdered.’\nShocked whispers spring up around us.\nHe frowns at me, casting a quick glance at the servants,\nwho’ve all taken a step closer.\n‘Anna?’ he asks in a hushed voice.\n‘Yes, Anna, she was being chased.’\n‘By whom?’\n‘Some figure in black, we must involve the police!’\n‘Shortly, shortly, let’s go up to your room first,’ he soothes,\nushering me towards the staircase.\nI don’t know if it’s the heat of the house, or the relief of\nfinding a friendly face, but I’m beginning to feel faint, and I\nhave to use the banister to keep from stumbling as we climb\nthe steps.\nA grandfather clock greets us at the top, its mechanism\nrusting, seconds turned to dust on its pendulum. It’s later than I\nthought, almost 10:30 a.m.\nPassages either side of us lead off into opposite wings of the\nhouse, although the one into the east wing is blocked by a\nvelvet curtain that’s been hastily nailed to the ceiling, a small\nsign pinned to the material proclaiming the area ‘under\ndecoration’.\n\n\nImpatient to unburden myself of the morning’s trauma, I try\nagain to raise the issue of Anna, but my Samaritan silences me\nwith a conspiratorial shake of the head.\n‘These damnable servants will smear your words up and\ndown the house in half a minute,’ he says, his voice low\nenough to scoop off the floor. ‘Best we talk in private.’\nHe’s away from me in two strides, but I can barely walk in a\nstraight line, let alone keep pace.\n‘My dear man, you look dreadful,’ he says, noticing that\nI’ve fallen behind.\nSupporting my arm, he guides me along the passage, his\nhand at my back, fingers pressed against my spine. Though it’s\na simple gesture, I can feel his urgency as he leads me along a\ngloomy corridor with bedrooms either side, maids dusting\ninside. The walls must have been recently repainted for the\nfumes are making my eyes water, further evidence of a hurried\nrestoration gathering as we progress along the passage.\nMismatched stain is splashed across the floorboards, rugs laid\ndown to try and muffle creaking joints. Wingback chairs have\nbeen arranged to hide the cracks in the walls, while paintings\nand porcelain vases attempt to lure the eye from crumbling\ncornices. Given the extent of the decay, such concealment\nseems a futile gesture. They’ve carpeted a ruin.\n‘Ah, this is your bedroom, isn’t it?’ says my companion,\nopening a door near the end of the corridor.\nCold air slaps me in the face, reviving me a little, but he\nwalks ahead to close the raised window it’s pouring through.\nFollowing behind, I enter a pleasant room with a four-poster\nbed sitting in the middle of the floor, its regal bearing only\nslightly let down by the sagging canopy and threadbare\ncurtains, their embroidered birds flying apart at the seams. A\nfolding screen has been pulled across the left side of the room,\nan iron bathtub visible through the gaps between the panels.\nOther than that, furniture’s sparse – just a nightstand and a\nlarge wardrobe near the window, both of them splintered and\nfaded. About the only personal item I can see is a King James\n\n\nBible on the nightstand, its cover worn through and pages dog-\neared.\nAs my Samaritan wrestles with the stiff window, I come to\nstand beside him, the view momentarily driving all else from\nmy mind. Dense forest surrounds us, its green canopy\nunbroken by either a village or a road. Without that compass,\nwithout a murderer’s kindness, I’d never have found this\nplace, and yet I cannot shake the feeling that I’ve been lured\ninto a trap. After all, why kill Anna and spare myself, if there\nwasn’t some grander plan behind it? What does this devil want\nfrom me that he couldn’t take in the forest?\nSlamming the window shut, my companion gestures to an\narmchair next to a subdued fire, and, passing me a crisp white\ntowel from the cupboard, he sits down on the edge of the bed,\ntossing one leg across the other.\n‘Start at the beginning, old love,’ he says.\n‘There isn’t time,’ I say, gripping the arm of the chair. ‘I’ll\nanswer all your questions in due course, but we must first call\nfor the police and search those woods! There’s a madman\nloose.’\nHis eyes flicker across me, as though the truth of the matter\nis to be found in the folds of my soiled clothing.\n‘I’m afraid we can’t call anybody, there’s no line up here,’\nhe says, rubbing his neck. ‘But we can search the woods and\nsend a servant to the village should we find anything. How\nlong will it take you to change? You’ll need to show us where\nit happened.’\n‘Well…’ – I’m wringing the towel in my hands – ‘It’s\ndifficult, I was disorientated.’\n‘Descriptions then,’ he says, hitching up a trouser leg,\nexposing the grey sock at his ankle. ‘What did the murderer\nlook like?’\n‘I never saw his face, he was wearing a heavy black coat.’\n‘And this Anna?’\n\n\n‘She was also wearing black,’ I say, heat rising into my\ncheeks as I realise this is the extent of my information. ‘I…\nwell, I only know her name.’\n‘Forgive me, Sebastian, I assumed she was a friend of\nyours.’\n‘No…’ I stammer. ‘I mean, perhaps. I can’t be certain.’\nHands dangling between his knees, my Samaritan leans\nforward with a confused smile. ‘I’m missing something, I\nthink. How can you know her name, but not be certain—’\n‘My memory is lost, dammit,’ I interrupt, the confession\nthudding on the floor between us. ‘I can’t remember my own\nname, let alone those of my friends.’\nScepticism billows up behind his eyes. I can’t blame him;\neven to my ears, this all sounds absurd.\n‘My memory has no bearing on what I witnessed,’ I insist,\nclutching at the tatters of my credibility. ‘I saw a woman being\nchased, she screamed and was silenced by a gunshot. We have\nto search those woods!’\n‘I see,’ he pauses, brushing some lint from a trouser leg. His\nnext words are offerings, carefully chosen and even more\ncarefully placed before me.\n‘Is there a chance the two people you saw were lovers?\nPlaying a game in the woods, perhaps? The sound might have\nbeen a branch cracking, even a starter’s pistol.’\n‘No, no, she called for help, she was afraid,’ I say, my\nagitation sending me leaping from the chair, the dirty towel\nthrown on the floor.\n‘Of course, of course,’ he says reassuringly, watching me\npace. ‘I do believe you, my dear fellow, but the police are so\nprecise about these things and they do delight in making their\nbetters look foolish.’\nI stare at him helplessly, drowning in a sea of platitudes.\n‘Her killer gave me this,’ I say, suddenly remembering the\ncompass, which I tug from my pocket. It’s smeared with mud,\n\n\nforcing me to wipe it clean with my sleeve. ‘There are letters\non the back,’ I say, pointing a trembling finger towards them.\nHe views the compass through narrowed eyes, turning it\nover in methodical fashion.\n‘SB,’ he says slowly, looking up at me.\n‘Yes!’\n‘Sebastian Bell.’ He pauses, weighing my confusion.\n‘That’s your name, Sebastian. These are your initials. This is\nyour compass.’\nMy mouth opens and closes, no sound coming out.\n‘I must have lost it,’ I say, eventually. ‘Perhaps the killer\npicked it up.’\n‘Perhaps,’ he nods.\nIt’s his kindness that knocks the wind out of me. He thinks\nI’m half mad, a drunken fool who spent the night in the forest\nand came back raving. Yet instead of being angry, he pities\nme. That’s the worst part. Anger’s solid, it has weight. You can\nbeat your fists against it. Pity’s a fog to become lost within.\nI drop into the chair, my head cradled in my hands. There’s\na killer on the loose and I have no way of convincing him of\nthe danger.\nA killer who showed you the way home?\n‘I know what I saw,’ I say.\nYou don’t even know who you are.\n‘I’m sure you do,’ says my companion, mistaking the nature\nof my protest.\nI stare at nothing, thinking only of a woman called Anna\nlying dead in the forest.\n‘Look, you rest here,’ he says, standing up. ‘I’ll ask around\nthe house, see if anybody’s missing. Maybe that will turn\nsomething up.’\nHis tone is conciliatory, but matter of fact. Kind as he’s been\nto me, I cannot trust his doubt will get anything done. Once\n\n\nthat door closes behind him, he’ll scatter a few half-hearted\nquestions among the staff, while Anna lies abandoned.\n‘I saw a woman murdered,’ I say, getting to my feet wearily.\n‘A woman I should have helped, and if I have to search every\ninch of those woods to prove it, I’ll do so.’\nHe holds my gaze a second, his scepticism faltering in the\nface of my certainty.\n‘Where will you start?’ he asks. ‘There are thousands of\nacres of forest out there, and for all your good intentions, you\ncould barely make it up the stairs. Whoever this Anna is, she’s\nalready dead and her murderer’s fled. Give me an hour to\ngather a search party and ask my questions. Somebody in this\nhouse must know who she is and where she went. We’ll find\nher, I promise, but we have to do it the right way.’\nHe squeezes my shoulder.\n‘Can you do as I ask? One hour, please.’\nObjections choke me, but he’s right. I need to rest, to\nrecover my strength, and as guilty as I feel about Anna’s death,\nI do not want to stalk into that forest alone. I barely made it\nout of there the first time.\nI submit with a meek nod of the head.\n‘Thank you, Sebastian,’ he says. ‘A bath’s been run. Why\ndon’t you clean yourself up? I’ll send for the doctor and ask\nmy valet to lay out some clothes for you. Rest a little, we’ll\nmeet in the drawing room at lunchtime.’\nI should ask after this place before he leaves, my purpose\nhere, but I’m impatient for him to start asking his questions so\nwe can get on with our search. Only one question seems\nimportant now and he’s already opened the door by the time I\nfind the words to ask it.\n‘Do I have any family in the house?’ I ask. ‘Anybody who\nmight be worried about me?’\nHe glances at me over his shoulder, wary with sympathy.\n‘You’re a bachelor, old man. No family to speak of beyond\na dotty aunt somewhere with a hand on your purse strings. You\n\n\nhave friends, of course, myself among them, but whoever this\nAnna is, you’ve never mentioned her to me. Truth be told,\nuntil today, I’ve never even heard you say the name.’\nEmbarrassed, he turns his back on my disappointment and\ndisappears into the cold corridor, the fire flickering uncertainly\nas the door closes behind him.\n\n\n3\nI’m out of my chair before the draught fades, pulling open the\ndrawers in my nightstand, searching for some mention of\nAnna among my possessions, anything to prove that she isn’t\nthe product of a lurching mind. Unfortunately, the bedroom is\nproving remarkably tight-lipped. Aside from a pocketbook\ncontaining a few pounds, the only other personal item I come\nacross is a gold-embossed invitation, a guest list on the front\nand a message on the back, written in an elegant hand.\nLord and Lady Hardcastle request the pleasure of your company at a\nmasquerade ball celebrating the return of their daughter, Evelyn, from\nParis. Celebrations will take place at Blackheath House over the second\nweekend of September. Owing to Blackheath’s isolation, transport to the\nhouse will be arranged for all of our guests from the nearby village of\nAbberly.\nThe invitation is addressed to Doctor Sebastian Bell, a name\nit takes me a few moments to recognise as my own. My\nSamaritan mentioned it earlier, but seeing it written down,\nalong with my profession, is an altogether more unsettling\naffair. I don’t feel like a Sebastian, let alone a doctor.\nA wry smile touches my lips.\nI wonder how many of my patients will stay loyal when I\napproach them with my stethoscope on upside down.\nTossing the invitation back into the drawer, I turn my\nattention to the Bible on the nightstand, flipping through its\nwell-thumbed pages. Paragraphs are underlined, random\nwords circled in red ink, though for the life of me I can’t make\nsense of their significance. I’d been hoping to find an\ninscription or a letter concealed inside, but the Bible’s empty\nof wisdom. Clutching it in both hands, I make a clumsy\nattempt at prayer, hoping to rekindle whatever faith I once\npossessed, but the entire endeavour feels like foolishness. My\nreligion has abandoned me along with everything else.\nThe cupboard is next and though the pockets of my clothes\nturn up nothing, I discover a steamer trunk buried beneath a\npile of blankets. It’s a beautiful old thing, the battered leather\nwrapped in tarnished iron bands, a heavy clasp protecting the\ncontents from prying eyes. A London address – my address\n\n\npresumably – is written in the slip, though it stirs no\nrecollection.\nTaking off my jacket, I heave the trunk onto the bare\nfloorboards, the contents clinking with every jolt. A murmur\nof excitement escapes me as I press the button on the clasp,\ntransforming into a groan when I discover the damned thing is\nlocked. I tug at the lid, once, twice, but it’s unyielding. I search\nthe open drawers and sideboard again, even dropping to my\nstomach to look under the bed, but there’s nothing under there\nbut pellets of rat poison and dust.\nThe key isn’t anywhere to be found.\nThe only place I haven’t searched is the area around the\nbathtub, and I round the folding screen like a man possessed,\nnearly leaping out of my skin when I discover a wild-eyed\ncreature lurking on the other side.\nIt’s a mirror.\nThe wild-eyed creature looks as abashed as I at this\nrevelation.\nTaking a tentative step forward, I examine myself for the\nfirst time, disappointment swelling within me. Only now,\nstaring at this shivering, frightened fellow, do I realise that I\nhad expectations of myself. Taller, shorter, thinner, fatter, I\ndon’t know, but not this bland figure in the glass. Brown hair,\nbrown eyes and no chin to speak of, I’m any face in a crowd;\njust the Lord’s way of filling in the gaps.\nQuickly tiring of my reflection, I continue searching for the\nkey to my trunk but aside from some toiletries and a jug of\nwater, there’s nothing back here. Whoever I used to be, it\nappears I tidied myself away before disappearing. I’m on the\nverge of howling in frustration when I’m interrupted by a\nknock on the door, an entire personality conveying itself in\nfive hearty raps.\n‘Sebastian, are you there?’ says a gruff voice. ‘My name’s\nRichard Acker, I’m a doctor. I was asked to look in on you.’\nI open the door to find a huge grey moustache on the other\nside. It’s a remarkable sight, the tips curling off the edge of the\n\n\nface they’re theoretically attached to. The man behind it is in\nhis sixties, perfectly bald, with a bulbous nose and bloodshot\neyes. He smells of brandy, but cheerfully so, as though every\ndrop went down smiling.\n‘Lord, you look dreadful,’ he says. ‘And that’s my\nprofessional opinion.’\nTaking advantage of my confusion, he strolls past me,\ntossing his black medical case onto the bed and having a good\nlook around the room, paying particular attention to my trunk.\n‘Used to have one of these myself,’ he says, running an\naffectionate hand across the lid. ‘Lavolaille, isn’t it? Took me\nto the Orient and back when I was in the army. They say you\nshouldn’t trust a Frenchman, but I couldn’t do without their\nluggage.’\nHe gives it an experimental kick, wincing as his foot\nbounces off the obstinate leather.\n‘You must have bricks in there,’ he says, cocking his head at\nme expectantly, as though there’s some sensible response to\nsuch a statement.\n‘It’s locked,’ I stammer.\n‘Can’t find the key, hmmm?’\n‘I… no. Doctor Acker, I—’\n‘Call me Dickie, everybody else does,’ he says briskly,\ngoing to the window to peer outside. ‘I’ve never enjoyed the\nname truth be told, but I can’t seem to shake it. Daniel says\nyou’ve suffered a misfortune.’\n‘Daniel?’ I ask, just about holding onto the back of the\nconversation as it streaks away from me.\n‘Coleridge. Chap who found you this morning.’\n‘Right, yes.’\nDoctor Dickie beams at my bafflement.\n‘Memory loss, is it? Well, not to worry, I saw a few of these\ncases in the war and everything came back after a day or so,\nwhether the patient wanted it to or not.’\n\n\nHe shoos me towards the trunk, making me sit down on top\nof it. Tilting my head forward, he examines my skull with a\nbutcher’s tenderness, chuckling as I wince.\n‘Oh, yes, you’ve a nice bump back here.’ He pauses,\nconsidering it. ‘Probably banged your head at some point last\nnight. I’d imagine that’s when it all spilled out, so to speak.\nAny other symptoms, headaches, nausea, that sort of thing?’\n‘There’s a voice,’ I say, a little embarrassed by the\nadmission.\n‘A voice?’\n‘In my head. I think it’s my voice, only, well, it’s very\ncertain about things.’\n‘I see,’ he says thoughtfully. ‘And this… voice, what does it\nsay?’\n‘It gives me advice, sometimes it comments on what I’m\ndoing.’\nDickie’s pacing behind me, tugging his moustache.\n‘This advice, is it, how should I say, all above board?\nNothing violent, nothing perverse.’\n‘Absolutely not,’ I say, riled by the inference.\n‘And are you hearing it now?’\n‘No.’\n‘Trauma,’ he says abruptly, raising a finger in the air.\n‘That’s what it’ll be, very common in fact. Somebody bangs\ntheir head and all manner of strange things start going on.\nThey see smells, taste sounds, hear voices. Always passes in a\nday or two, month at the outside.’\n‘A month!’ I say, spinning on the trunk to look at him.\n‘How am I going to manage like this for a month? Perhaps I\nshould visit a hospital?’\n‘God no, terrible things, hospitals,’ he says, aghast.\n‘Sickness and death swept into corners, diseases curled up in\nthe beds with the patients. Take my advice and go for a stroll,\nroot through your belongings, talk to some friends. I saw you\n\n\nand Michael Hardcastle sharing a bottle at dinner last night,\nseveral bottles actually. Quite an evening by all accounts. He\nshould be able to help, and mark my words, once your\nmemories return, that voice will be no more.’\nHe pauses, tutting. ‘I’m more concerned by that arm.’\nWe’re interrupted by a knock on the door, Dickie opening it\nbefore I can protest. It’s Daniel’s valet delivering the pressed\nclothes he promised. Sensing my indecision, Dickie takes the\nclothes, dismisses the valet and lays them out on the bed for\nme.\n‘Now, where were we?’ he says. ‘Ah, yes, that arm.’\nI follow his gaze to find blood drawing patterns on my\nshirtsleeve. Without preamble, he tugs it up to reveal ugly\nslashes and tattered flesh beneath. They look to have scabbed\nover, but my recent exertions must have reopened the wounds.\nAfter bending my stiff fingers one by one, he fishes a small\nbrown bottle and some bandages from his bag, cleaning my\ninjuries before dabbing them in iodine.\n‘These are knife wounds, Sebastian,’ he says in a concerned\nvoice, all his good cheer turned to ash. ‘Recent ones, too. It\nlooks like you held your arm up to protect yourself, like so.’\nHe demonstrates with a glass dropper from his medical bag,\nslashing violently at his forearm, which he’s raised in front of\nhis face. His re-enactment is enough to bring me out in goose\nbumps.\n‘Do you recall anything of the evening?’ he says, binding\nmy arm so tightly that I hiss in pain. ‘Anything at all?’\nI push my thoughts towards my missing hours. Upon\nwaking I’d assumed everything was lost, but now I perceive\nthis isn’t the case. I can sense my memories just out of reach.\nThey have weight and shape, like shrouded furniture in a\ndarkened room. I’ve simply misplaced the light to see them by.\nWith a sigh, I shake my head.\n‘Nothing’s forthcoming,’ I say. ‘But this morning I saw a—’\n\n\n‘Woman murdered,’ interrupts the doctor. ‘Yes, Daniel told\nme.’\nDoubt stains every word, but he knots my bandage without\nvoicing any objection.\n‘Either way, you need to inform the police immediately,’ he\nsays. ‘Whoever did this was trying to cause you significant\nharm.’\nLifting his case from the bed, he clumsily shakes my hand.\n‘Strategic retreat, my boy, that’s what’s required here,’ he\nsays. ‘Talk to the stablemaster, he should be able to arrange\ntransport back to the village, and from there you can rouse the\nconstabulary. In the meantime, it’s probably best you keep a\nweather eye out. There are twenty people staying in\nBlackheath this weekend, and thirty more arriving for the ball\ntonight. Most of them aren’t above this sort of thing, and if\nyou’ve offended them… well –’ he shakes his head – ‘be\ncareful, that’s my advice.’\nHe lets himself out and I hurriedly take the key from the\nsideboard to lock the door after him, my shaking hands\ncausing me to miss the hole more than once.\nAn hour ago, I’d thought myself a murderer’s plaything,\ntormented, but beyond any physical threat. Surrounded by\npeople, I felt safe enough to insist we try recovering Anna’s\nbody from the forest, thereby spurring the search for her killer.\nThat’s no longer the case. Somebody’s already tried to take my\nlife, and I have no intention of staying long enough for them to\ntry again. The dead cannot expect a debt from the living, and\nwhatever I owe Anna will have to be paid at distance. Once\nI’ve met with my Samaritan in the drawing room, I’m going to\nfollow Dickie’s advice and arrange transport back to the\nvillage.\nIt’s time I went home.\n\n\n4\nWater slops over the edges of the bathtub as I quickly slough\noff the second skin of mud and leaves coating me. I’m\ninspecting my scrubbed pink body for birthmarks or scars,\nanything that might trigger a memory. I’m due downstairs in\ntwenty minutes, and I know nothing more of Anna than when I\nfirst stumbled up Blackheath’s steps. Banging into the brick\nwall of my mind was frustrating enough when I thought I’d be\nhelping with the search, but now my ignorance could scupper\nthe entire endeavour.\nBy the time I’m finished washing, the bathwater is as black\nas my mood. Feeling despondent, I towel myself dry and\ninspect the pressed clothes the valet dropped off earlier. His\nselection of attire strikes me as rather prim, but peering at the\nalternatives in the wardrobe, I immediately understand his\ndilemma. Bell’s clothing – for truly, I can’t yet reconcile us –\nconsists of several identical suits, two dinner jackets, hunting\nwear, a dozen shirts and a few waistcoats. They come in\nshades of grey and black, the bland uniform of what appears\nthus far to be an extraordinarily anonymous life. The idea that\nthis man could have inspired anybody to violence is becoming\nthe most outlandish part of this morning’s events.\nI dress quickly, but my nerves are so ragged, it takes a deep\nbreath and a stern word to coax my body towards the door.\nInstinct prompts me to fill my pockets before I leave, my hand\nleaping towards the sideboard only to hover there uselessly.\nI’m trying to collect possessions that aren’t there and I can no\nlonger remember. This must be Bell’s old routine, a shadow of\nmy former life haunting me still. The pull is so strong, I feel\ndamn queer coming away empty handed. Unfortunately, the\nonly thing I managed to carry back from the forest was that\ndamnable compass but I can’t see it anywhere. My Samaritan\n– the man Doctor Dickie called Daniel Coleridge – must have\ntaken it.\nAgitation pricks me as I step into the corridor.\nI only have a morning’s worth of memories and I can’t even\nkeep hold of those.\n\n\nA passing servant directs me to the drawing room, which\nturns out to be on the far side of the dining hall, a few doors\ndown from the marble entrance hall I entered this morning. It’s\nan unpleasant place, the dark wood and scarlet drapes bringing\nto mind an overlarge coffin, the coal fire breathing oily smoke\ninto the air. A dozen people are gathered, and though a table’s\nbeen laid with cold cuts, most of the guests are flopped in\nleather armchairs or standing at the leaded windows, staring\nmournfully at the frightful weather, while a maid, with jam\nstains on her apron, slips unobtrusively among them, gathering\ndirty plates and empty glasses onto a huge silver tray she can\nbarely hold. A rotund fellow in green hunting tweeds has set\nhimself up on the pianoforte in the corner and is playing a\nbawdy tune that causes offence only for the ineptness of its\ndelivery. Nobody is paying much attention to him, though he’s\ndoing his best to rectify that.\nIt’s almost midday, but Daniel is nowhere to be seen, and so\nI busy myself inspecting the various decanters in the drinks\ncabinet without any clue as to what they are, or what I enjoy.\nIn the end, I pour myself something brown and turn to stare at\nmy fellow guests, hoping for a flash of recognition. If one of\nthese people is responsible for the wounds on my arm, their\nirritation at seeing me hale and healthy should be obvious.\nAnd, surely, my mind wouldn’t conspire to keep their identity\nsecret should they choose to reveal themselves? Assuming of\ncourse my mind can find some way of telling them apart.\nNearly every man is a braying, beef-faced bully in hunting\ntweeds, while the women are dressed soberly in skirts, linen\nshirts and cardigans. Unlike their boisterous husbands, they\nmove in hushed tones, finding me from the corner of their\neyes. I have the impression of being surreptitiously observed,\nlike a rare bird. It’s terribly unsettling, though understandable I\nsuppose. Daniel couldn’t have asked his questions without\nrevealing my condition in the process. I’m now part of the\nentertainment, whether I like it or not.\nNursing my drink, I attempt to distract myself by\neavesdropping on the surrounding conversations, a sensation\nakin to sticking my head into a rose bush. Half of them are\ncomplaining, the other half are being complained at. They\n\n\ndon’t like the accommodation, the food, the indolence of the\nhelp, the isolation or the fact they couldn’t drive up themselves\n(though heaven knows how they would have found the place).\nMostly though, their ire is reserved for the lack of a welcome\nfrom Lady Hardcastle, who has yet to surface despite many of\nthem having arrived in Blackheath last night – a fact they\nappear to have taken as a personal insult.\n‘’Scuse me, Ted,’ says the maid, trying to squeeze past a\nman in his fifties. He’s broad chested and sunburnt beneath a\nthinning crop of red hair. Hunting tweeds stretch around a\nthick body that’s slipping towards fat, his face lit by bright\nblue eyes.\n‘Ted?’ he says angrily, grabbing her wrist and squeezing\nhard enough to make her wince. ‘Who the hell do you think\nyou’re talking to, Lucy? It’s Mr Stanwin to you, I’m not\ndownstairs with the rats any more.’\nShe nods, shocked, searching our faces for help. Nobody\nmoves, even the piano bites its tongue. They’re all terrified of\nthis man, I realise. To my shame, I’m little better. I’m frozen\nin place, watching this exchange from the corner of my\nlowered eyes, desperately hoping his vulgarity doesn’t turn in\nmy direction.\n‘Let her go, Ted,’ says Daniel Coleridge from the doorway.\nHis voice is firm, cold. It clatters with repercussions.\nStanwin breathes through his nose, staring at Daniel out of\nnarrowed eyes. It shouldn’t be a contest. Stanwin is squat and\nsolid and spitting venom. Yet there’s something in the way\nDaniel stands there, hands in his pockets, head tilted, that\ngives Stanwin pause. Perhaps he’s wary of being hit by the\ntrain Daniel appears to be waiting for.\nA clock drums up its courage and ticks.\nWith a grunt, Stanwin releases the maid, brushing past\nDaniel on his way out, muttering something I can’t quite hear.\nThe room breathes, the piano resumes, the heroic clock\ncarrying on as though nothing happened.\nDaniel’s eyes weigh us one by one.\n\n\nUnable to face his scrutiny, I stare at my reflection in the\nwindow. There’s disgust on my face, revulsion at the endless\nshortcomings of my character. First the murder in the woods,\nand now this. How many injustices will I allow to walk by\nbefore I pluck up the courage to intervene?\nDaniel approaches, a ghost in the glass.\n‘Bell,’ he says softly, laying a hand on my shoulder. ‘Do\nyou have a minute?’\nHunched beneath my shame, I follow him into the study\nnext door, every pair of eyes at my back. It’s even gloomier in\nhere, untrimmed ivy shrouding the leaded windows, paintings\nin dark oils soaking up what little light manages to squirm\nthrough the glass. A writing desk has been arranged with a\nview onto the lawn, and looks recently vacated, a fountain pen\nleaking ink onto a torn piece of blotting paper, a paper knife\nbeside it. One can only imagine the missives written in such an\noppressive atmosphere.\nIn the opposite corner, near a second door out of the room, a\npuzzled young man in hunting tweeds is peering down the\nspeaker of a phonograph, clearly wondering why the spinning\nrecord isn’t flinging sound into the room.\n‘A single term at Cambridge and he thinks he’s Isambard\nKingdom Brunel,’ says Daniel, causing the young man to look\nup from his puzzle. He’s no more than twenty-four, with dark\nhair and wide, flattened features that give the impression of his\nface being pressed up against a pane of glass. Seeing me, he\ngrins broadly, the boy in the man appearing as if through a\nwindow.\n‘Belly, you bloody idiot, there you are,’ he says, squeezing\nmy hand and clapping me on the back at the same time. It’s\nlike being caught in an affectionate vice.\nHe searches my face expectantly, his green eyes narrowing\nat my lack of recognition.\n‘It’s true then, you can’t remember a thing,’ he says, tossing\na quick glance at Daniel. ‘You lucky devil! Let’s get to the bar\nso I can introduce you to a hangover.’\n\n\n‘News travels fast in Blackheath,’ I say.\n‘Boredom’s very flat ground,’ he says. ‘Name’s Michael\nHardcastle. We’re old friends, though I suppose we’re better\ndescribed as recent acquaintances now.’\nThere’s no hint of disappointment in the statement. In fact,\nhe seems amused by it. Even at first meeting, it’s evident\nMichael Hardcastle will be amused by most things.\n‘Michael was sat next to you at dinner last night,’ says\nDaniel, who’s taken up Michael’s inspection of the\ngramophone. ‘Come to think of it, that’s probably why you\nwent out and coshed yourself on the head.’\n‘Play along, Belly, we’re hoping one day he’ll accidentally\nsay something funny,’ says Michael.\nThere’s an instinctive pause for my rejoinder, the rhythm of\nthe moment collapsing under the weight of its absence. For the\nfirst time since I woke up this morning, I feel a yearning for\nmy old life. I miss knowing these men. I miss the intimacy of\nthis friendship. My sorrow is mirrored on the faces of my\ncompanions, an awkward silence digging a trench between us.\nHoping to recover at least some of the trust we must once have\nshared, I roll up my sleeve to show them the bandages\ncovering my arm, blood already beginning to seep through.\n‘I wish I had coshed myself on the head,’ I say. ‘Doctor\nDickie believes somebody attacked me last night.’\n‘My dear fellow,’ gasps Daniel.\n‘This is because of that damn note, isn’t it?’ says Michael,\nhis eyes tracing my injuries.\n‘What are you talking about, Hardcastle?’ asks Daniel,\nraising his eyebrows. ‘Are you saying you know something\nabout this? Why didn’t you say so earlier?’\n‘There’s not much to it,’ says Michael sheepishly, digging at\nthe thick carpet with the toe of his shoe. ‘A maid brought a\nnote to the table during our fifth bottle of wine. Next thing I\nknow Belly’s making his excuses and trying to remember how\ndoors work.’ He looks at me, shamefaced. ‘I wanted to go with\nyou, but you were adamant you had to go alone. I assumed\n\n\nyou were meeting some woman or other so I didn’t press the\nissue, and that was the last I saw of you until now.’\n‘What did the message say?’ I ask.\n‘Haven’t the foggiest, old bean, I didn’t see it.’\n‘Do you remember the maid who brought it, or if Bell\nmentioned anybody called Anna?’ asks Daniel.\nMichael shrugs, wrapping his entire face around the\nmemory. ‘Anna? Doesn’t ring any bells, I’m afraid. As for the\nmaid, well…’ He puffs up his cheeks, blowing out a long\nbreath. ‘Black dress, white apron. Oh, dash it all, Coleridge, be\nreasonable. There’s dozens of them, how’s a man meant to\nkeep track of their faces.’\nHe hands each of us a helpless look, Daniel meeting it with\na disgusted shake of the head.\n‘Don’t worry, old boy, we’ll get to the bottom of all this,’ he\nsays to me, squeezing my shoulder. ‘And I’ve an idea how.’\nHe motions towards a framed map of the estate hanging on\nthe wall. It’s an architectural drawing, rain spotted and\nyellowing at the edges, but quite beautiful in its depiction of\nthe house and grounds. As it turns out, Blackheath is a huge\nestate with a family graveyard to the west and a stable to the\neast, a trail winding down to a lake with a boathouse clinging\nto the bank. Aside from the driveway, which is actually a\nstubborn road cutting straight towards the village, everything\nelse is forest. As the view from the upper windows suggests,\nwe’re quite alone among the trees.\nA cold sweat prickles my skin.\nI was meant to disappear in that expanse, as Anna did this\nmorning. I’m searching for my own grave.\nSensing my disquiet, Daniel glances at me.\n‘Lonely sort of place, isn’t it?’ he murmurs, tapping a\ncigarette loose from a silver case. It dangles from his lower lip\nas he searches his pockets for a lighter.\n‘My father brought us out here when his political career\nkeeled over,’ says Michael, lighting Daniel’s cigarette and\n\n\ntaking one for himself. ‘The old man fancied himself a country\nsquire. Didn’t work out quite the way he’d hoped, of course.’\nI raise a questioning eyebrow.\n‘My brother was murdered by a chap called Charlie Carver,\none of our groundskeepers,’ says Michael calmly, as though\ndeclaring the racing results.\nAghast that I could forget something so horrific, I stammer\nout an apology.\n‘I’m… I’m sorry, that must have been—’\n‘A terribly long time ago,’ interrupts Michael, a hint of\nimpatience in his voice. ‘Nineteen years, in fact. I was only\nfive when it happened, and truthfully, I can barely recall it.’\n‘Unlike most of the gutter press,’ adds Daniel. ‘Carver and\nanother fellow drank themselves into a mania and grabbed\nThomas near the lake. They half drowned him, then finished\nthe job with a knife. He was seven or so. Ted Stanwin came\nrunning and drove them off with a shotgun, but Thomas was\nalready dead.’\n‘Stanwin?’ I ask, struggling to keep the shock from my\nvoice. ‘The lout from lunch?’\n‘Oh, I wouldn’t go saying that too loudly,’ says Daniel.\n‘He’s very well thought of by my parents is old Stanwin,’\nsays Michael. ‘He was a lowly gamekeeper when he tried to\nsave Thomas, but Father gave him one of our African\nplantations in thanks and the blighter made his pile.’\n‘What happened to the murderers?’ I ask.\n‘Carver swung,’ says Daniel, tapping ash onto the carpet.\n‘The police found the knife he used under the floorboards in\nhis cottage, along with a dozen pilfered bottles of brandy. His\naccomplice was never caught. Stanwin says he clipped him\nwith the shotgun, but no one turned up at the local hospital\nwith an injury and Carver refused to give him up. Lord and\nLady Hardcastle were hosting a party that weekend, so it could\nhave been one of the guests, but the family were adamant that\nnone of them knew Carver.’\n\n\n‘Rum business all round,’ says Michael tonelessly, his\nexpression black as the clouds crowding the windows.\n‘So the accomplice is still out there?’ I say, dread creeping\nup my spine. A murder nineteen years ago and a murder this\nmorning. Surely that can’t be a coincidence.\n‘Does make you wonder what the police are for, doesn’t it?’\nsays Daniel, falling silent.\nMy eyes find Michael, who’s staring into the drawing room.\nIt’s emptying out as the guests drift towards the entrance hall,\ncarrying their conversations with them. Even from here, I can\nhear the stinging, swirling swarm of insults touching on\neverything from the rundown state of the house, to Lord\nHardcastle’s drunkenness, and Evelyn Hardcastle’s icy\ndemeanour. Poor Michael, I can’t imagine how it must feel to\nhave one’s family so openly ridiculed, in their own home no\nless.\n‘Look, we didn’t come here to bore you with ancient\nhistory,’ says Daniel, fracturing the quiet. ‘I’ve been asking\naround after Anna. It’s not good news, I’m afraid.’\n‘Nobody knows her?’\n‘There isn’t anybody by that name among the guests or the\nstaff,’ says Michael. ‘More to the point, nobody’s missing\nfrom Blackheath.’\nI open my mouth to protest, but Michael holds his hand up,\nsilencing me. ‘You never let me finish, Belly. I can’t gather a\nsearch party, but the chaps are going hunting in about ten\nminutes. If you give me a vague idea where you woke up this\nmorning, I’ll make sure we head in that direction and keep our\neyes open. Fifteen of us are going out, so there’s a good\nchance we’ll spot something.’\nGratitude swells in my chest.\n‘Thank you, Michael.’\nHe smiles at me through a cloud of cigarette smoke. ‘I’ve\nnever known you to over-egg the pudding, Belly, can’t\nimagine you’re doing it now.’\n\n\nI stare at the map, eager to do my part, but I have no clue\nwhere I spotted Anna. The murderer pointed me east and the\nforest disgorged me towards the front of Blackheath, but I can\nonly guess for how long I walked or where I may have started\nfrom. Taking a breath and trusting to providence, I prod the\nglass with my fingertip as Daniel and Michael hover over my\nshoulder.\nMichael nods, rubbing his chin.\n‘I’ll tell the chaps.’ He looks me up and down. ‘You’d better\nget changed. We’ll be leaving soon.’\n‘I’m not coming,’ I say, my voice strangled by shame. ‘I\nhave to… I just can’t…’\nThe young man shifts awkwardly. ‘Come now—’\n‘Use your head, Michael,’ interrupts Daniel, clapping a\nhand on my shoulder. ‘Look what was done to him. Poor Bell\nbarely got out of that forest, why would he want to go back?’\nHis tone softens.\n‘Don’t you worry, Bell, we’ll find your missing girl, and the\nman who murdered her. It’s in our hands now. Get yourself as\nfar away from this mess as you can.’\n\n\n5\nI stand at the leaded window, half concealed by the velvet\ndrapes. Out on the driveway, Michael is mingling with the\nother men. They’re heaving beneath their thick coats, shotguns\ncrooked over their elbows, laughing and chatting, cold breath\nescaping their lips. Freed from the house with a slaughter to\nenjoy, they seem almost human.\nDaniel’s words were comforting, but they can’t absolve me.\nI should be out there with them, searching for the body of the\nwoman I failed. Instead, I’m running away. The very least I\ncan do is endure the shame of watching them set off without\nme.\nDogs pass by the window, straining at leads their masters\nare struggling to hold. The two commotions merge, striking\noff across the lawn towards the forest, in precisely the\ndirection I indicated to Daniel, although I can’t see my friend\namong them. He must be joining the group later.\nI wait for the last of them to disappear among the trees\nbefore returning to the map on the wall. If it’s correct, the\nstables aren’t too far from the house. Surely that’s where I’ll\nfind the stablemaster. He can arrange a carriage to the village\nand from there I’ll catch a train home.\nI turn for the drawing room, only to find the doorway\nblocked by a huge black crow.\nMy heart leaps, and so do I, straight into the sideboard,\nsending family photographs and trinkets clattering to the floor.\n‘You don’t need to be afraid,’ says the creature, taking a half\nstep out of the gloom.\nIt’s not a bird at all. It’s a man dressed as a medieval plague\ndoctor, his feathers a black greatcoat, the beak belonging to a\nporcelain mask, glinting in the light of a nearby lamp.\nPresumably this is his costume for the ball tonight, though that\ndoesn’t explain why he’s wearing such sinister garb in the\nmiddle of the day.\n\n\n‘You startled me,’ I say, clutching my chest and laughing in\nembarrassment as I try to shake off my fright. He cocks his\nhead, examining me as if I’m a stray animal he’s found sitting\non the carpet.\n‘What did you bring with you?’ he asks.\n‘I’m sorry?’\n‘You woke up with a word on your lips, what was it?’\n‘Do we know each other?’ I ask, glancing through the door\ninto the drawing room, hoping to see another guest.\nUnfortunately, we’re alone, which was almost certainly his\nintention, I realise with growing alarm.\n‘I know you,’ he says. ‘That’s enough for now. What was\nthe word, please?’\n‘Why not take off the mask so we might speak face to face,’\nI say.\n‘My mask is the least of your concerns, Doctor Bell,’ he\nsays. ‘Answer the question.’\nThough he’s said nothing threatening, the porcelain muffles\nhis voice, adding a low animal rumble to every sentence.\n‘Anna,’ I say, clamping my hand on my thigh to stop my leg\nfrom jogging.\nHe sighs. ‘That’s a pity.’\n‘Do you know who she is?’ I say, hopefully. ‘Nobody else\nin the house has ever heard of her.’\n‘I’d be surprised if they had,’ he says, waving away my\nquestion with a gloved hand. Reaching into his coat, he pulls\nout a golden pocket watch, tutting at the time. ‘We’ll have\nwork to do before long, but not today and not while you’re in\nthis state. We’ll speak again soon, when everything’s a little\nclearer. In the meantime, I’d advise you to acquaint yourself\nwith Blackheath and your fellow guests. Enjoy yourself while\nyou can, Doctor, the footman will find you soon.’\n‘The footman?’ I say, the name ringing an alarm bell\nsomewhere deep within me. ‘Is he responsible for Anna’s\n\n\nmurder, or the wounds on my arm?’\n‘I very much doubt it,’ says the Plague Doctor. ‘The\nfootman isn’t going to stop with your arm.’\nThere’s a tremendous thump behind me, and I spin towards\nthe noise. A small splash of blood smears the window, a dying\nbird thrashing the last of its life away among the weeds and\nwithered flowers below. The poor thing must have flown into\nthe glass. I’m startled by the pity I feel, a tear creeping into my\neye at this wasted life. Resolving to bury the bird before I do\nanything else, I turn around, intending to make my excuses to\nmy enigmatic companion, but he’s already left.\nI look at my hands. They’re clutched so tightly my\nfingernails are digging into my palms.\n‘The footman,’ I repeat to myself.\nThe name means nothing, but the feeling it evokes is\nunmistakable. For some reason, I’m terrified of this person.\nFear carries me over to the writing desk and the letter\nopener I saw earlier. It’s small, but sharp enough to draw blood\nfrom the tip of my thumb. Sucking the wound, I pocket the\nweapon. It’s not much, but it’s enough to stop me barricading\nmyself in this room.\nFeeling a touch more confident, I head for my bedroom.\nWithout the guests to distract from the décor, Blackheath is a\nmelancholy pile indeed. Aside from the magnificent entrance\nhall, the other rooms I pass through are musty, thick with\nmildew and decay. Pellets of rat poison have been piled up in\nthe corners, dust covering any surface too high for a maid’s\nshort arm to reach. The rugs are threadbare, the furniture\nscratched, the smeared silver crockery arranged behind the\ndirty glass of display cabinets. As unpleasant as my fellow\nguests seem, I miss the thrum of their conversations. They’re\nthe lifeblood of this place, filling up the spaces where\notherwise this grim silence would fall. Blackheath’s only alive\nso long as people are in it. Without them, it’s a depressing ruin\nwaiting on the mercy of a wrecking ball.\n\n\nI collect my coat and umbrella from my bedroom and make\nmy way outside where rain is bouncing off the ground, the air\nsmothered by the stink of rotten leaves. Uncertain of which\nwindow the bird crashed against, I follow the verge until I\nlocate its body, and, using the paperknife as a makeshift\nshovel, I bury it in a shallow grave, soaking my gloves in the\nprocess.\nAlready shivering, I consider my route. The cobbled road to\nthe stables skirts the bottom edge of the lawn. I could cut\nacross the grass, but my shoes seem ill suited to the venture.\nInstead, I take the safer option, following the gravel driveway\nuntil the road appears on my left. Unsurprisingly, it’s in a\nterrible state of repair. Tree roots have overturned the stones,\nuntrimmed branches hang low like pilfering fingers. Still\nunsettled by my meeting with the strange man in the plague\ndoctor costume, I clutch the paperknife and move slowly, wary\nof losing my footing, afraid of what might spring out at me\nfrom the woods if I do. I’m not sure what his game is, dressing\nup like that, but I can’t seem to shrug off his warnings.\nSomebody murdered Anna, and gave me a compass. It’s\ndoubtful that same person attacked me last night only to save\nme this morning, and now I must contend with this footman.\nWho must I have been to assemble so many enemies?\nAt the end of the road is a tall, redbrick arch with a\nshattered glass clock at the centre, and beyond that a\ncourtyard, stables and outbuildings arranged around its edge.\nTroughs overflow with oats, and carriages stand wheel to\nwheel, draped in green canvas covers to keep the weather off.\nThe only things missing are the horses.\nEvery stable is empty.\n‘Hello?’ I call out tentatively, my voice echoing around the\nyard but meeting no response.\nA plume of black smoke is escaping from the chimney of a\nlittle cottage and, finding the door unlocked, I chase my\nhollered greetings inside. No one’s home, which is curious as a\nfire’s burning in the hearth, porridge and toast laid out on the\ntable. Removing my soggy gloves, I hang them on the kettle\n\n\npole above the fire, hoping to spare myself a little discomfort\non the walk back.\nTouching the food with a fingertip, I discover it’s lukewarm,\nso not long abandoned. A saddle lies discarded beside a leather\npatch, suggesting an interrupted repair. I can only assume\nwhoever lives here has rushed out to deal with some\nemergency and I consider waiting for them to return. It’s not\nan unpleasant refuge, though the air’s thick with burning coal\nand smells rather strongly of polish and horsehair. Of greater\nconcern is the cottage’s isolation. Until I know who attacked\nme last night, everybody in Blackheath must be treated with\ncaution, including the stablemaster. I will not meet him alone,\nif it can be helped.\nA work rota hangs on a nail by the door, a pencil dangling\nfrom a piece of string beside it. Taking it down, I turn the sheet\nover intending to leave a message requesting a ride to the\nvillage, but there’s a note already written there.\nDon’t leave Blackheath, more lives than your own are depending on you.\nMeet me by the mausoleum in the family graveyard at 10:20 p.m. and I’ll\nexplain everything. Oh, and don’t forget your gloves, they’re burning.\nLove, Anna\nSmoke fills my nostrils and I swing round to see my gloves\nsmouldering above the fire. Snatching them down, I stamp the\nashes out, eyes wide and heart pounding, as I search the\ncottage for some indication as to how the trick might have\ncome to pass.\nWhy don’t you ask Anna when you meet her tonight?\n‘Because I saw her die,’ I snarl at the empty room,\nembarrassing myself.\nRecovering my composure, I read the note once more, the\ntruth of it no nearer at hand. If Anna’s survived, she’d have to\nbe a cruel creature to play such games with me. More likely\nafter word of this morning’s misadventure spread around the\nhouse, somebody has decided to play a trick on me. Why else\nwould they choose such a sinister location and hour for the\nmeeting?\nIs this somebody a fortune teller?\n\n\n‘It’s a foul day, anybody could have predicted I’d dry my\ngloves once I arrived.’\nThe cottage listens politely, but even to my ears that\nreasoning’s desperate. Almost as desperate as my urge to\ndiscredit the message. So defective is my character, I’d\nhappily abandon any hope of Anna being alive in order to flee\nthis place with a clean conscience.\nFeeling miserable, I pull on my singed gloves. I need to\nthink and walking seems to help.\nHeading around the stables, I come upon an overgrown\npaddock, the grass grown waist high and the fences so badly\nrotted they’ve all but collapsed. On the far side, two figures\nhuddle beneath an umbrella. They must be following a hidden\npath as they’re moving easily, arm-in-arm. Heaven knows how\nthey spot me, but one of them raises a hand in greeting. I\nreturn the gesture, sparking a brief moment of distant kinship,\nbefore they disappear into the gloom of the trees.\nLowering my hand, I make my decision.\nI told myself that a dead woman could lay no claim to me,\nand that’s why I was free to leave Blackheath. It was a\ncoward’s reason, but at least it had a ring of truth to it.\nIf Anna’s alive, that’s no longer the case.\nI failed her this morning, and it’s all I’ve thought about\nsince. Now that I have a second chance, I cannot turn my back.\nShe’s in danger and I can help, so I must. If that’s not enough\nto keep me at Blackheath, I don’t deserve the life I’m so\nfearful of losing. Come what may, I must be in the graveyard\nat 10:20 p.m.\n\n\n6\n‘Somebody wants me dead.’\nIt feels strange to say it out loud, as though I’m calling fate\ndown upon myself, but if I’m to survive until this evening, I’ll\nneed to face down this fear. I refuse to spend any more time\ncowering in my bedroom. Not while there are so many\nquestions to answer.\nI’m walking back to the house, scouring the trees for any\nsign of danger, my mind running back and forth across the\nmorning’s events. Over and over again I wonder about the\nslashes on my arm and the man in the plague doctor costume,\nthe footman and this mysterious Anna, who now appears to be\nalive and well, and leaving enigmatic notes for me to find.\nHow did she survive in the forest?\nI suppose she could have written the note earlier this\nmorning, before she was attacked, but then how did she know\nI’d be in that cottage, drying my gloves over the fire? I didn’t\ntell anybody about my plans. Did I speak out loud? Could she\nhave been watching?\nShaking my head, I take a step away from that particular\nrabbit hole.\nI’m looking too far forward, when I need to be looking\nback. Michael told me that a maid delivered a note to the\ndinner table last night, and that was the last he saw of me.\nEverything started with that.\nYou need to find the servant who brought the note.\nI’m barely through Blackheath’s doors when voices pull me\ntowards the drawing room, which is empty aside from a couple\nof young maids clearing the lunchtime detritus onto two huge\ntrays. They work side by side, heads bowed in hushed gossip,\noblivious to my presence at the door.\n‘… Henrietta said she’d gone mad,’ says one girl, brown\ncurls tumbling free of her white cap.\n\n\n‘It’s not right to say that about Lady Helena, Beth,’ scolds\nthe older girl. ‘She’s always been good to us, treated us fair,\nhasn’t she?’\nBeth weighs this fact against the wealth of her gossip.\n‘Henrietta told me she was raving,’ she continues.\n‘Screaming at Lord Peter. Said it was probably on account of\nbeing back in Blackheath after what happened to Master\nThomas. Does funny things to a person, she said.’\n‘She says a lot of things does Henrietta, I’d put them out of\nyour mind. Not like we haven’t heard them fighting before, is\nit? Besides, if it were serious Lady Helena would tell Mrs\nDrudge, wouldn’t she? Always does.’\n‘Mrs Drudge can’t find her,’ says Beth triumphantly, the\ncase against Lady Helena well and truly proven. ‘Hasn’t seen\nher all morning, but—’\nMy entrance slaps the words out of the air, the maids\nattempting startled curtsies that swiftly devolve into a tangle of\narms, legs and blushes. Waving away their confusion, I ask\nafter the servants who served dinner last night, prompting only\nblank stares and mumbled apologies. I’m on the verge of\ngiving up, when Beth ventures that Evelyn Hardcastle is\nentertaining the ladies in the Sun Room towards the rear of the\nhouse and would certainly know more.\nAfter a brief exchange, one of them leads me through a\ncommunicating door into the study where I met Daniel and\nMichael this morning. There’s a library beyond it, which we\ncross briskly, exiting the room into a dim connecting passage.\nDarkness stirs to greet us, a black cat drifting out from beneath\na small telephone table, its tail dusting the wooden floor. On\nsilent feet, it pads up the corridor, slipping through a door left\nslightly ajar at the far end. A warm orange light is seeping\nthrough the gap, voices and music on the other side.\n‘Miss Evelyn’s in there, sir,’ says the maid.\nHer tone succinctly describes both the room and Evelyn\nHardcastle, neither of which she seems to hold in particularly\nhigh regard.\n\n\nBrushing off her scorn, I open the door, the heat of the room\nhitting me full in the face. The air is heavy, sweet with\nperfume, stirred only by a scratchy music that soars and glides\nand stuns itself against the walls. Large leaded windows look\nout over the garden at the rear of the house, grey clouds piling\nup beyond a cupola. Chairs and chaise longues have been\ngathered around the fire, young women draped over them like\nwilted orchids, smoking cigarettes and clinging to their drinks.\nThe mood in the room is one of restless agitation rather than\ncelebration. About the only sign of life comes from an oil\npainting on the far wall, where an old woman with coals for\neyes sits in judgement of the room, her expression rather\neloquently conveying her distaste for this gathering.\n‘My grandmother, Heather Hardcastle,’ says a woman from\nbehind me. ‘It’s not a flattering picture, but then she wasn’t a\nflattering woman by all accounts.’\nI turn to meet the voice, reddening as a dozen faces swim up\nthrough their boredom to inspect me. My name runs laps of\nthe room, a sudden excited buzz chasing it like a swarm of\nbees.\nSitting either side of a chess table are a woman I must\nassume to be Evelyn Hardcastle and an elderly, extremely fat\nman wearing a suit that’s a size too small for him. They’re an\nodd couple. Evelyn’s in her late twenties, and rather resembles\na shard of glass with her thin, angular body and high\ncheekbones, her blonde hair tied up away from her face. She’s\nwearing a green dress, fashionably tailored and belted at the\nwaist, its sharp lines mirroring the severe expression on her\nface.\nAs for the fat man, he can’t be less than sixty-five, and I can\nonly imagine what contortions must have been necessary to\npersuade his enormous bulk behind the table. His chair’s too\nsmall for him, too stiff. He’s a martyr to it. Sweat is gleaming\non his forehead, the soaking wet handkerchief clutched in his\nhand testifying to the duration of his suffering. He’s looking at\nme queerly, an expression somewhere between curiosity and\ngratitude.\n‘My apologies,’ I say. ‘I was—’\n\n\nEvelyn slides a pawn forward without looking up from the\nboard. The fat man returns his attention to the game, engulfing\nhis knight with a fleshy fingertip.\nI surprise myself by groaning at his mistake.\n‘You know chess?’ Evelyn asks me, her eyes still fixed on\nthe board.\n‘It appears so,’ I say.\n‘Then perhaps you would play after Lord Ravencourt?’\nIgnorant of my warning, Ravencourt’s knight swaggers into\nEvelyn’s trap, only to be cut down by a lurking rook. Panic\ntakes hold of his play as Evelyn urges her pieces forward,\nhurrying him when he should be patient. The game’s over in\nfour moves.\n‘Thank you for the diversion, Lord Ravencourt,’ says\nEvelyn, as he topples his king. ‘Now, I believe you had\nsomewhere else to be.’\nIt’s a curt dismissal and with an awkward bow, Ravencourt\ndisentangles himself from the table and limps out of the room,\noffering me the slightest of nods on the way.\nEvelyn’s distaste chases him through the door, but it\nevaporates as she gestures to the seat opposite.\n‘Please,’ she says.\n‘I’m afraid I can’t,’ I say. ‘I’m looking for a maid who\nbrought me a message at the dinner table last night, but I know\nnothing more of her. I was hoping you could help.’\n‘Our butler could,’ she says, restoring the pieces of her\nbedraggled army to their line. Each is placed precisely at the\ncentre of a square, its face turned towards the enemy. Clearly,\nthere’s no place for cowards on this board.\n‘Mr Collins knows every step every servant takes in this\nhouse, or so he leads them to believe,’ she says.\n‘Unfortunately, he was assaulted this morning. Doctor Dickie\nhad him moved to the gatehouse so he could rest more\ncomfortably. I’ve actually been meaning to look in on him\nmyself, perhaps I could escort you.’\n\n\nI momentarily hesitate, weighing the danger. One can only\nassume that if Evelyn Hardcastle intended me harm, she\nwouldn’t announce our intention to go off together in front of\nan entire room of witnesses.\n‘That would be very kind,’ I respond, earning a flicker of a\nsmile.\nEvelyn stands, either not noticing or pretending not to\nnotice the curious glances nudging us. There are French doors\nonto the gardens, but we forgo them, departing instead from\nthe entrance hall, so we might collect our coats and hats from\nour bedrooms first. Evelyn’s still tugging hers on as we step\nout of Blackheath into the blustery, cold afternoon.\n‘May I ask what happened to Mr Collins?’ I say, wondering\nif perhaps his assault might be linked to my own last night.\n‘Apparently he was set upon by one of our guests, an artist\nnamed Gregory Gold,’ she says, knotting her thick scarf. ‘It\nwas an unprovoked attack by all accounts, and Gold managed\nto thrash him pretty soundly before somebody intervened. I\nshould warn you, Doctor, Mr Collins has been heavily sedated,\nso I’m not sure how helpful he’ll be.’\nWe’re following the gravel driveway that leads to the\nvillage and, once again, I’m struck by the peculiarity of my\ncondition. At some point in the last few days, I must have\narrived along this very road, happy and excited, or perhaps\nannoyed at the distance and isolation. Did I understand the\ndanger I was in, or did it come later during my stay? So much\nof me is lost, memories simply blown aside like the leaves on\nthe ground, and yet here I stand, remade. I wonder if Sebastian\nBell would approve of this man I’ve become. If we’d even get\nalong?\nWithout a word, Evelyn links an arm through my own, a\nwarm smile transforming her face. It’s as though a fire has\nbeen kindled within, her eyes sparkling with life, banishing the\nshrouded woman of earlier.\n‘It’s so good to be out of that house,’ she cries, tipping her\nface to meet the rain. ‘Thank goodness you came along when\n\n\nyou did, Doctor. Honestly, a minute later and you’d have\nfound me with my head in the grate.’\n‘Lucky I stopped by then,’ I say, somewhat startled by her\nchange in mood. Sensing my confusion, Evelyn laughs lightly.\n‘Oh, don’t mind me,’ she says. ‘I loathe getting to know\npeople, so whenever I meet somebody I like, I just assume a\nfriendship immediately. It saves a great deal of time in the\nlong run.’\n‘I can see the appeal,’ I say. ‘May I ask what I did to earn a\nfavourable impression?’\n‘Only if you allow me to be frank in my answer.’\n‘You’re not being frank now?’\n‘I was trying to be polite, but, you’re right, I never seem to\nland on the right side of the fence,’ she says with mock regret.\n‘Well, to be frank, I like your pensiveness, Doctor. You strike\nme as a man who’d much rather be somewhere else, a feeling I\ncan wholeheartedly sympathise with.’\n‘Am I to assume you’re not enjoying your homecoming?’\n‘Oh, this hasn’t been my home in a very long time,’ she\nsays, skipping over a large puddle. ‘I’ve lived in Paris for the\nlast nineteen years, ever since my brother was killed.’\n‘What about the women I saw you with in the Sun Room,\nare they not your friends?’\n‘They arrived this morning and, truth be told, I didn’t\nrecognise a single one of them. The children I knew have shed\ntheir skins and slithered into society. I’m as much a stranger\nhere as yourself.’\n‘At least you’re not a stranger to yourself, Miss Hardcastle,’\nI say. ‘Surely you can take some solace in that?’\n‘Quite the contrary,’ she says, looking at me. ‘I imagine it\nwould be rather splendid to wander away from myself for a\nlittle while. I envy you.’\n‘Envy?’\n\n\n‘Why not?’ she says, wiping the rain from her face. ‘You’re\na soul stripped bare, Doctor. No regrets, no wounds, none of\nthe lies we tell ourselves so we can look in the mirror each\nmorning. You’re –’ she bites her lip, searching for the word –\n‘honest.’\n‘Another word for that is “exposed”,’ I say.\n‘Am I to take it you’re not enjoying your homecoming?’\nThere’s a crook in her smile, a slight twist of the lips that\ncould easily be damning, yet somehow comes across as\nconspiratorial.\n‘I’m not the man I’d hoped to be,’ I say quietly, surprised by\nmy own candour. Something about this woman puts me at\nease, though for the life of me I can’t tell what it is.\n‘How so?’ she asks.\n‘I’m a coward, Miss Hardcastle,’ I sigh. ‘Forty years of\nmemories wiped away and that’s what I find lurking beneath it\nall. That’s what remains to me.’\n‘Oh, do call me Evie, that way I can call you Sebastian and\ntell you not to fret about your flaws. We all have them, and if I\nwere newly born into this world, I might be cautious too,’ she\nsays, squeezing my arm.\n‘You’re very kind, but this is something deeper, instinctive.’\n‘Well, so what if you are?’ she asks. ‘There are worse things\nto be. At least you’re not mean-spirited or cruel. And now you\nget to choose, don’t you? Instead of assembling yourself in the\ndark like the rest of us – so that you wake up one day with no\nidea of how you became this person – you can look at the\nworld, at the people around you, and choose the parts of your\ncharacter you want. You can say, “I’ll have that man’s honesty,\nthat woman’s optimism”, as if you’re shopping for a suit on\nSaville Row.’\n‘You’ve made my condition into a gift,’ I say, feeling my\nspirits lift.\n‘Well, what else would you call a second chance?’ she asks.\n‘You don’t like the man you were, very well, be somebody\n\n\nelse. There’s nothing stopping you, not any more. As I said, I\nenvy you. The rest of us are stuck with our mistakes.’\nI have no response to that, though one is not immediately\nrequired. We’ve arrived upon two giant fence posts, fractured\nangels blaring their noiseless horns on top. The gatehouse is\nset back among the trees on our left, splashes of its red-tile\nroof showing through the dense canopy. A path leads towards\na peeling green door, which is swollen with age and riddled\nwith cracks. Ignoring it, Evelyn pulls me by the fingers\ntowards the back of the house, pushing through branches so\novergrown they’re touching the crumbling brickwork.\nThe back door is held fast with a simple latch, and undoing\nit, she lets us into a dank kitchen, a layer of dust coating the\ncountertops, the copper pans still out on the hob. Once inside,\nshe pauses, listening intently.\n‘Evelyn?’ I say.\nMotioning for quiet, she takes a step closer to the corridor.\nUnsettled by this sudden caution, my body tenses, but she\nbreaks the spell with laughter.\n‘I’m sorry, Sebastian, I was listening out for my father.’\n‘Your father?’ I say, puzzled.\n‘He’s staying here,’ she says. ‘He’s supposed to be out\nhunting, but I didn’t want to risk bumping into him if he was\nrunning late. I’m afraid we don’t like each other terribly\nmuch.’\nBefore I have the chance to ask any more questions, she\nbeckons me into a tiled hallway and up a narrow staircase, the\nbare wooden steps shrieking beneath our feet. I keep to her\nheels, snatching backward glances every few steps. The\ngatehouse is narrow and crooked, doors set into the walls at\nodd angles like teeth grown wild in a mouth. Wind whistles\nthrough the windows carrying with it the smell of the rain, the\nentire place seeming to rattle on its foundations. Everything\nabout this house seems designed to unseat the nerves.\n‘Why put the butler all the way out here?’ I ask Evelyn,\nwho’s trying to choose between the doors either side of us.\n\n\n‘There must have been somewhere more comfortable.’\n‘All the rooms in the main house are full, and Doctor Dickie\nordered peace and quiet, and a good fire. Believe it or not, this\nmight be the best place for him. Come on, let’s try this one,’\nshe says, rapping lightly on a door to our left, pushing it open\nwhen there’s no response.\nA tall fellow in a charcoal-stained shirt is bound by his\nwrists and dangling from a hook on the ceiling, his feet only\nbarely touching the floor. He’s unconscious, a head full of dark\ncurly hair slumped against his chest, blood speckling his face.\n‘Nope, must be the other side,’ says Evelyn, her voice bland\nand unconcerned.\n‘What the devil?’ I say, taking a step back in alarm. ‘Who is\nthis man, Evelyn?’\n‘This is Gregory Gold, the fellow who assaulted our butler,’\nsays Evelyn, eyeing him as one would a butterfly pinned to a\ncorkboard. ‘The butler was my father’s batman during the war.\nSeems Father’s taken the assault rather personally.’\n‘Personally?’ I say. ‘Evie, he’s been strung up like a pig!’\n‘Father’s never been a subtle man, or a particularly clever\none,’ she shrugs. ‘I suspect the two things go hand in hand.’\nFor the first time since I awoke, my blood is boiling.\nWhatever this man’s crimes, justice can’t be served by a length\nof rope in a locked room.\n‘We can’t leave him like this,’ I protest. ‘It’s inhuman.’\n‘What he did was inhuman,’ says Evelyn, her chill touching\nme for the first time. ‘Mother commissioned Gold to tidy up a\nfew of the family portraits, nothing more. He didn’t even\nknow the butler and yet this morning he took after him with a\npoker and beat him half to death. Believe me, Sebastian, he\ndeserves worse than what’s happening to him here.’\n‘What’s to become of him?’ I ask.\n‘A constable is coming from the village,’ says Evelyn,\nushering me out of the small room, and closing the door\nbehind us, her mood brightening immediately. ‘Father wants to\n\n\nlet Gold know of his displeasure in the meantime, that’s all.\nAh, this must be the one we wanted.’\nShe opens another door on the opposite side of the hall, and\nwe enter a small room with whitewashed walls and a single\nwindow blinded by dirt. Unlike the rest of the house, there’s\nno draught in here and a good fire’s burning in the grate,\nplenty of wood stacked nearby to feed it. There’s an iron bed\nin the corner, the butler shapeless beneath a grey blanket. I\nrecognise this chap. It’s the burnt man who let me in this\nmorning.\nEvelyn was right, he’s been cruelly treated. His face is\nhideously bruised and livid with cuts, dried blood staining the\npillowcase. I might have mistaken him for dead if it weren’t\nfor his constant murmuring, distress poisoning his sleep.\nA maid is sitting beside him in a wooden chair, a large book\nopen in her lap. She can’t be more than twenty-three, small\nenough to tuck into a pocket, with blonde hair spilling from\nbeneath her cap. She looks up as we enter, slamming the book\nclosed and leaping to her feet when she realises who we are,\nhastily smoothing out her white apron.\n‘Miss Evelyn,’ she stammers, eyes on the floor. ‘I didn’t\nknow you’d be visiting.’\n‘My friend here needed to see Mr Collins,’ says Evelyn.\nThe maid’s brown eyes flick towards me, before pinning\nthemselves to the ground once more.\n‘I’m sorry, miss, he hasn’t stirred all morning,’ says the\nmaid. ‘The doctor gave him some tablets to help him sleep.’\n‘And he can’t be woken?’\n‘Haven’t tried, miss, but you made an awful racket coming\nup them stairs and he didn’t bat an eyelid. Don’t know what\nelse would do it, if that didn’t. Dead to the world, he is.’\nThe maid’s eyes find me once again, lingering long enough\nto suggest some sort of familiarity, before resuming their\nformer contemplation of the floor.\n‘I’m sorry, but do we know each other?’ I ask.\n\n\n‘No, sir, not really, it’s just… I served you at dinner last\nnight.’\n‘Did you bring me a note?’ I ask excitedly.\n‘Not me, sir, it was Madeline.’\n‘Madeline?’\n‘My lady’s maid,’ interrupts Evelyn. ‘The house was short-\nstaffed so I sent her down to the kitchen to help out. Well,\nthat’s fortunate’ – she checks her wristwatch – ‘she’s taking\nrefreshments out to the hunters, but she’ll be back around three\np.m. We can question her together when she returns.’\nI turn my attention back to the maid.\n‘Do you know anything more about the note?’ I ask. ‘Its\ncontents, perhaps?’\nThe maid shakes her head, wringing her hands. The poor\ncreature looks quite on the spot, and, taking pity on her, I offer\nmy thanks and leave.\n\n\n7\nWe’re following the road to the village, the trees drawing\ncloser with every step. It’s not quite what I’d anticipated. The\nmap in the study conjured images of some grand labour, a\nboulevard hewn from the forest. The reality is little more than\na wide dirt track, wretched with potholes and fallen branches.\nThe forest hasn’t been tamed so much as bartered with, the\nHardcastles winning the barest of concessions from their\nneighbour.\nI don’t know our destination, but Evelyn believes we can\nintercept Madeline on her way back from the hunt. Secretly, I\nsuspect she’s simply looking for an excuse to prolong her\nabsence from the house. Not that any subterfuge is necessary.\nThis last hour in Evelyn’s company is the first time since\nwaking that I’ve felt myself a whole person, rather than the\nremnants of one. Out here, in the wind and rain, with a friend\nby my side, I’m happier than I have been all day.\n‘What do you believe Madeline can tell you?’ asks Evelyn,\npicking a branch off the path and tossing it into the forest.\n‘The note that she brought me last night lured me out into\nthe woods so somebody could attack me,’ I say.\n‘Attack!’ interrupts Evelyn, shocked. ‘Here? Why?’\n‘I don’t know, but I’m hoping Madeline can tell me who\nsent the note. She might even have peeked at the message.’\n‘There’s no “might” about it,’ says Evelyn. ‘Madeline was\nin Paris with me. She’s loyal and she makes me laugh, but\nshe’s an atrocious maid. She probably considers peeking at\nother people’s mail a perk of the job.’\n‘That’s very lenient of you,’ I say.\n‘I have to be, I can’t pay very well,’ she says. ‘And after\nshe’s revealed the contents of the message, what then?’\n‘I tell the police,’ I say. ‘And hopefully put this matter to\nbed.’\n\n\nTurning left at a crooked signpost, we follow a small trail\ninto the woods, dirt tracks criss-crossing each other until the\nway back is impossible to discern.\n‘Do you know where you’re going?’ I ask nervously,\nswiping a low-hanging branch from my face. The last time I\nentered this forest my mind never made it back.\n‘We’re following these,’ she says, tugging at a fragment of\nyellow material nailed to a tree. It’s similar to the red one I\nfound when I stumbled upon Blackheath this morning, the\nmemory only serving to unsettle me further.\n‘They’re markers,’ she says. ‘The groundskeepers use them\nto navigate in the woods. Don’t worry, I’ll not lead you too far\nastray.’\nThe words are barely out of her mouth when we enter a\nsmall clearing with a stone well at its centre. The wooden\nshelter has collapsed, the iron wheel that once raised the\nbucket now left to rust in the mud, almost buried by fallen\nleaves. Evelyn claps in delight, laying an affectionate hand on\nthe mossy stone. She’s clearly hoping I haven’t noticed the slip\nof paper tucked between the cracks, or the way her fingers are\nnow covering it. Friendship compels me to play along and I\nhastily avert my attention when she looks back towards me.\nShe must have some suitor in the house and I’m ashamed to\nsay I’m jealous of this secret correspondence and the person\non the other side of it.\n‘This is it,’ she says with a theatrical sweep of her arm.\n‘Madeline will be passing through this clearing on her way\nback to the house. Shouldn’t be too long now. She’s due back\nat the house by three to help finish setting up the ballroom.’\n‘Where are we?’ I ask, looking around.\n‘It’s a wishing well,’ she says, leaning over the edge to peer\ninto the blackness. ‘Michael and I used to come here when we\nchildren. We’d make our wishes with pebbles.’\n‘And what sorts of things did young Evelyn Hardcastle wish\nfor?’ I ask.\nShe wrinkles her brow, the question flummoxing her.\n\n\n‘You know, for the life of me, I can’t remember,’ she says.\n‘What does a child who has everything want?’\nMore, just like everybody else.\n‘I doubt I could have told you even when I did have my\nmemories,’ I say, smiling.\nDusting the grime from her hands, Evelyn looks at me\nquizzically. I can see the curiosity burning inside her, the joy at\nencountering something unknown and unexpected in a place\nwhere everything is familiar. I’m out here because I fascinate\nher, I realise with a flash of disappointment.\n‘Have you thought about what you’ll do if your memories\ndon’t return?’ she asks, softening the question with the\ngentleness of her tone.\nNow it’s my turn to be flummoxed.\nSince my initial confusion passed, I’ve tried not to dwell\nupon my condition. If anything, the loss of my memories has\nproven a frustration rather than a tragedy, my inability to recall\nAnna being one of the few moments when it’s seemed\nanything more than an inconvenience. Thus far in the\nexcavation of Sebastian Bell I’ve unearthed two friends, an\nannotated Bible and a locked trunk. Precious little return for\nforty years on this earth. I don’t have a wife weeping for our\nlost time together, or a child worrying that the father she loved\nmight not return. At this distance, Sebastian Bell’s life seems\nan easy one to lose and a difficult one to mourn.\nA branch snaps somewhere in the forest.\n‘Footman,’ says Evelyn, my blood immediately running\ncold as I recall the Plague Doctor’s warning.\n‘What did you say?’ I ask, frantically searching the forest.\n‘That noise, it’s a footman,’ she says. ‘They’re collecting\nwood. Shameful, isn’t it? We don’t have enough servants to\nstock all the fireplaces, so our guests are having to send their\nown footmen to do it.’\n‘They? How many are there?’\n\n\n‘One for every family visiting, and there’s more coming,’\nshe says. ‘I’d say there’s already seven or eight in the house.’\n‘Eight?’ I say in a strangled voice.\n‘My dear Sebastian, are you quite all right?’ says Evelyn,\ncatching my alarm.\nUnder different circumstances I would welcome this\nconcern, this affection, but here and now her scrutiny only\nembarrasses me. How can I explain that a strange chap in a\nplague doctor costume warned me to keep an eye out for a\nfootman – a name which means nothing to me, and yet fills me\nwith a crippling fear every time I hear it?\n‘I’m sorry, Evie,’ I say, shaking my head ruefully. ‘There’s\nmore I need to tell you, but not here, and not quite yet.’\nUnable to hold her questioning stare, I look around the\nclearing for a distraction. Three trails intersect before striking\noff into the forest, one of them cutting a straight path through\nthe trees towards water.\n‘Is that—’\n‘A lake,’ says Evelyn, looking past me. ‘The lake, I suppose\nyou’d say. That’s where my brother was murdered by Charlie\nCarver.’\nA shiver of silence divides us.\n‘I’m sorry, Evie,’ I say at last, embarrassed by the poverty\nof the sentiment.\n‘You’ll think me awful, but it happened so long ago it barely\nseems real,’ she says. ‘I can’t even remember Thomas’s face.’\n‘Michael shared a similar sentiment,’ I say.\n‘That’s not surprising, he was five years younger than me\nwhen it happened.’ She’s hugging herself, her tone distant. ‘I\nwas supposed to be looking after Thomas that morning, but I\nwanted to go riding and he was always pestering me, so I\narranged a treasure hunt for the children and left him behind.\nIf I hadn’t been so selfish, he’d never have been at the lake in\nthe first place, and Carver wouldn’t have got his filthy hands\non him. You can’t imagine what that thought does to a child. I\n\n\ndidn’t sleep, barely ate. I couldn’t feel anything that wasn’t\nanger or guilt. I was monstrous to anybody who tried to\nconsole me.’\n‘What changed?’\n‘Michael’ – she smiles wistfully – ‘I was vile to him,\npositively horrid, but he stayed by my side, no matter what I\nsaid. He saw I was sad and he wanted to make me feel better. I\ndon’t even think he knew what was happening, not really. He\nwas just being nice, but he kept me from drifting away\ncompletely.’\n‘Is that why you went to Paris, to get away from it all?’\n‘I didn’t choose to leave, my parents sent me away a few\nmonths after it happened,’ she says, biting her lip. ‘They\ncouldn’t forgive me and I wouldn’t have been allowed to\nforgive myself if I’d stayed. I know it was supposed to be a\npunishment, but exile was a kindness, I think.’\n‘And yet you came back?’\n‘You make it sound like a choice,’ she says bitterly,\ntightening her scarf as the wind carves through the trees. ‘My\nparents ordered my return, they even threatened to cut me out\nof the will should I refuse. When that didn’t work, they\nthreatened to cut Michael out of the will instead. So here I\nam.’\n‘I don’t understand, why would they behave so despicably\nand then throw you a party?’\n‘A party?’ she says, shaking her head. ‘Oh, my dear man,\nyou really have no idea what’s happening here, do you?’\n‘Perhaps if you—’\n‘My brother was murdered nineteen years ago tomorrow,\nSebastian. I don’t know why, but my parents have decided to\nmark the occasion by reopening the house where it happened\nand inviting back the very same guests who were here that\nday.’\nAnger is rising in her voice, a low throb of pain I’d do\nanything to make go away. She’s turned her head to face the\n\n\nlake, her blue eyes glossy.\n‘They’re disguising a memorial as a party and they’ve made\nme the guest of honour, which I can only assume means\nsomething dreadful is coming for me,’ she continues. ‘This\nisn’t a celebration, it’s a punishment, and there’ll be fifty\npeople in their very finest clothes watching it happen.’\n‘Are your parents really so spiteful?’ I ask, shocked. I feel\nmuch as I did when that bird hit the window earlier this\nmorning, a great swell of pity mingled with a sense of injustice\nat life’s sudden cruelties.\n‘My mother sent me a message this morning, asking me to\nmeet her by the lake,’ she says. ‘She never came, and I don’t\nthink she ever meant to. She just wanted me to stand out there,\nwhere it happened, remembering. Does that answer your\nquestion?’\n‘Evelyn… I… I don’t know what to say.’\n‘There’s nothing to say, Sebastian. Wealth is poisonous to\nthe soul and my parents have been wealthy a very long time –\nas have most of the guests who will be at this party,’ says\nEvelyn. ‘Their manners are a mask, you’d do well to\nremember that.’\nShe smiles at my pained expression, taking my hand. Her\nfingers are cold, her gaze warm. She has the brittle courage of\na prisoner walking their final steps to the gallows.\n‘Oh, don’t fret, dear heart,’ she says. ‘I’ve done all the\ntossing and turning it’s possible to do. I see little benefit in\nyour losing sleep over it also. If you want, you could make a\nwish in the well on my behalf, though I’d understand if you\nhave more pressing concerns.’\nFrom her pocket she pulls out a small coin.\n‘Here,’ she says, handing it to me. ‘I don’t think our pebbles\ndid much good.’\nThe coin travels a long way, hitting rock rather than water at\nthe bottom. Despite Evelyn’s advice, I hitch no hopes for\nmyself to its surface. Instead, I pray for her deliverance from\nthis place, for a happy life and freedom from her parents’\n\n\nmachinations. Like a child I close my eyes in the hopes that\nwhen I open them again, the natural order will be overturned,\nthe impossible made plausible by desire alone.\n‘You’ve changed so much,’ mutters Evelyn, a ripple of\nemotion disturbing her face, the slightest indication of\ndiscomfort when she realises what she’s said.\n‘You knew me before?’ I say, surprised. Somehow it never\noccurred to me that Evelyn and I might have had a relationship\nprior to this one.\n‘I shouldn’t have said anything,’ she says, walking away\nfrom me.\n‘Evie, I’ve been in your company for over an hour, which\nmakes you my best friend in this world,’ I say. ‘Please, be\nhonest with me. Who am I?’\nHer eyes criss-cross my face.\n‘I’m not the right person to say,’ she protests. ‘We met two\ndays ago, and only briefly. Most of what I know is innuendo\nand rumour.’\n‘I’m sitting at an empty table, I’ll take whatever crumbs I’m\nfed.’\nHer lips are tight. She’s tugging her sleeves down\nawkwardly. If she had a shovel, she’d dig herself an escape\ntunnel. The deeds of good men are not related so reluctantly,\nand I’m already beginning to dread what she has to tell me.\nEven so, I cannot let this go.\n‘Please,’ I plead. ‘You told me earlier I could choose who I\nwanted to be, but I cannot do that without knowing who I\nwas.’\nHer obstinacy flickers, and she looks up at me from under\nher eyelashes.\n‘Are you certain you wish to know?’ she asks. ‘The truth\nisn’t always a kindness.’\n‘Kind or not, I need to understand what’s been lost.’\n\n\n‘Not a great deal in my opinion,’ she sighs, squeezing my\nhand in both of hers. ‘You were a dope dealer, Sebastian. You\nmade your living alleviating the boredom of the idle rich, and\nquite a living it was too, if your practice on Harley Street is\nanything to go by.’\n‘I’m a…’\n‘Dope dealer,’ she repeats. ‘Laudanum’s the fashion I\nbelieve, though from what I understand, your trunk of tricks\nhas something to cater to every taste.’\nI slump within myself. I wouldn’t have believed I could be\nso wounded by the past, but the revelation of my former\nprofession tears a hole right through me. Though my failings\nwere numerous, against them was always stacked the small\npride of being a doctor. There was nobility in that course,\nhonour even. But no, Sebastian Bell took the title and twisted\nit to his own selfish ends, making it perverse, denying what\nlittle good remained to him.\nEvelyn was right, the truth isn’t always a kindness, but no\nman should discover himself this way, like an abandoned\nhouse stumbled upon in the darkness.\n‘I shouldn’t worry about it,’ says Evelyn, cocking her head\nto catch my averted eye. ‘I see little of that odious creature in\nthe man before me.’\n‘Is that why I’m at this party?’ I ask quietly. ‘To sell my\nwares?’\nHer smile is sympathetic. ‘I suspect so.’\nI’m numb, two steps behind myself. Every strange glance\nover the course of the day, every whisper and commotion as I\nwalked into a room is explained. I thought people were\nconcerned for my well-being, but they were wondering when\nmy trunk would reopen for business.\nI feel such a fool.\n‘I have to…’\nI’m moving before I understand how that sentence ends, my\nbody carrying me back through the forest at an ever increasing\n\n\npace. I’m almost running by the time I arrive on the road.\nEvelyn’s at my heels, struggling to keep up. She’s trying to\nanchor me with words, reminding me of my desire to meet\nMadeline, but I’m impervious to reason, consumed by my\nhatred for the man I was. His flaws I could accept, perhaps\neven overcome, but this is a betrayal. He made his mistakes\nand fled, leaving me holding the tatters of his scorched life.\nBlackheath’s door stands open and I’m up the staircase and\ninto my room so quickly the smell of damp earth still clings to\nme, as I stand panting over the trunk. Is this what drove me\ninto the forest last night? Is this what I spilled blood for? Well,\nI’m going to smash it all, and with it any connection to the\nman I was.\nEvelyn arrives to find me ransacking my bedroom for\nsomething heavy enough to break the lock. Intuiting my\npurpose, she ducks into the corridor, returning with the bust of\nsome Roman emperor or other.\n‘You’re a treasure,’ I say, using it to hammer the lock.\nWhen I yanked the trunk out of the cupboard this morning,\nit was so heavy it took all my strength to lift, but now it’s\nsliding backwards with each blow. Once again Evelyn comes\nto the rescue, sitting on the trunk to keep it in place, and after\nthree enormous strikes, the lock clatters to the floor.\nTossing the bust on the bed, I lift the heavy lid.\nThe trunk’s empty.\nOr at least mostly empty.\nIn a dark corner is a solitary chess piece with Anna’s name\ncarved into the base.\n‘I think it’s time you told me the rest of your story,’ says\nEvelyn.\n\n\n8\nDarkness presses up against my bedroom window, its cold\nbreath leaving frost on the glass. The fire hisses in response,\nthe swaying flames my only light. Steps hurry down the\ncorridor beyond my closed door, a jumble of voices on their\nway to the ball. Somewhere in the distance I hear the tremble\nof a violin coming awake.\nStretching my feet towards the fire, I wait for silence.\nEvelyn asked me to attend both dinner and the party, but I\ncan’t mingle with these people, knowing who I am and what it\nis they really want from me. I’m tired of this house, their\ngames. I’m going to meet Anna at 10:20 p.m. in the graveyard,\nand then I’ll have a stable hand take us to the village, away\nfrom this madness.\nMy gaze returns to the chess piece I found in the trunk. I’m\nholding it up to the light in the hopes of worrying loose some\nfurther memories. Thus far it’s kept quiet and there’s little\nabout the piece itself to illuminate my memory. It’s a bishop,\nhand-carved and freckled with white paint; a far cry from the\nexpensive ivory sets I’ve seen around the house, and yet… it\nmeans something to me. Regardless of any memory there’s a\nfeeling associated with it, a sense of comfort almost. Holding\nit brings me courage.\nThere’s a knock on the door, my hand tightening around the\nchess piece as I start from the chair. The closer I come to the\nmeeting in the graveyard the more highly strung I’ve become,\npractically leaping out of the window every time the fire pops\nin the grate.\n‘Belly, you in there?’ asks Michael Hardcastle.\nHe knocks again. It’s insistent. A polite battering ram.\nPlacing the chess piece on the mantel above the fireplace, I\nopen the door. The hall’s awash with people in costume,\nMichael wearing a bright orange suit and fiddling with the\nstraps of a giant sun mask.\n‘There you are,’ he says, frowning at me. ‘Why aren’t you\ndressed yet?’\n\n\n‘I’m not coming,’ I say. ‘It’s been…’\nA wave towards my head, but my sign language is too\nvague for him.\n‘Are you feeling faint?’ he asks. ‘Should I call Dickie? I just\nsaw him—’\nI have to catch Michael’s arm to prevent him from flying off\ndown the corridor in search of the doctor.\n‘I simply don’t feel up to it,’ I say.\n‘Are you sure? There are going to be fireworks and I’m\ncertain my parents have been cooking up a surprise all day.\nSeems a shame to—’\n‘Honestly, I’d rather not.’\n‘If you’re certain,’ he says reluctantly, his voice as\ncrestfallen as his face. ‘I’m sorry you’ve had such a wretched\nday, Belly. Here’s hoping tomorrow will be better, with fewer\nmisunderstandings, at least.’\n‘Misunderstandings?’ I say.\n‘The murdered girl?’ He smiles in confusion. ‘Daniel told\nme it was all a big mistake. I felt a right bloody fool calling off\nthe search halfway through. No harm done, though.’\nDaniel? How could he possibly have known Anna was\nalive?\n‘It was a mistake, wasn’t it?’ he asks, noting my bafflement.\n‘Of course,’ I say brightly. ‘Yes… terrible mistake. I’m\nsorry to have bothered you with it.’\n‘Not to worry,’ he says slightly dubiously. ‘Think no more\nabout it.’\nHis words are stretched thin, like overburdened elastic. I can\nhear his doubt, not only in the story, but in the man standing\nbefore him. After all, I’m not the person he knew and I think\nhe’s coming to realise that I no longer wish to be. This\nmorning I’d have done almost anything to repair the fracture\nbetween us, but Sebastian Bell was a drug peddler and a\n\n\ncoward, the consort of vipers. Michael was a friend of that\nman, so how could he ever be a friend of mine?\n‘Well, I’d best be off,’ he says, clearing his throat. ‘Feel\nbetter, old man.’\nRapping the doorframe with his knuckle, he turns away,\nfollowing the rest of the guests on their way to the party.\nI watch him go, digesting the news. I’d quite forgotten\nabout Anna’s flight through the woods this morning, our\nimminent meeting in the graveyard sapping much of the horror\nfrom my first memory. And yet, something momentous clearly\nhappened, even if Daniel has been telling people it didn’t. I’m\ncertain of what I witnessed, the gunshot and the fear. Anna\nwas chased by a figure in black, whom I must now assume to\nhave been the footman. Somehow she survived, as did I after\nmy assault last night. Is that what she wants to talk about? Our\nmutual enemy, and why he wants us dead? Perhaps he’s after\nthe drugs? They’re clearly valuable. Maybe Anna’s my partner\nand she removed them from the trunk to keep them out of his\nhands? That would, at least, explain the presence of the chess\npiece. Maybe it’s some sort of calling card?\nAfter taking my coat from the wardrobe, I wrap myself in a\nlong scarf and slip my hands into a thick pair of gloves,\npocketing the paperknife and chess piece on the way out. I’m\nrewarded by a crisp, cold night. As my eyes adjust to the\ngloom, I breathe in the fresh air, still damp with the storm, and\nfollow the gravel path around the house towards the\ngraveyard.\nMy shoulders are tense, my stomach unsettled.\nI’m frightened of this forest, but I’m more frightened by this\nmeeting.\nWhen I first awoke I wanted nothing more than to\nrediscover myself, but last night’s misadventure now seems a\nblessing. Injury has given me the chance to start again, but\nwhat if meeting Anna brings all my old memories flooding\nback? Can this higgledy-piggledy personality I’ve cobbled\ntogether over the course of the day survive such a deluge, or\nwill it be washed away entirely?\n\n\nWill I be washed away?\nThe thought is almost enough to turn me around by the\nshoulders, but I cannot confront the person I was by running\nfrom the life he built. Better to make a stand here, confident of\nwhom I wish to become.\nGritting my teeth, I follow the path through the trees,\ncoming upon a small gardener’s cottage, the windows dark.\nEvelyn’s leaning against the wall, smoking a cigarette, a\nlantern burning by her feet. She’s wearing a long beige coat\nand wellington boots, an outfit somewhat at odds with the blue\nevening dress beneath it and the diamond tiara sparkling in her\nhair. She’s really quite beautiful, though she carries it\nawkwardly.\nShe notices me noticing.\n‘I didn’t have time to change after dinner,’ she says\ndefensively, tossing her cigarette away.\n‘What are you doing here, Evie?’ I ask. ‘You’re supposed to\nbe at the ball.’\n‘I slipped away. You didn’t think I’d miss all the fun?’ she\nsays, grinding the cigarette beneath her heel.\n‘It’s dangerous.’\n‘Then it would be foolish for you to go alone, besides I\nbrought some help.’\nFrom her handbag, she pulls out a black revolver.\n‘Where on earth did you find that?’ I ask, feeling shocked\nand slightly guilty. The idea that my problem has put a weapon\nin Evelyn’s hand seems like a betrayal somehow. She should\nbe warm and safe in Blackheath, not out here in harm’s way.\n‘It’s my mother’s, so the better question might be where she\nfound it.’\n‘Evie, you can’t—’\n‘Sebastian, you’re my only friend in this dreadful place and\nI’m not going to let you stroll into a graveyard alone, without\n\n\nknowing what’s waiting for you. Somebody’s already tried to\nkill you once. I have no intention of letting them try again.’\nA lump of gratitude lodges itself in my throat.\n‘Thank you.’\n‘Don’t be silly, it’s either this or I stay in that house with\neverybody’s eyes upon me,’ she says, lifting the lantern into\nthe air. ‘I should be thanking you. Now, shall we go? There’ll\nbe hell to pay if I’m not back for the speeches.’\nDarkness weighs heavy on the graveyard, the iron fence\nbuckled, trees bent low over crooked gravestones. Thick piles\nof rotting leaves smother the plots, the tombs cracked and\ncrumbling, taking the names of the dead with them. ‘I spoke\nwith Madeline about the note you received last night,’ says\nEvelyn, pushing open the squeaking gate and leading us\ninside. ‘I hope you don’t mind.’\n‘Of course, I don’t,’ I say, looking around nervously. ‘It\nslipped my mind, truth be told. What did she say?’\n‘Only that the note was given to her by Mrs Drudge, the\ncook. I spoke to her separately, and she told me it had been left\nin the kitchen, though she couldn’t say by whom. There was\ntoo much coming and going.’\n‘And did Madeline read it?’ I ask.\n‘Of course,’ says Evelyn, wryly. ‘She didn’t even blush\nwhen she admitted to it. The message was very brief, it asked\nyou to come immediately to the usual spot.’\n‘That was all? No signature?’\n‘I’m afraid not. I’m sorry Sebastian, I’d hoped to have\nbetter news.’\nWe’ve reached the mausoleum at the far end of the\ngraveyard, a large marble box watched over by two broken\nangels. A lantern hangs from one of their beckoning hands and\nthough it flickers in the gloom, there’s nothing of note to\nilluminate. The graveyard’s empty.\n‘Perhaps Anna’s running a little late,’ says Evelyn.\n\n\n‘Then who left the lantern burning?’ I ask.\nMy heart is racing, damp seeping up my trousers as I wade\nthrough ankle-deep leaves. Evelyn’s watch assures us of the\ntime, but Anna’s nowhere to be seen. There’s just that\ndamnable lantern, squeaking as it sways in the breeze, and for\nfifteen minutes or more, we stand stiff beneath it, the light\ndraping our shoulders, our eyes searching for Anna and\nfinding her everywhere: in the shifting shadows and stirring\nleaves, the low-hanging branches disturbed by the breeze.\nTime and again one of us taps the other on the shoulder,\ndrawing their attention to a sudden sound or startled animal\ndarting through the underbrush.\nAs the hour grows later, it’s difficult to keep one’s thoughts\nfrom venturing to more frightening places. Doctor Dickie\nbelieved the wounds on my arms were defensive in nature, as\nthough I’d been fending off an assault with a knife. What if\nAnna isn’t an ally, but an enemy? Perhaps that’s why her name\nwas fixed in my mind? For all I know, she penned the note I\nreceived at the dinner table, and has now lured me out here to\nfinish the job started yesterday evening.\nThese thoughts spread like cracks through my already brittle\ncourage, fear pouring into the hollowness behind. Only\nEvelyn’s presence keeps me upright, her own courage pinning\nme in place.\n‘I don’t think she’s coming,’ says Evelyn.\n‘No, I rather think not,’ I say, speaking quietly to mask my\nrelief. ‘Perhaps we should head back.’\n‘I think so,’ she says. ‘I’m so sorry, dear heart.’\nWith an unsteady hand, I take the lantern down from the\nangel’s arm, and follow Evelyn towards the gate. We’ve only\ntaken a couple of steps when Evelyn clutches my arm,\nlowering her flame towards the ground. Light splashes the\nleaves, revealing blood splattered across their surface.\nKneeling down, I rub the sticky substance between my thumb\nand forefinger.\n‘Here,’ says Evelyn quietly.\n\n\nShe’s followed the drips to a nearby tombstone, where\nsomething glitters beneath the leaves. Sweeping them aside, I\nfind the compass that led me out of the forest this morning. It’s\nbloodstained and shattered, yet still unwavering in its devotion\nto north.\n‘Is that the compass the killer gave you?’ says Evelyn, her\nvoice hushed.\n‘It is,’ I say, weighing it in my palm. ‘Daniel Coleridge took\nit from me this morning.’\n‘And then it appears somebody took it from him.’\nWhatever danger Anna intended to warn me about, it seems\nto have found her first and Daniel Coleridge was involved\nsomehow.\nEvelyn lays a hand on my shoulder as she squints warily\ninto the darkness beyond the glow of the lantern.\n‘I think it’s best we get you out of Blackheath,’ she says.\n‘Go to your room and I’ll send a carriage to fetch you.’\n‘I have to find Daniel,’ I protest weakly. ‘And Anna.’\n‘Something awful is happening here,’ she hisses. ‘The\nslashes on your arm, the drugs, Anna and now this compass.\nThese are pieces in a game neither of us knows how to play.\nYou must leave, for me, Sebastian. Let the police deal with all\nof this.’\nI nod. I’ve not the will to fight. Anna was the only reason I\nstayed in the first place, the shreds of my courage convincing\nme there was some honour to be found in obeying a request\ndelivered so cryptically. Without that obligation, the ties\nbinding me to this place have been severed.\nWe return to Blackheath in silence, Evelyn leading the way,\nher revolver poking at the darkness. I trail behind quietly, little\nmore than a dog at her heel, and before I know it I’m saying\ngoodbye to my friend and opening the door into my bedroom.\nAll is not how I left it.\nThere’s a box sitting on my bed, wrapped in a red ribbon\nthat comes loose with a single tug. Sliding away the lid, my\n\n\nstomach flips, bile rushing into my throat. Stuffed inside is a\ndead rabbit with a carving knife stabbed through its body.\nBlood has congealed at the bottom, staining its fur and almost\nobscuring the note pinned to its ear.\nFrom your friend,\nThe footman.\nBlack swims up into my eyes.\nA second later I faint.\n\n\n9\nDay Two\nA deafening clanging jolts me upright, my hands flying to my\nears. Wincing, I look around for the source of the noise to find\nI’ve been moved in the night. Instead of the airy bedroom with\nthe bathtub and welcoming fire, I’m in a narrow room with\nwhitewashed walls and a single iron bed, dusty light poking\nthrough a small window. There’s a chest of drawers on the\nopposite wall beside a ratty brown dressing gown hanging\nfrom a door peg.\nSwinging my legs from the bed, my feet touch cold stone, a\nshiver dancing up my spine. After the dead rabbit, I\nimmediately suspect the footman of perpetrating some new\ndevilry, but this incessant noise is making it impossible to\nconcentrate.\nI pull on the dressing gown, nearly choking on the smell of\ncheap cologne, and poke my head into the corridor beyond.\nCracked tiles cover the floor, whitewashed walls ballooning\nout with damp. There are no windows, only lamps staining\neverything with a dirty yellow light that never seems to settle.\nThe clanging is louder out here and, covering my ears, I follow\nthe din until I reach the bottom of a splintered wooden\nstaircase, leading up into the house. Dozens of large tin bells\nare attached to a board on the wall, each with a plaque beneath\nit naming a section of the house. The bell for the front door is\nshaking so hard I’m worried it’s going to unsettle the\nfoundations.\nHands pressed to my ears, I stare at the bell, but short of\nripping it from the wall, there’s no obvious way of quietening\nthe clamour beyond answering the door. Belting the dressing\ngown tight, I rush up the stairs, emerging at the rear of the\nentrance hall. It’s much quieter here, the servants moving\nthrough in a calm procession, their arms filled with bouquets\nof flowers and other decorations. I can only assume they’re too\nbusy clearing away the detritus of last night’s party to have\nheard the noise.\n\n\nWith an annoyed shake of the head, I open the door to find\nmyself confronted by Doctor Sebastian Bell.\nHe’s wild-eyed and dripping wet, shivering with cold.\n‘I need your help,’ he says, spitting panic.\nMy world empties.\n‘Do you have a telephone?’ he continues, the desperation\nterrible in his eyes. ‘We need to send for the authorities.’\nThis is impossible.\n‘Don’t just stand there, you devil!’ he cries out, shaking me\nby the shoulders, the cold of his hands seeping through my\npyjamas.\nUnwilling to wait for a response, he pushes past me into the\nentrance hall, searching for aid.\nI try to make sense of what I’m seeing.\nThis is me.\nThis is me yesterday.\nSomebody is speaking to me, tugging on my sleeve, but I\ncan’t focus on anything except the imposter dripping on the\nfloor.\nDaniel Coleridge has appeared at the top of the staircase.\n‘Sebastian?’ he says, descending with one hand on the\nbanister.\nI watch him for the trick, some flicker of rehearsal, of jest,\nbut he pads down the steps exactly as he did yesterday, just as\nlight of foot, just as confident and admired.\nThere’s another tug on my arm, a maid placing herself in\nmy eyeline. She’s looking at me with concern, her lips\nmoving.\nBlinking away my confusion, I focus on her, finally hearing\nwhat she’s saying.\n‘… Mr Collins, you all right, Mr Collins?’\nHer face is familiar, though I can’t place it.\n\n\nI look over her head to the stairs, where Daniel is already\nushering Bell up to his room. Everything’s happening\nprecisely as it did yesterday.\nPulling free of the maid, I rush to a mirror on the wall. I can\nbarely look at it. I’m badly burnt, my skin mottled and rough\nto the touch like fruit left too long in the sweltering sun. I\nknow this man. Somehow, I’ve awoken as the butler.\nMy heart hammering, I turn back to the maid.\n‘What’s happening to me?’ I stammer, clutching at my\nthroat, surprised by the hoarse northern voice coming out of it.\n‘Sir?’\n‘How did…’\nBut I’m asking the wrong person. The answers are caked in\ndirt and trudging up the stairs to Daniel’s room.\nPicking up the edges of my dressing gown, I hurry after\nthem, following a trail of leaves and muddy rainwater. The\nmaid is calling my name. I’m halfway up when she bolts past\nme, planting herself in the way with both hands pressed\nagainst my chest.\n‘You can’t go up there, Mr Collins,’ she says. ‘There’ll be\nmerry hell to pay if Lady Helena catches you running around\nin your smalls.’\nI try to go around her, but she steps sideways, blocking me\nagain.\n‘Let me pass, girl!’ I demand, immediately regretting it.\nThis isn’t how I speak, blunt and demanding.\n‘You’re having one of your turns, Mr Collins, that’s all,’ she\nsays. ‘Come down to the kitchen, I’ll make us a pot of tea.’\nHer eyes are blue, earnest. They flick over my shoulder self-\nconsciously, and I look behind me to find other servants\ngathered at the bottom of the stairs. They’re watching us, their\narms still laden with flowers.\n‘One of my turns?’ I ask, doubt opening its mouth and\nswallowing me.\n\n\n‘On account of your burns, Mr Collins,’ she says quietly.\n‘Sometimes you say things, or see things that ain’t right. A cup\nof tea’s all it takes, a few minutes and you’re right as rain.’\nHer kindness is crushing, warm and heavy. I’m reminded of\nDaniel’s pleas yesterday, his delicate way of speaking, as\nthough I might fracture if pressed too hard. He thought I was\nmad, as this maid does now. Given what’s happening to me,\nwhat I think is happening to me, I can’t be certain they’re\nwrong.\nI offer her a helpless look and she takes my arm, guiding me\nback down the steps, the crowd parting to let us through.\n‘Cup of tea, Mr Collins,’ she says reassuringly. ‘That’s all\nyou need.’\nShe leads me like a lost child, the soft grip of her calloused\nhand as calming as her tone. Together we leave the entrance\nhall, heading back down the servants’ staircase and along the\ngloomy corridor into the kitchen.\nSweat stands up on my brow, heat rushing out of ovens and\nstoves, pots bubbling over open flames. I smell gravy, roasted\nmeats and baking cakes, sugar and sweat. Too many guests\nand too few working ovens, that’s the problem. They’ve had to\nstart preparing dinner now to make sure everything goes out\non time later.\nThe knowledge bewilders me.\nIt’s true, I’m certain of it, but how could I know that unless I\nreally am the butler?\nMaids are rushing out carrying breakfast, scrambled eggs\nand kippers heaped on silver platters. A wide-hipped, ruddy-\nfaced elderly woman is standing by the oven bellowing\ninstructions, her pinafore covered in flour. No general ever\nwore a chestful of medals with such conviction. Somehow she\nspots us through the commotion, her iron glare striking the\nmaid first, then myself.\nWiping her hands on her apron, she strides over to us.\n‘I’m sure you’ve somewhere to be, haven’t you, Lucy,’ she\nsays with a stern look.\n\n\nThe maid hesitates, considering the wisdom of objecting.\n‘Yes, Mrs Drudge.’\nHer hand releases me, leaving a patch of emptiness on my\narm. A sympathetic smile and she’s gone, lost among the din.\n‘Sit yourself down, Roger,’ says Mrs Drudge, her tone\naspiring to gentleness. She has a split lip, bruising beginning\nto show around her mouth. Somebody must have struck her,\nand she winces when she speaks.\nThere’s a wooden table at the centre of the kitchen, its\nsurface covered in platters of tongue, roasted chickens and\nhams piled high. There are soups and stews, trays of glistening\nvegetables, with more being added all the time by the harassed\nkitchen staff, most of whom look to have spent an hour in the\novens themselves.\nPulling out a chair, I sit down.\nMrs Drudge slides a tray of scones from the oven, putting\none on a plate with a small curl of butter. She brings it over,\nplacing the plate in front of me and touching my hand. Her\nskin’s hard as old leather.\nHer gaze lingers, kindness wrapped in thistle, before she\nturns away, bellowing her way back through the crowd.\nThe scone is delicious, the melting butter dripping off the\nsides. I’m only a bite into it when I see Lucy again, finally\nremembering why she’s familiar. This is the maid who will be\nin the drawing room at lunchtime – the one who will be\nabused by Ted Stanwin and rescued by Daniel Coleridge.\nShe’s even prettier than I recall, with freckles and large blue\neyes, red hair straying from beneath her cap. She’s trying to\nopen a jam jar, her face screwed up with effort.\nShe had jam stains all over her apron.\nIt happens in slow motion, the jar slipping from her hands\nand hitting the floor, glass spraying across the kitchen, her\napron splattered with dripping jam.\n‘Oh, bloody hell, Lucy Harper,’ somebody cries, dismayed.\n\n\nMy chair clatters to the floor as I dart from the kitchen,\nracing down the corridor and back upstairs. I’m in such a rush\nthat as I turn the corner onto the guest corridor, I collide with a\nwiry chap, curly black hair spilling down his brow, charcoal\nstaining his white shirt. Apologising, I look up into the face of\nGregory Gold. Fury wears him like a suit, his eyes empty of\nall reason. He’s livid, trembling with rage, and only too late do\nI remember what comes next, how the butler looked after this\nmonster did his work.\nI attempt to back away, but he takes hold of my dressing\ngown with his long fingers.\n‘You don’t need—’\nMy vision blurs, the world reduced to a smudge of colour\nand a flash of pain as I crash into a wall, then drop to the floor,\nblood trickling from my head. He’s looming over me, an iron\npoker in his hand.\n‘Please,’ I say, trying to slide backwards, away from him.\n‘I’m not—’\nHe kicks me in the side, emptying my lungs.\nI reach out a hand, trying to speak, beg, but that only seems\nto infuriate him further. He’s kicking me faster and faster until\nthere’s nothing I can do but curl up in a ball as he pours his\nwrath upon me.\nI can barely breathe, barely see. I’m sobbing, buried beneath\nmy pain.\nMercifully, I pass out.\n\n\n10\nDay Three\nIt’s dark, the net on the window fluttering in the breath of a\nmoonless night. The sheets are soft, the bed comfortable and\ncanopied.\nClutching the eiderdown, I smile.\nIt was a nightmare, that’s all.\nSlowly, beat by beat, my heart quietens, the taste of blood\nfading with the dream. It takes me a few seconds to remember\nwhere I am, another to pick out the dim shape of a large man\nstanding in the corner of the room.\nMy breath catches in my throat.\nSliding my hand through the covers towards the bedside\ntable, I reach for the matches, but they seem to slither away\nfrom my searching fingers.\n‘Who are you?’ I ask the darkness, unable to keep the\ntremor from my voice.\n‘A friend.’\nIt’s a man’s voice, muffled and deep.\n‘Friends don’t lurk in the gloom,’ I say.\n‘I didn’t say I was your friend, Mr Davies.’\nMy blind fumbling almost knocks the oil lamp off the\nbedside table. Attempting to steady it, my fingers find the\nmatches cowering at its base.\n‘Don’t worry about the light,’ says the darkness. ‘It will\nlittle profit you.’\nI strike the match with a trembling hand, touching it to the\nlamp. Flame explodes behind the glass, driving the shadows\ndeep into the corners and illuminating my visitor. It’s the man\nin the plague doctor costume I met earlier, the light revealing\ndetails I’d missed in the gloom of the study. His greatcoat is\nscuffed and tattered at the edges, a top hat and porcelain beak\n\n\nmask covering all of his face except for the eyes. Gloved\nhands rest on a black cane, an inscription inlaid in sparkling\nsilver down the side, though the writing’s much too small to\nread at this distance.\n‘Observant, good,’ remarks the Plague Doctor. Footsteps\nsound from somewhere in the house, and I wonder if my\nimagination is sufficient to conjure the mundane details of\nsuch an extraordinary dream.\n‘What the hell are you doing in my room?’ I demand,\nsurprising myself with this outburst.\nThe beak mask ceases its exploration of the room, fixing on\nme once again.\n‘We have work to do,’ he says. ‘I have a puzzle which\nrequires a solution.’\n‘I think you’ve mistaken me for somebody else,’ I say\nangrily. ‘I’m a doctor.’\n‘You were a doctor,’ he says. ‘Then a butler, today a\nplayboy, tomorrow a banker. None of them is your real face, or\nyour real personality. Those were stripped from you when you\nentered Blackheath and they won’t be returned until you\nleave.’\nReaching into his pocket, he pulls out a small mirror and\ntosses it onto the bed.\n‘See for yourself.’\nThe glass shakes in my hand, reflecting a young man with\nstriking blue eyes and precious little wisdom behind them. The\nface in the glass isn’t that of Sebastian Bell, or the burnt butler.\n‘His name’s Donald Davies,’ says the Plague Doctor. ‘He\nhas a sister called Grace and a best friend called Jim, and he\ndoesn’t like peanuts. Davies will be your host for today, and\nwhen you wake up tomorrow, you’ll have another. That’s how\nthis works.’\nIt wasn’t a dream after all, it really happened. I lived the\nsame day twice in the bodies of two different people. I talked\n\n\nto myself, berated myself and examined myself through\nsomebody else’s eyes.\n‘I’m going mad, aren’t I?’ I say, looking at him over the top\nof the mirror.\nI can hear the cracks in my voice.\n‘Of course not,’ says the Plague Doctor. ‘Madness would be\nan escape and there’s only one way to escape Blackheath.\nThat’s why I’m here, I have a proposition for you.’\n‘Why have you done this to me?’ I demand.\n‘That’s a flattering notion, but I’m not responsible for your\npredicament, or Blackheath’s for that matter.’\n‘Then who is?’\n‘Nobody you’d care to meet or need to,’ he says, dismissing\nthe notion with a wave of his hand. ‘Which brings me back to\nmy proposition—’\n‘I must speak with them,’ I say.\n‘Speak with whom?’\n‘The person who brought me here, whoever can free me,’ I\nsay through gritted teeth, struggling to keep hold of my\ntemper.\n‘Well, the former is long gone, and the latter is before you,’\nhe says, tapping his chest with both hands. Perhaps it’s the\ncostume, but the movement seems somehow theatrical, almost\nrehearsed. I suddenly have the sense of taking part in a play in\nwhich everybody knows their lines but me.\n‘Only I know how you can escape Blackheath,’ he says.\n‘Your proposition?’ I say suspiciously.\n‘Precisely, though riddle might be closer to the truth of it,’\nhe says, lifting out a pocket watch and checking the time.\n‘Somebody’s going to be murdered at the ball tonight. It won’t\nappear to be a murder and so the murderer won’t be caught.\nRectify that injustice and I’ll show you the way out.’\nI stiffen, gripping the sheets.\n\n\n‘If freeing me is within your power, why not just do it,\ndamn you!’ I say. ‘Why play these games?’\n‘Because eternity is dull,’ he says. ‘Or maybe because\nplaying is the important part. I’ll leave you to speculate. Just\ndon’t procrastinate for too long, Mr Davies. This day will be\nrepeated eight times, and you’ll see it through the eyes of eight\ndifferent hosts. Bell was your first, the butler your second and\nMr Davies the third. That means you only have five hosts left\nto discover. If I were you, I would move quickly. When you\nhave an answer, bring it to the lake, along with proof, at 11\np.m. I’ll be waiting for you.’\n‘I will not play these games for your amusement,’ I snarl,\nleaning towards him.\n‘Then fail out of spite, but know this: if you don’t solve this\nproblem by midnight in your final host, we’ll strip your\nmemories and return you to the body of Doctor Bell and this\nwill all begin again.’\nHe checks his watch, dropping it into his pocket with an\nirritated tut. ‘Time runs away from us. Cooperate and I’ll\nanswer more of your questions next time we meet.’\nA breeze slips through the window, extinguishing the light\nand draping us in darkness. By the time I find the matches and\nrelight it, the Plague Doctor is gone.\nConfused and afraid, I jump out of bed as though stung,\nthrowing open the bedroom door and stepping into the cold.\nThe corridor’s black. He could be standing five paces away\nand I’d never see him.\nClosing the door, I fly towards the wardrobe, dressing\nmyself in whatever comes to hand first. Whoever I’m wearing,\nhe’s skinny and short with a penchant for the garish, and when\nI’m finished I’m splashed in purple trousers, an orange shirt\nand a yellow waistcoat. There’s a coat and scarf at the back of\nthe cupboard and I pull them on, before heading out. Murder\nin the morning and costumes at night, cryptic notes and burnt\nbutlers; whatever’s happening here, I will not be yanked\naround like some puppet on a string.\n\n\nI must escape this house.\nThe grandfather clock at the top of the stairs points its\nweary arms at 3:17 a.m., tutting at my haste. Though I’m\nloathe to wake the stablemaster at such a frightful hour, I can\nsee no other choice if I’m to escape this madness, so I take the\nstaircase two steps at a time, nearly tripping over this\npeacock’s ridiculously tiny feet.\nIt wasn’t like this with Bell or the butler. I feel myself\npressed up against the walls of this body, straining at its seams.\nI’m clumsy, almost drunk.\nLeaves scatter inside as I open the front door. It’s blowing a\ngale outside, rain swirling in the air, the forest cracking and\nswaying. It’s a filthy night, the colour of tossed soot. I’ll need\nmore light if I’m to find my way without falling and breaking\nmy neck.\nRetreating inside, I head down the servants’ staircase at the\nrear of the entrance hall. The wood of the banister is rough to\nthe touch, the steps rickety. Thankfully, the lamps are still\nleaking their rancid light, though the flames burn low and\nquiet, their flicker indignant. The corridor is longer than I\nremember, the whitewashed walls sweating with condensation,\nthe smell of earth spilling through the plaster. Everything’s\ndamp, rotten. I’ve seen most of Blackheath’s dirty edges, but\nnone so purposefully neglected. I’m surprised the place has\nany staff at all, given how little regard they appear to be held\nin by their masters.\nIn the kitchen I bounce between the stacked shelves until I\nfind a hurricane lamp and matches. Two strikes to light it and\nI’m bounding back up the stairs and through the front door\ninto the storm.\nThe lamp claws at the darkness, the rain stinging my eyes.\nI follow the driveway to the cobbled road leading up to the\nstables, the forest heaving around me. Slipping over the\nuneven stones, I strain my eyes for the stablemaster’s cottage,\nbut the lamp’s too bright, concealing much of what it should\nreveal. I’m beneath the arch before I see it, sliding on horse\nmanure. As before, the yard is a crush of carriages, each\n\n\ncovered in a rippling canvas sheet. Unlike earlier, the horses\nare in the stables, snorting in their sleep.\nShaking the manure from my feet, I throw myself on the\nmercy of the cottage, banging the knocker. The light comes on\nafter a few minutes, the door opening a crack to reveal the\nsleepy face of an old man in his long johns.\n‘I need to leave,’ I say.\n‘At this hour, sir?’ he asks dubiously, rubbing his eyes and\nglancing at the pitch-black sky. ‘You’ll catch your death.’\n‘It’s urgent.’\nHe sighs, taking in the scene, then gestures me inside,\nopening the door fully. Putting on a pair of trousers, he tugs\nthe braces over his shoulders, moving in that sluggish daze\nthat marks someone roused unaccountably from their sleep.\nTaking his jacket from the peg, he drags himself outside,\nmotioning for me to stay where I am.\nI must confess I do so happily. The cottage bulges with\nwarmth and homeliness, the smell of leather and soap a solid,\ncomforting presence. I’m tempted to check the rota by the\ndoor to see if Anna’s message is already written there, but no\nsooner have I reached out my hand than I hear a god-awful\ncommotion, lights blinding me through the window. Stepping\ninto the rain, I find the old stablemaster sitting in a green\nautomobile, the entire thing coughing and shuddering as if\nafflicted by some terrible disease.\n‘Here you go, sir,’ he says, getting out. ‘I got her started for\nyou.’\n‘But…’\nI’m at a loss for words, aghast at the contraption before me.\n‘Are there no carriages?’ I ask.\n‘There are, but the horses are skittish around thunder, sir,’\nhe says, reaching under his shirt to scratch an armpit. ‘With\nrespect, you couldn’t keep hold of them.’\n‘I can’t keep hold of this,’ I say, staring at the dreadful\nmechanical monster, horror strangling my voice. Rain is\n\n\npinging off the metal and making a pond of the windscreen.\n‘Easy as breathing it is,’ he says. ‘Grip the wheel and point\nit where you want to go, then press the pedal to the floor.\nYou’ll make sense of it in no time.’\nHis confidence pushes me inside as firmly as any hand, the\ndoor closing with a soft click.\n‘Follow this cobbled road until the end, and then turn left\nonto the dirt track,’ he says, pointing into the darkness. ‘That\nwill lead you to the village. It’s long and straight, a bit uneven,\nmind. Takes anywhere between forty minutes and an hour,\ndepending on how carefully you drive, but you can’t miss it,\nsir. If you wouldn’t mind, leave the automobile somewhere\nobvious and I’ll have one of my boys collect it first thing in\nthe morning.’\nWith that, he’s gone, disappearing back into his cottage, the\ndoor slamming shut behind him.\nGripping the wheel, I stare at the levers and dials, trying to\nfind some semblance of logic in the controls. I tentatively\npress the pedal, the dreaded contraption lurches forward, and,\napplying a little more pressure, I urge the automobile beneath\nthe arch and along the bumpy cobbled road, until we reach the\nleft turn the stablemaster mentioned.\nRain blankets the glass, forcing me to lean out of the\nwindow to see where I’m going. The headlamps shine on a dirt\ntrack littered with leaves and fallen branches, water cascading\nacross its surface. Despite the danger, I keep the accelerator\npedal pinned to the floor, elation replacing my unease. After\neverything that’s happened, I’m finally escaping Blackheath,\neach mile of this bumpy track taking me further from its\nmadness.\nMorning arrives in a smudge, a grey half-light that taints\nrather than illuminates, though it at least brings an end to the\nrain. As promised the road continues straight, the forest\nunending. Somewhere among those trees, a girl is being\nmurdered and Bell is coming awake to see it. A killer will\nspare his life with a silver compass that points to a place that\ndoesn’t make sense and like a fool he’ll think himself saved.\n\n\nBut how can I be in that forest and in this car – and a butler in\nbetween? My hands tighten around the wheel. If I was able to\ntalk to the butler when I was Sebastian Bell, then presumably,\nwhoever I’ll be tomorrow is already walking around\nBlackheath. I might even have met him. And not just\ntomorrow, but the man I’ll be the day after that and the day\nafter that. If that’s the case, what does that make me? Or them?\nAre we shards of the same soul, responsible for each other’s\nsins, or entirely different people, pale copies of some long\nforgotten original?\nThe fuel gauge nudges red as fog comes rolling out of the\ntrees, thick upon the ground. My earlier sense of triumph has\nwaned. I should have arrived at the village long ago, but\nthere’s no chimney smoke in the distance and no end to the\nforest.\nFinally, the car shudders and stills, its dying breath a\nscreech of grinding parts as it comes to a stop mere feet from\nthe Plague Doctor, whose black greatcoat is in stark contrast to\nthe white fog he’s emerging from. My legs are stiff and my\nback sore, but anger propels me out of the car.\n‘Have you got this foolishness out of your system yet?’ asks\nthe Plague Doctor, both hands resting on his cane. ‘You could\nhave done so much with this host; instead you waste him on\nthis road, accomplishing nothing. Blackheath won’t let you go,\nand while you’re tugging on your lead, your rivals are pressing\nahead with their investigations.’\n‘And now I have rivals,’ I say contemptuously. ‘It’s one\ntrick after another with you, isn’t it? First you tell me I’m\ntrapped here, and now it’s a competition to escape.’\nI’m marching towards him, fully intending to beat an exit\nout of him.\n‘Don’t you understand, yet?’ I say. ‘I don’t care about your\nrules, because I’m not going to play. Either you let me leave,\nor I’ll make you sorry I stayed.’\nI’m two steps away when he points his cane at me. Though\nit hovers an inch from my chest, no cannon was ever so\nthreatening. The silver lettering along the side is pulsing, a\n\n\nfaint shimmer rising from the wood, burning away the fog. I\ncan feel the heat of it through my clothes. If he desired, I’m\ncertain this benign-looking stick could rip a hole straight\nthrough me.\n‘Donald Davies is always the most childish of your hosts,’\nhe tuts, watching me take a nervous step backwards. ‘But, you\ndon’t have time to indulge him. There are two other people\ntrapped in this house, wearing the bodies of guests and\nservants, just like you. Only one of you can leave, and it will\nbe whoever brings me the answer first. Now, do you see?\nEscape isn’t to be found at the end of this dirt road, it’s\nthrough me. So run if you must. Run until you can’t stand, and\nwhen you wake up in Blackheath again and again, do so in the\nknowledge that nothing here is arbitrary, nothing overlooked.\nYou’ll stay here until I decide otherwise.’\nLowering the cane, he tugs loose his pocket watch.\n‘We’ll speak again soon, when you’ve calmed down a\nlittle,’ he says, putting the watch away again. ‘Try to use your\nhosts more wisely from now on. Your rivals are more cunning\nthan you can imagine, and I guarantee they won’t be so\nfrivolous with their time.’\nI want to charge him, fists flying, but now the red mist has\npassed, I can see it’s a preposterous idea. Even taking away the\nbulk of his costume, he’s a large man, more than capable of\nweathering my assault. Instead, I veer around him, the Plague\nDoctor heading back to Blackheath, as I press into the fog\nahead. There may be no end to this road, no village to be\nfound, but I can’t give up until I know for sure.\nI won’t return willingly to a madman’s game.\n\n\n11\nDay Four\nI awake wheezing, crushed beneath the tremendous monument\nof my new host’s stomach. The last thing I remember is\ncollapsing exhausted on the road after walking for hours,\nhowling in desperation at a village I couldn’t reach. The\nPlague Doctor was telling the truth. There’s no escape from\nBlackheath.\nA carriage clock by the bed tells me it’s 10:30 a.m., and I’m\nabout to rise when a tall man enters through a connecting room\ncarrying a silver tray, which he lays on the sideboard. He’s in\nhis mid-thirties, I’d guess, dark-haired and clean-shaven,\nblandly attractive without being memorable in any way. A pair\nof glasses have slipped down his small nose, his eyes fixed on\nthe curtains he’s walking towards. Without saying a word, he\ndraws them and pushes open the windows, revealing views of\nthe garden and forest.\nI watch him in fascination.\nThere’s something oddly precise about this man. His actions\nare small and quick, without any wasted effort. It’s as though\nhe’s saving his energy for some great labour ahead.\nFor a minute or so, he stands at the window with his back to\nme, letting the room breathe cold air. I feel as though\nsomething is expected of me; that this pause has been\nmanufactured for my benefit, but for the life of me I can’t\nguess what I should be doing. No doubt sensing my\nindecision, he abandons his vigil, slipping his hands under my\narmpits and tugging me into a sitting position.\nI pay for his assistance in shame.\nMy silk pyjamas are soaked through with sweat and the\nodour rising from my body is so pungent it brings tears to my\neyes. Oblivious to my embarrassment, my companion retrieves\nthe silver tray from the sideboard and places it on my lap,\nlifting the dome cover. The platter beneath is piled high with\neggs and bacon, a side helping of pork chops, a pot of tea and\n\n\na jug of milk. Such a meal should be daunting, but I’m\nravenous and tear into it like an animal, while the tall man –\nwho I can only assume is my valet – disappears behind an\nOriental screen, the sound of pouring water issuing forth.\nPausing for breath, I take this opportunity to examine my\nsurroundings. In contrast to the frugal comforts of Bell’s\nbedroom, this place is awash in wealth. Red velvet drapes flow\ndown the windows, piling up on a thick blue carpet. Art spots\nthe walls, the lacquered mahogany furniture polished to a\nshine. Whoever I am, he’s held in high esteem by the\nHardcastle family.\nThe valet returns to find me mopping grease from my lips\nwith a napkin, panting with the effort of eating. He must be\ndisgusted. I am disgusted. I feel like a pig in a trough. Even so,\nno flicker of emotion shows on his face as he removes the tray\nand slides my arm across his shoulders to better help me out of\nbed. God only knows how many times he’s been through this\nritual, or what he’s paid to do it, but once is enough for me.\nLike a wounded soldier, he half-walks, half-drags me behind\nthe screen where a steaming hot bath has been prepared.\nThat’s when he begins to undress me.\nI have no doubt this is all part of the routine, but the\nshame’s too much to bear. Though this isn’t my body, I’m\nhumiliated by it, appalled by the waves of flesh lapping\nagainst my hips, the way my legs rub together as I walk.\nI shoo my companion away, but it’s pointless.\n‘My lord, you can’t…’ He pauses, collecting his words\ntogether carefully, ‘you’re not going to be able to get in and\nout of the bath alone.’\nI want to tell him to go hang, to leave me in peace, but he is,\nof course, correct.\nSqueezing my eyes shut, I nod my submission.\nIn practised motions he unbuttons my pyjama top and pulls\ndown the bottoms, lifting my feet one at a time so I don’t\nbecome tangled in them. In a few seconds I’m naked, my\ncompanion standing at a respectful distance.\n\n\nOpening my eyes, I find myself reflected in a full-length\nmirror on the wall. I resemble some grotesque caricature of the\nhuman body, my skin jaundiced and swollen, a flaccid penis\npeeking out of an unkempt crop of pubic hair.\nOvercome by disgust and humiliation, I let out a sob.\nSurprise lights up the valet’s face and then, just for a\nmoment, delight. It’s a patch of raw emotion, gone as quickly\nas it appeared.\nHurrying over, he helps me into the bathtub.\nI remember the euphoria I felt climbing into the hot water as\nBell, but there’s none of that now. My immense weight means\nthe joy of getting into a warm bath is eclipsed by the certain\nhumiliation of getting out of it again.\n‘Will you require the reports this morning, Lord\nRavencourt?’ asks my companion.\nSitting stiff in the bath, I shake my head, hoping he’ll leave\nthe room.\n‘The house has prepared a few activities for the day:\nhunting, a forest walk, they asked –’\nI shake my head again, staring at the water. How much more\nmust I endure?\n‘Very well, then it’s just the appointments.’\n‘Cancel them,’ I say quietly. ‘Cancel them all.’\n‘Even with Lady Hardcastle, my lord?’\nI find his green eyes for the first time. The Plague Doctor\nclaimed I must solve a murder to depart this house, and who\nbetter than the lady of the house to help me sift through its\nsecrets.\n‘No, not that one,’ I say. ‘Remind me where we’re meeting\nagain?’\n‘In your parlour, my lord. Unless you wanted me to change\nit?’\n‘No, that will suffice.’\n\n\n‘Very well, my lord.’\nThe last of our business concluded, he departs with a nod,\nleaving me to wallow in peace, alone with my misery.\nClosing my eyes, I rest my head on the edge of the bath,\ntrying to make sense of my situation. Finding their soul cut\nloose from their body would suggest death to some, but deep\ndown I know this isn’t the afterlife. Hell would have fewer\nservants and better furnishings, and stripping a man of his sins\nseems a poor way to sit in judgement on him.\nNo, I’m alive, though not in any state I recognise. This is\nsomething next to death, something more devious, and I’m not\nalone. The Plague Doctor claimed there are three of us\ncompeting to escape Blackheath. Could the footman who left\nme the dead rabbit be trapped as I am? That would explain\nwhy he’s trying to scare me. After all, a race is hard to win if\nyou’re afraid of reaching the finishing line. Perhaps this is\nwhat the Plague Doctor considers entertainment, setting us\nagainst each other, like half-starved dogs in a pit.\nMaybe you should trust him.\n‘So much for trauma,’ I mutter at the voice. ‘I thought I’d\nleft you in Bell.’\nI know it’s a lie even as I say it. I’m connected to this voice\nin the same way I’m connected to the Plague Doctor and the\nfootman. I can feel the weight of our history, even if I can’t\nremember it. They’re part of everything that’s happening to\nme, pieces of this puzzle I’m scrambling to solve. Whether\nthey’re friends or enemies I can’t be certain, but whatever the\nvoice’s true nature, it hasn’t led me astray so far.\nEven so, trusting my captor strikes me as naivety at best.\nThe idea that all of this will end should I solve a murder seems\npreposterous. Whatever the Plague Doctor’s intent, he came\nconcealed by mask and midnight. He’s wary of being seen,\nwhich means there’s leverage to be found in ripping that mask\nfree.\nI glance at the clock, weighing my options.\n\n\nI know he’ll be in the study talking with Sebastian Bell – a\nprevious me, I still can’t quite wrap my head around it! – after\nthe hunt departs, which would seem an ideal time to intercept\nhim. If he wishes me to solve a murder, I’ll do so but it won’t\nbe my only task today. If I’m to ensure my freedom, I must\nknow the identity of the man who has taken it from me, and\nfor that I’m going to need some help.\nBy the Plague Doctor’s count, I’ve already wasted three of\nmy eight days in this house, those belonging to Sebastian Bell,\nthe butler and Donald Davies. Including myself, that means I\nhave five remaining hosts, and if Bell’s encounter with the\nbutler is any guide, they’re walking around Blackheath, as I\nam.\nThat’s an army in waiting.\nI just need to work out who they’re wearing.\n\n\n12\nThe water’s long cold, leaving me blue and shivering.\nVainglorious though it may be, I can’t bear the thought of\nRavencourt’s valet lifting me out of this bath like a sodden\nsack of potatoes.\nA polite knock on the bedroom door relieves me of the\ndecision.\n‘Lord Ravencourt, is all well?’ he calls, entering the room.\n‘Quite well,’ I insist, my hands numb.\nHis head appears around the edge of the screen, his eyes\ntaking hold of the scene. After a moment’s scrutiny, he\napproaches without my beckoning, rolling up his sleeves to\npull me out of the water with a strength that belies his thin\nframe.\nThis time I do not protest. I have too little pride left to\nsalvage.\nAs he helps me out of the bathtub, I spot the edge of a tattoo\npoking from beneath his shirt. It’s smeared green, the details\nlost. Noticing my attention, he hurriedly pulls his sleeve down.\n‘Folly of youth, my lord,’ he says.\nFor ten minutes I stand there, quietly humiliated, as he\ntowels me dry, mothering me into my suit; one leg then the\nnext, one arm then the other. The clothes are silk, beautifully\ntailored but tugging and pinching like a roomful of elderly\naunts. They’re a size too small, fitting Ravencourt’s vanity\nrather than his body. When all is done, the valet combs my\nhair, rubbing coconut oil into my fleshy face before handing\nme a mirror that I might better inspect the results. The\nreflection is nearing sixty, with suspiciously black hair and\nbrown eyes the colour of weak tea. I search them for some\nsign of myself, the hidden man working Ravencourt’s strings,\nbut I’m obscured. For the first time I wonder who I was before\ncoming here, and the chain of events that led me into this trap.\nSuch speculation would be intriguing if it weren’t so\nfrustrating.\n\n\nAs with Bell, my skin prickles when I see Ravencourt in the\nmirror. Some part of me remembers my real face and is\nperplexed by this stranger staring back.\nI hand the mirror to the valet.\n‘We need to go to the library,’ I say.\n‘I know where it is, my lord,’ he says. ‘Shall I fetch you a\nbook?’\n‘I’m coming with you.’\nThe valet pauses, frowning. He speaks hesitatingly, his\nwords testing the ground they’re tiptoeing across.\n‘It’s a fair walk, my lord. I fear you may find it… tiring.’\n‘I’ll manage, besides I need the exercise.’\nArguments queue behind his teeth, but he fetches my cane\nand an attaché case and leads me into a dark corridor, oil\nlamps spilling their warm light across the walls.\nWe walk slowly, the valet tossing news at my feet, but my\nmind is fixed on the ponderousness of this body I’m dragging\nforward. It’s as though some fiend has remade the house\novernight, stretching the rooms and thickening the air. Wading\ninto the sudden brightness of the entrance hall, I’m surprised\nto discover how steep the staircase now appears. The steps I\nsprinted down as Donald Davies would require climbing\nequipment to surmount this morning. Little wonder Lord and\nLady Hardcastle lodged Ravencourt on the ground floor. It\nwould take a pulley, two strong men and a day’s pay to hoist\nme into Bell’s room.\nRequiring frequent rests at least allows me to observe my\nfellow guests as they make their way around the house, and\nit’s immediately evident that this is not a happy gathering.\nWhispered arguments spill out of nooks and crannies, raised\nvoices moving hurriedly up the stairs only to be cut off by\nslamming doors. Husbands and wives goad each other, drinks\ngripped too tightly, faces flushed red with barely controlled\nrage. There’s a needle in every exchange, the air prickly and\ndangerous. Perhaps it’s nerves, or the hollow wisdom of\nforesight, but Blackheath seems fertile ground for tragedy.\n\n\nMy legs are trembling by the time we arrive at the library,\nmy back aching with the effort of holding myself erect.\nUnfortunately, the room offers scant reward for such suffering.\nDusty, overburdened bookshelves line the walls, a mouldy red\ncarpet smothering the floor. The bones of an old fire lie in the\ngrate, opposite a small reading table with an uncomfortable\nwooden chair placed beside it.\nMy companion sums up his feelings in a single tut.\n‘One moment, my lord, I’ll fetch you a more comfortable\nchair from the drawing room,’ he says.\nI’ll need it. My left palm is blistered where it’s rubbed\nagainst the top of the cane and my legs are wobbling beneath\nme. Sweat has soaked through my shirt, leaving my entire\nbody itchy. Crossing the house has left me a wreck, and if I’m\nto reach the lake tonight before my rivals, I’m going to need a\nnew host, preferably one capable of conquering a staircase.\nRavencourt’s valet returns with a wingback chair, placing it\non the floor in front of me. Taking my arm, he lowers me into\nthe green cushions.\n‘May I ask our purpose here, my lord?’\n‘If we’re very lucky, we’re meeting friends,’ I reply,\nmopping my face with a handkerchief. ‘Do you have a piece\nof paper to hand?’\n‘Of course.’\nHe retrieves some foolscap and a fountain pen from his\nattaché case, standing ready to take dictation. I open my mouth\nto dismiss him, but one look at my sweaty, blistered hand\ndissuades me. In this instance, pride is a poor cousin to\nlegibility.\nAfter taking a minute to arrange the words in my head, I\nbegin speaking aloud.\n‘It’s logical to believe that many of you have been here\nlonger than I and possess knowledge of this house, our\npurpose here and our captor, the Plague Doctor, that I do not.’\nI pause, listening to the scratching of the pen.\n\n\n‘You have not sought me out, and I must assume there’s a\ngood reason for that, but I ask you now to meet me in the\nlibrary at lunchtime and help me apprehend our captor. If you\ncannot, I ask you to share what you’ve learned by writing it on\nthis paper. Whatever you know, no matter how trivial, may be\nof use in helping speed our escape. They say two heads are\nbetter than one, but I believe in this case our combined head\nmay be sufficient.’\nI wait for the scribbling to end, then look up at my\ncompanion’s face. It’s mystified, though also a touch amused.\nHe’s a curious fellow this one, not at all the straight edge he\nfirst appears.\n‘Should I post this, my lord?’ he asks.\n‘No need,’ I say, pointing towards the bookshelf. ‘Slide it\nwithin the pages of the first volume of the Encyclopaedia\nBritannica, they’ll know where to find it.’\nHe eyes me, then the note, before doing as I ask, the page\nslipping neatly inside. It seems a fitting home.\n‘And when should we expect a response, my lord?’\n‘Minutes, hours, I can’t be certain. We’ll have to keep\nchecking back.’\n‘And until then?’ he asks, wiping the dust from his hands\nwith a pocket square.\n‘Talk to the servants, I need to know if any of the guests has\na medieval plague doctor costume in their wardrobe.’\n‘My lord?’\n‘Porcelain mask, black greatcoat, that sort of thing,’ I say.\n‘In the meantime I’m going to have a nap.’\n‘Here, my lord?’\n‘Indeed.’\nHe watches me with a frown, trying to stitch together the\nscraps of information scattered before him.\n‘Should I light a fire?’ he asks.\n\n\n‘No need, I’ll be quite comfortable,’ I say.\n‘Very well,’ he says, hovering.\nI’m not sure what he’s waiting for but it never arrives and\nwith a final look he leaves the room, his confusion creeping\nout quietly behind him.\nPlacing my hands on my stomach, I close my eyes. Every\ntime I’ve slept I’ve woken up in a different body, and while\nit’s risky sacrificing a host this way, I can’t see what more I\ncan accomplish in Ravencourt. With any luck, when I awaken\nmy other selves will have made contact through the\nencyclopaedia and I’ll be among them.\n\n\n13\nDay Two (continued)\nAgony.\nI scream, tasting blood.\n‘I know, I know, I’m sorry,’ says a woman’s voice.\nA pinch, a needle enters my neck. Warmth melts the pain.\nIt’s hard to breathe, impossible to move. I can’t open my\neyes. I hear rolling wheels, hooves on cobbles, a presence by\nmy side.\n‘I—’ I start coughing.\n‘Shush, don’t try and talk. You’re back in the butler,’ says\nthe woman in an urgent whisper, laying a hand on my arm.\n‘It’s been fifteen minutes since Gold attacked you, and you’re\nbeing taken by carriage to the gatehouse to rest.’\n‘Who are—?’ I croak.\n‘A friend, it doesn’t matter, yet. Now, listen, I know you’re\nconfused, tired, but this is important. There are rules to all of\nthis. There’s no use trying to abandon your hosts the way you\ndid. You get a full day in each of them, whether you want it or\nnot. That’s from whenever they wake up until midnight.\nUnderstand?’\nI’m dozing, struggling to stay awake.\n‘That’s why you’re back here,’ she continues. ‘If one of\nyour hosts falls asleep before midnight, you’ll jump back into\nthe butler and carry on living this day. When the butler falls\nasleep, you’ll be returned. If the host slept past midnight, or if\nthey died, you’ll jump into somebody new.’\nI hear another voice. Rougher. From the front of the\ncarriage.\n‘Gatehouse coming up.’\nHer hand touches my forehead.\n‘Good luck to you.’\n\n\nToo tired to hold on, I slip back into the dark.\n\n\n14\nDay Four (continued)\nA hand rocks my shoulder.\nBlinking my eyes open, I find myself back in the library,\nback in Ravencourt. Relief washes over me. I’d thought\nnothing could be worse than this bulk, but I was wrong. The\nbutler’s body felt like a bag of broken glass, and I’d live a\nlifetime as Ravencourt before I’d go back to that torment,\nthough it doesn’t appear I have a choice. If the woman in the\ncarriage is telling the truth, I’m destined to be pulled back\nthere again.\nDaniel Coleridge is looking down at me through a cloud of\nyellow smoke. A cigarette dangles from his lip, a drink in his\nhand. He’s wearing the same scuffed hunting clothes as when\nhe talked with Sebastian Bell in the study. My eyes flick to the\nclock; it’s twenty minutes before lunchtime. He must be on his\nway to that meeting now.\nHe hands me the drink and sits down on the edge of the\ntable opposite, the encyclopaedia now lying open beside him.\n‘I believe you were looking for me,’ says Daniel, blowing\nsmoke from the corner of his mouth.\nHe sounds different through Ravencourt’s ears, the softness\nshed like an old skin. Before I can answer him, he begins\nreading from the encyclopaedia.\n‘It’s logical to believe that many of you have been here\nlonger than I and possess knowledge of this house, our\npurpose here and our captor, the Plague Doctor, that I do not.’\nHe closes the book. ‘You called and I answered.’\nI search the shrewd eyes fixed upon me.\n‘You’re like me,’ I say.\n‘I am you, just four days ahead,’ he says, pausing to let my\nmind ram itself against the idea. ‘Daniel Coleridge is your\nfinal host. Our soul, his body, if you can make any sense of\nthat. Unfortunately, it’s his mind, too’ – he taps his forehead\n\n\nwith his forefinger – ‘which means you and I think\ndifferently.’\nHe holds up the encyclopaedia.\n‘Take this, for example,’ he says, letting it drop on the table.\n‘Coleridge would never have thought to write to our other\nhosts asking for help. It was a clever idea, very logical, very\nRavencourt.’\nHis cigarette flares in the gloom, illuminating the hollow\nsmile beneath. This is not the Daniel of yesterday. There’s\nsomething colder, harder in his gaze, something trying to pry\nme open so it might peer inside. I don’t know how I didn’t see\nit when I was Bell. Ted Stanwin did, when he backed down in\nthe drawing room. The thug’s cleverer than I gave him credit\nfor.\n‘So you’ve already been me… this me, Ravencourt, I\nmean?’ I say.\n‘And those who follow him,’ he says. ‘They’re a difficult\nbunch, you should enjoy Ravencourt while you can.’\n‘Is that why you’re here, to warn me about my other hosts?’\nThe notion seems to amuse him, a smile touching his lips\nbefore drifting away with the cigarette smoke.\n‘No, I’ve come because I remember sitting where you are\nand being told what I’m about to tell you.’\n‘Which is?’\nThere’s an ashtray on the far side of the table and he reaches\nacross, drawing it towards him.\n‘The Plague Doctor has asked you to solve a murder, but he\ndidn’t mention the victim. It’s Evelyn Hardcastle, that’s who’s\ngoing to die at the ball tonight,’ he says, tapping ash into the\nashtray.\n‘Evelyn?’ I say, struggling to sit upright, splashing a little of\nmy forgotten drink across my leg. Panic has hold of me, a\nterror of my friend being hurt, a woman who went out of her\nway to be kind to me even as her own parents filled the house\nwith cruelty.\n\n\n‘We must warn her!’ I demand.\n‘To what end?’ asks Daniel, dousing my alarm with his\ncalm. ‘We cannot solve the murder of somebody who isn’t\ndead and without that answer we cannot escape.’\n‘You would let her die?’ I say, shocked by his callousness.\n‘I’ve lived this day eight times over and she’s died every\nevening regardless of my actions,’ he says, running his finger\nalong the edge of the table. ‘Whatever happened yesterday, it\nwill happen tomorrow and the day after. I promise you,\nhowever you may consider interfering, you’ve already tried\nand it’s already failed.’\n‘She’s my friend, Daniel,’ I say, surprised at the depth of my\nfeeling.\n‘And mine,’ he says, leaning closer. ‘But every time I’ve\ntried to change today’s events, I’ve ended up becoming the\narchitect of whatever misery I was trying to prevent. Believe\nme, trying to save Evelyn is a waste of time. Circumstances\nbeyond my control brought me here and very soon, sooner\nthan you can imagine, you’ll find yourself sitting where I am,\nexplaining it as I have and wishing you still had the luxury of\nRavencourt’s hope. The future isn’t a warning my friend, it’s a\npromise, and it won’t be broken by us. That’s the nature of the\ntrap we’re caught in.’\nRising from the table, he wrestles with a window’s rusty\nhandle and pushes it open. His eyes are fixed on some distant\npoint, a task four days beyond my comprehension. He has no\ninterest in me, my fears or hopes. I’m just part of some old\nstory he’s tired of telling.\n‘It makes no sense,’ I say, hoping to remind him of Evelyn’s\nqualities, the reasons she’s worth saving. ‘Evelyn’s kind and\ngentle, and she’s been away for nineteen years, who’d want to\nharm her now?’\nEven as I say it, a suspicion begins to dawn on me. In the\nforest yesterday, Evelyn mentioned that her parents had never\nforgiven her for letting Thomas wander off alone. She blamed\nherself for his murder at Carver’s hands, and, worst of all, so\n\n\ndid they. Their ire was so great, she believed they were\nplotting some terrible surprise at the ball. Could this be it?\nCould they really hate their own daughter enough to murder\nher? If so, my meeting with Helena Hardcastle could prove\nfortuitous indeed.\n‘I don’t know,’ says Daniel, a note of irritation in his voice.\n‘There are so many secrets in this house, it can be difficult to\npick the right one from the pile. If you heed my advice though,\nyou’ll start looking for Anna immediately. Eight hosts may\nsound a great deal, but this task needs double that number.\nYou’re going to need all the help you can get.’\n‘Anna,’ I exclaim, remembering the woman in the carriage\nwith the butler. ‘I thought she was an acquaintance of Bell’s?’\nHe takes a long drag on his cigarette, considering me\nthrough narrowed eyes. I can see him sifting through the\nfuture, working out how much to tell me.\n‘She’s trapped here like us,’ he says eventually. ‘She’s a\nfriend, as much as somebody can be in our situation. You\nshould find her quickly, before the footman does. He’s hunting\nus both.’\n‘He left a dead rabbit in my room – Bell’s room, I mean –\nlast night.’\n‘That’s only the beginning,’ he says. ‘He means to kill us,\nthough not before he’s had his fun.’\nMy blood runs cold, my stomach nauseous. I’d suspected as\nmuch, but to hear the fact laid out so baldly is something else\nentirely. Closing my eyes, I let a long breath out through my\nnose, releasing my fear with it. It’s a habit of Ravencourt’s, a\nway of clearing the mind, though I couldn’t say how I know\nthat.\nWhen I open my eyes again, I’m calm.\n‘Who is he?’ I ask, impressed by the strength in my voice.\n‘I’ve no idea,’ he says, blowing smoke into the wind. ‘I’d\ncall him the devil if I thought this place anything so mundane\nas hell. He’s picking us off one by one, making sure there’s no\n\n\ncompetition when he delivers his answer to the Plague Doctor\ntonight.’\n‘Does he have other bodies, other hosts, like us?’\n‘That’s the curious thing,’ he says. ‘I don’t believe he does,\nbut he doesn’t seem to need them. He knows the faces of every\none of our hosts, and he strikes when we’re at our weakest.\nEvery mistake I’ve made, he’s been waiting.’\n‘How do we stop a man who knows our every step before\nwe do?’\n‘If I knew that, there’d be no need of this conversation,’ he\nsays irritably. ‘Be careful. He haunts this house like a bloody\nghost, and if he catches you alone… well, don’t let him catch\nyou alone.’\nDaniel’s tone is dark, his expression brooding. Whoever this\nfootman is, he has taken hold of my future self in a way that’s\nmore unsettling than all the warnings I’ve heard. It’s not hard\nto understand why. The Plague Doctor gave me eight days to\nsolve Evelyn’s murder and eight hosts to do it. Because\nSebastian Bell slept past midnight, he’s now lost to me.\nThat leaves seven days and seven hosts.\nMy second and third hosts were the butler and Donald\nDavies. The woman in the carriage didn’t mention Davies,\nwhich seems a curious omission, but I’m assuming the same\nrules apply to him as the butler. They both have plenty of\nhours left until midnight, but one of them is severely injured\nand the other asleep on a road, miles from Blackheath. They’re\npractically useless. So much for days two and three.\nI’m already on my fourth day, and Ravencourt is proving a\nburden rather than a boon. I don’t know what to expect from\nmy remaining four hosts – though Daniel seems capable\nenough – but it feels as though the Plague Doctor is stacking\nthe deck against me. If the footman truly knows my every\nweakness, then God help me because there are plenty to\nexploit. ‘Tell me everything you’ve already learned about\nEvelyn’s death,’ I say. ‘If we work together we can solve it\nbefore the footman has a chance to harm us.’\n\n\n‘The only thing I can tell you is that she dies promptly at 11\np.m. every single night.’\n‘Surely, you must know more than that?’\n‘A great deal more, but I can’t risk sharing the information,’\nhe says, glancing at me. ‘All my plans are built around things\nyou’re going to do. If I tell you something that stops you doing\nthose things, I can’t be certain they’ll play out the same way.\nYou might blunder into the middle of an event settled in my\nfavour, or be elsewhere when you should have been distracting\nthe fellow whose room I’m sneaking into. One wrong word\ncould leave all my plans in ruins. This day must proceed as it\nalways does, for your sake as much as mine.’ He rubs his\nforehead, all of his weariness seeming to pour out of the\ngesture. ‘I’m sorry, Ravencourt, the safest course is for you to\ngo about your investigation without interference from me or\nany of the others.’\n‘Very well,’ I say, hoping to keep my disappointment from\nhim. It’s a foolish notion, of course. He’s me. He remembers\nthis disappointment for himself. ‘But the fact you’re\ncounselling me to solve this murder suggests you trust the\nPlague Doctor,’ I say. ‘Have you uncovered his identity?’\n‘Not yet,’ he says. ‘And trust is too strong a word. He has\nhis own purpose in this house, I’m certain of it, but for the\nmoment, I can’t see any other course beyond doing as he\ndemands.’\n‘And has he told you why this is happening to us?’ I ask.\nWe’re interrupted by a commotion at the door, our heads\nturning towards Ravencourt’s valet, who’s halfway out of his\ncoat and trying to extricate himself from the clutches of a long\npurple scarf. He’s wind-tussled and slightly out of breath, his\ncheeks swollen with cold.\n‘I received a message that you required me urgently, my\nlord,’ he says, still tugging at the scarf.\n‘My doing, old love,’ says Daniel, deftly slipping back into\ncharacter. ‘You’ve a busy day ahead and I thought\nCunningham here could be of use. Speaking of busy days, I\n\n\nmust be going myself. I’ve got a midday appointment with\nSebastian Bell.’\n‘I won’t leave Evelyn to her fate, Daniel,’ I say.\n‘Neither did I,’ he says, flicking his cigarette into the verge\nand shutting the window. ‘But fate found her anyway. You\nshould prepare yourself for that.’\nHe’s gone in a few long strides, the library filling with the\nburble of voices and the loud clatter of cutlery as he tugs open\nthe door into the study, and passes through on his way to the\ndrawing room. The guests are gathering for lunch, which\nmeans Stanwin will soon threaten the maid, Lucy Harper,\nwhile Sebastian Bell watches from the window, feeling\nhimself a fraction of a man. A hunt will depart, Evelyn will\ncollect a note from the well, and blood will be spilt in a\ngraveyard while two friends wait for a woman who’ll never\narrive. If Daniel’s right, there’s little I can do to disrupt the\nday’s course, though I’ll be damned if I’m going to lie down\nbefore it. The Plague Doctor’s puzzle may be my way out of\nthis house, but I’ll not step over Evelyn’s body to escape. I\nmean to save her, no matter the cost.\n‘How can I be of service, my lord?’\n‘Pass me paper, a pen and some ink, would you? I need to\nwrite something down.’\n‘Of course,’ he says, retrieving the items from his attaché\ncase.\nMy hands are too clumsy for flowing penmanship, but\namidst the smeared ink and ugly blots, the message reads\nclearly enough.\nI check the clock. It’s 11:56 a.m. Almost time.\nAfter airing the paper to dry the ink, I fold it neatly and\npress the creases down, handing it to Cunningham.\n‘Take this,’ I say, noticing the traces of greasy black dirt on\nhis hands as he reaches for the letter. His skin’s pink with\nscrubbing, but the dirt’s etched into the whorls of his\nfingertips. Aware of my attention, he takes the letter and clasps\nhis hands behind his back.\n\n\n‘I need you to go directly to the drawing room where\nthey’re serving lunch,’ I say. ‘Stay there and observe events as\nthey unfold, then read this letter and return to me.’\nConfusion paints his face. ‘My lord?’\n‘We’re about to have a very strange day, Cunningham, and\nI’m going to need your absolute trust.’\nI wave away his protests, gesturing for him to help me out\nof the seat.\n‘Do as I ask,’ I say, getting to my feet with a grunt. ‘Then\nreturn here and wait for me.’\nAs Cunningham heads for the drawing room, I retrieve my\ncane and make my way to the Sun Room in the hopes of\nfinding Evelyn. Being early, it’s only half full, ladies pouring\nthemselves drinks from the bar, wilting over chairs and chaise\nlongues. Everything seems to be a very great effort for them,\nas though the pale flush of youth were a burden, their energy\nexhausting. They’re muttering about Evelyn, a ripple of ugly\nlaughter directed towards the chess table in the corner, where a\ngame is laid out before her. She has no opponent, her\nconcentration \nfixed \non \noutwitting \nherself. \nWhatever\ndiscomfort they’re hoping to heap upon her, she seems\noblivious to it.\n‘Evie, can we speak?’ I say, hobbling over.\nShe lifts her head slowly, taking a moment to register me.\nAs yesterday, her blonde hair is tied up into a ponytail, tugging\nher features into a gaunt, rather severe expression. Unlike\nyesterday, it doesn’t soften.\n‘No, I don’t think so, Lord Ravencourt,’ she says, returning\nher attention to the board. ‘I’ve quite enough unpleasant things\nto do today without adding to the list.’\nHushed laughter turns my blood to dust. I crumble from the\ninside out.\n‘Please, Evie, it’s—’\n‘It’s Miss Hardcastle, Lord Ravencourt,’ she says pointedly.\n‘Manners maketh man, not his bank account.’\n\n\nA pit of humiliation opens in my stomach. This is\nRavencourt’s worst nightmare. Standing in this room, a dozen\npairs of eyes upon me, I feel like a Christian waiting for the\nfirst rocks to be thrown.\nEvelyn ponders me, sweating and shaking. Her eyes narrow,\nglittering.\n‘Tell you what, play me for it,’ she says, tapping the\nchessboard. ‘You win and we’ll have a conversation; I win and\nyou leave me be for the rest of the day. How would that suit?’\nKnowing it’s a trap, but in no position to argue, I wipe the\nsweat from my brow and wedge myself into the small chair\nopposite her, much to the delight of the assembled ladies. She\ncould have forced me into a guillotine and I would have been\nmore comfortable. I spill over the sides of the seat, the low\nback offering so little support that I tremble with the effort of\nkeeping myself upright.\nUnmoved by my suffering, Evelyn crosses her arms on the\ntable and pushes a pawn across the board. I follow it with a\nrook, the pattern of the middle game weaving itself in my\nmind. Although we’re evenly matched, discomfort is digging\nholes in my concentration, my tactics proving too ramshackle\nto overpower Evelyn. The best I can do is prolong the match,\nand after half an hour of counters and feints, my patience is\nexhausted.\n‘Your life is in danger,’ I blurt out.\nEvelyn’s fingers pause on her pawn, a little tremor of her\nhand sounding loud as a bell. Her eyes skirt my face, then\nthose of the ladies behind us, searching for anybody who\nmight have heard. They’re frantic, working hard to scrub the\nmoment from history.\nShe already knows.\n‘I thought we had a deal, Lord Ravencourt,’ she interrupts,\nher expression hardening once more.\n‘But—’\n‘Would you prefer I leave?’ she says, her glare strangling\nany further attempts at conversation.\n\n\nMove after move follows, but I’m so perplexed by her\nresponse, I pay little heed to strategy. Whatever’s going to\nhappen tonight, Evelyn seems to be aware of it and yet her\ngreater fear seems to be that somebody else will find out. For\nthe life of me I can’t imagine why that would be and it’s clear\nshe’s not going to open her heart to Ravencourt. Her disdain\nfor this man is absolute, which means if I’m to save her life, I\nmust either put on a face she likes or press forward without her\nhelp. It’s an infuriating turn of events and I’m desperately\ntrying to find a way of reframing my argument when Sebastian\nBell arrives at the door, provoking the queerest of sensations.\nBy any measure this man is me, but watching him creep into\nthe room like a mouse along a skirting board, I struggle to\nbelieve it. His back is stooped, his head low, arms stiff by his\nsides. Furtive glances scout every step, his world seemingly\nfilled with sharp edges.\n‘My grandmother, Heather Hardcastle,’ says Evelyn,\nwatching him examine the portrait on the wall. ‘It’s not a\nflattering picture, but then she wasn’t a flattering woman by all\naccounts.’\n‘My apologies,’ says Bell. ‘I was—’\nTheir conversation proceeds exactly as it did yesterday, her\ninterest in this frail creature prompting a pang of jealousy,\nthough that’s not my principal concern. Bell’s repeating my\nday exactly and yet he believes himself to be making his\nchoices freely, as I did. Likely then I’m blindly following a\ncourse plotted by Daniel, which makes me, what… an echo, a\nmemory or just a piece of driftwood caught in the current?\nFlip over the chessboard, change this moment. Prove\nyourself unique.\nMy hand reaches out, but the thought of Evelyn’s reaction,\nher disdain, the laughter of the assembled ladies, is too much.\nShame cripples me, and I jerk my hand back. There’ll be\nfurther opportunities, I need to keep watch for them.\nThoroughly demoralised and with defeat unavoidable, I\ndash the last few moves, putting my king to the sword with\n\n\nunseemly haste before staggering from the room, Sebastian\nBell’s voice fading behind me.\n\n\n15\nAs ordered, Cunningham’s waiting for me in the library. He’s\nsitting on the edge of a chair, the letter I gave him unfolded\nand trembling slightly in his hand. He stands as I enter, but in\nmy desire to put the Sun Room behind me I’ve moved too\nquickly. I can hear myself breathing, wheezy desperate bursts\nfrom my overburdened lungs.\nHe doesn’t venture to help.\n‘How did you know what was going to happen in the\ndrawing room?’ he asks.\nI try to answer, but there isn’t room for both words and air\nin my throat. I choose the latter, guzzling it with the same\nappetite as everything else in Ravencourt’s life, while staring\ninto the study. I’d hoped to catch the Plague Doctor while he\nchatted with Bell, but my futile attempt to warn Evelyn\ndragged on longer than I expected.\nPerhaps I shouldn’t be surprised.\nAs I saw on the road to the village, the Plague Doctor seems\nto know where I’ll be and when, no doubt timing his\nappearances so I can’t ambush him.\n‘It happened exactly as you described it,’ continues\nCunningham, staring at the paper in disbelief. ‘Ted Stanwin\ninsulted the maid and Daniel Coleridge stepped in. They even\nspoke the words you wrote down. They spoke them exactly.’\nI could explain, but he hasn’t got to the section troubling\nhim yet. Instead, I hobble over to the chair, lowering myself\nonto the cushion with a great deal of effort. My legs throb in\npitiful gratitude.\n‘Was it a trick?’ he asks.\n‘No trick,’ I say.\n‘And this… the final line, where you say…’\n‘Yes.’\n‘… that you’re not Lord Ravencourt.’\n\n\n‘I’m not Ravencourt,’ I say.\n‘You’re not?’\n‘I’m not. Get a drink, you’re looking a little pale.’\nHe does as I say, obedience seemingly being the only part of\nhim that hasn’t thrown its hands up in defeat. He returns with a\nglass of something and sits down, sipping it, his eyes never\nleaving mine, legs pressed together, shoulders bowed.\nI tell him everything, from the murder in the forest and my\nfirst day as Bell, right through to the never-ending road and\nmy recent conversation with Daniel. Doubt flickers on his\nface, but every time it seems to have a foothold, he glances at\nthe letter. I almost feel sorry for him.\n‘Do you need another drink?’ I ask, nodding towards his\nhalf-empty glass.\n‘If you’re not Lord Ravencourt, where is he?’\n‘I don’t know.’\n‘Is he alive?’\nHe can barely make eye contact.\n‘Would you rather he wasn’t?’ I ask.\n‘Lord Ravencourt’s been good to me,’ he says, anger\nflashing across his face.\nThat doesn’t answer the question.\nI look at Cunningham again. Downcast eyes and dirty\nhands, a smeared tattoo from a troubled past. In a flash of\nintuition, I realise he’s afraid, but not of what I’ve told him.\nHe’s afraid of what somebody who’s already seen this day\nunfold might know. He’s hiding something, I’m certain of it.\n‘I need your help, Cunningham,’ I say. ‘There’s lots to do\nand while I’m shackled to Ravencourt, I don’t have the legs to\ndo any of it.’\nDraining his glass, he gets to his feet. The drink’s painted\ntwo spots of colour on his cheeks and when he speaks his\nvoice drips with the bottle’s courage.\n\n\n‘I’m going to take my leave now and resume service\ntomorrow when Lord Ravencourt has…’ – he pauses,\nconsidering the right word – ‘returned.’\nHe bows stiffly, before heading for the door.\n‘Do you think he’ll take you back when he knows your\nsecret?’ I say abruptly, an idea dropping into my head like a\nstone into a pond. If I’m right and Cunningham is hiding\nsomething, it may be shameful enough to use as leverage.\nHe stops dead beside my chair, hands clenched tight.\n‘What do you mean?’ he says, staring straight ahead.\n‘Look beneath the cushion of your seat,’ I say, trying to\nkeep the tension from my voice. The logic of what I’m\nattempting is sound, but that doesn’t mean it will actually\nwork.\nHe glances at the chair, then back towards me. Without a\nword he does as I say, discovering a small white envelope.\nTriumph twists a smile from my lips as he tears it open, his\nshoulders sagging.\n‘How did you know?’ he asks, his voice cracked.\n‘I don’t know a thing, but when I wake up in my next host,\nI’m going to dedicate myself to the task of uncovering your\nsecret. I’m then going to return to this room and place the\ninformation in that envelope for you to find. Should this\nconversation not go the way I want, I’ll place the envelope\nwhere the other guests can find it.’\nHe snorts at me, his contempt a slap in the face.\n‘You may not be Ravencourt, but you sound exactly like\nhim.’\nThe idea is so startling it momentarily silences me. Until\nnow I’d assumed my personality – whatever that might be –\nwas carried into each new host, filling them as pennies fill a\npocket, but what if I was wrong?\nNone of my previous hosts would have thought to blackmail\nCunningham, let alone had the stomach to act on the threat. In\nfact, looking back at Sebastian Bell, Roger Collins, Donald\n\n\nDavies and now Ravencourt, I can see little in their behaviour\nto suggest a common hand at work. Could it be that I’m\nbending to their will, rather than the other way around? If so, I\nmust be wary. It’s one thing to be caged in these people, quite\nanother to abandon oneself entirely to their desires.\nMy thoughts are interrupted by Cunningham, who’s setting\nfire to a corner of the letter with a lighter from his pocket.\n‘What is it you want from me?’ he says in a hard, flat voice,\ndropping the burning paper into the grate.\n‘Four things, initially,’ I say, counting them off on my thick\nfingers. ‘First, I need you to find an old well off the road into\nthe village. There’ll be a note tucked into a crack in the stone.\nRead it, put it back and return to me with the message. Do it\nsoon, the note will be gone within the hour. Secondly, you\nneed to find that plague doctor costume I asked about earlier.\nThirdly, I want you scattering the name Anna around\nBlackheath like confetti. Let it be known Lord Ravencourt is\nlooking for her. Finally, I need you to introduce yourself to\nSebastian Bell.’\n‘Sebastian Bell, the doctor?’\n‘That’s the chap.’\n‘Why?’\n‘Because I remember being Sebastian Bell, but I don’t\nremember meeting you,’ I say. ‘If we change that, it means I\nprove to myself that something else can be changed today.’\n‘Evelyn Hardcastle’s death?’\n‘Precisely.’\nLetting out a long breath, Cunningham turns to face me. He\nseems diminished, as though our conversation were a desert\nhe’s spent a week crossing.\n‘If I do these things, can I expect the contents of this letter\nto stay between us?’ he says, his expression conveying more\nhope than expectation.\n‘It will, you have my word.’\n\n\nI extend a sweaty hand.\n‘Then it seems I have no choice,’ he says, shaking it firmly,\nonly the slightest flicker of disgust showing on his face.\nHe departs in a hurry, probably wary of being burdened with\nmore tasks should he linger. In his absence, the damp air\nseems to settle upon me, sinking through my clothes and into\nmy bones. Judging the library too cheerless to stay in any\nlonger, I struggle out of my seat, using my cane to hoist myself\nonto my feet.\nI pass through the study on my way to Ravencourt’s parlour,\nwhere I’ll settle myself ahead of my meeting with Helena\nHardcastle. If she’s plotting to murder Evelyn this evening,\nthen, by Lord, I mean to have it out of her.\nThe house is still, the men out hunting and the women\ndrinking in the Sun Room. Even the servants have\ndisappeared, scattering back below stairs to prepare for the\nball. In their wake a great hush has fallen, my only company\nthe rain tapping at the windows, demanding to be let inside.\nBell missed the noise, but as somebody finely tuned to the\nmalice of others, Ravencourt finds this silence refreshing. It’s\nlike airing a musty room.\nHeavy steps disturb my reverie, each one deliberate and\nslow, as if determined to draw my attention. I’ve reached as far\nas the dining hall, where a long oak table is overlooked by the\nmounted heads of long-slaughtered beasts, their fur faded and\nthick with dust. The room is empty, and yet the steps seem to\nbe all around, mimicking my hobbling gait.\nI stiffen, coming to a halt, sweat beading my brow.\nThe steps stop in turn.\nDabbing my forehead, I look around nervously, wishing\nBell’s paperknife were to hand. Buried in Ravencourt’s\nsluggish flesh, I feel like a man dragging an anchor. I can\nneither run nor fight, and even if I could, I’d be swinging at\nair. I’m quite alone.\nAfter a brief hesitation, I begin walking again, those ghostly\nsteps trailing me. I stop suddenly, and they stop with me, a\n\n\nsinister giggle drifting out of the walls. My heart’s pounding,\nhair standing up on my arms as fright sends me lurching\ntowards the safety of the entrance hall visible through the\ndrawing-room door. By now the steps aren’t bothering\nmimicking me, they’re dancing, that giggle seeming to come\nfrom every direction.\nI’m panting by the time I reach the doorway, blinded by\nsweat and moving so fast I’m in danger of tripping over my\nown cane. As I pass into the entrance hall, the laughter stops\nabruptly, a whisper chasing me out.\n‘We’ll meet soon, little rabbit.’\n\n\n16\nTen minutes later, the whisper’s long faded, but the terror it\nprovoked echoes still. It wasn’t the words themselves, so much\nas the glee they carried. That warning was a down payment on\nthe blood and pain to come, and only a fool wouldn’t see the\nfootman behind it.\nHolding my hand up, I check to see how badly it’s\ntrembling, and, deciding that I’m at least moderately\nrecovered, I continue onwards to my room. I’ve only taken a\nstep or two when sobbing draws my attention to a dark\ndoorway at the back of the entrance hall. For a full minute I\nhover on the periphery, peering into the dimness, fearing a\ntrap. Surely the footman wouldn’t try something so soon, or be\nable to summon up these pitiable gulps of sadness I’m hearing\nnow?\nSympathy compels me to take a tentative step forward, and I\nfind myself in a narrow gallery adorned with Hardcastle\nfamily portraits. Generations wither on the walls, the current\nincumbents of Blackheath hanging nearest the door. Lady\nHelena Hardcastle is sitting regally beside her standing\nhusband, both of them dark-haired and dark-eyed, beautifully\nsupercilious. Next to them are the portraits of the children,\nEvelyn at a window, fingering the edge of the curtain as she\nwatches for somebody’s arrival, while Michael has one leg\nflung over the arm of the chair he’s sitting in, a book discarded\non the floor. He looks bored, shimmering with a restless\nenergy. In the corner of each portrait is a splashed signature;\nthat of Gregory Gold if I’m not very much mistaken. The\nmemory of the butler’s beating at the artist’s hands is still fresh\nand I find myself gripping my cane, tasting the blood in my\nmouth once again. Evelyn told me Gold had been brought to\nBlackheath to touch up the portraits and I can see why. The\nman may be insane, but he’s talented.\nAnother sob issues from the corner of the room.\nThere are no windows in the gallery, only burning oil lamps,\nand it’s so dim I have to squint to locate the maid slumped in\nthe shadows, weeping into a soggy handkerchief. Tact would\n\n\nadvise that I approach quietly, but Ravencourt’s ill designed\nfor stealth. My cane raps the floor, the sound of my breathing\nrunning on ahead, announcing my presence. Catching sight of\nme, the maid leaps to her feet, her cap coming loose, curly red\nhair springing free.\nI recognise her immediately. This is Lucy Harper, the maid\nTed Stanwin abused at lunch, and the woman who helped me\ndown to the kitchen when I awoke as the butler. The memory\nof that kindness echoes within me, a warm rush of pity\nshaping the words in my mouth.\n‘I’m sorry, Lucy, I didn’t mean to startle you,’ I say.\n‘No, sir, it’s not… I shouldn’t…’ She casts around for some\nescape, miring herself further in etiquette.\n‘I heard you crying,’ I say, attempting to push a sympathetic\nsmile onto my face. It’s a difficult thing to achieve with\nsomebody else’s mouth, especially when there’s so much flesh\nto move around.\n‘Oh, sir, you shouldn’t… it was my fault. I made a mistake\nat lunch,’ she says, dabbing the last of her tears away.\n‘Ted Stanwin treated you atrociously,’ I say, surprised by\nthe alarm rising on her face.\n‘No, sir, you mustn’t say that,’ she says, her voice hurdling\nan entire octave. ‘Ted, Mr Stanwin, I mean, he’s been good to\nus servants. Always treated us right, he has. He’s just… now\nhe’s a gentleman, he can’t be seen…’\nShe’s on the verge of tears again.\n‘I understand,’ I say hastily. ‘He doesn’t want the other\nguests treating him like a servant.’\nA smile swallows her face.\n‘That’s it, sir, that’s just it. They’d never have caught\nCharlie Carver if it weren’t for Ted, but the other gentlemen\nstill look at him like he’s one of us. Not Lord Hardcastle\nthough, he calls him Mr Stanwin and everything.’\n‘Well, as long as you’re quite all right,’ I say, taken aback\nby the pride in her voice.\n\n\n‘I am, sir, really I am,’ she says earnestly, emboldened\nenough to scoop her cap from the floor. ‘I should be getting\nback, they’ll be wondering where I’ve got to.’\nShe takes a step towards the door, but is too slow to prevent\nme throwing a question in her path.\n‘Lucy, do you know anybody called Anna?’ I ask. ‘I was\nthinking she could be a servant.’\n‘Anna?’ She pauses, tossing the full weight of her thought at\nthe problem. ‘No, sir, can’t say as I do.’\n‘Any of the maids acting strangely?’\n‘Now, sir, would you believe, you’re the third person to ask\nthat question today,’ she says, twisting a lock of her curly hair\naround her finger.\n‘Third?’\n‘Yes, sir, Mrs Derby was down in the kitchen only an hour\nago wondering the same thing. Gave us a right fright she did.\nHigh-born lady like that wandering around downstairs, ain’t\never heard of such a thing.’\nMy hand grips my cane. Whoever this Mrs Derby is, she’s\nacting oddly and asking the same questions I am. Perhaps I’ve\nfound another of my rivals.\nOr another host.\nThe suggestion makes me blush, Ravencourt’s familiarity\nwith women extending only so far as acknowledging their\nexistence in the world. The thought of becoming one is as\nunintelligible to him as a day spent breathing water.\n‘What can you tell me about Mrs Derby?’ I ask.\n‘Nothing much, sir,’ says Lucy. ‘Older lady, sharp tongue. I\nliked her. Not sure if it means anything, but there was a\nfootman as well. Came in a few minutes after Mrs Derby\nasking the same question: any of the servants acting funny?’\nMy hand squeezes the knob of my cane even tighter, and I\nhave to bite my tongue to keep from cursing.\n‘A footman?’ I say. ‘What did he look like?’\n\n\n‘Blond hair, tall, but…’ she drifts off, looking troubled, ‘I\ndon’t know, pleased with himself. Probably works for a\ngentleman, sir, they get like that, pick up airs and graces they\ndo. Had a broken nose, all black and purple, like it only\nrecently happened. I reckon somebody took exception to him.’\n‘What did you tell him?’\n‘Wasn’t me, sir, was Mrs Drudge, the cook. Said the same\nthing she said to Mrs Derby, that the servants were fine, it was\nthe guests gone –’ she blushes – ‘oh, begging your pardon, sir,\nI didn’t mean—’\n‘Don’t worry, Lucy, I find most of the people in this house\nas peculiar as you do. What have they been doing?’\nShe grins, her eyes darting towards the doors guiltily. When\nshe speaks again, her voice is almost low enough to be\ndrowned out by the creaking of the floorboards.\n‘Well, this morning Miss Hardcastle was out in the forest\nwith her lady’s maid, French she is, you should hear her,\nquelle this and quelle that. Somebody attacked them out by\nCharlie Carver’s old cottage. One of the guests apparently, but\nthey wouldn’t say which one.’\n‘Attacked, you’re certain?’ I say, recalling my morning as\nBell, and the woman I saw fleeing through the forest. I\nassumed it was Anna, but what if I was wrong? It wouldn’t be\nthe first assumption to trip me up in Blackheath.\n‘That’s what they said, sir,’ she says, falling shy in the face\nof my eagerness.\n‘I think I need to have a chat with this French maid, what’s\nher name?’\n‘Madeline Aubert, sir, only I’d prefer it if you didn’t let on\nwho told you. They’re keeping quiet about it.’\nMadeline Aubert. That’s the maid who gave Bell the note at\ndinner last night. In the confusion of recent events, I’d quite\nforgotten about his slashed arm.\n‘My lips are sealed, Lucy, thank you,’ I say, miming the\naction. ‘Even so, I must speak with her. Could you let her\n\n\nknow I’m looking for her? You don’t have to tell her why, but\nthere’s a reward in it for both of you if she comes to my\nparlour.’\nShe looks doubtful, but agrees readily enough, bolting\nbefore I have time to slip any more promises around her neck.\nIf Ravencourt were able, I’d have a bounce in my step as I\ndepart the gallery. Whatever apathy Evelyn may feel towards\nRavencourt, she’s still my friend and my will is still bent on\nsaving her. If somebody threatened her in the forest this\nmorning, it’s not a stretch to assume the same person will play\nsome part in her murder this evening. I must do everything in\nmy power to intercept them, and hopefully this Madeline\nAubert will be able to help. Who knows, by this point\ntomorrow I might have the murderer’s name in hand. If the\nPlague Doctor honours his offer, I could escape this house\nwith hosts to spare.\nThis jubilation persists only as far as the corridor, my\nwhistling faltering with each step further away from the\nbrightness of the entrance hall. The footman’s presence has\ntransformed Blackheath, its leaping shadows and blind corners\npopulating my imagination with a hundred horrible deaths at\nhis hands. Every little noise is enough to set my already\noverburdened heart racing. By the time I reach my parlour, I’m\nsoaked with sweat, a knot in my chest.\nClosing the door behind me, I let out a long shuddering\nbreath. At this rate, the footman won’t need to kill me, my\nhealth will give out first.\nThe parlour’s a beautiful room, a chaise longue and an\narmchair beneath a chandelier reflecting the flames of a\nroaring fire. A sideboard is laid with spirits and mixers, sliced\nfruit, bitters and a bucket of half-melted ice. Beside that sits a\nteetering pile of roast beef sandwiches, mustard running down\nthe severed edges. My stomach would drag me towards the\nfood, but my body’s collapsing beneath me.\nI need to rest.\nThe armchair takes my weight with ill temper, the legs\nbowing under the strain. Rain’s thumping the windows, the\n\n\nsky bruised black and purple. Are these the same drops that\nfell yesterday, the same clouds? Do rabbits dig the same\nwarrens, disturbing the same insects? Do the same birds fly the\nsame patterns, crashing into the same windows? If this is a\ntrap, what kind of prey is worthy of it?\n‘I could do with a drink,’ I mutter, rubbing my throbbing\ntemples.\n‘Here you go,’ says a woman from directly behind me, the\ndrink arriving over my shoulder in a small hand, the fingers\nbony and calloused.\nI attempt to turn, but there’s too much of Ravencourt and\ntoo little of the seat.\nThe woman shakes the glass impatiently, rattling the ice\ninside.\n‘You should drink this before the ice melts,’ she says.\n‘You’ll forgive me if I’m suspicious of taking a drink from a\nwoman I don’t know,’ I say.\nShe lowers her lips to my ear, her breath warm on my neck.\n‘But you do know me,’ she whispers. ‘I was in the carriage\nwith the butler. My name’s Anna.’\n‘Anna!’ I say, trying to raise myself from the seat.\nHer hand is an anvil on my shoulder, pushing me back down\nonto the cushions.\n‘Don’t bother, by the time you get up I’ll be gone,’ she says.\n‘We’ll meet soon, but I need you to stop looking for me.’\n‘Stop looking, why?’\n‘Because you’re not the only one searching,’ she says,\nwithdrawing a little. ‘The footman’s hunting me as well, and\nhe knows we’re working together. If you keep looking, you’re\ngoing to lead him straight to me. We’re both safe while I’m\nhidden, so call off the dogs.’\nI feel her presence recede, steps moving towards the far\ndoor.\n\n\n‘Wait,’ I cry. ‘Do you know who I am, or why we’re here?\nPlease, there must be something you can tell me.’\nShe pauses, considering it.\n‘The only memory I woke up with was a name,’ she says. ‘I\nthink it’s yours.’\nMy hands clutch the armrests.\n‘What was it?’ I ask.\n‘Aiden Bishop,’ she says. ‘Now, I’ve done as you asked, so\ndo as I ask. Stop looking for me.’\n\n\n17\n‘Aiden Bishop,’ I say, wrapping my tongue around the vowels.\n‘Aiden… Bishop. Aiden, Aiden, Aiden.’\nI’ve been trying different combinations, intonations and\ndeliveries of my name for the last half hour, hoping to lure\nsome memories from my recalcitrant mind. Thus far, all I’ve\nmanaged to do is give myself a dry mouth. It’s a frustrating\nway to pass the time, but I’ve few alternatives. One-thirty has\ncome and gone, with no word from Helena Hardcastle to\nexplain her absence. I summoned a maid to fetch her, but was\ninformed that nobody’s seen the lady of the house since this\nmorning. The damn woman has disappeared.\nTo make matters worse, neither Cunningham nor Madeline\nAubert has visited me, and while I’d hardly expected Evelyn’s\nmaid to answer my summons, Cunningham’s been gone for\nhours. I can’t imagine what’s keeping him but I’m growing\nimpatient. We’ve so much to do, and little time left to do it.\n‘ ’Allo, Cecil,’ says a rasping voice. ‘Is Helena still here? I\nheard you were meeting her.’\nStanding at the door is an elderly lady buried beneath a huge\nred coat, hat and mud-spattered wellington boots that almost\nreach her knees. Her cheeks are raw with cold, a scowl frozen\non her face.\n‘I haven’t seen her, I’m afraid,’ I say. ‘I’m still waiting for\nher.’\n‘You too, eh? Bloody woman was supposed to meet me in\nthe garden this morning, left me shivering on a bench for an\nhour instead,’ she says, stomping over to the fire. She’s\nwearing so many layers a spark will send her up like a Viking\nfuneral.\n‘Wonder where she’s got to?’ she says, tugging off her\ngloves and tossing them on the seat next to mine. ‘It’s not like\nthere’s a lot to do in Blackheath. Fancy a drink?’\n‘Still working on this one,’ I say, waving my glass in her\ndirection.\n\n\n‘You’ve got the right idea. I got it into my head to go for a\nstroll, but when I came back I couldn’t get anybody to open\nthe front door. I’ve been banging on windows for the last half\nhour, but there’s not a servant to be seen. The whole thing’s\npositively American.’\nDecanters scrape free of their fittings, glasses thumping\ndown on the wood. Ice tinkles against glass, crackling as\nalcohol is poured on top. There’s a fizz and a satisfying plop,\nfollowed by a gulp and a long sigh of pleasure from the old\nlady.\n‘That’s the stuff,’ she says, a fresh round of clinking glass\nsuggesting the first was a warm-up. ‘I told Helena this party\nwas a terrible idea, but she wouldn’t hear of it and now look:\nPeter’s hiding in the gatehouse, Michael’s holding the party\ntogether with his fingernails and Evelyn’s playing dress up.\nThe entire thing will be a disaster, mark my words.’\nDrink in hand, the elderly lady resumes her position in front\nof the fire. She’s shrunken magnificently after discarding a\nfew layers, revealing pink cheeks and small pink hands, a crop\nof grey hair running wild on her head.\n‘What’s this then,’ she says, lifting a white card off the\nmantel. ‘Were you going to write to me, Cecil?’\n‘Sorry?’\nShe hands me the card, a simple message written on the\nfront.\nMeet Millicent Derby\nA.\nAnna’s work no doubt.\nFirst burning gloves and now introductions. As strange as it\nis having somebody scattering breadcrumbs throughout my\nday, it’s nice to know I have a friend in this place, even if it\ndoes put paid to my theory about Mrs Derby being one of my\nrivals, or even another host. This old lady’s much too herself\nto be anybody else underneath.\nThen why was she sniffing around the kitchen asking\nquestions about the maids?\n\n\n‘I asked Cunningham to invite you for drinks,’ I say\nsmoothly, taking a sip of my whisky. ‘He must have got\ndistracted while writing the message down.’\n‘That’s what happens when you trust the lower classes with\nimportant tasks,’ sniffs Millicent, dropping into a nearby chair.\n‘Mark my words, Cecil, one day you’ll find he’s emptied your\naccounts and done a bunk with one of your maids. Look at that\ndamnable Ted Stanwin. Used to waft about this place like a\nsoft breeze when he was a groundskeeper, now you’d think he\nowns the place. The nerve of it.’\n‘Stanwin’s an objectionable fellow I agree, but I’ve a soft\nspot for the household staff,’ I say. ‘They’ve treated me with a\ngreat deal of kindness. Besides, word has it you were down in\nthe kitchen earlier, so you can’t find them all bad.’\nShe waves her glass at me, splashing whisky over my\nobjection.\n‘Oh, that, yes…’ she trails off, sipping her drink to buy\nherself time. ‘I think one of the maids stole something from\nmy room, that’s all. It’s like I say, you never know what’s\ngoing on underneath. Remember my husband?’\n‘Vaguely,’ I say, admiring the elegance with which she’s\nswitched topic. Whatever she was doing in the kitchen, I doubt\nit had anything to do with theft.\n‘Same thing,’ she sniffs. ‘Dreadful lower-class upbringing,\nyet built himself forty-odd cotton mills without ever being\nanything less than an absolute ass. In fifty years of marriage I\ndidn’t smile till the day I buried him and haven’t stopped\nsince.’\nShe’s interrupted by a creaking sound from the corridor,\nfollowed by the squeak of hinges.\n‘Maybe that’s Helena,’ says Millicent, pushing herself out\nof the chair. ‘Her room is next door.’\n‘I thought the Hardcastles were staying in the gatehouse?’\n‘Peter’s staying in the gatehouse,’ she says, raising an\neyebrow. ‘Helena’s staying here, insisted on it, by all accounts.\n\n\nWas never much of a marriage, but it’s disintegrating quickly. I\ntell you, Cecil, it was worth coming for the scandal alone.’\nThe old lady heads into the corridor, calling out Helena’s\nname, only to fall suddenly silent. ‘What on earth…’ she\nmutters, before poking her head into my parlour again. ‘Get\nup, Cecil,’ she says nervously. ‘Something odd is going on.’\nConcern drags me to my feet and into the hall, where\nHelena’s bedroom door creaks back and forth in a breeze. The\nlock has been shattered, splinters of wood crunching\nunderfoot.\n‘Somebody broke in,’ hisses Millicent, staying behind me.\nUsing my cane, I slowly push the door open, allowing us to\npeer inside.\nThe room’s empty, and has been for some time by the looks\nof things. The curtains are still drawn, light delivered second-\nhand from the lamps lining the corridor. A four-poster bed is\nneatly made, a vanity table is overflowing with face creams,\npowders and cosmetics of every sort.\nSatisfied that it’s safe, Millicent appears from behind me,\noffering me a level glance best described as a belligerent\napology, before making her way around the bed to wrestle the\nheavy curtains open, banishing the gloom.\nThe only thing that’s been disturbed is a chestnut bureau\nwith a roll-down top, its drawers hanging open. Among the ink\nbottles, envelopes and ribbons scattered on it, there’s a large\nlacquered case with two revolver-shaped hollows in the\ncushion. The revolvers themselves are nowhere to be seen,\nthough I suspect Evelyn brought one of them to the graveyard.\nShe did say it was her mother’s.\n‘Well, at least we know what they wanted,’ says Millicent,\ntapping the case. ‘Doesn’t make any damn sense though. If\nsomebody wanted a gun, they could just as easily steal one\nfrom the stables. There’s dozens of them. Nobody would bat\nan eyelid.’\nPushing aside the case, Millicent unearths a moleskin day-\nplanner and begins leafing through the pages, running her\n\n\nfinger across the meetings and events, reminders and notes\ncrammed inside. The contents would suggest a busy, if rather\ndull life, if it weren’t for the torn-out last page.\n‘That’s curious, today’s appointments are missing,’ she\nsays, her irritation giving way to suspicion. ‘Now why would\nHelena rip those out?’\n‘You believe she did it herself?’ I say.\n‘What use would anybody else have for them?’ says\nMillicent. ‘Mark my words, Helena has something foolish in\nmind and she doesn’t want anybody finding out about it. Now,\nif you’ll excuse me, Cecil, I’m going to have to find her and\ntalk her out of it. As usual.’\nTossing the planner on the bed, she stalks out of the\nbedroom and up the corridor. I barely notice her leave. I’m\nmore concerned with the black smudged fingerprints on the\npages. My valet’s been here, and it appears he’s looking for\nHelena Hardcastle as well.\n\n\n18\nThe world’s shrivelling beyond the windows, darkening at the\nedges and blackening at the centre. The hunters are beginning\nto emerge from the forest, waddling across the lawn like\novergrown birds. Having grown impatient in my parlour\nwaiting for Cunningham’s return, I’m heading to the library to\ninspect the encyclopaedia.\nIt’s already a decision I regret.\nA day of walking has sapped all my strength, this ponderous\nbody growing heavier by the second. To make matters worse,\nthe house is alive with activity, maids plumping cushions and\narranging flowers, darting this way and that like schools of\nstartled fish. I’m embarrassed by their vigour, cowed by their\ngrace.\nBy the time I enter the entrance hall, it’s filled with hunters\nshaking the rain from their caps, puddles forming at their feet.\nThey’re soaking wet and grey with cold, the life washed right\nout of them. They’ve clearly endured a miserable afternoon.\nI pass through nervously, my eyes downcast, wondering if\nany of these scowling faces belongs to the footman. Lucy\nHarper told me he had a broken nose when he visited the\nkitchen, which gives me some hope that my hosts are fighting\nback, not to mention an easy way of picking him out.\nSeeing no injuries, I continue more confidently, the hunters\nstanding aside, allowing me to shuffle through on my way to\nthe library, where the heavy curtains have been drawn and a\nfire set in the grate, the air touched with a faint perfume. Fat\ncandles sit on plates, plumes of warm light pockmarking the\nshadows, illuminating three women curled up on chairs,\nengrossed in the books open on their laps.\nHeading to the bookshelf where the encyclopaedia should\nbe, I grope about in the darkness, finding only an empty space.\nTaking a candle from a nearby table, I pass the flame across\nthe shelf hoping it has been moved, but it’s definitely gone. I\nlet out a long breath, deflating like the bellows of some awful\ncontraption. Until now, I hadn’t realised how much hope I’d\n\n\ninvested in the encyclopaedia, or in the idea of meeting my\nfuture hosts face to face. It wasn’t only their knowledge I\ncraved, but the chance to study them, as one might one’s own\ntwisted reflections in a hall of mirrors. Surely in such\nobservation, I’d find some repeated quality, a fragment of my\ntrue self carried through into each man, unsullied by the\npersonalities of their hosts? Without that opportunity, I’m not\ncertain how to identify the edges of myself, the dividing lines\nbetween my personality and that of my host. For all I know,\nthe only difference between myself and the footman is the\nmind I’m sharing.\nThe day’s leaning on my shoulders, forcing me into a chair\nopposite the fire. Stacked logs pop and crackle, heat\nshimmering and sagging in the air.\nMy breath catches in my throat.\nAmong the flames lies the encyclopaedia, burnt to ash but\nholding its shape, a breath away from crumbling.\nThe footman’s work no doubt.\nI feel like I’ve been struck, which was no doubt the\nintention. Everywhere I go, he seems to be a step ahead of me.\nAnd yet, simply winning isn’t enough. He needs me to know\nit. He needs me to be afraid. For some reason, he needs me to\nsuffer.\nStill reeling from this blatant act of contempt, I lose myself\nin the flames, piling all my misgivings onto the bonfire until\nCunningham calls me from the doorway.\n‘Lord Ravencourt?’\n‘Where the devil have you been?’ I snap, my temper\nslipping away from me completely.\nHe strolls around my chair, taking a spot near the fire to\nwarm his hands. He looks to have been caught in the storm,\nand though he’s changed his clothes, his damp hair is still wild\nfrom the towel.\n‘It’s good to see Ravencourt’s temper is still intact,’ he says\nplacidly. ‘I’d feel positively adrift without my daily dressing\ndown.’\n\n\n‘Don’t play the victim with me,’ I say, wagging my finger at\nhim. ‘You’ve been gone hours.’\n‘Good work takes time,’ he says, tossing an object onto my\nlap.\nHolding it up to the light, I stare into the empty eyes of a\nporcelain beak mask, my anger evaporating immediately.\nCunningham lowers his voice, glancing at the woman, who are\nwatching us with open curiosity.\n‘It belongs to a chap called Philip Sutcliffe,’ says\nCunningham. ‘One of the servants spotted it in his wardrobe,\nso I crept into his room when he left for the hunt. Sure enough\nthe top hat and greatcoat were in there as well, along with a\nnote promising to meet Lord Hardcastle at the ball. I thought\nwe could intercept him.’\nSlapping my hand against my knee, I grin at him like a\nmaniac. ‘Good work, Cunningham, good work indeed.’\n‘I thought you’d be happy,’ he says. ‘Unfortunately, that’s\nwhere my good news ends. The note waiting for Miss\nHardcastle at the well, it was… odd, to say the least.’\n‘Odd, how so?’ I say, holding the beak mask over my face.\nThe porcelain’s cold, clammy against my skin, but aside from\nthat it’s a good fit.\n‘The rain had smeared it, but best I could tell it said, ‘‘Stay\naway from Millicent Derby’’, with a simple drawing of a\ncastle beneath it. There was nothing else.’\n‘That’s a peculiar sort of warning,’ I say.\n‘Warning? I took it as a threat,’ says Cunningham.\n‘You think Millicent Derby’s going to take after Evelyn\nwith her knitting needles?’ I say, raising an eyebrow.\n‘Don’t dismiss her because she’s old,’ he says, prodding\nsome life into the dwindling fire with a poker. ‘At one time,\nhalf the people in this house were under Millicent Derby’s\nthumb. There wasn’t a dirty secret she couldn’t ferret out, or a\ndirty trick she wouldn’t use. Ted Stanwin was an amateur in\ncomparison.’\n\n\n‘You’ve had dealings with her?’\n‘Ravencourt has and he doesn’t trust her,’ he says. ‘The\nman’s a bastard, but he’s no fool.’\n‘That’s good to know,’ I say. ‘Did you meet with Sebastian\nBell?’\n‘Not yet, I’ll catch him this evening. I wasn’t able to turn\nover anything about the mysterious Anna either.’\n‘Oh, no need, she found me earlier today,’ I say, picking at a\nloose piece of leather on the arm of the chair.\n‘Really, what did she want?’\n‘She didn’t say.’\n‘Well, how does she know you?’\n‘We didn’t get around to it.’\n‘Is she a friend?’\n‘Possibly.’\n‘Profitable meeting then?’ he says slyly, replacing the poker\non its stand. ‘Speaking of which, we should get you into a\nbath. Dinner’s at 8 p.m. and you’re beginning to smell a bit\nripe. Let’s not give people any more reason to dislike you than\nthey already do.’\nHe moves to help me up, but I wave him back.\n‘No, I need you to shadow Evelyn for the rest of the\nevening,’ I say, struggling to raise myself from the chair.\nGravity, it seems, is opposed to the idea.\n‘To what end?’ he asks, frowning at me.\n‘Somebody’s planning to murder her,’ I say.\n‘Yes, and that somebody could be me for all you know,’ he\nsays blandly, as though suggesting nothing more important\nthan a fondness for music halls.\nThe idea strikes me with such force, I drop back into the\nseat I’ve half-escaped, the wood cracking beneath me.\nRavencourt trusts Cunningham completely, a trait I’ve adopted\n\n\nwithout question despite knowing he has a terrible secret. He’s\nas much a suspect as anybody.\nCunningham taps his nose.\n‘Now you’re thinking,’ he says, sliding my arm over his\nshoulders. ‘I’ll find Bell when I’ve got you into the bath, but\nto my mind, you’re better off shadowing Evelyn yourself\nwhen you’re next able. In the meantime, I’ll stick by your side\nso you can rule me out as a suspect. My life’s complicated\nenough without having eight of you chasing me around the\nhouse accusing me of murder.’\n‘You seem well versed in this sort of thing,’ I say, trying to\nscrutinise his reaction from the corner of my eye.\n‘Well, I wasn’t always a valet,’ he says.\n‘And what were you?’\n‘I don’t believe that information was part of our little\narrangement,’ he says, a grimace on his face as he tries to lift\nme.\n‘Then why don’t you tell me what you were doing in Helena\nHardcastle’s bedroom?’ I suggest. ‘You smeared the ink while\nyou were rifling through her day-planner. I noticed it on your\nhands this morning.’\nHe lets out a whistle of astonishment.\n‘You have been busy.’ His voice hardens. ‘Strange you\nhaven’t heard about my scandalous relationship to the\nHardcastles, then. Oh, I wouldn’t want to spoil the surprise for\nyou. Ask around, it’s not exactly a secret and I’m sure\nsomebody will get a thrill from telling you.’\n‘Did you break in, Cunningham?’ I demand. ‘Two revolvers\nwere taken, and a page torn from her day-planner.’\n‘I didn’t have to break in, I was invited,’ he says. ‘Couldn’t\ntell you about those revolvers, but the day-planner was whole\nwhen I left. Saw it myself. I suppose I could explain what I\nwas doing there, and why I’m not your man, but, if you’ve got\nany sense, you wouldn’t believe a word of it, so you might as\n\n\nwell find out for yourself. That way you can be certain it’s the\ntruth.’\nWe rise in a damp cloud of sweat, Cunningham dabbing the\nperspiration from my forehead before handing me my cane.\n‘Tell me, Cunningham,’ I say. ‘Why does a man like you\nsettle for a job like this?’\nThat brings him up short, his normally implacable face\ndarkening.\n‘Life doesn’t always leave you a choice in how you live it,’\nhe says grimly. ‘Now come on, we’ve a murder to attend.’\n\n\n19\nThe evening meal is lit by candelabra and beneath their\nflickering glow lies a graveyard of chicken bones, fish spines,\nlobster shells and pork fat. The curtains remain undrawn\ndespite the darkness beyond, granting a view towards the\nforest being whipped by the storm.\nI can hear myself eating, the crush and the crack, the\nsquelch and the gulp. Gravy runs down my chins, grease\nsmearing my lips with a ghastly shimmering shine. Such is the\nferocity of my appetite that I leave myself panting between\nmouthfuls, my napkin resembling a battlefield. The other\ndiners are watching this hideous performance from the corner\nof their eyes, trying to maintain their conversations even as the\ndecorum of the evening crunches between my teeth. How can\na man know such hunger? What hollowness must he be trying\nto fill?\nMichael Hardcastle’s sitting to the left of me, though we’ve\nbarely spoken two words since I arrived. He’s spent most of\nhis time in hushed conversation with Evelyn, heads bowed\nclose, their affection impenetrable. For a woman who knows\nherself to be in danger, she seems remarkably unperturbed.\nPerhaps she believes herself protected.\n‘Have you ever travelled to the Orient, my Lord\nRavencourt?’\nIf only the seat to my right was similarly oblivious to my\npresence. It’s filled by Commander Clifford Herrington, a\nbalding former naval officer in a uniform glittering with\nvalour. After an hour spent in his company, I’m struggling to\nreconcile the man with the deeds. Perhaps it’s the weak chin\nand averted gaze, the sense of imminent apology. More likely\nit’s the Scotch sloshing around behind his eyes.\nHerrington’s spent the evening tossing around tedious\nstories without bothering to indulge in the courtesy of\nexaggeration, and now it appears our conversation is washing\nup on the shores of Asia. I sip my wine to cover my agitation,\n\n\ndiscovering the taste to be peculiarly piquant. My grimace\ncauses Herrington to lean over conspiratorially.\n‘I had the same reaction,’ he says, hitting me full in the face\nwith his warm, alcohol-soaked breath. ‘I quizzed a servant on\nthe vintage. Might as well have asked the glass I was drinking\nit out of.’\nThe candelabra gives his face a ghoulish yellow cast and\nthere’s a drunken sheen to his eyes that’s repellent. Putting my\nwine down, I cast about for some distraction. There must be\nfifteen people around the table, words of French, Spanish and\nGerman seasoning otherwise dull conversational fare.\nExpensive jewellery clinks against glass, cutlery rattles as\nwaiters remove plates. The mood in the room is sombre, the\nscattered conversations hushed and urgent, spoken across a\ndozen empty seats. It’s an eerie sight, mournful even, and\nthough the absences are notable, everybody seems to be going\nout of their way to avoid noting them. I can’t tell whether it’s a\nmatter of good breeding, or there’s some explanation I’ve\nmissed.\nI search for familiar faces to ask, but Cunningham’s gone to\nmeet Bell and there’s no sign of Millicent Derby, Doctor\nDickie or even the repulsive Ted Stanwin. Aside from Evelyn\nand Michael, the only other person I recognise is Daniel\nColeridge, who’s sitting near a thin fellow at the far end of the\ntable, the two of them eyeing the other guests from behind\ntheir half-filled wine glasses. Somebody’s taken exception to\nthat handsome face of Daniel’s, adorning it with a split lip and\na swollen eye that will be frightful tomorrow, assuming\ntomorrow ever actually arrives. The injury doesn’t appear to\nbe bothering him unduly, though it unsettles me. Until this\nmoment, I’d considered Daniel immune to the machinations of\nthis place, assuming his knowledge of the future allowed him\nto simply sidestep misfortune. Seeing him brought so low is\nlike seeing the cards spilling out of a magician’s sleeve.\nHis dining companion thumps the table in delight at one of\nDaniel’s jokes, drawing my attention. I feel as though I know\nthis fellow, but I can’t place him.\nA future host perhaps.\n\n\nI certainly hope not. He’s a smear of a man with oiled hair\nand a pale, pinched face, his manner that of somebody who\nfinds everything in the room beneath him. I sense cunning in\nhim, cruelty too, though I can’t understand from where I’m\ngathering these impressions.\n‘They have such outlandish remedies,’ says Clifford\nHerrington, raising his voice slightly to reclaim my attention.\nI blink at him in confusion.\n‘The Orientals, Lord Ravencourt,’ he says, smiling amiably.\n‘Of course,’ I say. ‘No, I’m afraid I’ve never visited.’\n‘Incredible place, incredible. They have these hospitals…’\nI raise my hand to attract a servant. If I can’t be spared the\nconversation, I can at least be spared the wine. One mercy may\nyet yield another.\n‘I was speaking with Doctor Bell last night about some of\ntheir opiates,’ he continues.\nMake it end…\n‘Is the food to your satisfaction, Lord Ravencourt?’ says\nMichael Hardcastle, neatly sidling into the conversation.\nI turn my eyes to meet him, gratitude flooding forth.\nA glass of red wine is half raised to his lips, mischief\nsparkling in those green eyes. It’s a stark contrast to Evelyn,\nwhose gaze could tear strips from my skin. She’s dressed in a\nblue evening gown and tiara, her blonde hair pinned up in\ncurls, exposing the lavish diamond necklace draped around her\nneck. It’s the same outfit, minus an overcoat and wellington\nboots, that she’ll be wearing when she accompanies Sebastian\nBell into the graveyard later this evening.\nDabbing my lips, I bow my head.\n‘It’s excellent, I’m just sorry there aren’t more people to\nenjoy it,’ I say, gesturing towards the empty seats scattered\naround the table. ‘I was particularly looking forward to\nmeeting Mr Sutcliffe.’\nAnd his plague doctor costume, I think to myself.\n\n\n‘Well, you’re in luck,’ interrupts Clifford Herrington. ‘Old\nSutcliffe’s a good friend of mine, perhaps I can introduce you\nat the ball.’\n‘Assuming he makes it,’ says Michael. ‘He and my father\nwill have reached the back of the liquor cabinet by now.\nDoubtless Mother’s trying to rouse them as we speak.’\n‘Is Lady Hardcastle coming tonight?’ I ask. ‘I hear she\nhasn’t been seen much today.’\n‘Returning to Blackheath has been hard on her,’ says\nMichael, lowering his voice as though sharing a confidence.\n‘No doubt she’s spent the day exorcising a few ghosts before\nthe party. Rest assured, she’ll be here.’\nWe’re interrupted by one of the waiters leaning down to\nwhisper in Michael’s ear. The young man’s expression\nimmediately darkens, and as the waiter retreats, he passes the\nmessage to his sister, the gloom washing over her face as well.\nThey look at each other a moment, squeezing hands, before\nMichael raps on his wine glass with a fork, and gets to his feet.\nHe seems to unfurl as he stands so that he now appears\nunfeasibly tall, reaching well beyond the dim light of the\ncandelabra, forcing him to speak from the shadows.\nThe room is silent, all eyes upon him.\n‘I’d rather hoped my parents might make an appearance and\nsave me from making a toast,’ he says. ‘Clearly they’re\nplanning some grand entrance at the ball, which knowing my\nparents will be very grand indeed.’\nMuted laughter is met with a shy smile.\nMy gaze skips across the guests, running straight into\nDaniel’s amused stare. Dabbing his lips with a napkin, he\nflicks his eyes towards Michael, instructing me to pay\nattention.\nHe knows what’s coming.\n‘My father wanted to thank you for attending tonight and\nI’m sure he’ll do so in great detail later,’ says Michael.\n\n\nThere’s a quiver in his voice, the slightest hint of\ndiscomfort. ‘In his stead, I’d like to extend my personal thanks\nto each of you for coming and to welcome my sister, Evelyn,\nback home after her time in Paris.’\nShe reflects his adoration, the two of them sharing a smile\nthat has nothing to do with this room, or these people. Even so,\nglasses are raised, reciprocal thanks washing back along the\ntable.\nMichael waits for the commotion to die down, then\ncontinues. ‘She’ll soon be embarking on a brand-new\nadventure, and…’ he pauses, eyes on the table, ‘Well, she’s\ngoing to be married to Lord Cecil Ravencourt.’\nSilence engulfs us, all eyes turning in my direction. Shock\nbecomes confusion, then disgust; their faces a perfect\nreflection of my own feelings. There must be thirty years and a\nthousand meals between Ravencourt and Evelyn, whose\nhostility this morning is now explained. If Lord and Lady\nHardcastle really do blame their daughter for Thomas’s death,\ntheir punishment is exquisite. They plan to steal all the years\nfrom her that were stolen from Thomas.\nI look over at Evelyn, but she’s fidgeting with a napkin and\nbiting her lip, her former humour having fled. A bead of sweat\nis rolling down Michael’s forehead, the wine shaking in his\nglass. He can’t even look at his sister, and she can’t look\nanywhere else. Never has a man found a tablecloth so\nengrossing as I do now.\n‘Lord Ravencourt’s an old friend of the family,’ says\nMichael mechanically, soldiering on into the silence. ‘I can’t\nthink of anybody who’d take better care of my sister.’\nFinally, he looks at Evelyn, meeting her glistening eyes.\n‘Evie, I think you wanted to say something.’\nShe nods, the napkin strangled in her hands.\nAll eyes are fixed on her, nobody moving. Even the servants\nare staring, standing by the walls, holding dirty plates and\nfresh bottles of wine. Finally, Evelyn looks up from her lap,\nmeeting the expectant faces arranged before her. Her eyes are\n\n\nwild, like an animal caught in a trap. Whatever words she\nprepared, they desert her immediately, replaced with a\nwretched sob that drives her from the room, Michael chasing\nafter her.\nAmong the rustle of bodies turning in my direction, I seek\nout Daniel. The amusement of earlier has passed, his gaze now\nfixed on the window. I wonder how many times he’s watched\nthe slow blush rise up my cheeks; if he even remembers how\nthis shame felt. Is that why he can’t look at me now? Will I do\nany better, when my time comes?\nAbandoned at the end of the table, my instinct is to flee with\nMichael and Evelyn, but I might as well wish for the moon to\nreach down and pluck me from this chair. Silence swirls until\nClifford Herrington gets to his feet, candlelight glinting off his\nnaval medals as he raises his glass.\n‘To many happy years,’ he says, seemingly without irony.\nOne by one, every glass is raised and the toast repeated in a\nhollow chant.\nAt the end of the table, Daniel winks at me.\n\n\n20\nThe dining hall has long emptied of guests, the servants having\nfinally cleared away the last of the platters when Cunningham\ncomes to collect me. He’s been standing outside for over an\nhour, but every time he’s tried to enter, I’ve waved him back.\nAfter the humiliation of dinner, having anybody see my valet\nhelp me from my seat would be an indignity too far. When he\ndoes stroll in, there’s a smirk on his face. No doubt word of\nmy shaming has run laps around the house: fat old Ravencourt\nand his runaway bride.\n‘Why didn’t you tell me about Ravencourt’s marriage to\nEvelyn?’ I demand, stopping him in his tracks.\n‘To humiliate you,’ he says.\nI stiffen, my cheeks reddening, as he meets my gaze.\nHis eyes are green, the pupils uneven, like splashed ink. I\nsee conviction enough to raise armies and burn churches. God\nhelp Ravencourt should this boy ever decide to stop being his\nfootstool.\n‘Ravencourt is a vain man, easy to embarrass,’ continues\nCunningham in a level voice. ‘I noticed you’d inherited this\nquality and I made sport of it.’\n‘Why?’ I ask, stunned by his honesty.\n‘You blackmailed me,’ he says, shrugging. ‘You didn’t think\nI’d take that lying down, did you?’\nI blink at him for a few seconds before laughter erupts out\nof me. It’s a belly laugh, the rolls of my flesh shaking in\nappreciation at his audacity. I humiliated him and he handed\nback an equal weight of that misery, using nothing more than\npatience. What man wouldn’t be charmed by such a feat?\nCunningham frowns at me, his eyebrows knitting together.\n‘You’re not angry?’ he asks.\n‘I suspect my anger is of little concern to you,’ I say, wiping\na tear from my eye. ‘Regardless, I threw the first stone. I can’t\ncomplain if a boulder comes back at me.’\n\n\nMy mirth prompts an echoing smile in my companion.\n‘It appears there are some differences between yourself and\nLord Ravencourt, after all,’ he says, measuring each word.\n‘Not least a name,’ I say, holding out my hand. ‘Mine is\nAiden Bishop.’\nHe shakes it firmly, his smile deepening.\n‘Very good to make your acquaintance, Aiden, I’m Charles.’\n‘Well, I have no intention of telling anybody your secret,\nCharles, and I apologise for threatening it. I wish only to save\nEvelyn Hardcastle’s life and escape Blackheath, and I don’t\nhave a lot of time to do either. I’ll need a friend.’\n‘Probably more than one,’ he says, cleaning his glasses on\nhis sleeve. ‘In all honesty, this tale’s so peculiar I’m not sure I\ncould walk away now, even if I wished to.’\n‘Shall we go then,’ I say. ‘By Daniel’s reckoning, Evelyn\nwill be murdered at the party at 11 p.m. If we’re to save her,\nthat’s where we have to be.’\nThe ballroom is on the other side of the entrance hall,\nCunningham supporting me at the elbow as we walk there.\nCarriages are arriving from the village, queuing up on the\ngravel outside. Horses nicker, footmen opening the doors for\ncostumed guests, who flutter like canaries released from their\ncages.\n‘Why is Evelyn being compelled to marry Ravencourt?’ I\nwhisper to Cunningham.\n‘Money,’ he says. ‘Lord Hardcastle’s got an eye for a bad\ninvestment, and not nearly enough intelligence to learn from\nhis mistakes. Rumour suggests he’s driving the family towards\nbankruptcy. In return for Evelyn’s hand, Lord and Lady\nHardcastle will receive a rather generous dowry and\nRavencourt’s promise to buy Blackheath in a couple of years\nfor a tidy sum.’\n‘So that’s it,’ I say. ‘The Hardcastles are hard up and they’re\npawning their daughter off like old jewellery.’\n\n\nMy thoughts flock back to this morning’s chess game, the\nsmile on Evelyn’s face as I winced out of the Sun Room.\nRavencourt isn’t buying a bride, he’s buying a bottomless well\nof spite. I wonder if the old fool understands what he’s getting\ninto.\n‘And what of Sebastian Bell?’ I say, remembering the task I\nset him. ‘Did you speak with him?’\n‘Afraid not, the poor fellow was passed out on the floor of\nhis room when I arrived,’ he says, genuine pity in his voice. ‘I\nsaw the dead rabbit; seems your footman has a twisted sense\nof humour. I called for the doctor and left them to it. Your\nexperiment will have to wait another day.’\nMy disappointment is drowned out by the music beating at\nthe ballroom’s closed doors, the sound tumbling into the hall\nwhen a servant sweeps them open for us. There must be at\nleast fifty people inside, whirling through a soft puddle of light\ncast by a chandelier wreathed in candles. An orchestra is\nplaying with bravado on a stage pressed against the far wall,\nbut the majority of the room has been given over to the dance\nfloor where Harlequins in full livery court Egyptian queens\nand grinning devils. Jesters leap and mock, dislodging\npowdered wigs and gold masks held up on long sticks.\nDresses, capes and cowls swoop and swish across the floor,\nthe crush of bodies disorientating. The only space to be found\nsurrounds Michael Hardcastle in his dazzling sun mask, its\npointed rays extending such a distance from his face that it’s\nunsafe to venture anywhere near him.\nWe’re viewing all this from a mezzanine, a small staircase\nleading down to the dance floor. My fingers are rapping the\nbanister, keeping time with the music. Some part of me, the\npart that’s still Ravencourt, knows this song and is enjoying it.\nHe yearns to pick up an instrument and play.\n‘Ravencourt’s a musician?’ I ask Cunningham.\n‘In his youth,’ he says. ‘Talented violinist, by all accounts.\nBroke his arm riding, and could never play as well again. He\nstill misses it, I think.’\n‘He does,’ I say, surprised by the depth of his longing.\n\n\nPutting it aside, I return my attention to the matter at hand,\nbut I have no idea how we’re going to spot Sutcliffe among\nthe crowd.\nOr the footman.\nMy heart sinks. I hadn’t considered that. Amid the noise and\nthe crush of bodies, a blade could do its work and vanish\nwithout anybody ever being the wiser.\nSuch thoughts would have caused Bell to flee back to his\nroom, but Ravencourt is made of sterner stuff. If this is where\nthe attempt will be made on Evelyn’s life, this is where I must\nbe, come what may, and so with Charles supporting my arm,\nwe descend the stairs, keeping to the shadowy edges of the\nballroom.\nClowns slap me on the back and women swirl in front of\nme, butterfly masks in hand. I ignore much of it, pushing my\nway to the couches near the French doors, where I can better\nrest my weary legs.\nUntil now, I’d only witnessed my fellow guests in their\nhandfuls, their spite spread thin across the house. To be\nensnared among them all, as I am now, is something else\nentirely, and the further I descend into the uproar, the thicker\ntheir malice seems to become. Most of the men look to have\nspent the afternoon soaking in their cups and are staggering\ninstead of dancing, snarling and staring, their conduct savage.\nYoung women throw their heads back and laugh, their make-\nup running and hair coming loose as they’re passed from body\nto body, goading a small group of wives who’ve grouped\ntogether for safety, wary of these panting, wild-eyed creatures.\nNothing like a mask to reveal somebody’s true nature.\nBeside me Charles has grown increasingly tense, his fingers\ndigging deeper into my forearm with every step. All of this is\nwrong. The celebration is too desperate. This is the last party\nbefore Gomorrah fell.\nWe reach a couch, Charles lowering me onto the cushions.\nWaitresses are moving through the crowd with trays of drinks,\nbut it’s proving impossible to signal them from our position on\n\n\nthe fringe of the party. It’s too loud to talk, but he points\ntowards the champagne table guests are stumbling away from\narm in arm. I nod, dabbing the sweat from my forehead.\nPerhaps a drink will serve to settle my nerves. As he leaves to\nfetch a bottle, I feel a breeze on my skin and notice that\nsomebody has opened the French doors, presumably to let a\nlittle air circulate. It’s pitch-black outside, but braziers have\nbeen lit, the flickering flames winding all the way up to a\nreflecting pool surrounded by trees.\nThe darkness swirls, taking shape, solidifying as it sweeps\ninside, candlelight dripping onto a pale face.\nNot a face, a mask.\nA white porcelain beak mask.\nI look around for Charles, hoping he’s near enough to lay\nhands on the fellow, but the crowd has carried him away.\nLooking back towards the French doors, I see the Plague\nDoctor slipping through the revellers shoulder first.\nGripping my cane, I heave myself to my feet. Wrecks have\nbeen raised from the ocean bed with less effort, but I hobble\ntowards the cascade of costumes shrouding my quarry. I\nfollow glimpses – the glint of a mask, the swirl of a cloak –\nbut he’s fog in a forest, impossible to snatch hold of.\nI lose him somewhere in the far corner.\nTurning on the spot, I try to catch sight of him, but\nsomebody comes clattering into me. I bellow in fury, finding\nmyself looking into a pair of brown eyes peering out from\nbehind a porcelain beak mask. My heart leaps and so do I\nevidently, for the mask is swiftly removed to reveal the\npinched boyish face behind.\n‘Gosh, I’m sorry,’ he says. ‘I didn’t—’\n‘Rochester, Rochester, over here!’ somebody yells to him.\nWe turn at the same time, another fellow in a plague doctor\ncostume approaching us. There’s another behind him, three\nmore in the crowd. My quarry has multiplied, yet none of them\ncan be my interlocutor. They’re too stout and short, too tall\nand thin; too many imperfect copies of the real thing. They try\n\n\nto drag their friend away, but I catch hold of the nearest arm –\nany arm, they’re all the same.\n‘Where did you get these costumes?’ I ask.\nThe fellow scowls at me, his grey eyes bloodshot. They’re\nlightless, expressionless. Empty doorways without a coherent\nthought behind them. Shaking himself loose of my grip, he\nprods me in the chest.\n‘Ask me nicely,’ he slurs drunkenly. He’s itching for a fight\nand, lashing out with my cane, I give it to him. The heavy\nwood catches him on the leg, a curse detonating on his lips as\nhe drops to one knee. Attempting to steady himself, he places\nhis palm flat on the dance floor, the point of my cane landing\non top of his hand, pinning him to the ground.\n‘The costumes,’ I shout. ‘Where did you find them?’\n‘The attic,’ he says, his face now as pale as the discarded\nmask. ‘There’s dozens of them hanging on a rack.’\nHe strains to free himself, but only a fraction of my weight\nis resting on the cane. I add a little more, pain unsettling his\nfeatures.\n‘How did you know about them?’ I ask, taking a little\npressure off his hand.\n‘A servant found us last night,’ he says, tears forming in his\neyes. ‘He was already wearing one, mask and hat, the entire\nget-up. We didn’t have costumes, so he took us up to the attic\nto find some. He was helping everybody, must have been two\ndozen people up there, I swear.’\nSeems the Plague Doctor doesn’t want to be found.\nI watch him squirm for a second or two, balancing the\nveracity of his story against the pain on his face. Content that\nthe two are of equal weight, I lift my cane, allowing him to\nstumble away, clutching his aching hand. He’s barely out of\nmy sight before Michael emerges from the crowd, spotting me\nat a distance and driving straight towards me. He’s flustered,\ntwo red spots on his cheeks. His mouth is moving frantically,\nbut his words are lost in the music and laughter.\n\n\nI signal that I cannot understand, and he comes closer.\n‘Have you seen my sister?’ he yells.\nI shake my head, suddenly fearful. I can see in his eyes that\nsomething is wrong, but before I can quiz him further, he’s\npushing back through the whirling dancers. Hot and giddy,\noppressed by a sense of foreboding, I fight my way to my seat,\nremoving my bow tie and loosening my collar. Masked figures\ndrift by, naked arms glittering with perspiration.\nI feel nauseous, unable to take pleasure in anything I see.\nI’m contemplating joining the search for Evelyn when\nCunningham returns with a bottle of champagne in a silver\nbucket crammed with ice, and two long-stemmed glasses\ntucked under his arm. The metal’s sweating, as is\nCunningham. It’s been so long I’d quite forgotten what he’d\nleft to do, and I yell into his ear.\n‘Where have you been?’\n‘Thought… saw Sutcliffe,’ he yells back, about half the\nwords carrying through the music, ‘… costume.’\nEvidently Cunningham’s had much the same experience I\nhad.\nNodding my understanding, we sit and drink silently,\nkeeping our eyes open for Evelyn, my frustration mounting. I\nneed to be on my feet, searching the house, questioning guests,\nbut Ravencourt’s incapable of such feats. This room is too\ncrowded, his body too weary. He’s a man of calculation and\nobservation, not action, and if I’m to help Evelyn, these are the\nskills I must embrace. Tomorrow I’ll dash, but today I must\nwatch. I need to see everything that’s happening in this\nballroom, cataloguing every detail, in order to get ahead of this\nevening’s events.\nThe champagne calms me, but I put my glass down, wary of\ndulling my faculties. That’s when I spot Michael, climbing the\nfew steps that lead to the mezzanine overlooking the ballroom.\nThe orchestra is silenced, the laughter and chatter slowly\ndying down as all heads turn towards their host.\n\n\n‘I’m sorry to interrupt,’ says Michael, gripping the banister,\n‘I feel foolish for asking, but does anybody know where my\nsister is?’\nA ripple of conversation washes over the crowd as heads\nturn to look at one another. It takes only a minute to determine\nshe’s not in the ballroom.\nIt’s Cunningham who spots her first.\nTouching my arm, he points towards Evelyn, who’s\nweaving drunkenly as she follows the braziers towards the\nreflecting pool. She’s some distance away already, drifting in\nand out of the light. A small silver pistol’s glinting in her hand.\n‘Fetch Michael,’ I cry.\nAs Cunningham pushes through the crowd, I drag myself to\nmy feet, lurching towards the window. Nobody else has seen\nher and the commotion’s building again, the temporary fuss of\nthe announcement already fading. The violin player tests a\nnote; the clock shows 11 p.m.\nI’ve reached the French doors when Evelyn arrives at the\npool.\nShe’s swaying, trembling.\nStanding in the trees, only feet away, the Plague Doctor\nwatches passively, the flames of the brazier reflected on his\nmask.\nThe silver pistol flashes as Evelyn raises it to her stomach,\nthe gunshot slicing through conversation and music.\nAnd yet, for a moment, all seems well.\nEvelyn’s still standing on the edge of the water, as though\nadmiring her reflection. Then her legs buckle, the gun\ndropping from her hand as she topples face first into the pool,\nthe Plague Doctor bowing his head and disappearing into the\nblackness of the trees.\nI’m only dimly aware of the screams, or the crowd at my\nback, surging past me onto the grass as the promised fireworks\nexplode in the air, drenching the pool in colourful light. I’m\nwatching Michael, sprinting into the darkness towards a sister\n\n\nhe’s too late to save. He’s screaming her name, his voice\ndrowned out by the fireworks as he wades into the inky water\nto scoop up her body. Slipping and stumbling, he tries to drag\nher from the pool, before eventually collapsing, Evelyn still\ncradled in his arms. Kissing her face, he begs her to open her\neyes, but it’s a fool’s hope. Death’s rolled his dice and\nEvelyn’s paid her debt. All that was of value has been taken.\nBurying his face in her wet hair, Michael sobs.\nHe’s oblivious as the crowd gather, as strong arms pry him\nfrom his sister’s limp body, hoisting her onto the grass so\nDoctor Dickie can kneel down and make his examination. Not\nthat his skills are required, the hole in her stomach and the\nsilver pistol on the grass tell the story eloquently enough.\nDespite that, he lingers over her, pressing his fingers to her\nneck to check for a pulse, before tenderly wiping the dirty\nwater from her face.\nStill kneeling, he gestures for Michael to come closer, and,\ntaking the weeping man’s hand, he bows his head and begins\nmuttering what looks to be a prayer under his breath.\nI’m grateful for his reverence.\nA few women are crying into accommodating shoulders, but\nthere’s something hollow about their performance. It’s as\nthough the ball hasn’t really ended. They’re all still dancing,\nthey’ve just changed the steps. Evelyn deserves better than to\nbe entertainment for people she despised. The doctor seems to\nunderstand this, his every action, no matter how small,\nrestoring some small part of her dignity.\nThe prayer only takes a minute, and when it’s done, he\ndrapes his jacket across Evelyn’s face, as though her\nunblinking stare is of greater offence than the blood staining\nher dress.\nThere’s a tear on his cheek as he gets to his feet, and placing\nan arm around Michael, he leads Evelyn’s sobbing brother\naway. To my eyes, they depart older men, slower and more\nbent, carrying a great weight of sadness across their shoulders.\n\n\nNo sooner are they inside the house, than rumours bounce\nthrough the crowd. The police are coming, a suicide note’s\nbeen found, Charlie Carver’s spirit has claimed another\nHardcastle child. The stories are spun from one mouth to\nanother and by the time they reach me, they’re rich with\ndetails and patterns, strong enough to be carried out of here\nand into society.\nI look for Cunningham, but he’s nowhere to be seen. I can’t\nimagine what he could be doing, but he’s got a quick eye and\nwilling hands so no doubt he’s found a purpose – unlike\nmyself. The shot has shattered my nerves.\nTaking myself back to the now empty ballroom, I drop onto\nthe couch from earlier, where I sit and tremble, my mind\nracing.\nI know my friend will be alive again tomorrow, but it\ndoesn’t change what happened, or the devastation I feel at\nhaving witnessed it.\nEvelyn took her own life, and I’m responsible. Her marriage\nto Ravencourt was a punishment, a humiliation designed to\npush her over the edge, and, however unwittingly, I was part\nof it. It was my face she hated, my presence that drove her to\nthe water’s edge with a pistol in her hand.\nAnd what of the Plague Doctor? He offered me freedom in\nreturn for solving a murder that wouldn’t look like a murder,\nbut I watched Evelyn shoot herself after fleeing a dinner in\ndespair. There can be no doubt about her actions or\nmotivation, which makes me wonder at my captor’s. Was his\noffer just another torment, a slither of hope to go mad chasing?\nWhat about the graveyard? The gun?\nIf Evelyn were truly so despondent, why did she seem in\nsuch good cheer when she accompanied Bell into the\ngraveyard, less than two hours after the dinner? And what\nabout the gun she was carrying? It was a large black revolver,\nalmost too big for her clutch bag. The gun she used to take her\nlife was a silver pistol. Why would she change weapons?\n\n\nI don’t know how long I sit there thinking about it, amid the\ndelighted mourners, but the police never come.\nThe crowds thin and the candles gutter, the party flickers\nand goes out.\nThe last thing I see before falling asleep in my chair is the\nimage of Michael Hardcastle, kneeling on the grass cradling\nthe dripping-wet body of his dead sister.\n\n\n21\nDay Two (continued)\nPain stirs me, every breath painful. Blinking away the tatters\nof sleep, I see a white wall, white sheets and a blossom of\ncrusted blood on the pillow. My cheek is resting on my hand,\nsaliva sticking my top lip to my knuckles.\nI know this moment, I saw it through Bell’s eyes.\nI’m in the butler again, after he was moved to the gatehouse.\nSomebody’s pacing beside my bed, a maid judging by the\nblack dress and white apron. There’s a large book held open in\nher arms, which she’s flipping through furiously. My head’s\ntoo heavy to see anything above her waist, so I groan to call\nher over.\n‘Oh, good, you’re awake,’ she says, halting her pacing.\n‘When’s Ravencourt going to be alone? You didn’t write it\ndown, but the bloody idiot has his valet nosing around the\nkitchen—’\n‘Who are—’ My throat is clogged with blood and phlegm.\nThere’s a jug of water on the sideboard and the maid hurries\nover to pour me some, placing her book on the counter, while\nshe tips a glass to my lips. I move my head a fraction, trying to\nlook up at her face, but the world immediately starts to spin.\n‘You shouldn’t talk,’ she says, using her apron to wipe a\nstray drop of water from my chin.\nShe pauses.\n‘I mean you can talk, but only when you’re ready.’\nShe pauses again.\n‘Actually, I really need you to answer my question about\nRavencourt, before he gets me killed.’\n‘Who are you?’ I croak.\n‘How hard did that ape… wait—’ She lowers her face to my\nown, her brown eyes searching for something. She’s puffy-\n\n\ncheeked and pale with strands of tangled blonde hair straying\nfree from her cap. With a start, I realise this is the maid Bell\nand Evelyn met, the one who was keeping watch on the butler.\n‘How may hosts have you had?’ she asks.\n‘I don’t—’\n‘How many hosts?’ she insists, sitting on the edge of the\nbed. ‘How many bodies have you been in?’\n‘You’re Anna,’ I say, twisting my neck to get a better look\nat her, the pain setting fire to my bones. Very gently she\npresses me back down onto the mattress.\n‘Yes, I’m Anna,’ she says patiently. ‘How many hosts?’\nTears of joy prod my eyes, affection washing through me\nlike warm water. Even though I can’t remember this woman, I\ncan feel the years of friendship between us, a trust that borders\non instinct. More than that, I’m overcome by the simple joy of\nthis reunion. As strange as it is to say about somebody I can’t\nremember, I now realise I’ve missed her.\nSeeing the emotion on my face, answering tears form in\nAnna’s eyes, and leaning down, she hugs me gently.\n‘I’ve missed you too,’ she says, voicing my feeling.\nWe stay like that for a while, before she clears her throat\nand wipes the tears away.\n‘Well, that’s enough of that,’ she sniffs. ‘Crying on each\nother isn’t going to help. I need you to tell me about your hosts\nor crying’s all we’ll do.’\n‘I… I…’ I’m struggling to speak through the lump in my\nthroat. ‘I woke up as Bell, then the butler, then Donald Davies,\nthe butler again, Ravencourt and now—’\n‘The butler again,’ she says thoughtfully. ‘Third time’s a\ncharm, ain’t it?’\nStroking a lock of disturbed hair from my forehead, she\nleans closer.\n‘I take it we haven’t been introduced yet, or at least you\nhaven’t been introduced to me,’ she says. ‘My name’s Anna\n\n\nand you’re Aiden Bishop, or have we done that part already?\nYou keep arriving in the wrong order, I never know where\nwe’re up to.’\n‘You’ve met my other selves?’\n‘They pop in and out,’ she says, glancing at the door as\nvoices sound somewhere in the house. ‘Usually with a favour\nto ask.’\n‘What about your hosts, are they—’\n‘I don’t have other hosts, it’s just me,’ she says. ‘No visits\nfrom a Plague Doctor, no other days neither. I won’t remember\nany of this tomorrow, which seems a bit of luck given how\ntoday’s going so far.’\n‘But you know what’s happening, you know about Evelyn’s\nsuicide?’\n‘It’s murder, and I woke up knowing,’ she says,\nstraightening my sheets. ‘Couldn’t remember my own name,\nbut I knew yours and I knew there was no escaping until we\ntook the killer’s name, and proof of their guilt, to the lake at 11\np.m. They’re like rules, I think. Words scraped onto my brain\nso I don’t forget.’\n‘I didn’t remember anything when I woke up,’ I respond,\ntrying to understand why our torments would be different.\n‘Aside from your name, the Plague Doctor had to tell me\neverything.’\n‘Course he did, you’re his special project,’ she says,\nadjusting my pillow. ‘Doesn’t give a rat’s fart about what I’m\ndoing. Haven’t heard a peep out of him all day. Won’t leave\nyou alone though. Surprised he’s not waiting under that bed.’\n‘He told me only one of us can escape,’ I say.\n‘Yeah, and it’s pretty bloody obvious he wants it to be you,’\nshe says, the anger draining from her voice as quickly as it\ncame. She shakes her head. ‘Sorry, I shouldn’t be taking any of\nthis out on you, but I can’t shift the feeling he’s up to\nsomething, and I don’t like it.’\n\n\n‘I know what you mean,’ I say. ‘But if only one of us can\nescape—’\n‘Why are we helping each other?’ she interrupts. ‘Because\nyou’ve got a plan to get us both out.’\n‘I have?’\n‘Well, you said you did.’\nFor the first time, her confidence falters, a worried frown\nappearing on her face, but before I can press the issue, wood\ncreaks in the corridor, steps thumping up the stairs. It feels like\nthe entire house is shaking with their ascent.\n‘Just a tick,’ she says, collecting the book from the counter.\nOnly now do I realise it’s actually an artist’s sketchbook, the\nbrown leather covers filled with sheets of loose-leaf paper,\nuntidily bound by string. Hiding the book under the bed, she\ncomes up instead with a shotgun. Pressing the butt against her\nshoulder, she stalks over to the door, opening it a crack to\nbetter hear the commotion outside.\n‘Oh, hell,’ says Anna, kicking the door closed with her foot.\n‘It’s the doctor with your sedative. Quick, when’s Ravencourt\ngoing to be alone? I need to tell him to stop searching for me.’\n‘Why, who’s—’\n‘We don’t have time, Aiden,’ she says, sliding the shotgun\nback under the bed out of sight. ‘I’ll be here next time you\nwake up and we can have a proper talk then I promise, but for\nnow tell me about Ravencourt, every detail you can\nremember.’\nShe’s leaning over me, clutching my hand, her eyes\npleading.\n‘He’ll be in his parlour at 1:15 p.m.,’ I say. ‘You hand him a\nwhisky, have a chat, and then Millicent Derby arrives. You\nleave him a card introducing her.’\nShe squeezes her eyes shut, mouthing the time and name\nover and over again, carving them into her memory. Only now,\nher features smoothed by concentration, do I realise how\n\n\nyoung she is; no more than nineteen I’d guess, though hard\nlabour’s added a few years to the pile.\n‘One more thing,’ she hisses, cupping my cheek, her face so\nclose to mine I can see the amber flecks in her brown eyes. ‘If\nyou see me out there, pretend you don’t know me. Don’t even\ncome near me if you can help it. There’s this footman… I’ll\ntell you about him later, or earlier. Point is, it’s dangerous for\nus to be seen together. Any talking needs doing, we’ll do it in\nhere.’\nShe kisses me on the forehead quickly, offering the room a\nlast glance to make sure everything’s in order.\nThe steps have reached the hall, two sets of voices jumbled\nup and rolling on ahead. I recognise Dickie, but not the second\none. It’s deep, urgent, though I can’t quite make out what’s\nbeing said.\n‘Who’s with Dickie?’ I ask.\n‘Lord Hardcastle most like,’ she says. ‘He’s been popping in\nand out all morning to check on you.’\nThat makes sense. Evelyn told me the butler was Lord\nHardcastle’s batman during the war. Their closeness is the\nreason Gregory Gold is strung up in the room opposite.\n‘Are things always like this?’ I ask. ‘The explanations\narriving before the questions?’\n‘I wouldn’t know,’ she says, standing up and smoothing her\napron. ‘Two hours, I’ve been at this, and all I’ve had are\norders.’\nDoctor Dickie opens the door, his moustache just as\npreposterous as the first time I saw it. His gaze passes from\nAnna to myself and back again as he tries to stitch together the\ntorn edges of our hastily severed conversation. No answers\nforthcoming, he places his black medical bag on the sideboard\nand comes to stand over me.\n‘Awake I see,’ he says, rocking back and forth on his heels,\nfingers thrust into the watch pockets of his waistcoat.\n\n\n‘Leave us, girl,’ he says to Anna, who curtsies before\nexiting the room, casting me a quick glance on her way out.\n‘So, how are you feeling?’ he asks. ‘No worse for wear\nfrom the carriage journey, I hope.’\n‘Not bad—’ I begin to say, but he lifts the covers, raising\nmy arm to take my pulse. Even this gentle action is enough to\ncause spasms of pain, the rest of my response mangled by a\nwince.\n‘Little sore, hmmm,’ he says, lowering my arm once more.\n‘Hardly surprising given the beating you took. Any notion\nwhat this fellow Gregory Gold wanted from you?’\n‘I don’t. Must have mistook me for somebody else, sir.’\nThe ‘sir’ isn’t my doing, it’s an old habit of the butler’s, and\nI’m surprised by how easily it arrived on my tongue.\nThe doctor’s shrewd gaze holds my explanation up to the\nlight, poking a dozen different holes in it. The tight smile he\nflashes me is one of complicity, both reassuring and a touch\nthreatening. Whatever happened in that hallway, the seemingly\nbenign Doctor Dickie knows more about it than he’s letting on.\nThere’s a click as he opens his bag, withdrawing a brown\nbottle and a hypodermic syringe. Keeping his eyes on me, he\npokes the needle through the bottle’s wax seal, filling the\nhypodermic with a clear liquid.\nMy hand clutches the sheets.\n‘I’m fine, Doctor, honestly,’ I say.\n‘Yes, that’s rather my concern,’ he says, jabbing the needle\ninto my neck before I have a chance to argue.\nA warm liquid floods my veins, drowning my thoughts. The\ndoctor melts, colours blossoming and fading into darkness.\n‘Sleep, Roger,’ he says. ‘I’ll deal with Mr Gold.’\n\n\n22\nDay Five\nCoughing up a lungful of cigar smoke, I open a new pair of\neyes to find myself almost fully clothed on wooden\nfloorboards, one hand lying victorious on an untouched bed.\nMy trousers are around my ankles, a bottle of brandy clutched\nto my stomach. Clearly an attempt was made at undressing last\nnight, but such a course appears to have been beyond my new\nhost, whose breath stinks like an old beer mat.\nGroaning, I claw my way up the side of the bed, dislodging\na throbbing headache that nearly knocks me to the floor again.\nI’m in a similar bedroom to the one Bell was given, the\nembers of last night’s fire winking at me from the grate. The\ncurtains are open, the sky sagging with early morning light.\nEvelyn’s in the forest, you need to find her.\nHoisting my trousers up to my waist, I stumble over to the\nmirror to better inspect this fool I now inhabit.\nI nearly run straight into it.\nAfter being shackled to Ravencourt for so long, this new\nchap feels weightless, a leaf being blown about by a breeze.\nIt’s not too surprising when I see him in the glass. He’s short\nand slight, somewhere in his late twenties, with longish brown\nhair and bloodshot blue eyes above a neatly trimmed beard. I\ntry out his smile, discovering a row of slightly awkward white\nteeth.\nIt’s the face of a rascal.\nMy possessions are sitting in a pile on the bedside table, an\ninvitation addressed to Jonathan Derby on top. At least I know\nwho to curse for this hangover. I sift through the items with a\nfingertip, uncovering a pocketknife, a weathered hip flask, a\nwristwatch showing 8:43 a.m. and three brown vials with cork\nstoppers and no labels. Yanking a cork loose, I sniff the liquid\nwithin, my stomach twisting at the sickly sweet scent that\ndrifts out.\n\n\nThis must be the laudanum Bell was selling.\nI can see why it’s so popular. Simply sniffing the stuff has\nfilled my mind with bright lights.\nThere’s a jug of cold water beside a small sink in the corner\nand, stripping naked, I wash off last night’s sweat and grime,\ndigging out the person beneath. What’s left of the water I tip to\nmy mouth, drinking until my belly sloshes. Unfortunately, my\nattempts to drown the hangover only dilute it, aches seeping\ninto every bone and muscle.\nIt’s a foul morning, so I dress in the thickest clothes I can\nfind: hunting tweeds and a heavy black coat that trails along\nthe floor as I leave the bedroom.\nDespite the early hour, a drunken couple is squabbling at the\ntop of the stairs. They’re in last night’s evening wear, drinks\nstill clutched in their hands, accusations passed back and forth\nin escalating voices, and I give their flailing arms a wide berth\nas I walk by. Their bickering chases me into the entrance hall,\nwhich has been upended by the previous evening’s escapades.\nBow ties are dangling from the chandelier, leaves and shards\nof a smashed decanter littering the marble floor. Two maids\nare cleaning it up, leaving me to wonder what it must have\nlooked like before they started.\nI try asking them where Charlie Carver’s cottage is located,\nbut they’re mute as sheep, lowering their eyes and shaking\ntheir heads in response to my questions.\nTheir silence is maddening.\nIf Lucy Harper’s gossip isn’t too far from the mark,\nEvelyn’s going to be somewhere near the cottage with her\nlady’s maid when she’s attacked. If I can discover who’s\nthreatening her, perhaps I can save her life and escape this\nhouse all at the same time – though I have no clue as to how\nI’m going to help free Anna as well. She’s put aside her own\nschemes to aid me, believing I have some plan that will free us\nboth. For the moment, I can’t see how that’s anything other\nthan a hollow promise, and judging by her worried frown\nwhen we talked in the gatehouse, she’s beginning to suspect as\nmuch.\n\n\nMy only hope is that my future hosts are a great deal\ncleverer than my previous ones.\nFurther questioning of the maids drives them deeper into\ntheir silence, forcing me to look around for help. The rooms\neither side of the entrance hall are deathly quiet, the house still\nknee-deep in last night, and, seeing no other option, I pick my\nway through the broken glass and head below stairs towards\nthe kitchen.\nThe passage to the kitchen is grimier than I remember, the\nclatter of dishes and smell of roasting meat making me sick.\nServants eye me as they pass, turning their heads away\nwhenever I open my mouth to ask a question. It’s clear they\nthink I shouldn’t be here and just as clear they don’t know how\nto get rid of me. This is their place, a river of unguarded\nconversations and giggling gossip flowing beneath the house. I\nsully it with my presence.\nAgitation rubs me up and down, blood thumping in my ears.\nI feel tired and raw, the air made of sandpaper.\n‘Can I help you?’ says a voice behind me.\nThe words are rolled up and flung at my back.\nI turn to find the cook, Mrs Drudge, staring up at me, ample\nhands on ample hips. Through these eyes she looks like\nsomething a child might make out of clay, a small head on a\nmisshapen body, her features pressed into her face by clumsy\nthumbs. She’s stern, no trace of the woman who’s going to\ngive the butler a warm scone in a couple of hours’ time.\n‘I’m looking for Evelyn Hardcastle,’ I say, meeting her\nfierce gaze. ‘She went for a walk in the forest with Madeline\nAubert, her lady’s maid.’\n‘And what’s that to you?’\nHer tone is so abrupt I almost recoil. Clenching my hands, I\ntry to keep hold of my rising temper. The servants crane their\nnecks as they scurry by, desperate for theatre, but terrified of\nthe star.\n‘Somebody means her harm,’ I say through gritted teeth. ‘If\nyou’ll point me towards Charlie Carver’s old cottage, I’ll be\n\n\nable to warn her.’\n‘Is that what you were doing with Madeline last night?\nWarning her? Is that how her blouse got torn, is that why she\nwas crying?’\nA vein pulses in her forehead, indignation bubbling beneath\nevery word. She takes a step forwards, jabbing a finger into\nmy chest as she speaks.\n‘I know what—’ she says.\nWhite-hot anger explodes out of me. Without thinking, I\nslap her across the face and shove her backwards, advancing\non her with the devil’s own wrath.\n‘Tell me where she’s gone!’ I scream, spittle flying out of\nmy mouth.\nSqueezing her bloody lips together, Mrs Drudge glowers at\nme.\nMy hands ball into fists.\nWalk away.\nWalk away now.\nSummoning my will, I turn my back on Mrs Drudge,\nstalking up the suddenly silent passage. Servants leap aside as\nI pass, but my rage can’t make sense of anything but itself.\nTurning a corner, I slump against a wall and let out a long\nbreath. My hands are trembling, the fog in my mind clearing.\nFor those few terrifying seconds, Derby was utterly beyond\nmy control. That was his poison spilling out of my mouth, his\nbile coursing through my veins. I can feel it still. Oil on my\nskin, needles in my bones, a yearning to do something\ndreadful. Whatever happens today, I need to keep tight hold of\nmy temper or this creature is going to slip loose again and\ngoodness knows what he’ll do.\nAnd that’s the truly scary part.\nMy hosts can fight back.\n\n\n23\nMud sucks at my boots as I hurry into the gloom of the trees,\ndesperation tugging me along by a leash. After my failure to\nglean any information in the kitchen, I’m striking out into the\nforest in hopes of stumbling upon Evelyn along one of the\nmarked trails. I’m counting on endeavour succeeding where\ncalculation has failed. Even if it doesn’t, I need to put some\ndistance between Derby and the temptations of Blackheath.\nI’ve not gone far when the red flags bring me to a stream,\nwater surging around a large rock. A smashed wine bottle is\nhalf-encased in sludge, beside a thick black overcoat, Bell’s\nsilver compass having fallen out of the pocket. Plucking it\nfrom the mud, I turn it over in my palm just as I did that first\nmorning, my fingers tracing the initials SB engraved on the\nunderside of the lid. Sebastian Bell’s initials. What a fool I felt\nwhen Daniel pointed that out to me. Half a dozen cigarette\nbutts lie discarded on the ground, suggesting Bell stood here\nfor a little while, probably waiting for somebody. This must\nhave been where he came after receiving the note at the dinner\ntable, though what could have driven him into the rain and\ncold at such an hour I cannot fathom. Searching his discarded\ncoat offers no clues, his pockets turning up nothing but a\nlonely silver key, probably to his trunk.\nWary of losing more time to my former host, I drop the key\nand compass into my pocket and set out in search of the next\nred flag, keeping my eyes open for any hint of the footman at\nmy heels. This would be the perfect place for him to strike.\nGod only knows how long I walk before I finally stumble\nupon the ruins of what must be Charlie Carver’s old cottage.\nFire has hollowed it out, consuming most of the roof, leaving\nonly the four blackened walls. Debris crunches underfoot as I\nstep inside, startling some rabbits who flee into the woods,\ntheir fur stained with wet ash. The skeletal remnants of an old\nbed are slumped in the corner, a solitary table leg on the floor,\nthe detritus of a life interrupted. Evelyn told me the cottage\nburst into flames the day the police hanged Carver.\n\n\nMore likely Lord and Lady Hardcastle threw their memories\nonto the pyre and lit it themselves.\nWho could blame them? Carver stole their son’s life by a\nlake. It seems only fitting they should rid themselves of him\nwith fire.\nA rotten fence marks out the garden around the back of the\ncottage, most of the slats having collapsed after years of\nneglect. Great piles of purple and yellow flowers run wild in\nevery direction, red berries dangling from stems winding up\nthe fence posts.\nA maid emerges from the trees as I kneel to tie my shoelace.\nSuch terror I hope never to see again.\nColour drains from her face, her basket dropping on the\nfloor, spilling mushrooms in every direction.\n‘Are you Madeline?’ I begin, but she’s already backing\naway, looking around for help. ‘I’m not here to hurt you, I’m\ntrying to—’\nShe’s gone before I can utter another word, bolting into the\nforest. Snared by weeds I stagger after her, half falling over\nthe fence.\nPicking myself up, I catch sight of her through the trees,\nglimpses of a black dress moving far more quickly than I\nwould have reckoned. I call out, but if anything my voice is\nthe whip at her back, driving her forward. Even so, I’m faster\nand stronger and though I don’t wish to frighten the girl, I\ncannot lose sight of her for fear of what will happen to Evelyn.\n‘Anna!’ Bell calls out from somewhere nearby.\n‘Help me!’ Madeline screams back, panicked and sobbing.\nShe’s so close now. I reach out, hoping to tug her back, but\nmy fingers can only brush the material of her dress, and off-\nbalance I lose ground.\nShe ducks to avoid a branch, stumbling ever so slightly. I\ncatch hold of her dress, causing her to scream again, before a\nshot whistles by my face, cracking into a tree behind me.\n\n\nSurprise loosens my grip on Madeline, who stumbles\ntowards Evelyn as she emerges from the forest. The black\nrevolver she will take to the graveyard is in her hands, but it’s\nnot nearly as terrifying as the fury on her face. One wrong step\nand she’ll shoot me dead, I’m certain of it.\n‘It’s not what… I can explain,’ I pant, hands on my knees.\n‘Men like you always can,’ says Evelyn, sweeping the\nterrified girl behind her with one arm.\nMadeline’s sobbing, her entire body shaking violently. God\nhelp me, but Derby enjoys this. He’s aroused by the fear. He’s\ndone this before.\n‘All this… please… it’s a misunderstanding,’ I gasp, taking\nan imploring step forwards.\n‘Stay back, Jonathan,’ says Evelyn fiercely, gripping the\nrevolver with both hands. ‘Stay away from this girl, stay away\nfrom all of them.’\n‘I didn’t mean to—’\n‘Your mother’s a friend of the family, that’s the only reason\nI’m letting you walk away,’ interrupts Evelyn. ‘But if I see you\nnear another woman, if I even hear about it, I swear I’ll put a\nbullet in you.’\nTaking care to keep the gun trained on me, she removes her\ncoat and wraps it around Madeline’s heaving shoulders.\n‘You’re going to stay by my side today,’ she whispers to the\nterrified maid. ‘I’ll see no harm comes to you.’\nThey stumble off through the trees, leaving me alone in the\nforest. Tipping my head to the sky, I suck in cold air, hoping\nthe rain on my face will cool my frustration. I came here to\nprevent somebody attacking Evelyn, believing I’d unearth a\nmurderer in the process. Instead, I caused the very thing I was\ntrying to stop. I’m chasing my own tail, terrifying an innocent\nwoman in the process. Maybe Daniel was right, maybe the\nfuture isn’t a promise we can break.\n‘You’re dawdling again,’ says the Plague Doctor from\nbehind me.\n\n\nHe’s standing on the far side of the clearing, little more than\na shadow. As always, he seems to have picked the perfect\nposition. Far enough away that I can’t possibly reach him, but\nclose enough that we can talk with relative ease.\n‘I thought I was helping,’ I say bitterly, still stung by what\nhappened.\n‘You still can,’ he says. ‘Sebastian Bell is lost in the woods.’\nOf course. I’m not here for Evelyn, I’m here for Bell. I’m\nhere to make sure the loop begins again. Fate’s leading me\naround by the nose.\nRemoving the compass from my pocket, I hold it in the\npalm of my hand, remembering the uncertainty I felt as I\nfollowed its quivering needle that first morning. Without this,\nBell will almost certainly remain lost.\nI toss it into the mud at the Plague Doctor’s feet.\n‘This is how I change things,’ I say, walking away. ‘Fetch\nhim yourself.’\n‘You misunderstand my purpose here,’ he says, the\nsharpness of his tone bringing me up short. ‘If you leave\nSebastian Bell to wander that forest alone, he’ll never meet\nEvelyn Hardcastle, he’ll never form the friendship you prize\nso highly. Abandon him and you won’t care about saving her.’\n‘Are you saying I’ll forget her?’ I ask, alarmed.\n‘I’m saying you should be careful which knots you unpick,’\nhe says. ‘If you abandon Bell, you’ll also be abandoning\nEvelyn. It will be cruelty without purpose, and nothing I’ve\nseen of you so far suggests you’re a cruel man.’\nPerhaps I imagine it, but for the first time there’s a touch of\nwarmth in his tone. It’s enough to unbalance me, and I turn to\nface him once more.\n‘I need to see this day changed,’ I say, hearing the\ndesperation in my voice. ‘I need to see that it can be done.’\n‘Your frustration is understandable, but what use is\nrearranging the furniture if you burn the house down doing it?’\n\n\nBending over, he retrieves the compass from the ground,\nwiping the mud from its surface with his fingers. The way he\ngroans, and the heaviness of his limbs as he rises, suggests an\nolder man beneath the costume. Satisfied with his work, he\ntosses the compass to me, the damn thing nearly slipping from\nmy hands, so wet is its surface.\n‘Take this, and solve Evelyn’s murder.’\n‘She committed suicide, I watched her with my own eyes.’\n‘If you think it’s that simple, you’re much further behind\nthan I thought.’\n‘And you’re much crueller than I thought,’ I growl. ‘If you\nknow what’s happening here, why not stop it? Why play these\ngames? Hang the murderer before he harms her.’\n‘An interesting idea, except I don’t know who the murderer\nis.’\n‘How is that possible?’ I say, incredulously. ‘You know\nevery step I’m going to take before I think to take it. How\ncould you be blind to the most important fact in this house?’\n‘Because it’s not my place to know. I watch you, and you\nwatch Evelyn Hardcastle. We both have our roles to play.’\n‘Then I could blame anybody for the crime,’ I cry, throwing\nmy hands in the air. ‘Helena Hardcastle did it. There, you see!\nFree me!’\n‘You forget that I need proof. Not merely your good word.’\n‘And what if I save her, what then?’\n‘I don’t think it’s possible, and I think you’ll hamper your\ninvestigation trying, but my offer stands regardless. Evelyn\nwas murdered last night and every night prior. Even if you\ncould save her tonight, it doesn’t change that. Bring me the\nname of the person who kills, or is planning to kill, Evelyn\nHardcastle, and I’ll free you.’\nFor the second time since arriving in Blackheath, I find\nmyself holding a compass and contemplating the instructions\nof somebody I can’t trust. To do as the Plague Doctor asks is\nto give myself to a day determined to kill Evelyn, but there\n\n\nseems no way to change things without making them worse.\nAssuming he’s telling the truth, I either save my first host, or I\nabandon Evelyn.\n‘You doubt my intentions?’ he says, prickling at my\nhesitation.\n‘Of course I doubt your intentions,’ I say. ‘You wear a mask\nand you talk in riddles, and I don’t for a minute believe you\nbrought me here just to solve a mystery. You’re hiding\nsomething.’\n‘And you think stripping me of my disguise will reveal it?’\nhe scoffs. ‘A face is a mask of another sort, you know that\nbetter than most; though you’re right, I am hiding something.\nIf it makes you feel better, I’m not hiding it from you. Should\nyou somehow succeed and tear this mask free, I’d simply be\nreplaced, and your task would remain. I’ll let you decide if\nthat’s worth the trouble. As for your presence in Blackheath,\nperhaps it would assuage your doubts to know the name of the\nman who brought you here.’\n‘And what’s that?’\n‘Aiden Bishop,’ he says. ‘Unlike your rivals, you came to\nBlackheath voluntarily. Everything that’s happening today,\nyou brought upon yourself.’\nHis voice suggests regret, but the expressionless white mask\nmakes the statement sinister, a parody of sadness.\n‘That can’t be true,’ I say stubbornly. ‘Why would I come\nhere of my own free will? Why would anybody do this to\nhimself?’\n‘Your life before Blackheath is none of my concern, Mr\nBishop. Solve the murder of Evelyn Hardcastle and you’ll\nhave all the answers you require,’ he says. ‘In the meantime,\nBell needs your help.’ He points behind me. ‘He’s that way.’\nWithout another word he withdraws into the forest, the\ndimness swallowing him completely. My mind is clogged up\nby a hundred small questions, but none of them is going to do\nme any good in this forest, so I push them to one side and go\nin search of Bell, finding him bent double and trembling with\n\n\nexertion. He freezes as I approach, catching the sound of twigs\ncracking beneath my feet.\nHis timidity revolts me.\nMistaken as she was, at least Madeline had the good sense\nto flee.\nI circle around behind my former self, keeping my face\nfrom view. I could try to explain what’s happening here, but\nfrightened rabbits make poor allies, especially those already\nconvinced you’re a murderer.\nAll I need from Bell is his survival.\nTwo more steps and I’m behind him, leaning close enough\nto whisper into his ear. Sweat pours off his body, the smell like\na filthy rag pushed to my face. It’s all I can do to speak\nwithout gagging.\n‘East,’ I say, dropping the compass into his pocket.\nBacking away, I head into the trees, towards Carver’s burnt-\nout cottage. Bell’s going to be lost for another hour or so,\ngiving me plenty of time to follow the flags back to the house\nwithout stumbling into him.\nDespite my best efforts, everything’s happening exactly as I\nremember it.\n\n\n24\nThe looming shape of Blackheath appears through the gaps in\nthe trees. I’ve come out around the back of the house, which is\nin an even worse state of repair than the front. Several\nwindows are cracked, the brickwork crumbling. A stone\nbalustrade has tumbled from the roof to lodge itself in the\ngrass, thick moss covering it. Clearly, the Hardcastles only\nrepaired the sections of the house their guests would see –\nlittle wonder considering the paucity of their finances.\nJust as I lingered on the edge of the forest that first morning,\nI now find myself crossing the garden with similar foreboding.\nIf I came here voluntarily, I must have had a reason, but no\nmatter how hard I strain for the memory, it’s beyond reach.\nI’d like to believe I’m a good man who came to help, but if\nthat’s the case I’m making a damn mess of things. Tonight, as\nevery night, Evelyn’s going to kill herself and if this morning’s\nactions are any guide, my attempts to paddle away from the\ndisaster may only hurry us towards it. For all I know, my\nfumbling attempts to save Evelyn are actually the reason she\nends up at that reflecting pool with a silver pistol in her hand.\nI’m so lost in these thoughts I don’t notice Millicent until\nI’m almost on top of her. The old lady is shivering on an iron\nbench that looks out across the garden, her arms folded against\nthe wind. Three shapeless coats encase her completely, her\neyes peering out over a scarf pulled up above her mouth. She’s\nblue with cold, a hat pulled down over her ears. Hearing my\nsteps, she turns to meet me, surprise showing on her wrinkled\nface.\n‘By Jove, you look dreadful,’ she says, pulling the scarf\ndown from her mouth.\n‘Good morning to you too, Millicent,’ I say, taken aback by\nthe sudden surge of warmth her presence stokes within me.\n‘Millicent?’ she says, pursing her lips. ‘That’s rather\nmodern of you, dear. I prefer ‘‘Mother’’ if it’s all the same to\nyou. I wouldn’t want people thinking I picked you up off the\n\n\nstreet. Though sometimes I wonder if I mightn’t have been\nbetter off.’\nMy mouth hangs open. I hadn’t previously made the\nconnection between Jonathan Derby and Millicent Derby,\nprobably because it’s easier to imagine him being delivered\nonto this earth by a biblical plague.\n‘Sorry, Mother,’ I say, stuffing my hands into my pockets\nand sitting down beside her.\nShe cocks an eyebrow at me, those clever grey eyes alight\nwith amusement.\n‘An apology and an appearance before midday, are you\nfeeling quite all right?’ she asks.\n‘It must be the country air,’ I say. ‘What about you, why are\nyou out on this dreadful morning?’\nShe grunts, hugging herself even tighter. ‘I’m supposed to\nbe meeting Helena for a stroll, but I’ve seen neither hide nor\nhair of the woman. No doubt she’s got her times wrong as\nusual. I know she’s meeting Cecil Ravenscourt this afternoon,\nshe’s probably gone there instead.’\n‘Ravenscourt’s still asleep.’ I say.\nMillicent peers at me inquisitively.\n‘Cunningham told me, Ravencourt’s valet,’ I lie.\n‘You know him?’\n‘Vaguely.’\n‘Well, I wouldn’t get too friendly,’ she tuts. ‘I understand\nhow much you enjoy dubious society, but from what Cecil’s\ntold me, this one’s most unsuitable, even by your low\nstandards.’\nThat piques my interest. I’m fond of the valet, but he only\nagreed to help me after I threatened to blackmail him with a\nsecret he’s keeping. Until I know what he’s hiding, I can’t\ndepend on him, and Millicent might be the key to unearthing\nit.\n‘How so?’ I ask casually.\n\n\n‘Oh, I don’t know,’ she says, waving an airy hand at me.\n‘You know Cecil, secrets tucked between every fold of skin. If\nyou believe the rumours, he only hired Cunningham because\nHelena asked him to. Now, he’s uncovered something\nunsavoury about the boy and is thinking of letting him go.’\n‘Unsavoury?’ I say.\n‘Well, that’s what Cecil said, not that I could get the rest out\nof him. Blasted fellow has a bear trap for a mouth, but you\nknow how he hates scandal. Given Cunningham’s parentage, it\nmust be desperately salacious if he’s worried. Wish I knew\nwhat it was.’\n‘Cunningham’s parentage?’ I ask. ‘I think I’ve missed a\nstep.’\n‘The boy was raised at Blackheath,’ she says. ‘Cook’s son,\nor that’s the story at least.’\n‘It’s not true?’\nThe old lady cackles, looking at me slyly.\n‘Word has it the Honourable Lord Peter Hardcastle used to\nenjoy himself in London from time to time. Well, on one\noccasion his enjoyment followed him back to Blackheath with\na baby in her arms, which she claimed was his. Peter was\nready to send the child to the church, but Helena stepped in\nand demanded they keep it.’\n‘Why would she do that?’\n‘Knowing Helena, she probably meant it as an insult,’ sniffs\nMillicent, turning her face away from the bitter wind. ‘She\nwas never very fond of her husband and inviting his shame\ninto the house would have tickled her. Poor Peter has probably\ncried himself to sleep every night for the last thirty-three years.\nEither way, they gave the baby to Mrs Drudge, the cook, to\nraise, and Helena made sure everybody knew whose child he\nwas.’\n‘Does Cunningham know any of this?’\n‘Can’t see how he wouldn’t, it’s one of those secrets people\nshout at each other,’ says the old lady, plucking a handkerchief\n\n\nfrom her sleeve to wipe her running nose. ‘Anyway, you can\nask him yourself seeing as you’re so chummy. Shall we walk?\nI see little point in us freezing on this bench waiting for a\nwoman who isn’t coming.’\nShe stands before I have a chance to respond, stamping her\nboots and blowing warm air into her gloved hands. It really is\na dreadful day, the grey sky spitting rain, lathering itself into\nthe fury of a storm.\n‘Why are you even out here?’ I ask, our feet crunching\nalong the gravel path that circles the house. ‘Couldn’t you\nhave met Lady Hardcastle inside?’\n‘Too many people I’d rather not bump into,’ she says.\nWhy was she in the kitchen this morning?\n‘Speaking of bumping into people, I hear you were in the\nkitchen this morning,’ I say.\n‘Who told you that?’ she bridles.\n‘Well—’\n‘I haven’t been anywhere near the kitchen,’ she continues,\nnot waiting for a response. ‘Filthy places. The smell doesn’t\ncome out for weeks.’\nShe seems genuinely irritated by the suggestion, which\nmeans she probably hasn’t done it yet. A moment later she\nnudges me good-naturedly, her voice suddenly gleeful. ‘Did\nyou hear about Donald Davies? Apparently he took an\nautomobile last night and ran off back to London. The\nstablemaster saw him, said he turned up in the pouring rain,\ndressed in every colour under the sun.’\nThat brings me pause. Surely, I should have returned to\nDonald Davies by now, as I have done with the butler. He was\nmy third host, and Anna told me I’m obliged to live one full\nday in each of them, whether I want to or not. It can’t have\nbeen much past mid-morning when I left him asleep on the\nroad, so why haven’t I seen him again?\nYou left him defenceless and alone.\n\n\nI felt a ripple of guilt. For all I know, the footman has\nalready found him.\n‘Were you listening to me?’ says Millicent, annoyed. ‘I said\nDonald Davies took off in an automobile. They’re cracked that\nfamily, every one of them, and that’s an official medical\nopinion.’\n‘You’ve been talking to Dickie,’ I say absently, still thinking\nabout Davies.\n‘Been talked at more like,’ she scoffs. ‘Thirty minutes I\nspent trying to keep my eyes off that moustache. I’m surprised\nsound can penetrate it.’\nThat makes me laugh.\n‘Do you actually like anybody at Blackheath, Mother?’\n‘Not that I recall, but it’s envy I suspect. Society’s a dance,\ndarling, and I’m too old to take part. Speaking of dancing, here\ncomes the organ grinder himself.’\nI follow her gaze to see Daniel approaching us from the\nopposite direction. Despite the cold, he’s dressed in a cricket\nsweater and linen trousers, the same outfit he’ll be wearing\nwhen he encounters Bell in the entrance hall for the first time.\nI check my watch, that meeting can’t be far off.\n‘Mr Coleridge,’ calls out Millicent with forced bonhomie.\n‘Mrs Derby,’ he says, drawing alongside us. ‘Broken any\nhearts this morning?’\n‘They don’t even quiver these days, Mr Coleridge, more’s\nthe pity.’ There’s something cautious in her tone, as if she’s\ncrossing a bridge she feels certain will break. ‘What\ndisreputable business brings you out on such a terrible\nmorning?’\n‘I’ve a favour to ask your son, and I assure you, it’s entirely\nabove board.’\n‘Well, that’s disappointing.’\n‘For you and me both.’ He looks at me for the first time. ‘A\nminute, Derby?’\n\n\nWe step aside, Millicent doing her best to appear\nuninterested, while shooting us speculative glances from\nabove her scarf.\n‘What’s wrong?’ I ask.\n‘I’m going after the footman,’ he says, that handsome face\nof his caught somewhere between fear and excitement.\n‘How?’ I say, immediately taken with the idea.\n‘We know he’s going to be in the dining hall tormenting\nRavencourt around one,’ he says. ‘I propose catching hold of\nthe dog there.’\nRecalling those ghostly steps and that evil laughter is\nenough to raise goose bumps on my neck, and the thought of\nfinally laying hands on the devil sets fire to my veins. The\nferocity of the feeling isn’t far off what Derby felt in the\nforest, when we were chasing the maid, and it immediately\nputs me on my guard. I can’t give this host an inch.\n‘What’s your scheme?’ I say, tempering my enthusiasm. ‘I\nwas in that room alone, I couldn’t even guess at where he was\nhiding.’\n‘Nor could I, until I got talking to an old friend of the\nHardcastles at dinner last night,’ he says, drawing me a little\nfurther away from Millicent, who’s managed to sidle near the\nedge of our conversation. ‘Turns out there’s a warren of priest\ntunnels beneath the floorboards. That’s where the footman was\nhiding, and that’s where we’ll put an end to him.’\n‘How?’\n‘My new friend tells me there are entrances in the library,\ndrawing room and gallery. I suggest we each watch an\nentrance and grab him when he comes out.’\n‘Sounds ideal,’ I say, struggling to contain Derby’s rising\nexcitement. ‘I’ll take the library, you take the drawing room.\nWho’s in the gallery?’\n‘Ask Anna,’ he says, ‘but none of us is strong enough to\ntackle the footman alone. Why don’t you two guard the library,\n\n\nand I’ll round up some of our other hosts to help me with the\ndrawing room and gallery?’\n‘Magnificent,’ I say, beaming.\nIf I didn’t have a hand on Derby’s lead, he’d already be\nrunning towards the tunnels with a lantern and a kitchen knife.\n‘Good,’ he says, lavishing a smile of such affection upon\nme it’s impossible to imagine how we could ever fail. ‘Take\nyour position a few minutes before one. With any luck, this\nwill all be over by dinner.’\nHe turns to depart, but I catch his arm.\n‘Did you tell Anna you’d find a way for both of us to escape\nif she helped us?’ I ask.\nHe gazes at me steadily, and I quickly withdraw my hand.\n‘Yes,’ he says.\n‘It’s a lie, isn’t it?’ I say. ‘Only one of us can escape\nBlackheath.’\n‘Let’s call it a potential lie, shall we? I’ve not given up hope\nof fulfilling our end of the bargain.’\n‘You’re my last host, how much hope do you have?’\n‘Not a great deal,’ he says, his expression softening. ‘I know\nyou’re fond of her. Believe me, I haven’t forgotten how that\nfelt, but we need her on our side. We won’t escape this house\nif we have to spend the day looking over our shoulder for both\nthe footman and Anna.’\n‘I have to tell her the truth,’ I say, aghast at his callous\ndisregard of my friend.\nHe stiffens.\n‘Do that and you make an enemy of her,’ he hisses, looking\naround to make sure we’re not being overheard. ‘At which\npoint, any hope of genuinely helping her goes up in smoke.’\nPuffing out his cheeks, he ruffles his hair and smiles at me,\nagitation leaking out of him like air from a punctured balloon.\n\n\n‘Do what you think is right,’ he says. ‘But at least wait until\nwe’ve caught the footman.’ He checks his watch. ‘Three more\nhours, that’s all I’m asking.’\nOur eyes meet, mine doubtful and his appealing. I can’t help\nbut submit.\n‘Very well,’ I say.\n‘You won’t regret it,’ he says.\nSqueezing my shoulder, he waves cheerily at Millicent,\nbefore striding back towards Blackheath, a man possessed by\npurpose.\nI turn to find Millicent contemplating me through pursed\nlips.\n‘You have some rotten friends,’ she says.\n‘I’m a rotten sort of chap,’ I respond, holding her gaze, until\nfinally she shakes her head and carries on walking, slowing\nenough for me to fall in step beside her. We come upon a long\ngreenhouse. Most of the windowpanes are cracked, the plants\ninside so overgrown they’re bulging against the glass.\nMillicent peers inside, but the foliage is much too dense. She\ngestures for me to follow, and we head to the far end, finding\nthe doors locked with a new chain and padlock.\n‘Pity,’ she says, rattling it futilely. ‘I used to love coming\nhere when I was younger.’\n‘You’ve visited Blackheath before?’\n‘I summered here when I was girl, we all did: Cecil\nRavencourt, the Curtis twins, Peter Hardcastle and Helena –\nthat’s how they met. When I married, I brought your brother\nand sister down. They practically grew up with Evelyn,\nMichael and Thomas.’\nShe links my arm, continuing our walk.\n‘Oh, I used to love those summers,’ she says. ‘Helena was\nalways frightfully jealous of your sister, because Evelyn was\nso plain. Michael wasn’t much better mind, with that squashed\nface of his. Thomas was the only one with a dash of beauty\nand he ended up in that lake, which strikes me as fate kicking\n\n\nthe poor woman twice, but there it is. Wasn’t a one of them\ncould measure up to you, my handsome lad,’ she says, cupping\nmy cheek.\n‘Evelyn turned out all right,’ I protest. ‘She’s quite striking\nactually.’\n‘Really?’ says Millicent disbelievingly. ‘Must have\nblossomed in Paris, not that I’d know. The girl’s been avoiding\nme all morning. Like mother, like daughter, I suppose.\nExplains why Cecil’s circling, though. Vainest man I’ve ever\nmet, which is saying something after fifty years of living with\nyour father.’\n‘The Hardcastles hate her, you know. Evelyn, I mean.’\n‘Who’s filled your head with that rot?’ says Millicent,\ngripping my arm while she shakes her foot, trying to dislodge\nsome mud from her boot. ‘Michael adores her. He’s over in\nParis almost every month, and from what I understand they’ve\nbeen thick as thieves since she got back. And Peter doesn’t\nhate her, he’s indifferent. It’s only Helena, and she’s never\nbeen quite right since Thomas died. Still comes up here, you\nknow. Every year on the anniversary of his death, she takes a\nwalk around the lake, even talks to him sometimes. Heard her\nmyself.’\nThe path has brought us to the reflecting pool. This is where\nEvelyn will take her life tonight, and as with everything at\nBlackheath, its beauty is dependent on distance. Viewed from\nthe ballroom the reflecting pool’s a magnificent sight, a long\nmirror conveying all the drama of the house. Here and now\nthough, it’s just a filthy pond, the stone cracked, moss growing\nthick as carpet on the surface.\nWhy take her life here? Why not in her bedroom, or the\nentrance hall?\n‘Are you okay, dear?’ asks Millicent. ‘You look a little\npale.’\n‘I was thinking it’s a shame they’ve let the place go,’ I say,\nhoisting a smile onto my face.\n\n\n‘Oh, I know, but what could they do?’ she says, adjusting\nher scarf. ‘After the murder they couldn’t live here, and\nnobody wants these big piles any more, especially not when\nthey have Blackheath’s history. Should have left it to the\nforest, if you ask me.’\nIt’s a maudlin thought, but nothing lingers in Jonathan\nDerby’s mind for too long and I’m soon distracted by the\npreparations for tonight’s party, which I can see through the\nballroom windows beside us. Servants and workmen are\nscrubbing the floors and painting the walls, while maids\nbalance on teetering stepladders with long feather dusters. At\nthe far end of the hall, bored-looking musicians are scraping\nsemiquavers off the surface of their polished instruments as\nEvelyn Hardcastle points and gesticulates, arranging things\nfrom the centre of the room. She’s flitting from group to\ngroup, touching arms and spreading kindness, making me ache\nfor that afternoon we spent together.\nI search for Madeline Aubert, finding her laughing with\nLucy Harper – the maid abused by Stanwin and befriended by\nRavencourt – the two of them arranging a chaise longue by the\nstage. That these two mistreated women have found each other\nbrings me a small measure of comfort, though it by no means\nalleviates my guilt over this morning’s events.\n‘I told you last time I wouldn’t clean up another of your\nindiscretions,’ says Millicent sharply, her entire body stiff.\nShe’s watching me watching the maids. Loathing and love\nswirl within her eyes, the shape of Derby’s secrets visible in\nthe fog. What I’d only vaguely understood before, now stands\nin stark relief. Derby’s a rapist, more than once over. They’re\nall there, held in Millicent’s gaze, every woman he’s attacked,\nevery life he’s destroyed. She carries them all. Whatever\ndarkness lurks inside Jonathan Derby, Millicent tucked it in at\nnight.\n‘It’s always the weak ones with you, isn’t it?’ she says.\n‘Always the—’\nShe falls silent, her mouth hanging open as though the next\nwords simply evaporated on her lips.\n\n\n‘I have to go,’ she says suddenly, squeezing my hand. ‘I’ve\nhad a very strange thought. I’ll see you at dinner, darling.’\nWithout another word Millicent turns back the way we\ncame, disappearing around the corner of the house. Perplexed,\nI look back into the ballroom, trying to see what she saw, but\neverybody’s moved around except for the band. That’s when I\nnotice the chess piece on the window ledge. If I’m not\nmistaken, it’s the same hand-carved piece I found in Bell’s\ntrunk, speckled with white paint and looking at me through\nclumsily whittled eyes. There’s a message etched into the dirt\non the glass above it.\nBehind you.\nSure enough Anna’s waving at me from the edge of the\nforest, her tiny body shrouded by a grey coat. Pocketing the\nchess piece, I glance left and right to make sure we’re alone,\nand then follow her deeper into the trees, beyond Blackheath’s\nsight. She looks to have been waiting for some time and is\ndancing from foot to foot to keep warm. Judging by her blue\ncheeks, it’s not doing the blindest bit of good. Little wonder\ngiven her attire. She’s draped in shades of grey, her coat\nthreadbare, her knitted hat thin as gossamer. These are clothes\npassed down and down and down, patched so many times the\noriginal material is long gone.\n‘Don’t suppose you’ve got an apple or something,’ she says\nwithout preamble. ‘I’m bloody starving.’\n‘I’ve got a hip flask,’ I say, holding it out to her.\n‘Have to do I suppose,’ she says, taking it from me and\nunscrewing the cap.\n‘I thought it was too dangerous for us to meet outside of the\ngatehouse.’\n‘Who told you that?’ she asks, wincing as she tastes the\nflask’s contents.\n‘You did,’ I say.\n‘Will.’\n‘What?’\n\n\n‘I will tell you it isn’t safe for us to meet, but I haven’t yet,’\nshe says. ‘I couldn’t have, I’ve only been awake a few hours,\nand I’ve spent most of that time keeping the footman from\nmaking pincushions out of your future hosts. Missed breakfast\ndoing it, too.’\nI blink at her, struggling to stitch together a day being\ndelivered in the wrong order. Not for the first time, I find\nmyself wishing for the speed of Ravencourt’s mind. Working\nwithin the confines of Jonathan Derby’s intellect is like stirring\ncroutons into a thick soup.\nSeeing my confusion, she frowns.\n‘Do you know about the footman yet? I never know where\nwe’re up to.’\nI very quickly tell her about Bell’s dead rabbit and the\nghostly steps that dogged Ravencourt in the dining hall, her\nexpression darkening with each fresh detail.\n‘That bastard,’ she splutters, when I’m finished. She’s\nprowling back and forth, her hands clenched and shoulders\nrolled forwards. ‘Wait until I get my hands on him,’ she says,\nshooting the house a murderous glance.\n‘You won’t have to wait long,’ I say. ‘Daniel thinks he’s\nhiding in some tunnels. There’s a few entrances, but we’re\ngoing to guard the library. He wants us in there before one.’\n‘Or we could slit our own throats and save the footman the\nbother of killing us,’ she says, her tone frank and unimpressed.\nShe’s looking at me as if I’ve lost my mind.\n‘What’s wrong?’\n‘The footman’s not an idiot,’ she says. ‘If we know where\nhe is, it’s because we’re supposed to know. He’s been one step\nahead of us since this started. Wouldn’t surprise me one bit if\nhe’s lying in wait, hoping to trip us up on our own cleverness.’\n‘We have to do something!’ I protest.\n‘We will, but what’s the point of doing something stupid\nwhen we can do something smart,’ she says patiently. ‘Listen\nto me, Aiden, I know you’re desperate, but we’ve got a deal,\n\n\nyou and me. I keep you alive so you can find Evelyn’s killer,\nand then we both get out of here. This is me, doing my job.\nNow promise me, you won’t go after the footman.’\nHer argument makes sense, but it’s weightless against my\nfear. If there’s a chance to put an end to this madman before he\nfinds me, I’m going to take it, no matter the risk. I’d rather die\non my feet than cowering in a corner.\n‘I promise,’ I say, adding another lie to the pile.\nThankfully, Anna’s too cold to notice the catch in my voice.\nDespite having drunk from the hip flask, she’s shivering so\nhard all the colour has abandoned her face. In an attempt to\nshelter from the wind, she presses against me. I can smell the\nsoap on her skin, forcing me to avert my gaze. I don’t want her\nto see Derby’s lust squirming within me.\nSensing my discomfort, she tilts her head to meet my\ndowncast face.\n‘Your other hosts are better, I promise,’ she says. ‘You have\nto keep hold of yourself. Don’t give in to him.’\n‘How do I do that when I don’t know where they start and I\nbegin?’\n‘If you weren’t here, Derby would have his hands all over\nme,’ she says. ‘That’s how you know who you are. You don’t\njust remember it, you do it, and you keep doing it.’\nEven so, she takes a step back into the wind, freeing me\nfrom my discomfort.\n‘You shouldn’t be out in this weather,’ I say, removing my\nscarf and wrapping it around her neck. ‘You’ll catch your\ndeath.’\n‘And if you keep this up, people might begin mistaking\nJonathan Derby for a human being,’ she says, tucking the\nloose ends of the scarf into her coat.\n‘Tell Evelyn Hardcastle that,’ I say. ‘She nearly shot me this\nmorning.’\n‘You should have shot her back,’ says Anna matter-of-\nfactly. ‘We could have solved her murder then and there.’\n\n\n‘I can’t tell if you’re joking or not,’ I say.\n‘Of course I am,’ she says, blowing into her chapped hands.\n‘If it were that simple, we’d have been out of here ages ago.\nMind you, I’m not sure trying to save her life is a much better\nplan.’\n‘You think I should let her die?’\n‘I think we’re spending a lot of time not doing the thing\nwe’ve been asked to do.’\n‘We can’t protect Evelyn without knowing who wants her\ndead,’ I say. ‘One thing will give us the other.’\n‘I hope you’re right,’ she says dubiously.\nI search for some encouraging platitude, but her doubts have\ncrawled under my skin, and they’re beginning to itch. I told\nher that saving Evelyn’s life would deliver us the murderer,\nbut that was an evasion. There’s no plan here. I don’t even\nknow if I can save Evelyn any more. I’m working at the behest\nof blind sentiment, and losing ground to the footman as I’m\ndoing it. Anna deserves better, but I have no idea how to give\nit to her without abandoning Evelyn – and for some reason the\nthought of doing that is unbearable to me.\nThere’s a commotion on the path, voices carried through the\ntrees by the wind. Taking my arm, Anna pulls me further into\nthe forest.\n‘As fun as this has been, I came to ask for a favour.’\n‘Always, what can I do?’\n‘What’s the time?’ she says, pulling the artist’s sketchbook\nfrom her pocket. It’s the same one I saw her holding in the\ngatehouse, crumpled sheets and a cover riddled with holes.\nShe’s holding it up so I can’t see inside, but, judging by the\nway she’s flicking through the pages, it says something\nimportant.\nI check my watch. ‘It’s 10:08 a.m.,’ I say, itching with\ncuriosity. ‘What’s in the book?’\n‘Notes, information; everything I’ve managed to learn about\nyour eight hosts and what they’re doing,’ she says absently,\n\n\nrunning her finger down one of the pages. ‘And don’t ask to\nsee it because you can’t. We can’t risk you pulling the day\ndown around our ears with what you know.’\n‘I wasn’t going to,’ I protest, hastily averting my eyes.\n‘Right, 10:08 a.m. Perfect. In a minute, I’m going to put a\nrock on the grass. I need you standing by it when Evelyn kills\nherself. You can’t move, Aiden, not an inch, understand?’\n‘What’s the meaning of all this, Anna?’\n‘Call it Plan B.’ She pecks me on the cheek, cold lips\nmeeting numb flesh, as she slides the book back in her pocket.\nShe’s only taken a step when she clicks her fingers and turns\nback to me, holding out two white tablets in her palm.\n‘Take these for later,’ she says. ‘I filched them from Doctor\nDickie’s bag when he came to see the butler.’\n‘What are they?’\n‘Headache pills, I’ll trade them for my chess piece.’\n‘This ugly old thing?’ I say, handing her the hand-carved\nbishop. ‘Why would you want it?’\nShe smiles at me, watching as I wrap the tablets in a blue\npocket handkerchief.\n‘Because you gave it to me,’ she says, clutching it\nprotectively in her hand. ‘It was the first promise you made\nme. This ugly old thing is the reason I stopped being scared of\nthis place. It’s the reason I stopped being scared of you.’\n‘Me? Why would you be afraid of me?’ I say, genuinely\nhurt by the idea of anything coming between us.\n‘Oh, Aiden,’ she says, shaking her head. ‘If we do this right,\neverybody in this house is going to be afraid of you.’\nShe’s carried away on those words, blown through the trees\nand out onto the grass surrounding the reflecting pool. Perhaps\nit’s her youth, or her personality, or some curious alchemy of\nall the miserable ingredients surrounding us, but I can’t see an\nounce of doubt within her. Whatever her plan, she seems\nextraordinarily confident in it. Maybe dangerously so.\n\n\nFrom my position in the treeline, I watch her pick up a large\nwhite rock from the flower bed and pace out six steps before\ndropping it on the grass. Holding an arm straight out from her\nbody, she measures a line to the ballroom’s French doors, and\nthen, seemingly satisfied with her work, she wipes the mud\nfrom her hands, shoves them in her pockets and strolls away.\nFor some reason, this little display makes me uneasy.\nI came here voluntarily, and Anna did not. The Plague\nDoctor brought her to Blackheath for a reason, and I have no\nidea what that could be.\nWhoever Anna really is, I’m following her blindly.\n\n\n25\nThe bedroom door’s locked, no noise coming from inside. I’d\nhoped to catch Helena Hardcastle before she set about her day,\nbut it appears the lady of the house is not one to idle. I rattle\nthe handle again, pressing my ear to the wood. Aside from a\nfew curious glances from passing guests, my efforts are in\nvain. She’s not here.\nI’m walking away, when the thought hits me: the room\nhasn’t been broken into yet. Ravencourt will find the door\nshattered early this afternoon, so it’s going to happen in the\nnext few hours.\nI’m curious to see who’s responsible, and why they’re so\ndesperate to get inside. I’d originally suspected Evelyn\nbecause she had one of the two revolvers stolen from Helena’s\nbureau, but she nearly killed me with it in the forest this\nmorning. If it’s already in her possession, she has no need to\nbreak in.\nUnless there’s something else she wants.\nThe only other thing that was obviously missing was the\nappointments page in Helena’s day-planner. Millicent believed\nHelena tore it out herself to conceal some suspicious deed, but\nCunningham’s fingerprints were all over the remaining pages.\nHe refused to explain himself, and denied being responsible\nfor the break-in, but if I could catch him with his shoulder to\nthe door, he’d have no choice but to come clean.\nMy mind made up, I stride into the shadows at the far end of\nthe corridor and begin my vigil.\nFive minutes later, Derby is already impossibly bored.\nI’m fidgeting, stalking back and forth. I can’t calm him.\nAt a loss, I follow the smell of breakfast towards the\ndrawing room, planning to carry a plate of food and a chair\nback to the corridor. Hopefully, they’ll placate my host for half\nan hour, after which time I’ll have to come up with some new\namusement.\n\n\nI find the room smothered in sleepy conversation. Most of\nthe guests are only halfway out of their beds and they reek of\nthe prior evening, sweat and cigar smoke baked into their skin,\nspirits curled around every breath. They’re talking quietly and\nmoving slowly, porcelain people riddled with cracks.\nTaking a plate from the sideboard, I scoop piles of eggs and\nkidneys onto a large plate, pausing to eat a sausage from the\nplatter and wipe the grease from my lips with my sleeve. I’m\nso preoccupied, it takes a little while to realise everybody’s\ngone silent.\nA burly fellow is standing at the door, his gaze passing from\nface to face, relief coursing through those he slips over. This\nnervousness is not unwarranted. He’s a brutish-looking chap\nwith a ginger beard and sagging cheeks, his nose so mangled it\nresembles an egg cracked in a frying pan. An old frayed suit\nstrains to contain his width, raindrops sparkling on shoulders\nyou could serve a buffet on.\nHis gaze lands on me like a boulder in the lap.\n‘Mr Stanwin wants to see you,’ he says.\nHis voice is coarse, filled with jagged consonants.\n‘What for?’ I ask.\n‘I expect he’ll tell you.’\n‘Well, offer my regrets to Mr Stanwin, but I’m afraid I’m\nvery busy at present.’\n‘Either you walk or I carry you,’ he says in a low rumble.\nDerby’s temper is bubbling nicely, but there’s no use\nmaking a scene. I can’t beat this man; the best I can hope for is\nto quickly meet Stanwin and return to my task. Besides, I’m\ncurious why he’d want to see me.\nPlacing my plate of food on the sideboard, I rise to follow\nStanwin’s thug from the room. Inviting me to walk ahead of\nhim, the burly fellow guides me up the staircase, telling me to\nturn right at the top, into the closed-off east wing. Brushing\naside the curtain, a damp breeze touches my face, a long\ncorridor stretching out before me. Doors are hanging off their\n\n\nhinges, revealing state rooms covered in dust and four-poster\nbeds collapsed in on themselves. The air scratches my throat\nas I breathe it.\n‘Why don’t you wait in that room over there like a good\ngentleman and I’ll tell Mr Stanwin you’ve arrived,’ says my\nescort, jerking his chin towards a room on my left.\nDoing as he bids, I enter a nursery, the cheerful yellow\nwallpaper now hanging limp from the walls. Games and\nwooden toys litter the floor, a weathered rocking horse put out\nto pasture by the door. There’s a game in progress on a child’s\nchessboard, the white pieces decimated by the black.\nNo sooner have I set foot inside than I hear Evelyn\nshrieking in the room beside me. For the first time Derby and I\nmove in concert, sprinting around the corner to find the door\nblocked by the red-headed thug.\n‘Mr Stanwin’s still busy, chum,’ he says, rocking back and\nforth to keep warm.\n‘I’m looking for Evelyn Hardcastle, I heard her scream,’ I\nsay breathlessly.\n‘Mayhap you did, but doesn’t seem like there’s much you\ncan do about it, does there?’\nI peer over his shoulder into the room behind, hoping to\ncatch sight of Evelyn. It looks to be some sort of reception\narea, but it’s empty. The furniture lies under yellowed sheets,\nblack mould growing up from the hems. The windows are\ncovered in old newspaper, the walls little more than rotting\nboards. There’s another door on the far wall, but it’s closed.\nThey must be in there.\nI return my gaze to the man, who smiles at me, exposing a\nrow of crooked yellow teeth.\n‘Anything else?’ he says.\n‘I need to make sure she’s all right.’\nI try to barge past him, but it’s a foolish notion. He’s three\ntimes my weight and half again my height. More to the point,\nhe knows how to use his strength. Planting a flat hand on my\n\n\nstomach, he shoves me backwards, barely a flicker of emotion\non his face.\n‘Don’t bother,’ he says. ‘I’m paid to stand here and make\nsure nice gentlemen like you don’t do themselves a misfortune\nby wandering places they ain’t supposed to go.’\nThey’re just words, coals in the furnace. My blood’s\nboiling. I try to dart around him and like a fool I think I’ve\nsucceeded until I’m hoisted backwards, and tossed bodily back\ndown the corridor.\nI scramble to my feet, snarling.\nHe hasn’t moved. He isn’t out of breath. He doesn’t care.\n‘Your parents gave you everything but sense, didn’t they?’\nhe says, the blandness of the sentiment hitting me like a\nbucketful of cold water. ‘Mr Stanwin’s not hurting her if that’s\nyour concern. Wait a few minutes and you can ask her all\nabout it when she comes out.’\nWe eye each other for a moment, before I retreat along the\ncorridor into the nursery. He’s right, I’m not getting by him,\nbut I can’t wait for Evelyn to come out. She won’t tell\nJonathan Derby anything after this morning, and whatever is\nhappening behind that door could be the reason she takes her\nlife tonight.\nHurrying over to the wall, I press my ear to the boards. If I\nhaven’t missed my mark, Evelyn’s talking to Stanwin in the\nroom next door, only a few pieces of rotten wood between us.\nI soon catch the hum of their voices, much too faint to make\nanything out. Using my pocket knife, I tear the wallpaper from\nthe wall, digging the blade between the loose wooden slats to\npry them free. They’re so damp they come away without\nobjection, the wood disintegrating in my hands.\n‘… tell her she best not play any games with me, or it’ll be\nthe end of both of you,’ says Stanwin, his voice poking\nthrough the insulating wall.\n‘Tell her yourself, I’m not your errand girl,’ says Evelyn\ncoldly.\n\n\n‘You’ll be anything I damn well please, so long as I’m\nfooting the bill.’\n‘I don’t like your tone, Mr Stanwin,’ says Evelyn.\n‘And I don’t like being made a fool of, Miss Hardcastle,’ he\nsays, practically spitting her name. ‘You forget I worked here\nfor nearly fifteen years. I know every corner of this place, and\neverybody in it. Don’t mistake me for one of these blinkered\nbastards you’ve surrounded yourself with.’\nHis hatred is viscous, it has texture. I could wring it out of\nthe air and bottle it.\n‘What about the letter?’ says Evelyn quietly, her outrage\noverwhelmed.\n‘I’ll keep hold of that, so you understand our arrangement.’\n‘You’re a vile creature, are you aware of that?’\nStanwin swats the insult from the air with a belly laugh.\n‘At least I’m an honest one,’ he says. ‘How many other\npeople in this house can claim the same thing? You can go\nnow. Don’t forget to pass along my message.’\nI hear the door to Stanwin’s room open, Evelyn storming\npast the nursery a few moments later. I’m tempted to follow\nher, but there’d be little value in another confrontation.\nBesides, Evelyn mentioned something about a letter that’s now\nin Stanwin’s possession. She seemed keen to retrieve it, which\nmeans I need to see it. Who knows, perhaps Stanwin and\nDerby are friends.\n‘Jonathan Derby’s waiting for you in the nursery,’ I hear the\nburly fellow tell Stanwin.\n‘Good,’ says Stanwin, drawers scraping open. ‘Let me get\nchanged for this hunt and we’ll go and have a word with the\ngreasy little bugger.’\nOr perhaps not.\n\n\n26\nI sit with my feet on the table, the chessboard beside them.\nCupping my chin in my hand, I stare at the game trying to\ndecipher some strategy from the arrangement of the pieces. It’s\nproving an impossible task. Derby’s too flighty for study. His\nattention is forever straying towards the window, towards the\ndust in the air and the noises in the corridor. He’s never at\npeace.\nDaniel warned me that each of our hosts thinks differently,\nbut only now do I comprehend the full extent of his meaning.\nBell was a coward and Ravencourt ruthless, but both\npossessed focused minds. That’s not the case with Derby.\nThoughts come buzzing through his head like bluebottles,\nlingering long enough to be distracting but never settling.\nA sound draws my attention to the door, Ted Stanwin\nshaking out a match as he surveys me from above his pipe.\nHe’s larger than I recall, a slab of a man spreading sideways\nlike a wedge of melting butter.\n‘Never took you for a chess man, Jonathan,’ he says,\npushing the old rocking horse back and forth so that it thumps\non the floor.\n‘I’m teaching myself,’ I say.\n‘Good for you, men should seek to better themselves.’\nHis eyes linger on me before being tugged to the windows.\nThough Stanwin hasn’t done or said anything threatening,\nDerby’s afraid of him. My pulse is tapping that out in Morse\ncode.\nI glance at the door, ready to bolt, but the burly fellow is\nleaning against the wall in the corridor with his arms crossed.\nHe offers me a little nod, friendly as two men in a cell.\n‘Your mother’s running a little late on her payments,’ says\nStanwin, his forehead pressed against the window. ‘I hope all’s\nwell?’\n‘Quite well,’ I say.\n\n\n‘I’d hate for that to change.’\nI shift in my seat to catch his eye.\n‘Are you threatening me, Mr Stanwin?’\nHe turns from the window, smiling at the fellow in the\ncorridor, then myself.\n‘Of course not, Jonathan, I’m threatening your mother. You\ndon’t think I’d come all this way for a worthless little sod like\nyourself, do you?’\nTaking a puff on his pipe, he picks up a doll and casually\ntosses it at the chessboard, sending the pieces scattering across\nthe room. Rage snatches me up by the strings, flinging me at\nhim, but he catches my fist in the air, spinning me around as\none of his huge arms crushes my throat.\nHis breath is on my neck, rotten as old meat.\n‘Talk to your mother, Jonathan,’ he sneers, squeezing my\nwindpipe hard enough for black spots to swim in the corners\nof my eyes. ‘Otherwise, I might have to pay her a visit.’\nHe lets the words settle, then releases me.\nI drop to my knees, clutching my throat and gasping for air.\n‘You’ll come a cropper with that temper,’ he says, jabbing\nhis pipe in my direction. ‘I’d get it under control if I were you.\nDon’t worry, my friend here is good at helping people learn\nnew things.’\nI glare at him from the floor, but he’s already on his way\nout. Passing into the corridor, he nods to his companion who\nsteps into the room. He looks at me without emotion, peeling\noff his jacket.\n‘On your feet, lad,’ he says. ‘Sooner we get started, sooner\nit’ll be over.’\nSomehow, he seems even bigger than he did at the door. His\nchest is a shield, his arms straining the seams of his white\nshirt. Terror takes hold of me as he closes the distance between\nus, my fingers searching blindly for a weapon and finding the\nheavy chessboard on the table.\n\n\nWithout thinking, I hurl it at him.\nTime seems to hang as the chessboard turns in the air, an\nimpossible object in flight, my future clinging onto its surface\nfor dear life. Evidently, fate has a soft spot for me because it\nhits his face with a sickening crunch, sending him reeling\nbackwards into the wall with a muffled cry.\nI’m on my feet as the blood pours between his fingers,\nsprinting down the corridor with Stanwin’s angry voice at my\nback. A quick glance behind me reveals Stanwin’s halfway out\nof the reception room, his face red with rage. Fleeing down the\nstaircase, I follow the burble of voices into the drawing room,\nwhich is now full of red-eyed guests digging into their\nbreakfasts. \nDoctor \nDickie’s \nguffawing \nwith \nMichael\nHardcastle and Clifford Herrington, the naval officer I met at\ndinner, while Cunningham piles food onto the silver platter\nthat will greet Ravencourt when he wakes up.\nA sudden quieting of chatter tells me Stanwin’s\napproaching, and I slip through into the study, hiding behind\nthe door. I’m half hysterical, my heart beating hard enough to\nshatter my ribs. I want to laugh and cry, to pick up a weapon\nand throw myself at Stanwin, screaming. It’s taking all my\nconcentration to stand still, but if I don’t, I’m going to lose this\nhost and one more precious day.\nPeering through the gap between the door and frame, I\nwatch as Stanwin wrenches people around by the shoulder,\nsearching for my face. Men stand aside for him, the powerful\nmumbling vague apologies as he approaches. Whatever his\nhold on these people, it’s complete enough that nobody takes\numbrage at his manhandling of them. He could beat me to\ndeath in the middle of the carpet and they wouldn’t say a word\nabout it. I’ll find no help here.\nSomething cold touches my fingers, and, looking down, I\ndiscover my hand has closed around a heavy cigarette box on a\nshelf.\nDerby’s arming himself.\nHissing at him, I let it go and return my attention to the\ndrawing room, almost crying out in shock.\n\n\nStanwin’s a few paces away, and he’s walking directly\ntowards the study.\nI look for places to hide, but there aren’t any, and I can’t flee\ninto the library without passing the door he’s about to walk\nthrough. I’m trapped.\nPicking up the cigarette box, I take a deep breath, preparing\nto pounce on him when he walks in.\nNobody appears.\nSlipping back to the gap, I peek into the drawing room. He’s\nnowhere to be seen.\nI’m shaking, uncertain. Derby isn’t built for indecision, he\ndoesn’t have the patience, and before I know it, I’m creeping\naround the door to get a better view.\nI immediately see Stanwin.\nHe has his back to me, and is talking to Doctor Dickie. I’m\ntoo far away to catch their conversation but it’s enough to\npropel the good doctor out of the room, presumably to tend to\nStanwin’s stricken bodyguard.\nHe has sedatives.\nThe idea delivers itself fully formed.\nI just need to get out of here without being seen.\nA voice calls to Stanwin from near the table, and the\nmoment he’s out of sight, I drop the cigarette case and flee into\nthe gallery, taking the long way around to reach the entrance\nhall unseen.\nI catch Doctor Dickie as he’s leaving his bedroom, his\nmedical case swinging in his hand. He smiles as he sees me,\nthat ridiculous moustache of his leaping about two inches up\nhis face.\n‘Ah, young Master Jonathan,’ he says cheerfully, as I fall\ninto step beside him. ‘Everything well? You seem a little\npuffed.’\n‘I’m fine,’ I say, hurrying to keep up with him. ‘Well, I’m\nnot actually. I need a favour.’\n\n\nHis eyes narrow, the cheerful tone dropping out of his voice.\n‘What have you done this time?’\n‘The man you’re going to see, I need you to sedate him.’\n‘Sedate him? Why the devil would I sedate him?’\n‘Because he’s going to harm my mother.’\n‘Millicent?’ He stops dead, grabbing me by the arm with a\nsurprising amount of strength. ‘What’s all this about,\nJonathan?’\n‘She owes Stanwin money.’\nHis face falls, his grip loosening. Without his joviality\ninflating him, he seems a tired old thing, the lines on his face a\nlittle deeper, the sorrows less obscure. For a moment, I feel a\nlittle guilty about what I’m doing to him, but then I remember\nthe look in his eyes when he sedated the butler, and all my\ndoubts are wiped away.\n‘So he has dear Millicent under his thumb, does he?’ he\nsays, sighing. ‘Shouldn’t be surprised I suppose, the fiend’s\ngot something on the lot of us. Still, I thought…’\nHe carries on walking, though slower than before. We’re at\nthe top of the staircase leading down to the entrance hall,\nwhich is flooded with cold. The front door is open, a group of\nold men departing for a walk, taking their laughter with them.\nI can’t see Stanwin anywhere.\n‘So this fellow threatened your mother and you attacked\nhim, eh?’ says Dickie, evidently having made up his mind. He\nbeams at me, clapping me on the back. ‘I see there’s some of\nyour father in you, after all. But how will sedating this ruffian\nhelp?’\n‘I need a chance to talk with Mother before he gets to her.’\nFor all Derby’s faults, he’s an accomplished liar, the deceits\nqueuing in orderly fashion on his tongue. Doctor Dickie’s\nsilent, rolling the story around his head, kneading it into shape\nas we cross into the abandoned east wing.\n\n\n‘I’ve got just the thing, should put the blighter out for the\nrest of the afternoon,’ he says, clicking his fingers. ‘You wait\nhere, I’ll signal when it’s done.’\nSquaring his shoulders and puffing out his chest, he strides\ntowards Stanwin’s bedroom, the old soldier given one last\nbattle to fight.\nIt’s too exposed in the corridor and once Dickie’s out of\nsight, I step through the nearest door, my reflection staring\nback at me from a cracked mirror. Yesterday, I couldn’t have\nimagined anything worse than being stuck inside Ravencourt,\nbut Derby’s an entirely different torment – a restless,\nmalevolent imp scurrying between tragedies of his own\ndevising. I can’t wait to be free of him.\nTen minutes later, the floorboards creak outside.\n‘Jonathan,’ whispers Doctor Dickie. ‘Jonathan, where are\nyou?’\n‘Here,’ I say, poking my head outside.\nHe’s already passed the room, and jumps at the sound of my\nvoice.\n‘Gently, young man, the old ticker, you know,’ he says,\ntapping his chest. ‘Cerberus is asleep and will be for most of\nthe day. Now, I’m going to deliver my prognosis to Mr\nStanwin. I suggest you use this time to hide yourself\nsomewhere he won’t find you. Argentina, perhaps. Good luck\nto you.’\nHe stands to attention, offering me a sharp salute. I throw\none back at him, earning a pat on the shoulder before he\nsaunters off down the corridor, whistling tunelessly.\nI rather suspect I’ve made his day, but I have no intention of\nhiding. Stanwin is going to be distracted by Dickie for a few\nminutes at least, giving me a chance to search his belongings\nfor Evelyn’s letter.\nCrossing the reception room previously guarded by\nStanwin’s bodyguard, I open the door into the blackmailer’s\nbedroom. It’s a desolate place, the floorboards barely covered\nby a threadbare rug, a single iron bed pushed against the wall,\n\n\nflakes of white paint clinging stubbornly to the rust. The only\ncomforts are a starving fire spitting ash and a small bedside\ntable with two dog-eared books on it. As promised, Stanwin’s\nman is asleep on the bed, looking for all the world like a\nmonstrous marionette with all of its strings cut. His face is\nbandaged and he’s snoring loudly, his fingers twitching. I can\nonly imagine he’s dreaming of my neck.\nKeeping an ear out for Stanwin’s return, I quickly open the\ncupboard, sifting through the pockets of his jackets and\ntrousers, finding only lint and mothballs. His trunk is equally\nbereft of personal objects, the man seemingly immune to\nsentiment of any kind.\nFrustrated, I check my watch.\nI’ve already been here longer than is safe, but Derby’s not\neasily deterred. My host knows deceit. He knows men like\nStanwin and the secrets they keep. The blackmailer could have\nhad the most luxurious room in the house if he’d wanted, but\nhe chose to sequester himself in a ruin. He’s paranoid and\nclever. Whatever his secrets, he wouldn’t carry them with him,\nnot when he’s surrounded by enemies.\nThey’re here. Hidden and under guard.\nMy gaze falls on the fireplace and its anaemic flames. Odd,\nconsidering how cold the bedroom is. Kneeling down, I stick\nmy hand up the flume, feeling around and finding a small\nshelf, my groping fingers closing on a book. Withdrawing it, I\nsee that it’s a small black journal, its cover bearing the scars of\na lifetime’s abuse. Stanwin was keeping the fire low to avoid\nscorching his prize.\nFlicking through the tattered pages, I discover it’s a ledger\nof sorts containing a list of dates going back nineteen years\nalongside entries written in strange symbols.\nIt must be some sort of code.\nEvelyn’s letter is stuffed between the last two pages.\nDearest Evelyn,\nMr Stanwin has informed me of your plight, and I can quite understand\nyour concern. Your mother’s behaviour is certainly alarming, and you’re\nquite right to be on guard against whatever scheme she’s cooking up. I\n\n\nstand ready to help, but I’m afraid Mr Stanwin’s word will not be enough. I\nrequire some proof of your agency in these matters. In the society pages,\nI’ve often seen you wearing a signet ring, a small castle engraved on its\nsurface. Send me this, and I’ll know of your serious intent.\nWarmest regards,\nFelicity Maddox\nLooks like clever old Evelyn didn’t accept her fate as easily\nas I first believed. She brought in somebody called Felicity\nMaddox to help, and the description of the small castle recalls\nthe one drawn on the note at the well. It may be serving as a\nsignature, which suggests the message to ‘stay away from\nMillicent Derby’ was from Felicity.\nThe bodyguard snores.\nUnable to wring any further information from the letter, I\nreplace it in the ledger and slip both in my pocket.\n‘Thank heavens for devious minds,’ I mutter, stepping\nthrough the door.\n‘You said it,’ says somebody behind me.\nPain explodes in my head as I slam into the floor.\n\n\n27\nDay Two (continued)\nI’m coughing blood, red drops spattering my pillow. I’m back\nin the butler, my aching body screaming as my head jerks\nupwards. The Plague Doctor’s sitting in Anna’s chair, one leg\nthrown across the other, his top hat in his lap. He’s drumming\nit with his fingers, coming to a stop when he notices me\nstirring.\n‘Welcome back, Mr Bishop,’ he says, his voice muffled by\nthe mask.\nI stare at him absently, my coughing subsiding as I begin to\npiece together the pattern of this day. The first time I found\nmyself in this body, it was morning. I answered the door to\nBell and was attacked by Gold after running up the stairs for\nanswers. The second time wasn’t more than fifteen minutes\nlater. I was transported to the gatehouse in the carriage with\nAnna. Must have been midday when I woke up and we were\nproperly introduced, but, judging by the light outside the\nwindow, it’s now early afternoon. It makes sense. Anna told\nme we get a full day in each of our hosts, but it never occurred\nto me that I’d experience one in so many fragments.\nIt feels like a perverse joke.\nI was promised eight hosts to solve this mystery, and I’ve\nbeen given them, except that Bell was a coward, the butler was\nbeaten half to death, Donald Davies fled, Ravencourt could\nbarely move, and Derby can’t hold a thought.\nIt’s like I’ve been asked to dig a hole with a shovel made of\nsparrows.\nShifting in his seat, the Plague Doctor leans closer to me.\nHis clothes are musty, that old attic smell of something long\nforgotten and badly aired.\n‘Our last conversation was rather abrupt,’ he says. ‘So I\nthought you might report on your progress. Have you\ndiscovered—’\n\n\n‘Why did it have to be this body?’ I interrupt, wincing as a\nhot streak of pain shoots up through my side. ‘Why trap me in\nany of these bodies? Ravencourt couldn’t walk two steps\nwithout tiring, the butler’s incapacitated and Derby’s a\nmonster. If you really want me to escape Blackheath, why\nstack the deck against me? There must be better alternatives.’\n‘More able perhaps, but these men all have some connection\nto Evelyn’s murder,’ he says. ‘Making them best placed to\nhelp you solve it.’\n‘They’re suspects?’\n‘Witnesses would be a more apt description.’\nA yawn shakes me, my energy already evaporating. Doctor\nDickie must have given me another sedative. I feel as though\nI’m being squeezed out of this body through the feet.\n‘And who decides the order?’ I say. ‘Why did I wake up as\nBell first and Derby today? Is there any way for me to predict\nwho I’ll be next?’\nLeaning back, he steeples his fingers and cocks his head.\nIt’s a lengthy silence, revaluating and readjusting. Whether\nhe’s pleased by what he finds, or annoyed, I can’t tell.\n‘Why are you asking these questions?’ he says eventually.\n‘Curiosity,’ I say, and when he doesn’t respond to that, ‘and\nI’m hoping there’s some advantage to be found in the\nanswers,’ I add.\nHe makes a small grunt of approval.\n‘Good to see you’re finally taking this seriously,’ he says.\n‘Very well. Under normal circumstances, you’d arrive in your\nhosts in the order they woke throughout the day. Fortunately\nfor you, I’ve been tampering.’\n‘Tampering?’\n‘We’ve done this dance many times before, you and I, more\nthan even I can recall. Loop after loop, I’ve set you the task of\nsolving Evelyn Hardcastle’s murder, and it’s always ended in\nfailure. At first, I thought the blame for this rested solely on\nyour shoulders, but I’ve come to realise that the sequence of\n\n\nhosts plays a part. For example, Donald Davies wakes up at\n3:19 a.m., which should make him your first host. That doesn’t\nwork because his life is so appealing. He has good friends in\nthe house, family. Things you spend the loop trying to return\nto, rather than seeking to escape. It’s for that reason I changed\nyour first host to the more rootless Sebastian Bell,’ he says,\nhoisting his trouser leg to scratch his ankle. ‘In contrast, Lord\nRavencourt doesn’t stir until 10:30 a.m., which meant you\nshouldn’t have visited him until much deeper in the loop, a\nperiod when haste, rather than intellect, is of the essence.’\nI can hear the pride in his voice, the sense of a watchmaker\nstanding back and admiring the mechanism he’s built. ‘Each\nnew loop I experimented, making these sorts of decisions for\neach of your hosts, arriving at the order you’re experiencing\nnow,’ he says, spreading his hands magnanimously. ‘In my\nopinion, this is the sequence that gives you the best chance of\nsolving the mystery.’\n‘So why haven’t I returned to Donald Davies, the way I\nkeep returning to the butler?’\n‘Because you walked him down that endless road to the\nvillage for almost eight hours and he’s exhausted,’ says the\nPlague Doctor, a hint of rebuke in his tone. ‘He’s currently\nsleeping deeply and will be until’ – he checks his watch –\n‘9:38 p.m. Until then, you’ll continue to be tugged between the\nbutler and your other hosts.’\nWood creaks in the corridor. I consider calling for Anna, a\nthought which must show on my face, because the Plague\nDoctor tuts at me.\n‘Come now, how clumsy do you think I am?’ he says.\n‘Anna left a little while ago to meet with Lord Ravencourt.\nBelieve me, I know the routines of this house as a director\nknows those of the actors in his play. If I had any doubt that\nwe might be interrupted, I wouldn’t be here.’\nI have the sense of being a nuisance to him, an errant child\nin the headmaster’s office again. Barely worth a scolding.\nA yawn rattles me, long and loud. My brain is clouding\nover.\n\n\n‘We have a few more minutes to talk before you fall asleep\nagain,’ says the Plague Doctor, clasping his gloved hands\ntogether, the leather squeaking. ‘If you’ve any more questions\nfor me, now would be the time.’\n‘Why is Anna in Blackheath?’ I say quickly. ‘You said I\nchose to come here, and my rivals didn’t. That means she was\nbrought here against her will. Why are you doing this to her?’\n‘Any questions aside from that one,’ he says. ‘Walking into\nBlackheath voluntarily brings certain advantages. There are\nalso disadvantages, things your rivals instinctively understand,\nwhich you do not. I’m here to fill in those blanks, nothing\nmore. Now, how goes the investigation into Evelyn\nHardcastle’s murder?’\n‘She’s one girl,’ I say wearily, struggling to keep my eyes\nopen. The drugs are tugging at me with their warm hands.\n‘What makes her death worth all of this?’\n‘I could ask you the same question,’ he says. ‘You’re going\nout of your way to save Miss Hardcastle, despite all the\nevidence suggesting it’s impossible. Why is that?’\n‘I can’t watch her die and do nothing to prevent it,’ I say.\n‘That’s very noble of you,’ he says, cocking his head. ‘Then\nlet me respond in kind. Miss Hardcastle’s murder was never\nsolved, and I don’t believe such a thing should be allowed to\nstand. Does that satisfy you?’\n‘People are murdered every day,’ I say. ‘Righting one wrong\ncan’t be the only reason for all of this.’\n‘An excellent point,’ he says, clapping his hands together in\nappreciation. ‘But who’s to say there aren’t hundreds of others\nlike yourself seeking justice for those souls?’\n‘Are there?’\n‘Doubtful, but it’s a lovely thought, isn’t it?’\nI’m conscious of the effort of listening, the weight of my\neyelids, the way the room is melting around me.\n‘We don’t have much time I’m afraid,’ says the Plague\nDoctor. ‘I should—’\n\n\n‘Wait… I need to… why did…’ My words are sludge, thick\nin my mouth. ‘You asked me… you asked… my memory…’\nThere’s a great rustling of material as the Plague Doctor\ngets to his feet. Picking up a glass of water from the sideboard,\nhe hurls the contents in my face. The water’s freezing cold, my\nbody convulses like a cracked whip, dragging me back to\nmyself.\n‘Apologies, that was most irregular,’ he says, staring at the\nempty glass, clearly surprised at his actions. ‘Normally I let\nyou fall asleep at this point, but… well, I’m intrigued.’ He\nputs the glass down slowly. ‘What did you want to ask me?\nPlease choose your words carefully, they’re of some import.’\nWater stings my eyes and drips off my lips, the wetness\nspreading through my cotton nightshirt.\n‘When we first met, you asked me what I remembered when\nI woke up as Bell,’ I say. ‘Why would that matter?’\n‘Each time you fail, we strip your memories and start the\nloop again, but you always find a way to hold onto something\nimportant, a clue if you will,’ he says, dabbing the water from\nmy forehead with a handkerchief. ‘This time it was Anna’s\nname.’\n‘You told me it was a pity,’ I say.\n‘It is.’\n‘Why?’\n‘Along with the sequence of your hosts, the thing you\nchoose to remember usually has a significant impact on how\nthe loop plays out,’ he says. ‘If you had remembered the\nfootman, you’d have set off chasing him. At least that would\nhave been useful. Instead, you’ve bound yourself to Anna, one\nof your rivals.’\n‘She’s my friend,’ I say.\n‘Nobody has friends in Blackheath, Mr Bishop, and if you\nhaven’t learned that yet, I’m afraid there may be no hope for\nyou.’\n\n\n‘Can…’ The sedative is dragging at me once again. ‘Can we\nboth escape?’\n‘No,’ he says, folding his damp handkerchief and replacing\nit in his pocket. ‘An answer for an exit, that’s how this works.\nAt 11 p.m., one of you will come to the lake and give me the\nmurderer’s name, and that person will be allowed to leave.\nYou’re going to have to choose who that is.’\nHe lifts his gold watch from his breast pocket to check the\ntime.\n‘Time runs away and I have a schedule to keep,’ he says,\nretrieving his cane from its spot by the door. ‘Normally, I\nremain impartial in these matters, but there’s something you\nshould know before you trip over your nobility. Anna\nremembers more from the last loop than she’s telling you.’\nHis gloved hand lifts my chin, his face so close to mine I\ncan hear his breathing through the mask. He has blue eyes.\nOld, sad, blue eyes.\n‘She’s going to betray you.’\nI open my mouth to protest, but my tongue’s too heavy to\nmove, and the last thing I see is the Plague Doctor\ndisappearing through the door, a great stooped shadow\ndragging the world behind him.\n\n\n28\nDay Five (continued)\nLife pounds on my eyelids.\nI blink, once, twice, but it hurts to keep them open. My\nhead’s a shattered egg. A noise escapes my throat. It’s\nsomewhere between a groan and a whimper, the low animal\ngurgle of a creature caught in a trap. I try to heave myself up,\nbut the pain’s an ocean, lapping around my skull. I don’t have\nthe strength to lift it.\nTime passes; I can’t say how much. It isn’t that sort of time.\nI watch my stomach rise and fall, and when I’m confident it\ncan do so without my help, I drag myself into a sitting\nposition, resting against the crumbling wall. Much to my\ndismay I’m back in Jonathan Derby, lying on the floor in the\nnursery. Pieces of a broken vase are everywhere, including my\nscalp. Somebody must have hit me from behind when I left\nStanwin’s bedroom, and then dragged me here out of sight.\nThe letter, you fool.\nMy hand leaps to my pocket, searching for Felicity’s letter\nand the ledger I stole from Stanwin, but they’re gone, along\nwith the key to Bell’s trunk. All that remains are the two\nheadache pills given to me by Anna, which are still wrapped in\nthe blue handkerchief.\nShe’s going to betray you.\nCould this be her doing? The Plague Doctor’s warning\ncouldn’t have been any clearer, and yet surely an enemy\nwouldn’t provoke such feelings of warmth, or kinship?\nPerhaps Anna does remember more from our last loop than\nshe admits, but if that information was destined to make us\nenemies, why would I drag her name from one life into the\nnext, knowing I would chase it like a dog after a burning stick?\nNo, if there’s betrayal afoot, it’s a result of the empty promises\nI’ve made, and that’s rectifiable. I need to find the right way of\ntelling Anna the truth.\n\n\nSwallowing the tablets dry, I claw my way up the wall,\nstaggering back into Stanwin’s room.\nThe bodyguard’s still unconscious on the bed, the light\nfading beyond the window. I check my watch to find it’s\n6p.m., which means the hunters, including Stanwin, are\nprobably already on their way home. For all I know, they’re\ncrossing the lawn or ascending the stairs even now.\nI need to leave before the blackmailer comes back.\nEven with the tablets, I’m woozy, the world slipping\nbeneath me as I crash through the east wing before pushing\naside the curtain to arrive on the landing above the entrance\nhall. Each step is a battle until I fall through Doctor Dickie’s\ndoor, nearly vomiting on his floor. His bedroom’s identical to\nall the others on this corridor, with a four-poster bed against\none wall and a bath and sink behind a screen opposite. Unlike\nBell, Dickie’s made himself at home. Pictures of his\ngrandchildren are dotted about the place, a crucifix hanging\nfrom one of the walls. He’s even laid a small rug down,\npresumably to keep his feet off the cold wood in the mornings.\nThis familiarity with oneself is a miracle to me, and I find\nmyself \ngaping \nat \nDickie’s \npossessions, \nmy \nwounds\nmomentarily forgotten. Picking up the picture of his\ngrandchildren, I wonder for the first time if I too have a family\nwaiting beyond Blackheath: parents or children, friends who\nmiss me?\nStartled by footsteps passing in the corridor, I drop the\nfamily picture on the bedside table, accidentally cracking the\nglass. The steps pass without incident, but awakened to the\nperil I move more quickly.\nDickie’s medical bag is nestled beneath his bed and I upend\nit over his mattress, spilling bottles, scissors, syringes and\nbandages onto the covers. The last thing out is a King James\nBible, which bounces onto the floor, the pages falling open.\nJust like the one in Sebastian Bell’s bedroom, certain words\nand paragraphs are underlined in red ink.\nIt’s a code.\n\n\nA wolf’s smile spreads across Derby’s face, recognition of\nanother crook. If I had to guess, I’d say Dickie’s a silent\npartner in Bell’s drug-peddling business. No wonder he was so\nconcerned for the good doctor’s welfare. He was worried\nabout what he’d say.\nI snort. It’s another secret in a house full of them, and it’s\nnot the one I’m after today.\nGathering the bandages and iodine from the pile on the bed,\nI take them over to the sink and begin my surgery.\nIt’s not a delicate operation.\nEvery time I pluck one piece loose, blood wells up between\nmy fingers, running down my face and dripping off my chin\ninto the sink. Tears of pain cloud my vision, the world a\nstinging blur for nearly thirty minutes while I pick apart my\nporcelain crown. My only consolation is that this must be\nhurting Jonathan Derby almost as much as it’s hurting me.\nWhen I’m certain every shard has been removed, I set to\nwork wrapping my head in bandages, securing them with a\nsafety pin and inspecting my work in the mirror.\nThe bandages look fine. I look terrible.\nMy face is pale, my eyes hollow. Blood has stained my\nshirt, forcing me to strip down to my vest. I’m a man undone,\ncoming apart at the seams. I can feel myself unravelling.\n‘What the devil!’ cries Doctor Dickie from the door.\nHe’s fresh from the hunt, dripping wet and shivering, grey\nas the ashes in the grate. Even his moustache is sagging.\nI follow his disbelieving gaze around the room, seeing the\ndevastation through his eyes. The picture of his grandchildren\nis cracked and smeared with blood, his Bible discarded, his\nmedical bag tossed on the floor, its contents scattered across\nthe bed. Bloody water fills the sink, my shirt in his bathtub.\nHis surgery can’t look much worse after an amputation.\nCatching sight of me in my vest, the bandage trailing loose\nfrom my forehead, the shock on his face turns to anger.\n\n\n‘What have you done, Jonathan?’ he demands, his voice\nswelling with rage.\n‘I’m sorry, I didn’t know where else to go,’ I say, panicked.\n‘After you left, I searched Stanwin’s room for something to\nhelp Mother and I found a ledger.’\n‘A ledger?’ he says in a strangled voice. ‘You took\nsomething from him? You must put it back. Now, Jonathan!’\nhe yells, sensing my hesitation.\n‘I can’t, I was attacked. Somebody smashed a vase across\nmy head and stole it. I was bleeding and the bodyguard was\ngoing to wake up, so I came here.’\nA dreadful silence swallows the end of the story as Doctor\nDickie stands the picture of his grandchildren upright and\nslowly gathers everything back into his medical bag, sliding it\nback under the bed.\nHe moves as though manacled, dragging my secrets behind\nhim.\n‘It’s my fault,’ he mutters. ‘I knew you weren’t to be\ntrusted, but my affection for your mother…’\nHe shakes his head, pushing by me to collect my shirt from\nthe bathtub. There’s a resignation to his actions that frightens\nme.\n‘I didn’t mean to—’ I begin.\n‘You used me to steal from Ted Stanwin,’ he says quietly,\ngripping the edges of the counter. ‘A man who can ruin me\nwith a snap of his fingers.’\n‘I’m sorry,’ I say.\nHe turns suddenly, his anger thick.\n‘You’ve made that word cheap, Jonathan! You said it after\nwe covered up that business in Enderleigh House, and again at\nLittle Hampton. Remember? Now you’d have me swallow this\nhollow apology as well.’\nHe presses my shirt against my chest, his cheeks flushed\nred. Tears stand in his eyes. ‘How many women have you\n\n\nforced yourself upon? Do you even remember? How many\ntimes have you wept at your mother’s breast, begging her to\nfix it, promising never to do it again and knowing full well that\nyou would? And now here you are again, doing the same to\nme, bloody, stupid Doctor Dickie. Well, I’m done, I can’t\nstomach it any more. You’ve been a blight on this world ever\nsince I brought you into it.’\nI take an imploring step towards him, but he pulls a silver\npistol from his pocket, letting it dangle by his side. He’s not\neven looking at me.\n‘Get out, Jonathan, or by God, I’ll shoot you myself.’\nKeeping one eye on the pistol, I back out of the room,\nclosing the door as I step into the corridor.\nMy heart’s thumping.\nDoctor Dickie’s gun is the very same one Evelyn will use to\ntake her life tonight. He’s holding the murder weapon.\n\n\n29\nQuite how long I stare at Jonathan Derby in my bedroom\nmirror, it’s impossible to say. I’m looking for the man within,\nsome hint of my real face.\nI want Derby to see his executioner.\nWhisky warms my throat, the bottle plundered from the\ndrawing room and already half empty. I need it to stop my\nhands from shaking as I try to knot my bow tie. Doctor\nDickie’s testimony confirmed what I already knew. Derby’s a\nmonster, his crimes washed away by his mother’s money.\nThere’s no justice waiting for this man, no trial or punishment.\nIf he’s to pay for what he’s done, I’ll have to march him to the\ngallows myself, and that’s what I intend to do.\nFirst though, we’re going to save Evelyn Hardcastle’s life.\nMy gaze is drawn towards Doctor Dickie’s silver pistol,\nlying harmless on an armchair like a fly swatted out of the air.\nStealing it was a simple matter, as easy as sending a servant\nwith an invented emergency to lure the doctor out of his room\nwhile I slipped in afterwards and took it from his nightstand.\nFor too long I’ve allowed this day to dictate terms to me, but\nno longer. If somebody wishes to murder Evelyn with this\npistol, they’ll have to come through me first. The Plague\nDoctor’s riddle be damned! I don’t trust him and I won’t stand\nidly by while horrors play out in front of me. It’s time\nJonathan Derby finally did some good on this earth.\nSlipping the pistol into my jacket pocket, I take one last\nmouthful of whisky and step out into the corridor, following\nthe other guests down the staircase to dinner. Unlike their\nmanners, their taste is impeccable. Evening gowns expose\nnaked backs and pale skin adorned with glittering jewellery.\nThe listlessness of earlier is gone, their charm extravagant. At\nlast, as evening calls, they’ve come alive.\nAs always, I keep an eye out for some hint of the footman\namong these passing faces. He’s long overdue a visit, and the\nlonger the day goes on, the more certain I become that\nsomething dreadful is coming. At least it’ll be a fair fight.\n\n\nDerby has very few laudable qualities, but his anger makes\nhim a handful. I’ve barely been able to keep hold of him, so I\ncan’t imagine what it would be like to see him flying at you,\ndripping hate.\nMichael Hardcastle’s standing in the entrance hall with a\npainted-on smile, greeting those coming down the stairs, as\nthough genuinely glad to see every last wretched one of them.\nI had intended on questioning him about the mysterious\nFelicity Maddox, and the note at the well, but it will have to\nwait until later. There’s an impregnable wall of taffeta and bow\nties between us.\nPiano music drags me through the crowds into the long\ngallery, where guests are mingling with drinks as servants\nprepare the dining hall on the other side of the doors. Taking a\nwhisky from one of the passing trays, I keep an eye out for\nMillicent. I’d hoped to give Derby his goodbyes, but she’s\nnowhere to be seen. In fact, the only person I recognise is\nSebastian Bell, who’s drifting through the entrance hall on his\nway to his room.\nStopping a maid, I ask after Helena Hardcastle, hoping the\nlady of the house might be near at hand, but she hasn’t arrived.\nThat means she’s been missing all day. Absence has officially\nbecome disappearance. It can’t be coincidence that Lady\nHardcastle is nowhere to be found on the day of her daughter’s\ndeath, though whether she’s a suspect or a victim I can’t be\nsure. One way or another, I’m going to find out.\nMy glass is empty, my head becoming foggy. I’m\nsurrounded by laughter and conversation, friends and lovers.\nThe good cheer is stirring Derby’s bitterness. I can feel his\ndisgust, his loathing. He hates these people, this world. He\nhates himself.\nServants slip past me with silver platters, Evelyn’s last meal\narriving in a procession.\nWhy isn’t she afraid?\nI can hear her laughter from here. She’s mingling with the\nguests as though all her days lie ahead, yet when Ravencourt\n\n\nbrought up the danger this morning, it was clear she knew\nsomething was amiss.\nDiscarding my glass, I make my way through the entrance\nhall and into the corridor towards Evelyn’s bedroom. If there\nare answers, perhaps that’s where I’ll find them.\nThe lamps have been lowered to dim flames. It’s quiet and\noppressive, a forgotten edge of the world. I’m halfway up the\npassage when I notice a splash of red emerging from the\nshadows.\nA footman’s livery.\nHe’s blocking the passage.\nI freeze. Glancing behind me, I try to work out whether I\ncan reach the entrance hall before he’s on me. The odds are\nslim. I’m not even sure my legs will listen when I tell them to\nmove.\n‘Sorry, sir,’ says a chirpy voice, the footman taking a step\ncloser and revealing himself to be a short, wiry boy, no more\nthan thirteen, with pimples and a nervous smile. ‘Excuse me,’\nhe adds after a moment, and I realise I’m in his way.\nMumbling an apology, I let him pass and blow out an\nexplosive breath.\nThe footman’s made me so afraid, the mere suggestion of\nhis presence is enough to cripple even Derby, a man who’d\nthrow a punch at the sun because it burnt him. Was that his\nintention? The reason he taunted Bell and Ravencourt, rather\nthan killing them? If this continues, he’ll be able to pick off\nmy hosts without a shred of resistance.\nI’m earning the ‘rabbit’ nickname he’s given me.\nProceeding cautiously, I continue to Evelyn’s bedroom,\nfinding it locked. Knocking brings no answer and, unwilling to\nleave without something to show for my efforts, I take a step\nbackwards, intending to put my shoulder through it. That’s\nwhen I notice the door to Helena’s bedroom is in exactly the\nsame place as the door into Ravencourt’s parlour. Poking my\nhead into both rooms, I find the dimensions are identical. That\nsuggests Evelyn’s bedroom was once a parlour. If that’s the\n\n\ncase, there will be a connecting door from Helena’s room,\nwhich is useful, because the lock is still broken from this\nmorning.\nMy guess is proven correct: the connecting door is hidden\nbehind an ornate tapestry hanging on the wall. Thankfully, it’s\nunlocked and I’m able to slip through into Evelyn’s room.\nGiven her fractured relationship with her parents, I’d half\nexpected to find her sleeping in a broom closet, but the\nbedroom is comfortable enough, if modest. There’s a four-\nposter bed at the centre, a bathtub and bowl behind a curtain\non a rail. Evidently the maid hasn’t been allowed in for some\ntime because the bath is full of cold, dirty water, towels\ndiscarded in soggy heaps on the floor, a necklace tossed\ncarelessly on the dressing table beside a pile of scrunched-up\ntissues, all stained with make-up. The curtains are drawn,\nEvelyn’s fire piled high with logs. Four oil lamps stand in the\ncorners of the room, pinching the gloom between their\nflickering light and that of the fireplace.\nI’m shaking with pleasure, Derby’s excitement at this\nintrusion a warm blush rising through my body. I can feel my\nspirit trying to recoil from my host, and it’s all I can do to hold\nonto myself as I sift through Evelyn’s possessions, searching\nfor anything that might drive her towards the reflecting pool\nlater tonight. She’s a messy sort, discarded clothes stuffed\nwherever they happen to fit, costume jewellery heaped in the\ndrawers, tangled up with old scarves and shawls. There’s no\nsystem, no order, no hint that she allows a maid anywhere near\nher things. Whatever her secrets, she’s hiding them from more\nthan me.\nI catch myself stroking a silk blouse, frowning at my own\nhand before realising it’s not me that wants this, it’s him.\nIt’s Derby.\nWith a cry I pull my hand back, slamming the wardrobe\nshut.\nI can feel his yearning. He’d have me on my knees, pawing\nthrough her belongings, inhaling her scent. He’s a beast and\nfor a second he had control.\n\n\nWiping the beads of desire from my forehead, I take a deep\nbreath to collect myself before pushing on with the search.\nI narrow my concentration to a point, keeping hold of my\nthoughts, allowing no gap for him to creep through. Even so,\nthe investigation is fruitless. About the only item of interest is\nan old scrapbook containing curios from Evelyn’s life: old\ncorrespondence between herself and Michael, pictures from\nher childhood, scraps of poetry and musings from her\nadolescence, all combining to present a portrait of a very\nlonely woman who loved her brother desperately and now\nmisses him terribly.\nClosing the book, I push it back under the bed where I\nfound it, departing the room as quietly as I came, dragging a\nthrashing Derby within me.\n\n\n30\nI’m sitting in an armchair in a dim corner of the entrance hall,\nthe seat arranged to give me a clear view to Evelyn’s bedroom\ndoor. Dinner’s under way, but Evelyn will be dead in three\nhours and I plan to dog her every step to the reflecting pool.\nSuch patience would normally be beyond my host, but I’ve\ndiscovered that he enjoys smoking, which is handy because it\nmakes me light-headed, dulling the cancer of Derby in my\nthoughts. It’s a pleasant, if unexpected, benefit of this inherited\nhabit.\n‘They’ll be ready when you need them,’ says Cunningham,\nappearing through the fog and crouching by my chair. There’s\na pleased grin on his face I can make neither head nor tail of.\n‘Who’ll be ready?’ I say, looking at him.\nThis grin disappears, embarrassment taking its place as he\nlurches to his feet.\n‘I’m sorry, Mr Derby, I thought you were somebody else,’\nhe says hastily.\n‘I am somebody else, Cunningham, it’s me, Aiden. I still\ndon’t have the foggiest idea what you’re talking about,\nthough.’\n‘You asked me to get some people together,’ he says.\n‘No, I didn’t.’\nOur \nconfusions \nmust \nmirror \neach \nother, \nbecause\nCunningham’s face has twisted into the same knot as my brain.\n‘I’m sorry, he said you’d understand,’ says Cunningham.\n‘Who said?’\nA sound draws my attention to the entrance hall, and,\nturning in my seat, I see Evelyn fleeing across the marble,\nweeping into her hands.\n‘Take this, I have to go,’ says Cunningham, thrusting a\npiece of paper into my hand with the phrase ‘all of them’\nwritten on it.\n\n\n‘Wait! I don’t know what this means,’ I call after him, but\nit’s too late, he’s already gone.\nI’d follow him, but Michael is chasing Evelyn into the\nentrance hall, and this is why I’m here. These are the missing\nmoments that transform Evelyn from the brave, kind woman I\nmet as Bell into the suicidal heiress who’ll take her life by the\nreflecting pool.\n‘Evie, Evie, don’t go, tell me what I can do,’ says Michael,\ncatching her arm at the elbow.\nShe shakes her head, tears sparkling in the candlelight,\nmirroring the diamonds flashing in her hair.\n‘I just…’ Her voice chokes. ‘I need to…’\nShaking her head, she shrugs him off, flying past me\ntowards her bedroom. Fumbling the key into the lock, she slips\ninside, slamming the door shut behind her. Michael watches\nher go despondently, grabbing a glass of port from the tray\nMadeline’s carrying to the dining hall.\nIt disappears in one gulp, his cheeks flushing.\nLifting the tray out of her hands, he waves the maid towards\nEvelyn’s bedroom.\n‘Don’t worry about this, see to your mistress,’ he orders.\nIt’s a grand gesture, somewhat undone by the confusion that\nfollows as he tries to work out what to do with the thirty\nglasses of sherry, port and brandy he’s inherited.\nFrom my seat, I watch Madeline rap on Evelyn’s door, the\npoor maid becoming increasingly upset with every ignored\nentreaty. Finally, she returns to the entrance hall, where\nMichael is still casting around for somewhere to put the tray.\n‘I’m afraid Mademoiselle is…’ Madeline makes a\ndespairing gesture.\n‘It’s fine, Madeline,’ Michael says wearily. ‘It’s been a\ndifficult day. Why don’t you leave her be for now. I’m sure\nshe’ll call when she needs you.’\n\n\nMadeline lingers uncertainly, looking back towards\nEvelyn’s bedroom, but after a brief hesitation she does as he\nasks, disappearing down the servant’s staircase towards the\nkitchen.\nCasting left and right for somewhere to dispense with the\ntray, Michael spots me watching him.\n‘I must look a damned fool,’ he says, blushing.\n‘More like an inept waiter,’ I say bluntly. ‘I assume the\ndinner didn’t go as planned?’\n‘It’s this business with Ravencourt,’ he says, balancing the\ntray rather precariously across the padded arms of a nearby\nchair. ‘Do you have one of those cigarettes spare?’\nI emerge from the fog to hand him one, lighting it in his\nfingers. ‘Does she really have to marry him?’ I ask.\n‘We’re almost broke, old chum,’ he sighs, taking a long\ndrag. ‘Father’s buying up every empty mine and blighted\nplantation in the empire. I give it a year or two before our\ncoffers are completely dry.’\n‘But I thought Evelyn and your parents didn’t get on? Why\nwould she agree to go through with it?’\n‘For me,’ he says, shaking his head. ‘My parents threatened\nto cut me off if she doesn’t obey them. I’d be flattered if I\ndidn’t feel so damn guilty about it all.’\n‘There must be another way.’\n‘Father’s wrung every penny he can out of those few banks\nstill impressed by his title. If we don’t get this money, well…\ntruth be told, I don’t know what will happen, but we’ll end up\npoor and I’m fairly certain we’ll be dreadful at it.’\n‘Most people are,’ I say.\n‘Well, at least they’ve had practice,’ he says, tapping ash\nonto the marble floor. ‘Why is there a bandage on your head?’\nI touch it self-consciously, having quite forgotten it was\nthere.\n\n\n‘I got on the wrong side of Stanwin,’ I say. ‘I heard him\narguing with Evelyn about somebody called Felicity Maddox,\nand tried to intervene.’\n‘Felicity?’ he says, recognition showing on his face.\n‘You know the name?’\nHe pauses, taking a deep puff of his cigarette, before\nexhaling slowly.\n‘Old friend of my sister,’ he says. ‘Can’t imagine why\nthey’d be arguing about her. Evelyn hasn’t seen her in years.’\n‘She’s here in Blackheath,’ I say. ‘She left a note for Evelyn\nat the well.’\n‘Are you certain?’ he asks sceptically. ‘She wasn’t on the\nguest list and Evelyn didn’t say anything to me.’\nWe’re interrupted by a noise at the doorway, Doctor Dickie\nhurrying towards me. He places a hand on my shoulder and\nleans close to my ear.\n‘It’s your mother,’ he whispers. ‘You need to come with\nme.’\nWhatever’s happened, it’s dreadful enough for him to have\nburied his antipathy towards me.\nApologising to Michael, I run after the doctor, my dread\ngrowing with every step, until finally he ushers me into her\nbedroom.\nThe window’s open, a cold gust snatching at the candle\nflames lighting the room. It takes my eyes a few seconds to\nadjust to the dimness, but finally I find her. Millicent’s lying\non her side in bed, eyes closed and chest still, as though she\ncrawled under the covers for a quick nap. She’d begun\ndressing for dinner and has combed her usually wild grey hair\nstraight, tying it up away from her face.\n‘I’m sorry, Jonathan, I know how close you were,’ he says.\nGrief squeezes me. No matter how much I tell myself that\nthis woman isn’t my mother, I can’t make it let go.\n\n\nMy tears arrive suddenly and silently. Trembling, I sit down\nin the wooden chair beside her bed, taking her still-warm hand\nin mine.\n‘It was a heart attack,’ says Doctor Dickie in a pained voice.\n‘It would have happened very suddenly.’\nHe’s standing on the other side of the bed, the emotion as\nraw on his face as my own. Wiping away a tear, he pulls the\nwindow shut, cutting off the cold breeze. The candles stand to\nattention, the light in the room solidifying into a warm, golden\nglow.\n‘Can I warn her?’ I say, thinking of the things I can put right\ntomorrow.\nHe looks puzzled for a second, but clearly ascribes the\nquestion to grief, and answers me in a kind voice.\n‘No,’ he says, shaking his head. ‘You couldn’t have warned\nher.’\n‘What if—’\n‘It was just her time, Jonathan,’ he says softly.\nI nod, it’s all I can manage. He stays a little longer,\nwrapping me in words I neither hear, nor feel. My grief is a\nbottomless well. All I can do is fall and hope to hit the bottom.\nYet the deeper I go, the more I realise I’m not weeping solely\nfor Millicent Derby. There’s something else down here,\nsomething deeper than my host’s grief, something that belongs\nto Aiden Bishop. It’s raw and desperate, sad and angry, beating\nat the core of me. Derby’s grief has revealed it, but hard as I\ntry I can’t quite pull it up, out of the dark.\nLeave it buried.\n‘What is it?’\nA piece of you, now leave it alone.\nA knock at the door distracts me, and looking at the clock I\nrealise over an hour’s passed. There’s no sign of the doctor. He\nmust have left without me noticing.\n\n\nEvelyn pokes her head into the room. Her face is pale,\ncheeks red with cold. She’s still dressed in the blue ball gown,\nthough it’s picked up a few creases since I last saw her. The\ntiara is poking from the pocket of her long beige coat,\nWellington boots leaving a trail of mud and leaves on the floor.\nShe must have only just returned from the graveyard with Bell.\n‘Evelyn…’\nI intend to say more, but I choke on my sorrow.\nEvelyn gathers the shards of the moment together, then tuts\nand enters the room, heading straight for a bottle of whisky on\nthe sideboard. The glass has barely touched my lips when she\ntips it upwards, forcing me to drink it down in one swallow.\nGagging, I push the glass away, whisky running down my\nchin.\n‘Why would you—’\n‘Well, you can hardly help me in your current state,’ she\nsays.\n‘Help you?’\nShe’s studying me, turning me over in her mind.\nShe hands me a handkerchief.\n‘Wipe your chin, you look atrocious,’ she says. ‘I’m afraid\nsorrow doesn’t suit that arrogant face at all well.’\n‘How—’\n‘It’s a very long story,’ she says. ‘And I’m afraid we’re\nsomewhat pressed for time.’\nI sit dumbly, struggling to take everything in, wishing for\nthe clarity of Ravencourt’s mind. So much has happened, so\nmuch I can’t quite piece together. I already felt as if I was\nstaring at the clues through a foggy magnifying glass, and now\nEvelyn’s here, tugging a bedsheet over Millicent’s face, calm\nas a summer day. Try as I might, I can’t keep up.\nQuite clearly, that little tantrum at dinner regarding her\nengagement was an act, because there’s no trace of that\n\n\ncrippling sadness about her now. Her eyes are clear, her tone\ncontemplative.\n‘So I’m not the only one dying tonight,’ she says, stroking\nthe old lady’s hair. ‘What a miserable thing.’\nThe glass falls from my hand in shock.\n‘You know about—’\n‘The reflecting pool, yes. Curious affair, isn’t it?’\nShe has a dreamy tone, as though describing something she\nonce heard and now only half remembers. I’d suspect her mind\nof having buckled in some way, if it weren’t for the hard edge\nto her words.\n‘You seem to be taking the news rather well,’ I say\ncautiously.\n‘You should have seen me this morning, I was so angry I\nwas kicking holes in the walls.’\nEvelyn’s running her hand along the edge of the dressing\ntable, opening Millicent’s jewellery box, touching the pearl-\nhandled brush. I’d describe her actions as covetous, if there\ndidn’t appear to be an equal amount of reverence.\n‘Who wants you dead, Evelyn?’ I ask, unnerved by this\ncurious display.\n‘I don’t know,’ she says. ‘There was a letter pushed under\nmy door when I woke up. The instructions were quite\nspecific.’\n‘But you don’t know who sent it?’\n‘Constable Rashton has a theory, but he’s kept it rather close\nto his chest.’\n‘Rashton?’\n‘Your friend? He told me you were helping him investigate.’\nDoubt and distaste seep out of every word, but I’m too\nintrigued to take it personally. Could this Rashton be another\nhost? Maybe even the same man who asked Cunningham to\ndeliver that ‘all of them’ message, and gather some people\n\n\ntogether. Either way, he seems to have swept me up into his\nplan. Whether I can trust it is another matter.\n‘Where did Rashton approach you?’ I ask.\n‘Mr Derby,’ she says firmly. ‘I’d love nothing more than to\nsit down and answer all your questions, but we don’t really\nhave time. I’m expected at the reflecting pool in ten minutes\nand I can’t be late. In fact, that’s why I’m here, I need the\nsilver pistol you took from the doctor.’\n‘You can’t mean to go through with this,’ I say, jumping up\nfrom my seat in alarm.\n‘As I understand it, your friends are close to unmasking my\nwould-be killer. They simply need a little more time. If I don’t\ngo, the killer will know something is wrong, and I can’t risk\nthat.’\nI’m beside her in two steps, my pulse racing.\n‘Are you saying they know who’s behind all of this?’ I say\nexcitedly. ‘Did they give you any indication who it might be?’\nEvelyn’s holding one of Millicent Derby’s cameos up to the\nlight, an ivory face on blue lace. Her hand is shaking. It’s the\nfirst sign of fear I’ve seen from her.\n‘They didn’t, but I hope they find out soon. I’m trusting\nyour friends to save me before I’m forced to do something…\nfinal.’\n‘Final?’ I say.\n‘The note was specific, either I take my life out by the\nreflecting pool at 11 p.m. or somebody I care about very\ndeeply dies in my stead.’\n‘Felicity?’ I ask. ‘I know you collected a note from her at\nthe well, and that you asked her for her assistance with your\nmother. Michael said she was an old friend. Is she in danger?\nIs somebody holding her against her will?’\nThat would explain why I haven’t been able to find her.\nThe jewellery box clatters shut. Evelyn turns to face me,\nhands now pressed flat against the dressing table.\n\n\n‘I don’t mean to sound impatient, but don’t you have\nsomewhere to be?’ she says. ‘I was asked to remind you about\na rock that needs watching. Does that make any sense to you?’\nI nod, remembering the favour Anna asked of me earlier this\nafternoon. I’m to be standing by it when Evelyn kills herself. I\nwasn’t to move. Not an inch, she’d said.\n‘In that case my work here is done and I should go,’ says\nEvelyn. ‘Where’s the silver pistol?’\nEven in her small fingers, it seems an inconsequential thing,\nmore decoration than weapon, an embarrassing way to end a\nlife. I wonder if that’s the point, if there’s not some quiet\nrebuke in the instrument of death, as there is in the method.\nEvelyn isn’t merely being murdered, she’s being embarrassed,\ndominated.\nEvery choice has been taken from her.\n‘What a pretty way to die,’ says Evelyn, staring at the pistol.\n‘Please don’t be late, Mr Derby, I suspect my life depends\nupon it.’\nAfter a final glance towards the jewellery box, she’s gone.\n\n\n31\nHugging myself against the cold, I stand over Anna’s carefully\nplaced rock, terrified of taking even a small step to my left,\nwhere at least I’d be warmed by one of the braziers. I don’t\nknow why I’m here, but if it’s part of a plan to save Evelyn,\nI’ll stand in this spot until my blood turns to ice.\nGlancing towards the trees I catch sight of the Plague\nDoctor in his usual location, half hidden by gloom. He’s not\nlooking at the reflecting pool as I thought when I witnessed\nthis moment through Ravencourt’s eyes, but away to his right.\nThe angle of his head suggests he’s talking to somebody,\nthough I’m too far away to see who. Either way, it’s an\nencouraging sign. Evelyn suggested she’d found allies among\nmy hosts, and surely, in those bushes, somebody is waiting to\ncome to her aid?\nEvelyn arrives at eleven exactly, the silver pistol hanging\nlimp in her hand. Drifting from shadow to flame, she follows\nthe braziers, her blue ball gown trailing in the grass. I long to\ntear the pistol from her grasp, but somewhere beyond my sight\nan invisible hand is working, pulling levers I can’t possibly\nunderstand. Any minute now somebody will call out, I’m\ncertain of it. One of my future hosts will come sprinting into\nthe darkness, telling Evelyn it’s over and the murderer is\ncaptured. She’ll drop the gun and sob her thanks, while Daniel\npresents his plan for both Anna and me to escape.\nFor the first time since all this began, I feel myself part of\nsomething bigger.\nEncouraged by this, I root my feet, hovering over my rock.\nEvelyn’s come to a stop at the edge of the water, looking\naround at the trees. For a second, I think she’ll spot the Plague\nDoctor, but she pulls her gaze back before reaching him. She’s\nunsteady, swaying slightly as though moved by some music\nonly she can hear. The flames from the brazier are reflected in\nthe diamonds of her necklace, liquid fire pouring down her\nthroat. She’s trembling, desperation mounting on her face.\nSomething’s wrong.\n\n\nI glance back towards the ballroom to find Ravencourt at\nthe window, looking longingly towards his friend. Words are\nforming on his lips, but they’re too late to do any good.\n‘God help me,’ Evelyn whispers to the night.\nTears streaming down her cheeks, she turns the gun towards\nher stomach and pulls the trigger.\nThe shot is so loud it cracks the world, drowning out my\nanguished scream.\nIn the ballroom, the party holds its breath.\nSurprised faces turn towards the reflecting pool, their eyes\nseeking out Evelyn. She’s clutching her stomach, blood\nseeping out from between her fingers. She looks confused, as\nthough she’s been handed something she shouldn’t have been,\nbut before she can make sense of it, she buckles, falling\nforwards into the water.\nFireworks explode in the night sky, as guests stream through\nthe French doors, pointing and gasping. Somebody’s running\ntowards me, their footsteps pounding the dirt. I turn in time to\ntake their full weight in my chest, sending me sprawling to the\nground.\nTrying to scramble to their feet, they only succeed in\nscraping my face with their fingers, a knee jabbing into my\nstomach. Derby’s temper, already clawing to be let out, takes\nhold of me. With a scream of rage, I begin pounding at this\nshape in the darkness, clutching their clothing even as they try\nto wrestle their way free.\nHowling in frustration, I’m pulled off the ground, my\nopponent similarly lofted away, both of us held fast by\nservants. Lantern light spills across us, revealing a furious\nMichael Hardcastle desperately trying to break free of\nCunningham’s strong arms, which are keeping him from\nEvelyn’s stricken form.\nI stare at him in astonishment.\nIt’s changed.\n\n\nThe revelation knocks the fight out of me, my body going\nlimp in the servant’s arms as I stare at the reflecting pool.\nWhen I saw this event as Ravencourt, Michael clung to his\nsister, unable to move her. Now a tall fellow in a trench coat is\npulling her out of the water, covering her blood-soaked body\nwith Dickie’s jacket.\nThe servant lets me go and I drop to my knees in time to see\na sobbing Michael Hardcastle led away by Cunningham.\nDetermined to soak up as much of this miracle as possible, my\ngaze darts this way and that. Up by the reflecting pool, Doctor\nDickie’s kneeling by Evelyn’s body, discussing something\nwith the other man, who appears to be in charge. Ravencourt’s\nretreated to a couch in the ballroom, and is sitting slumped\nover his cane, lost in thought. The band is being harangued by\ndrunken guests who, oblivious to the horror outside, want\nthem to carry on playing, while servants stand idle, crossing\nthemselves when they draw closer to the body under the\njacket.\nHeaven knows how long I sit there in the darkness,\nwatching all this unfold. Long enough for everybody else to be\nushered into the house by the fellow in the trench coat. Long\nenough for Evelyn’s limp body to be carried away. Long\nenough to grow cold, to grow stiff.\nLong enough for the footman to find me.\nHe appears around the far corner of the house, a small sack\ntied to his waist, blood dripping off his hands. Taking out his\nknife, he begins drawing the blade back and forth across the\nrim of a brazier. I can’t tell whether he’s sharpening it, or\nsimply warming it, but I suspect it’s irrelevant. He wants me to\nsee it, to hear that unsettling scrape of metal against metal.\nHe’s watching me, waiting for my reaction, and, looking at\nhim now, I wonder how anybody ever mistook him for a\nservant. Though he’s dressed in a footman’s red and white\nlivery, he possesses none of the traditional subservience. He’s\ntall and thin, languid in his movements, with dirty blond hair\nand a teardrop face, dark eyes above a smirk that would be\n\n\ncharming if it weren’t so empty. And then there’s that broken\nnose.\nIt’s purple and swollen, distorting his features. By the light\nof the fire, he looks like a creature dressing up as human, the\nmask slipping.\nThe footman holds up the knife to better inspect his work.\nSatisfied, he uses it to cut the sack from his waist, tossing it at\nmy feet.\nIt hits the ground with a thud, the material soaked through\nwith blood and tied shut with a drawstring. He wants me to\nopen it, but I have no intention of indulging him.\nGetting to my feet, I peel off my jacket and work loose the\nkinks in my neck.\nIn the back of my mind, I can hear Anna screaming at me,\ndemanding I run. She’s right, I should be afraid, and in any\nother host, I would be. This is clearly a trap, but I’m tired of\nfearing this man.\nIt’s time to fight, if only to convince myself I can.\nFor a moment, we watch each other, the rain falling and the\nwind swirling. Unsurprisingly, it’s the footman who forces the\nissue, turning on his heel and sprinting into the darkness of the\nforest.\nBellowing like a lunatic, I charge after him.\nAs I cross into the forest, the trees huddle around me,\nbranches scratch my face, the foliage thickening.\nMy legs are tiring, but I keep running until I realise I can’t\nhear him any more.\nSkidding to a halt, I spin on the spot, panting.\nHe’s on me in seconds, covering my mouth to stifle my\nscream as the blade enters my side and tears up into my\nribcage, blood burbling into my throat. My knees buckle, but\nI’m prevented from falling by his strong arms around me. He’s\nbreathing shallowly, eagerly. This isn’t the sound of tiredness,\nit’s excitement and anticipation.\n\n\nA match flares, a tiny point of light held in front of my face.\nHe’s kneeling down directly opposite, his pitiless black eyes\nboring into me.\n‘Brave rabbit,’ he says, slitting my throat.\n\n\n32\nDay Six\n‘Wake up! Wake up, Aiden!’\nSomebody’s banging on my door.\n‘You have to wake up, Aiden. Aiden!’\nSwallowing my tiredness, I blink at my surroundings. I’m in\na chair, clammy with sweat, my clothes twisted tight around\nme. It’s night time, a candle guttering on a nearby table.\nThere’s a tartan blanket over my lap, old man’s hands laid\nacross a dog-eared book. Veins bulge in wrinkled flesh, criss-\ncrossing dry ink stains and liver spots. I flex my fingers, stiff\nwith age.\n‘Aiden, please!’ says the voice in the corridor.\nRising from my chair, I move to the door, old aches stirring\nthroughout my body like swarms of disturbed hornets. The\nhinges are loose, the bottom corner of the door scraping\nagainst the floor, revealing the lanky figure of Gregory Gold\non the other side, slumped against the doorframe. He looks\nmuch as he will when he attacks the butler, though his dinner\njacket’s torn and caked with mud, his breathing ragged.\nHe’s clutching the chess piece Anna gave me, and that,\ntogether with his use of my real name, is enough to convince\nme that he’s another of my hosts. Normally, I’d welcome such\na meeting, but he’s in a frightful state, agitated and\ndishevelled, a man dragged to hell and back.\nUpon seeing me, he grips my shoulders. His dark eyes are\nbloodshot, flicking this way and that.\n‘Don’t get out of the carriage,’ he says, spittle hanging off\nhis lips. ‘Whatever you do, don’t get out of the carriage.’\nHis fear is a disease, the infection spreading through me.\n‘What happened to you?’ I ask, a tremor in my voice.\n‘He… he never stops…’\n\n\n‘Never stops what?’ I ask.\nGold’s shaking his head, pounding his temples. Tears stream\ndown his cheeks, but I don’t know how to begin comforting\nhim.\n‘Never stops what, Gold?’ I ask again.\n‘Cutting,’ he says, drawing up his sleeve to reveal the slices\nbeneath. They look exactly like the knife wounds Bell woke\nup with that first morning.\n‘You won’t want to, you won’t, but you’ll give her up,\nyou’ll tell, you’ll tell them everything, you won’t want to, but\nyou’ll tell,’ he babbles. ‘There’s two of them. Two. They look\nthe same, but there’s two.’\nHis mind’s broken, I can see that now. There isn’t an ounce\nof sanity left to the man. I reach out a hand, hoping to draw\nhim into the room, but he takes fright, backing away until he\nbumps into the far wall, only his voice remaining.\n‘Don’t get out of the carriage,’ he hisses at me, wheeling\naway down the corridor.\nI take a step out after him, but it’s too dark to see anything\nand by the time I return with a candle, the corridor’s empty.\n\n\n33\nDay Two (continued)\nThe butler’s body, the butler’s pain, heavy with sedative. It’s\nlike coming home.\nI’m barely awake, and already slipping back towards sleep.\nIt’s getting dark. A man’s pacing back and forth across the\ntiny room, a shotgun in his arms.\nIt’s not the Plague Doctor. It’s not Gold.\nHe hears me stir, and turns around. He’s in shade, I can’t\nmake him out.\nI open my mouth, but no words come out of it.\nI close my eyes, and slip away again.\n\n\n34\nDay Six (continued)\n‘Father.’\nI’m startled to find the freckled face of a young man with\nred hair and blue eyes inches from my own. I’m old again,\nsitting in my chair with the tartan blanket across my lap. The\nboy is bent at ninety degrees, hands clasped behind his back as\nthough he doesn’t trust them in company.\nMy scowl shoves him a step backwards.\n‘You asked me to wake you at nine-fifteen,’ he says\napologetically.\nHe smells of Scotch, tobacco and fear. It wells up within\nhim, staining the whites of his eyes yellow. They’re wary and\nhunted, like an animal waiting for the shot.\nIt’s light beyond the window, my candle long gone out and\nthe fire down to ash. My vague memory of being the butler\nproves I dozed off after Gold’s visit, but I don’t remember\ndoing so. The horror of what Gold endured – what I must soon\nendure – kept me pacing into the early hours.\nDon’t get out of the carriage.\nIt was a warning and a plea. He wants me to change the day,\nand while that’s exhilarating, it’s also disturbing. I know it can\nbe done, I’ve seen it, but if I’m clever enough to change\nthings, the footman is as well. For all I know, we’re running in\ncircles undoing each other’s work. This is no longer simply\nabout finding the right answer, it’s about holding onto it long\nenough to deliver it to the Plague Doctor.\nI have to speak with the artist at the first opportunity.\nI shift in my seat, tugging aside the tartan blanket, bringing\nthe slightest flinch from the boy. He stiffens, looking at me\nsideways to see if I’ve noticed. Poor child; he’s had all the\nbravery beaten out of him and now he’s kicked for being a\ncoward. My sympathy fares ill with my host, whose distaste\nfor his son is absolute. He considers this boy’s meekness\n\n\ninfuriating, his silence an affront. He’s a failure, an\nunforgivable failure.\nMy only one.\nI shake my head, trying to free myself of this man’s regrets.\nThe memories of Bell, Ravencourt and Derby were objects in\na fog, but the clutter of this current life is scattered around me.\nI cannot help but trip over it.\nDespite the suggestion of infirmity given by the blanket, I\nrise with only a little stiffness, stretching to a respectable\nheight. My son’s retreated to the corner of the room, draping\nhimself in shadows. Though the distance is not great, it’s too\nfar for my host, whose eyes falter at half the span. I search for\nspectacles, knowing it’s pointless. This man considers age a\nweakness, the result of a faltering will. There’ll be no\nspectacles, no walking stick, no aid of any sort. Whatever\nburdens are heaped upon me, they’re mine to endure. Alone.\nI can feel my son weighing my mood, watching my face as\none watches the clouds for an approaching storm.\n‘Spit it out,’ I say gruffly, agitated by his reticence.\n‘I was hoping I might be excused this afternoon’s hunt,’ he\nsays.\nThe words are laid at my feet, two dead rabbits for a hungry\nwolf.\nEven this simple request grates upon me. What young man\ndoesn’t want to hunt? What young man creeps and crawls,\ntiptoeing around the edges of the world rather than trampling\nacross the top of it? My urge is to refuse, to make him suffer\nfor the temerity of being who he is, but I bite the desire back.\nWe’ll both be happier beyond each other’s company.\n‘Very well,’ I say, waving him away.\n‘Thank you, Father,’ he says, escaping the room before I\ncan change my mind. In his absence my breathing eases, my\nhands unclench. Anger takes its arms from around my chest,\nleaving me free to investigate the room for some reflection of\nits owner.\n\n\nBooks lie three thick on the bedside table, all dealing in the\nmurky details of law. My invitation to the ball is being used as\na bookmark and is addressed to Edward and Rebecca Dance.\nThat name alone is enough to make me crumble. I remember\nRebecca’s face, her smell. The feeling of being near her. My\nfingers find the locket around my neck, her portrait cradled\ninside. Dance’s grief is a quiet ache, a single tear once a day.\nIt’s the only luxury he allows himself.\nPushing aside the grief, I drum the invite with my finger.\n‘Dance,’ I murmur.\nA peculiar name for such a joyless man.\nKnocking perforates the silence, the handle turning and the\ndoor opening seconds later. The fellow who enters is large and\nshambling, scratching a head full of white hair, dislodging\ndandruff in every direction. He’s wearing a rumpled blue suit\nbelow white whiskers and bloodshot red eyes, and would look\nquite frightful if it weren’t for the comfort with which he\ncarries his dishevelment.\nHe pauses mid-scratch, blinking at me in bewilderment.\n‘This your room is it, Edward?’ asks the stranger.\n‘Well, I woke up here,’ I say warily.\n‘Blast, I can’t remember where they put me.’\n‘Where did you sleep last night?’\n‘Sun Room,’ he says, scratching an armpit. ‘Herrington bet\nme I couldn’t finish a bottle of port in under fifteen minutes,\nand that’s the last thing I remember until that scoundrel Gold\nwoke me up this morning, ranting and raving like a lunatic.’\nThe mention of Gold takes me back to his rambling warning\nlast night, and the scars on his arm. Don’t get out of the\ncarriage, he’d said. Does that suggest I’ll be leaving at some\npoint? Or taking a journey? I already know I can’t reach the\nvillage, so it seems unlikely.\n‘Did Gold say anything?’ I ask. ‘Do you know where he\nwas going, or what his plans were?’\n\n\n‘I didn’t stop and sup with the man, Dance,’ he says\ndismissively. ‘I took his measure, and let him know in no\nuncertain terms I had my eye on him.’ He glances around.\n‘Did I leave a bottle in here? Need something to quieten this\ndamnable headache.’\nI’ve barely opened my mouth to respond when he starts\nrooting through my drawers, leaving them standing open as he\nturns his assault upon the wardrobe. After patting down the\npockets of my suits, he spins, surveying the room as though\nhe’s just heard a lion in the bushes.\nAnother knock, another face. This one belongs to\nCommander Clifford Herrington, the boring naval chap who\nwas sitting next to Ravencourt at dinner.\n‘Come along, you two,’ he says, checking his watch. ‘Old\nHardcastle’s waiting for us.’\nFreed from the blight of strong alcohol, he’s straight-backed\nand authoritative.\n‘Any idea what he wants from us?’ I ask.\n‘None whatsoever, but I expect he’ll tell us when we get\nthere,’ he responds, briskly.\n‘I need my walking Scotch,’ says my companion.\n‘There’s sure to be some over at the gatehouse, Sutcliffe,’\nsays Herrington, not bothering to hide his impatience.\n‘Besides, you know Hardcastle, he’s damned serious these\ndays, probably best if we don’t turn up half-cut.’\nSuch is the strength of my connection to Dance that the\nmere mention of Lord Hardcastle causes me to puff out my\ncheeks in annoyance. My host’s presence in Blackheath is a\nmatter of obligation, a fleeting visit lasting only so long as it\ntakes to conclude his business with the family. In contrast, I’m\ndesperate to question the master of the house about his missing\nwife, and my enthusiasm for our meeting is rubbing up against\nDance’s agitation like sandpaper on skin.\nSomehow, I’m annoying myself.\n\n\nBadgered once again by the impatient naval officer, the\nshambling Sutcliffe holds up a hand, begging an extra minute,\nbefore turning his desperate fingers loose among my shelves.\nSniffing the air, he lurches towards the bed, lifting the mattress\nto reveal a pilfered bottle of Scotch on the springs.\n‘Lead on, Herrington, old boy,’ he says magnanimously,\nunscrewing the cap and taking a hearty slug.\nShaking his head, Herrington gestures us out into the\ncorridor, where Sutcliffe begins telling a boisterous joke at the\ntop of his voice, his friend trying, unsuccessfully, to quieten\nhim. They’re buffoons both, their good cheer possessing an\narrogance that sets my teeth on edge. My host has little time\nfor excess of any kind and would happily stride off ahead, but\nI do not want to walk these corridors alone. As a compromise,\nI follow two steps behind, far enough away that I don’t have to\njoin the conversation, but close enough to give the footman\npause should he be lurking nearby.\nWe’re met at the bottom of the stairs by somebody called\nChristopher Pettigrew, who turns out to be the oily chap\nDaniel was conferring with at dinner. He’s a thin man, built to\nsneer, with dark, greasy hair swept over to one side. He’s as\nstooping and sly as I remember, his gaze running its hands\nthrough my pockets before taking in my face. I wondered two\nnights ago if he might be a future host, but if so I must have\ngiven myself freely to his vices as he’s already soft with\nalcohol, happily taking up the bottle being shared between his\nchums. It never veers in my direction, meaning I never have to\nrefuse. Clearly, Edward Dance stands apart from this rabble\nand I’m happy it’s so. They’re a queer bunch; friends certainly,\nbut desperately so, like three men stranded on the same island.\nThankfully, their good cheer fades the further we draw from\nthe house, their laughter whipped away by the wind and rain,\nthe bottle forced into a warm pocket along with the cold hand\nholding it.\n‘Did anybody else get yapped at by Ravencourt’s poodle\nthis morning?’ says the oily Pettigrew, who’s little more than a\npair of deceitful eyes above a scarf at this point. ‘What’s his\nname again?’\n\n\nHe clicks his fingers trying to summon the memory.\n‘Charles Cunningham,’ I say distantly, only half listening.\nFurther along the path, I’m certain I saw somebody shadowing\nus in the trees. Just a flash, enough for doubt, except they\nappeared to be wearing a footman’s livery. My hand goes to\nmy throat, and for an instant I feel his blade again.\nShuddering, I squint at the trees, trying to wring some use\nout of Dance’s awful eyes, but if it was my enemy, he’s gone\nnow.\n‘That’s the one, Charles bloody Cunningham,’ says\nPettigrew.\n‘Was he asking about Thomas Hardcastle’s murder?’ says\nHerrington, his face turned resolutely towards the wind, no\ndoubt a habit of his naval background. ‘I heard he was up\nvisiting Stanwin this morning, collared him first thing,’ he\nadds.\n‘Damned impertinent,’ says Pettigrew. ‘What about you\nDance, did he come sniffing around?’\n‘Not that I’m aware,’ I say, still staring at the forest. We’re\npassing close to the spot where I thought I spotted the\nfootman, but now I see the splash of colour is a red trail\nmarker nailed to a tree. My imagination’s painting monsters in\nthe woods.\n‘What did Cunningham want?’ I say, reluctantly returning\nmy attention to my companions.\n‘It’s not him,’ says Pettigrew. ‘He was asking questions on\nbehalf of Ravencourt, seems the fat old banker’s taken an\ninterest in Thomas Hardcastle’s murder.’\nThat brings me up short. Of all the tasks I set Cunningham\nwhen I was Ravencourt, asking questions about Thomas\nHardcastle’s \nmurder \nwasn’t \none \nof \nthem. \nWhatever\nCunningham’s doing, he’s using Ravencourt’s name to curry\nfavour. Perhaps this is part of the secret he was so keen to keep\nme from revealing, the secret which still needs to find its way\ninto an envelope beneath the chair in the library.\n\n\n‘What sort of questions?’ I say, my interest kindled for the\nfirst time.\n‘Kept asking me about the second killer, the one Stanwin\nsaid he clipped with his shotgun before he escaped,’ says\nHerrington, who’s tipping a hip flask to his lips. ‘Wanted to\nknow if there were any rumours about who they were, any\ndescriptions.’\n‘Were there?’ I ask.\n‘Never heard anything,’ says Herrington. ‘Wouldn’t have\ntold him if I had. Sent him away with a flea in his ear.’\n‘Not surprised Cecil’s got Cunningham on it though,’ adds\nSutcliffe, scratching his whiskers. ‘He’s thick as thieves with\nevery charwoman and gardener who ever took a shilling at\nBlackheath, probably knows more about this place than we\ndo.’\n‘How’s that?’ I ask.\n‘He was living here when the murder happened,’ says\nSutcliffe, glancing over his shoulder at me. ‘Just a boy back\nthen, of course, bit older than Evelyn, as I remember. Rumour\nhad it he was Peter’s bastard. Helena gave him to the cook to\nraise, or something like that. Never could work out who she\nwas punishing.’\nHis voice is thoughtful, a rather strange sound coming from\nthis shaggy, shapeless creature. ‘Pretty little thing that cook,\nlost her husband in the war,’ he muses. ‘The Hardcastles paid\nfor the boy’s education, even got him the job with Ravencourt\nwhen he came of age.’\n‘What’s Ravencourt want with a nineteen-year-old murder?’\nasks Pettigrew.\n‘Due diligence,’ says Herrington bluntly, stepping around\nhorse manure. ‘Ravencourt’s buying a Hardcastle, he wants to\nknow what baggage she’s bringing along.’\nTheir conversation swiftly frays into trivialities, but my\nthoughts remain fixed on Cunningham. Last night, he pressed\na note into Derby’s hand that read ‘all of them’ and told me he\nwas rounding up guests on behalf of a future host. That would\n\n\nsuggest I can trust him, but he clearly has his own agenda in\nBlackheath. I know he’s Peter Hardcastle’s illegitimate son,\nand that he’s asking questions about the murder of his half-\nbrother. Somewhere between those two facts is a secret he’s so\ndesperate to keep, he’s allowed himself to be blackmailed with\nit.\nI grit my teeth. For once, it would be refreshing to find\nsomebody in this place who was exactly what they appeared to\nbe.\nPassing the cobbled path towards the stables, we push south\nalong the never-ending road into the village, before finally\ncoming upon the gatehouse. One by one we fill the narrow\ncorridor, hanging our coats and shaking the rain free of our\nclothes while complaining about the conditions outside.\n‘Through here, chaps,’ says a voice from behind a door on\nour right.\nWe follow the voice into a gloomy sitting room lit by an\nopen fire, where Lord Peter Hardcastle is sitting in an armchair\nnear the window. He has one leg flung across the other, a book\nflat on his lap. He’s somewhat older than his portrait\nsuggested, though still broad chested and fit-looking. Dark\neyebrows slide towards each other in a V-shape, pointing\ntowards a long nose and mopey mouth curved downwards at\nthe edges. A ragged spectre of beauty suggests itself, but his\nstash of splendour has almost run dry.\n‘Why the hell are we meeting all the way out here?’ asks\nPettigrew grumpily, dropping into a chair. ‘You’ve a perfectly\ngood…’ – he waves in the direction of Blackheath – ‘well,\nyou’ve got something that resembles a house down the road.’\n‘That damn house has been a curse on this family ever since\nI was a boy,’ says Peter Hardcastle, pouring drinks into five\nglasses. ‘I won’t set foot inside until it’s absolutely necessary.’\n‘Perhaps you should have thought of that before throwing\nhistory’s most tasteless party,’ says Pettigrew. ‘Do you really\nintend on announcing Evelyn’s engagement on the anniversary\nof your own son’s murder?’\n\n\n‘Do you think any of this is my idea?’ asks Hardcastle,\nslamming the bottle down and glaring at Pettigrew. ‘Do you\nthink I want to be here?’\n‘Easy, Peter,’ soothes Sutcliffe, shambling over to\nawkwardly pat his friend’s shoulder. ‘Christopher’s grumpy\nbecause, well, he’s Christopher.’\n‘Of course,’ says Hardcastle, whose red cheeks suggest\nanything but understanding. ‘It’s just… Helena’s acting damn\nqueer, and now all this. It’s been quite trying.’\nHe goes back to pouring drinks, an uneasy silence gagging\neverything but the rain thumping on the windows.\nPersonally I’m glad of the quiet, and the chair.\nMy companions walked quickly and keeping up was a\nchore. I need to catch my breath and pride dictates that nobody\nnotice me doing it. In lieu of conversation, I look around the\nroom, but there’s little worthy of scrutiny. It’s long and narrow,\nwith furniture piled up against the walls like wreckage on a\nriverbank. The carpet is worn through, the flowery wallpaper\ngaudy. Age is thick in the air, as though the last owners sat\nhere until they crumbled into dust. It’s nowhere near as\nuncomfortable as the east wing, where Stanwin has\nsequestered himself, but it’s still an odd place to find the lord\nof the house.\nI’ve not had cause to ask what Lord Hardcastle’s role in his\ndaughter’s murder might be, but his choice of lodging suggests\nhe’s looking to stay out of sight. The question is, what is he\ndoing with that anonymity?\nDrinks are deposited before us, Hardcastle resuming his\nformer seat. He’s rolling his glass between his palms,\ngathering his thoughts. There’s an endearing awkwardness to\nhis manner that immediately reminds me of Michael.\nTo my left, Sutcliffe – who’s already halfway through his\nScotch and soda – digs a document from his jacket and hands\nit to me, indicating that I should pass it along to Hardcastle.\nIt’s a marriage contract drafted by the firm Dance, Pettigrew &\nSutcliffe. Evidently, myself, the lugubrious Philip Sutcliffe and\n\n\nthe oily Christopher Pettigrew are business partners. Even so,\nI’m certain Hardcastle hasn’t brought us here to talk about\nEvelyn’s nuptials. He’s too distracted for that, too fidgety.\nBesides, why request Herrington’s presence if you only needed\nyour solicitors.\nConfirming my suspicion, Hardcastle takes the contract\nfrom me, offering it the faintest of glances before dropping it\non the table.\n‘Dance and I worked on it ourselves,’ says Sutcliffe, rising\nto fetch another drink. ‘Have Ravencourt and Evelyn put their\nsignatures on the bottom and you’re a rich man again.\nRavencourt will pay a lump sum upon signing, with the\noutstanding amount held in trust until after the ceremony. In a\ncouple of years he’ll take Blackheath off your hands as well.\nNot a bad piece of work if I do say so myself.’\n‘Where is old Ravencourt?’ asks Pettigrew, glancing at the\ndoor. ‘Shouldn’t he be here for this?’\n‘Helena’s looking after him,’ says Hardcastle, taking a\nwooden case from the lintel above the fireplace and opening it\nto reveal rows of fat cigars that draw childish coos from the\nparty. Declining one, I watch Hardcastle as he offers them\naround. His smile hides a dreadful eagerness, his pleasure in\nthis display a foundation for other matters.\nHe wants something.\n‘How is Helena?’ I ask, tasting my drink. It’s water. Dance\ndoesn’t even allow himself the pleasure of alcohol. ‘All of this\nmust be hard on her.’\n‘ I should hope so, it was her damn idea to come back,’\nsnorts Hardcastle, taking a cigar for himself and closing the\nbox. ‘You know, a chap wants to do his best, be supportive,\nbut dash it all, I’ve barely seen her since we got here. Can’t get\ntwo words out of the woman. If I were a spiritual sort of\nfellow, I’d think her possessed.’\nMatches are passing from hand to hand, each man indulging\nhis own cigar-lighting ritual. Forgoing Pettigrew’s back and\nforth motion, Herrington’s gentle touches and Sutcliffe’s\n\n\ncircular theatrics, Hardcastle simply lights it, shooting me an\nexasperated glance.\nA flicker of affection stirs within me, the remnants of some\nstronger emotion reduced to embers.\nBlowing out a long trail of yellow smoke, Hardcastle settles\nback in his chair.\n‘Gentleman, I invited you here today, because we all have\nsomething in common.’ His delivery is stiff, rehearsed. ‘We\nare all being blackmailed by Ted Stanwin, but I have a way to\nfree us, if you’ll hear me out.’\nHe’s watching each of us for a reaction.\nPettigrew and Herrington remain quiet, but the lumpen\nSutcliffe splutters, taking a hasty gulp of his drink.\n‘Go on, Peter,’ says Pettigrew.\n‘I have something on Stanwin we can exchange for our\nfreedom.’\nThe room is still. Pettigrew is on the edge of his seat, the\ncigar quite forgotten in his hands.\n‘And why haven’t you used it already?’ he asks.\n‘Because we’re in this together,’ says Hardcastle.\n‘Because it’s damn risky more like,’ interjects a red-faced\nSutcliffe. ‘You know what happens if one of us moves against\nStanwin, he releases what he has on each of us, dropping us all\nin the pot. Exactly like Myerson’s lot.’\n‘He’s bleeding us dry,’ says Hardcastle heatedly.\n‘He’s bleeding you dry, Peter,’ says Sutcliffe, jabbing the\ntable with a thick finger. ‘You’re about to make a pile out of\nRavencourt and you don’t want Stanwin getting his hands on\nit.’\n‘That devil’s had his hand in my pocket for nearly twenty\nyears,’ exclaims Hardcastle, flushing a little. ‘How much\nlonger can I be expected to let it go on?’\nHe turns his gaze on Pettigrew.\n\n\n‘Come now, Christopher, surely you’re ready to listen to\nme. Stanwin’s the reason…’ – storm clouds of embarrassment\ndrift across his grey face – ‘well, perhaps Elspeth wouldn’t\nhave left if…’\nPettigrew sips at his drink, offering neither rebuke nor\nencouragement. Only I can see the heat rising up his neck, or\nhow his fingers are squeezing the glass so tightly the skin\nbehind his nails has turned white.\nHardcastle hurriedly turns his attention towards me.\n‘We can rip Stanwin’s hand from our throat, but we need to\nconfront him together,’ he says, striking a balled fist into his\npalm. ‘Only by showing that we’re all ready to act against him\nwill he listen.’\nSutcliffe puffs up. ‘That’s—’\n‘Quiet, Philip,’ interrupts Herrington, the naval officer’s\neyes never leaving Hardcastle’s. ‘What have you got on\nStanwin?’\nHardcastle flicks a suspicious glance at the door, before\nlowering his voice.\n‘He has a child squirrelled away somewhere,’ he says. ‘He’s\nkept her hidden for fear she may be used against him, but\nDaniel Coleridge claims to have uncovered her name.’\n‘The gambler?’ says Pettigrew. ‘How’s he mixed up in all of\nthis?’\n‘Didn’t seem prudent to ask, old chap,’ says Hardcastle,\nswirling his drink. ‘Some men walk in dark places the rest of\nus shouldn’t tread.’\n‘Word has it he pays half the servants in London for\ninformation on their masters,’ says Herrington, pulling his lip.\n‘I wouldn’t be surprised if the same was true of Blackheath,\nand Stanwin certainly worked here long enough to have let a\nsecret slip. There could be something in this, you know.’\nHearing them discuss Daniel gives me an odd tingle of\nexcitement. I’ve known for some time he’s my final host, but\nhe’s been operating so far in my future, I’ve never truly felt\n\n\nconnected to him. To see our investigations converging this\nway is like catching sight of something long sought on the\nhorizon. Finally, there’s a road between us.\nHardcastle’s on his feet, warming his hands by the heat of\nthe fire. Lit by the flames, it’s clear the years have taken more\nfrom him than they’ve given. Uncertainty is a crack through\nthe centre of him, undermining any suggestion of solidity or\nstrength. This man’s been broken in two and put back together\ncrooked, and if I had to guess, I’d say there was a child-shaped\nhole right in the middle.\n‘What does Coleridge want from us?’ I ask.\nHardcastle looks at me with flat, unseeing eyes.\n‘I’m sorry?’ he says.\n‘You said Daniel Coleridge has something on Stanwin,\nwhich means he wants something from us in exchange for it. I\nassume that’s why you’ve called us all together.’\n‘Just so,’ says Hardcastle, fingering a loose button on his\njacket. ‘He wants a favour.’\n‘Only one?’ asks Pettigrew.\n‘From each of us, with the promise that we’ll honour it\nwhenever he calls upon us, no matter what it might be.’\nGlances are exchanged, doubt handed from face to face. I\nfeel like a spy in the enemy camp. I’m not certain what\nDaniel’s up to, but I’m obviously meant to help sway this\nargument in his favour. In my favour. Whatever this favour\nturns out to be, hopefully it will help free us and Anna from\nthis dreadful place.\n‘I’m for it,’ I say grandly. ‘Stanwin’s come-uppance is long\noverdue.’\n‘I concur,’ says Pettigrew, waving cigar smoke from his\nface. ‘His hand has been around my neck for far too long\nalready. What about you, Clifford?’\n‘I agree,’ says the old sailor.\n\n\nAll heads turn to Sutcliffe, whose eyes are running circuits\nof the room.\n‘We’re trading devils,’ says the shaggy lawyer eventually.\n‘Perhaps,’ says Hardcastle, ‘but I’ve read my Dante, Philip.\nNot all hells are created equal. Now, what do you say?’\nHe nods grudgingly, eyes lowered to his glass.\n‘Good,’ says Hardcastle. ‘I’ll meet with Coleridge and we’ll\nconfront Stanwin before dinner. All being well, this will be\nover by the time we announce the wedding.’\n‘And just like that we climb out of one pocket and into\nanother,’ says Pettigrew, finishing off his drink. ‘How splendid\nit is to be a gentleman.’\n\n\n35\nOur business settled, Sutcliffe, Pettigrew and Herrington trail\nout of the sitting room in a long curl of cigar smoke, as Peter\nHardcastle walks over to the gramophone on the sideboard.\nWiping the dust from a record with a cotton handkerchief, he\nlowers the needle and flicks a switch, Brahms blowing out\nthrough the flared bronze tube.\nMotioning to the others to go on without me, I close the\ndoor to the hallway. Peter’s taken a seat by the fire, a window\nopened on his thoughts. He’s yet to notice I’ve stayed behind\nand it feels as though some great chasm divides us, though in\ntruth he’s only a step or two away.\nDance’s reticence in this matter is paralysing. As a man who\ndespises interruption, he is equally wary of disturbing others,\nand the personal nature of the questions I must ask is only\ncompounding the problem. I’m mired in my host’s manners.\nTwo days ago, this wouldn’t have been an obstacle, but every\nhost is stronger than the last, and fighting Dance is like trying\nto walk into a gale.\nDecorum allows a polite cough, Hardcastle turning in his\nseat to find me by the door.\n‘Ah, Dance old man,’ he says. ‘Did you forget something?’\n‘I was hoping we could talk privately.’\n‘Is there some problem with the contract?’ he says warily. ‘I\nmust admit, I was worried Sutcliffe’s drinking might—’\n‘It’s not Sutcliffe, it’s Evelyn,’ I say.\n‘Evelyn,’ he says, wariness replaced by weariness. ‘Yes, of\ncourse. Come, sit by the fire, this damned house is draughty\nenough without inviting its chill.’\nGiving me time to settle myself, he hitches his trouser leg,\ndancing a foot before the flames. Whatever his faults, his\nmanners are meticulous.\n‘So,’ he says after a moment, judging the rigours of\netiquette to have been adequately obeyed. ‘What’s this about\n\n\nEvelyn? I assume she doesn’t want to go through with the\nwedding?’\nFinding no easy way of framing the matter, I decide to\nsimply toss it into his lap.\n‘I’m afraid it’s more serious than that,’ I say. ‘Somebody’s\nset their mind to murdering your daughter.’\n‘Murder?’\nHe frowns, smiling a little, waiting for the rest of the joke to\npresent itself. Undone by my sincerity, he leans forward,\nconfusion wrinkling his face.\n‘You’re serious?’ he says, hands clasped.\n‘I am.’\n‘Do you know who, or why?’\n‘Only how. She’s being compelled to commit suicide,\notherwise somebody she loves will be murdered. The\ninformation was relayed in a letter.’\n‘A letter?’ he scoffs. ‘Sounds damn iffy to me. Probably just\na game. You know how these girls can be.’\n‘It’s not a game, Peter,’ I say sternly, knocking the doubt\nfrom his face.\n‘May I ask how you came by this information?’\n‘The same way I come by all my information, I listen.’\nHe sighs, pinching his nose, weighing the facts and the man\nbringing them to him.\n‘Do you believe somebody’s trying to sabotage our deal\nwith Ravencourt?’ he asks.\n‘I hadn’t considered it,’ I say, startled by his response. I’d\nexpected him to be concerned for his daughter’s well-being,\nperhaps spurred into making plans to ensure her safety. But\nEvelyn’s incidental. The only loss he fears is that of his\nfortune.\n‘Can you think of anybody whose interests would be served\nby Evelyn’s death?’ I say, struggling to contain my sudden\n\n\ndistaste for this man.\n‘One makes enemies, old families who’d happily see us\nruined, but none of them would resort to this. Whispers are\nmore their thing, gossip at parties, spiteful comments in The\nTimes, you know how it is.’\nHe raps the arm of the chair in frustration.\n‘Dash it all, Dance, are you sure about this? It seems so\noutlandish.’\n‘I’m certain, and truth be told, my suspicions lie a little\ncloser to home,’ I say.\n‘One of the servants?’ he asks, lowering his voice, his gaze\nleaping to the door.\n‘Helena,’ I say.\nHis wife’s name strikes him like a blow.\n‘Helena, you must be… I mean… my dear man…’\nHis face is turning red, his words boiling over and spilling\nout of his mouth. I can feel a similar heat in my own cheeks.\nThis line of questioning is poison to Dance.\n‘Evelyn suggested the relationship was fractured,’ I say\nquickly, laying the words down like stones across a boggy\nfield.\nHardcastle’s gone to the window, where he’s standing with\nhis back to me. Civility clearly does not allow for\nconfrontation, though I can see his body trembling, his hands\nclenched behind him.\n‘I won’t deny Helena has no great fondness for Evelyn, but\nwithout her we’ll be bankrupt in a couple of years,’ he says,\nmeasuring every word as he struggles to keep his anger in\ncheck. ‘She wouldn’t put our future in jeopardy.’\nHe didn’t say she’s not capable of it.\n‘But—’\n‘Damn it, Dance, what’s your interest in this slander?’ he\nshouts, yelling at my reflection in the glass so he doesn’t have\n\n\nto yell at me.\nThis is it. Dance knows Peter Hardcastle well enough to\nknow he’s at the end of his patience. My next answer will\ndecide whether he opens up, or points me towards the door. I\nneed to choose my words carefully, which means pressing the\nthing he most cares about. Either I tell him I’m trying to save\nhis daughter’s life or…\n‘I’m sorry, Peter,’ I say, my voice conciliatory. ‘If\nsomebody’s trying to sabotage this deal with Ravencourt, I\nmust put a stop to it, both as your friend and your legal\ncounsel.’\nHe sags.\n‘Of course, you must,’ he says, looking at me over his\nshoulder. ‘I’m sorry, old friend, it’s just… all this talk of\nmurder… well, it’s stirring some old memories… you\nunderstand. Naturally, if you think Evelyn’s in danger, I’ll do\neverything I can to help, but you’re mistaken if you believe\nHelena would ever harm Evelyn. The relationship is strained,\nbut they do love one another. I’m certain of it.’\nI allow myself a small sigh of relief. Battling Dance has\nbeen exhausting, but finally I’m on the verge of some answers.\n‘Your daughter contacted somebody called Felicity\nMaddox, claiming she was worried by Helena’s behaviour,’ I\ncontinue, obliging my host’s need to place the facts in their\nproper order. ‘She’s not on the guest list, but I believe Felicity\ncame to the house to help, and there’s a possibility she’s now\nbeing held as collateral should Evelyn fail to go through with\nthe suicide. Michael told me she was a childhood friend of\nyour daughter’s, but couldn’t recall anything more about her.\nDo you remember this girl? Have you seen her around the\nhouse perhaps? I have reason to believe she was at liberty this\nmorning.’\nHardcastle looks bewildered.\n‘I don’t, though I must confess Evelyn and I haven’t spoken\nmuch since her return. The circumstances of her arrival, the\nmarriage… they’ve put a barrier between us. It’s peculiar\n\n\nMichael wasn’t able to tell you more, though. They’ve been\ninseparable since she came back, and I know he visited often\nand wrote frequently while Evelyn was in Paris. I would\nexpect him to know this Felicity, if anybody does.’\n‘I’ll talk to him again, but the letter was correct, was it not?\nHelena has been acting oddly?’\nThe record catches on the gramophone, the soaring violin\nsolo yanked back to earth over and over again, like a kite in a\nchild’s overeager hands.\nPeter glances at it, frowning, hoping his dissatisfaction\nalone will right it. Defeated, he moves to the gramophone,\nlifting the needle, blowing dust from the record and holding it\nup to the light.\n‘It’s scratched,’ he says, with a shake of the head.\nHe replaces the record, new music taking flight.\n‘Tell me about Helena,’ I nudge. ‘It was her idea to\nannounce the engagement on the anniversary of Thomas’s\ndeath and throw the party in Blackheath, wasn’t it?’\n‘She’s never forgiven Evelyn for abandoning Thomas that\nmorning,’ he says, watching the record spin. ‘I confess, I\nthought the years might dull her pain, but’ – he spreads his\narms – ‘all this, it’s so…’ He breathes deeply, composing\nhimself. ‘Helena means to embarrass Evelyn, I admit. She\ncalls the marriage a punishment, but it’s a rather fine match, if\nyou look at the details. Ravencourt won’t lay a finger on\nEvelyn, told me as much himself. “I’m too old for all that” is\nwhat he said. She’ll have the run of his homes, nice allowance,\nany life she chooses, so long as it doesn’t embarrass him. In\nreturn, he’ll get… well, you know the rumours about his\nvalets. Good-looking chaps coming and going at all hours.\nScandalmongering is all it is, but the marriage will put a stop\nto it.’ He pauses, his stare defiant. ‘You see, Dance? Why\nwould Helena arrange all of this if she meant to kill Evelyn?\nShe wouldn’t, she couldn’t. Beneath it all, she loves Evelyn.\nNot well, I admit, but well enough. She needs to feel as if\nEvelyn has been thoroughly punished, and then she’ll start\nmaking it up to her. You’ll see. Helena will come around, and\n\n\nEvelyn will realise this marriage is a blessing in disguise.\nBelieve me, you’re barking up the wrong tree.’\n‘I still need to speak with your wife, Peter.’\n‘My organiser’s in the drawer; it has her appointments in it.’\nHe laughs grimly. ‘Our marriage is one of overlapping duties\nthese days, but it should tell you where to find her.’\nI rush to the drawer, unable to contain my excitement.\nSomebody in the house, possibly Helena herself, tore these\nappointments from her day-planner to conceal her activities.\nWhoever did it either forgot, or didn’t know, that her husband\nkept his own copy, and now they’re in my hands. Here and\nnow, we might finally discover what was worth all the trouble.\nThe drawer is stiff, swollen with damp. It comes open\ngrudgingly, revealing a moleskin book held fast with string.\nFlipping through the pages, I quickly find Helena’s\nappointments, my ebullience draining out of me immediately.\nMost of them I already know about. Helena met with\nCunningham at 7:30 a.m., though there’s no indication why.\nAfter that she arranged to see Evelyn at 8:15 a.m. and\nMillicent Derby at 9 a.m., both of which she missed. She has a\nmeeting with the stablemaster at 11:30 a.m., which is in an\nhour’s time, and then she’s expected in Ravencourt’s parlour\nearly this afternoon.\nShe won’t attend.\nMy finger roams the schedule, searching for something\nsuspicious. Evelyn and Ravencourt I know about, and\nMillicent was an old friend, so that’s understandable, but what\ncould be so urgent she’d need to see her husband’s bastard son\nfirst thing in the morning?\nHe refused to tell me when I asked, but he’s the only person\nwho’s seen Helena Hardcastle today, which means I can no\nlonger tolerate his evasions.\nI must have the truth out of him.\nBefore that, I need to visit the stables.\n\n\nFor the first time, I know where the elusive lady of the\nhouse is going to be.\n‘Do you know why Helena met Charles Cunningham this\nmorning?’ I ask Peter, as I replace the organiser in the drawer.\n‘Likely Helena wanted to say hello,’ he says, pouring\nhimself another drink. ‘She was always close to the boy.’\n‘Is Charles Cunningham the reason Stanwin’s blackmailing\nyou?’ I ask. ‘Does Stanwin know he’s your son?’\n‘Come now, Dance!’ he says, glaring at me.\nI meet his gaze, my host’s too. Dance is slipping apologies\nonto my tongue, urging me to flee the room. It’s a bloody\nnuisance. Every time I open my mouth to speak, I have to\nforce aside another man’s embarrassment first.\n‘You know me, Peter, so you know what it takes for me to\nask such a thing,’ I say. ‘I must have all the pieces of this nasty\nbusiness to hand.’\nHe considers this, returning to the window with his drink.\nNot that there’s much to see. The trees have grown so close to\nthe house the branches are pressed right up against the glass.\nJudging by Peter’s demeanour, he’d invite them inside now if\nhe could.\n‘Charles Cunningham’s parentage isn’t why I’m being\nblackmailed,’ he says. ‘That nugget of scandal was on every\nsociety page at one time, Helena made sure of it. There’s no\nmoney in it.’\n‘Then what is it Stanwin knows?’\n‘I need your word it won’t go any further,’ he says.\n‘Of course,’ I say, my pulse quickening.\n‘Well’ – he takes a fortifying sip of his drink – ‘before\nThomas was murdered, Helena was having an affair with\nCharlie Carver.’\n‘The man who murdered Thomas?’ I exclaim, sitting a little\nstraighter in my chair.\n\n\n‘They call this sort of thing cuckolding, don’t they?’ he\nsays, standing stiff at the window. ‘In my case it’s an\nunusually perfect metaphor. He took my son from me and left\nhis own child in my nest instead.’\n‘His own child?’\n‘Cunningham isn’t my illegitimate child, Dance. He’s my\nwife’s. Charlie Carver was his father.’\n‘That blackguard!’ I exclaim, temporarily losing control of\nDance, whose outrage mirrors my shock. ‘How on earth did\nthis happen?’\n‘Carver and Helena loved each other,’ he says ruefully. ‘Our\nmarriage was never… I had the name, Helena’s family had the\nmoney. It was convenient, necessary one might say, but there\nwas no affection. Carver and Helena grew up together, his\nfather was the gamekeeper on her family’s estate. She kept\ntheir relationship from me, but brought Carver to Blackheath\nwhen we married. I’m sorry to say my indiscretions got back\nto her, our marriage faltered, and a year or so later she fell into\nCarver’s bed, becoming pregnant soon after.’\n‘But you didn’t raise Cunningham as your own?’\n‘No, she led me to believe it was mine during the\npregnancy, but couldn’t be certain herself who the real father\nwas, as I’d continued to… well, a man’s needs are… you\nunderstand?’\n‘I believe I do,’ I say coldly, remembering the love and\nrespect that governed Dance’s marriage for so long.\n‘Anyway, I was out hunting when Cunningham was born, so\nshe had the midwife smuggle him out of the house to be\nnursed in the village. When I returned, I was told the child\ndied during the delivery, but six months later, when she was\ncertain he didn’t look too much like Carver, the baby turned up\non our doorstep, carried by some wench I’d had the misfortune\nto spend time with in London, who was happy enough to take\nmy wife’s money and pretend it was mine. Helena played the\nvictim, insisting we take the boy in, and to my shame I agreed.\nWe handed the child to the cook, Mrs Drudge, who raised him\n\n\nas her own. Believe it or not, we actually managed to find\nseveral peaceful years after that. Evelyn, Thomas and Michael\nwere born in short order, and for a while we were a happy\nfamily.’\nAll through the story I’ve watched his face for some\nemotion, but it’s been a bland recital of the facts. Once again\nI’m struck by the callowness of this man. An hour ago, I’d\nassumed Thomas’s death had reduced his feelings to ash, but\nnow I wonder if that soil wasn’t always infertile. Nothing\ngrows in this man but greed.\n‘How did you discover the truth?’ I ask.\n‘Sheer chance,’ he says, laying his hands against the wall\neither side of the window. ‘I went for a walk and stumbled\nupon Carver and Helena arguing over the boy’s future. She\nadmitted everything.’\n‘So why not divorce her?’ I ask.\n‘And have everybody know my shame?’ he says, aghast.\n‘Bastard children are common currency these days, but\nimagine the tattle if people discovered Lord Peter Hardcastle\nhad been cuckolded by a common gardener. No, Dance, that\nwouldn’t do.’\n‘What happened after you found out?’\n‘I let Carver go, gave him a day to get off the estate.’\n‘Was that the same day he killed Thomas?’\n‘Exactly so, our confrontation sent him into a rage and he…\nhe…’\nHis eyes are blurry, red with drink. He’s been emptying and\nrefilling that glass all morning.\n‘Stanwin came to Helena a few months later with his hand\nout. You see, Dance, I’m not being blackmailed directly. It’s\nHelena, and my reputation with her. I simply pay for it.’\n‘And what of Michael, Evelyn and Cunningham?’ I ask.\n‘Do they know any of this?’\n\n\n‘Not to my knowledge. A secret’s hard enough to keep\nwithout putting it in the mouths of children.’\n‘So how did Stanwin come by it?’\n‘I’ve been asking myself that question for nineteen years\nand I’m no closer to an answer. Perhaps he was friends with\nCarver, servants talk after all. Otherwise I’m at a loss. All I\nknow is that should word get out, I’ll be ruined. Ravencourt’s\nsensitive to scandal and he won’t marry into a family on the\nfront pages.’\nHis voice lowers, drunk and mean, his finger pointed\ndirectly at me.\n‘Keep Evelyn alive and I’ll give you anything you ask, you\nhear me? I won’t let that bitch cost me my fortune, Dance. I\nwon’t allow it.’\n\n\n36\nPeter Hardcastle has fallen into a drunken sulk, gripping his\nglass as though worried somebody will take it from him.\nJudging his usefulness at an end, I grab an apple from the fruit\nbowl and slip out of the room on the end of a hollow apology,\nclosing the sitting-room door that I might ascend the stairs\nwithout his noticing. I need to speak with Gold and I’d rather\nnot wade through a cloud of questions to do so.\nA draught greets me at the top of the staircase, twisting and\ncurling in the air, sneaking through the cracked windows and\nbeneath the doors to stir the leaves littering the floor. I’m\nreminded of walking these corridors as Sebastian Bell,\nsearching for the butler with Evelyn at my side. It’s odd to\nthink of them here, odder still to remember that Bell and I are\nthe same man. His cowardice makes me cringe, but there’s\nenough distance between us now that it sits apart from me. He\nfeels like an embarrassing story I once overheard at a party.\nSomebody else’s shame.\nDance despises men such as Bell, but I can’t be so\njudgemental. I have no idea who I am beyond Blackheath, or\nhow I think when I’m not wedged inside somebody else’s\nmind. For all I know, I’m exactly like Bell… and would that\ntruly be so bad? I envy him his compassion, as I envy\nRavencourt’s intelligence, and Dance’s ability to see through\nthe shroud to the heart of things. If I carry any of these\nqualities out of Blackheath, I’ll be proud to have them.\nMaking certain I’m alone in the corridor, I enter the room\nwhere Gregory Gold is hanging from the ceiling by his bound\nwrists. He’s murmuring, jerking in pain, trying to outrun some\nuntiring nightmare. Compassion compels me to cut him down,\nbut Anna wouldn’t have left him strung up like this without a\nvery good reason.\nEven so, I still need to speak with him, so I shake him\ngently, then more firmly.\nNothing.\n\n\nI slap his face, then splash him with water from the nearby\njug, but he doesn’t stir. This is horrendous. Doctor Dickie’s\nsedative is unyielding and no matter how hard Gold writhes he\ncan’t free himself of it. My stomach turns, a chill settling on\nmy bones. Until now, the horrors in my future had always been\nvague, insubstantial things, dark shapes lurking in a fog. But\nthis is me, my fate. Reaching up on my tiptoes, I pull his\nsleeves down to reveal the slashes on his arms he showed me\nlast night.\n‘Don’t get out of the carriage,’ I murmur, recalling his\nwarning.\n‘Step away from him,’ says Anna from behind me. ‘And\nturn around nice and slow. I won’t ask twice.’\nI do as she bids.\nShe is standing in the doorway with a shotgun pointed at\nme. Blonde hair spills from her cap, her expression fierce. Her\naim is steady, her finger pressing against the trigger. One\nwrong move and I have no doubt she’d kill me to protect Gold.\nNo matter the odds arrayed against me, knowing somebody\ncares this deeply is enough to make even Dance’s cold heart\nswell.\n‘It’s me, Anna,’ I say. ‘It’s Aiden.’\n‘Aiden?’\nThe shotgun lowers a little as she steps close, her face\nbreathing distance from my own as she inspects my newly\nacquired crags and lines.\n‘The book mentioned you’d get old,’ she says, holding the\ngun in one hand. ‘Didn’t mention you’d end up with a face\nlike a headstone, though.’\nShe nods at Gold.\n‘Admiring the slashes, are you?’ she says. ‘Doctor reckons\nhe did that to himself. Poor man cut his own arms to ribbons.’\n‘Why?’ I ask horrified, trying to imagine any circumstance\nin which I’d turn a knife on myself.\n\n\n‘You’d know better than me,’ she sniffs. ‘Let’s talk where\nit’s warm.’\nI follow her into the room across the corridor, where the\nbutler’s sleeping peacefully beneath white cotton sheets. Light\nis pouring through a high window, and a small fire is crackling\nin the grate. Dried blood mars the pillow, but otherwise it’s a\nserene scene, affectionate and intimate.\n‘Has he woken up yet?’ I say, nodding to the butler.\n‘Briefly, in the carriage. We haven’t long arrived. Poor sod\ncould barely breathe. What about Dance? What’s he like?’\nasks Anna, hiding the shotgun under the bed.\n‘Humourless, hates his son, otherwise he’s fine. Anything’s\nbetter than Jonathan Derby,’ I say, pouring myself a glass of\nwater from the jug on the table.\n‘I met him this morning,’ she says distantly. ‘Can’t imagine\nit’s pleasant being trapped in that head.’\nIt wasn’t.\nI say, tossing her the apple I took from the sitting room,\n‘You told him you were hungry, so I brought you this. I wasn’t\nsure if you’d had a chance to eat yet.’\n‘I haven’t,’ she says, polishing it on her apron. ‘Ta.’\nI walk over to the window, clearing a spot of grime away\nwith my sleeve. It looks out over the road, where I’m surprised\nto see the Plague Doctor pointing at the gatehouse. Daniel’s\nstanding beside him, the two of them conferring.\nThe scene unsettles me. Thus far my interlocutor has taken\ngreat care to keep a barrier between us. This closeness I see\nnow feels like collaboration, as though I’ve bowed to\nBlackheath in some way, accepting Evelyn’s death and the\nPlague Doctor’s assertion that only one of us can leave.\nNothing could be further from the truth. Knowing I can change\nthis day has given me the belief to keep fighting… so, what on\nearth are they talking about down there?\n‘What can you see?’ says Anna.\n‘The Plague Doctor talking with Daniel,’ I say.\n\n\n‘I haven’t met him,’ she says, taking a bite out of her apple.\n‘And what the bloody hell is a Plague Doctor?’\nI blink at her. ‘Meeting you in the wrong order’s becoming\nproblematic.’\n‘At least there’s only one of me,’ she says. ‘Tell me about\nthis doctor of yours.’\nI quickly fill her in on my history with the Plague Doctor,\nstarting with our meeting in the study when I was Sebastian\nBell, and recounting how he stopped my car when I tried to\nescape and, more recently, upbraided me for chasing Madeline\nAubert in the forest as Jonathan Derby. It already seems a\nlifetime ago.\n‘Sounds like you’ve made a friend,’ she says, chewing\nnoisily.\n‘He’s using me,’ I say. ‘I just don’t know what for.’\n‘Daniel might, they seem chummy enough,’ she says,\njoining me at the window. ‘Any idea what they’re talking\nabout? Have you solved Evelyn’s murder and forgotten to tell\nme?’\n‘If we do this right, there won’t be a murder to solve,’ I say,\nmy attention fixed on the scene below.\n‘So you’re still trying to save her, even after the Plague\nDoctor said it was almost impossible?’\n‘As a rule, I ignore half of everything he tells me,’ I say\ndistantly. ‘Call it a healthy scepticism of any wisdom that\ncomes delivered through a mask. Besides, I know this day can\nbe changed, I’ve seen it.’\n‘Christ’s sake, Aiden,’ she says angrily.\n‘What’s wrong?’ I ask, startled.\n‘This, all of this!’ she says, spreading her arms\nexasperatedly. ‘We had a deal, you and me. I’d sit in this little\nroom and keep these two safe, and you’d use your eight lives\nto solve this murder.’\n‘That’s what I’m doing,’ I say, confused by her anger.\n\n\n‘No, it’s not,’ she says. ‘You’re running around trying to\nsave the person whose death is our best chance of escape.’\n‘She’s my friend, Anna.’\n‘She’s Bell’s friend,’ Anna counters. ‘She humiliated\nRavencourt and she nearly killed Derby. Far as I’ve seen,\nthere’s more warmth in a long winter than in that woman.’\n‘She had her reasons.’\nIt’s a weak response, intended to bat away the question\nrather than answer it. Anna’s right, Evelyn hasn’t been my\nfriend for a long time now, and though the memory of her\nkindness still lingers, it’s not my driving impulse. That’s\nsomething else, something deeper, something squirming. The\nidea of leaving her to be slain sickens me. Not Dance, not any\nof my other hosts. It sickens me, Aiden Bishop.\nUnfortunately, Anna’s building up a head of steam and\ndoesn’t give me a chance to dwell on the revelation.\n‘I don’t care about her reasons, I care about yours,’ she says,\npointing at me. ‘Maybe you don’t feel it, but deep down, I\nknow how long I’ve been in this place. It’s decades, Aiden,\nI’m sure of it. I need to leave, I have to, and this is my best\nchance, with you. You’ve got eight lives, you’ll get out of here\neventually. I do all this once, and then forget. Without you I’m\nstuck, and what happens if next time you wake up as Bell, you\ndon’t remember me?’\n‘I won’t leave you here, Anna,’ I insist, shaken by the\ndesperation in her voice.\n‘Then solve the damn murder like the Plague Doctor asked\nyou to, and believe him when he says that Evelyn can’t be\nsaved!’\n‘I can’t trust him,’ I say, losing my temper and turning my\nback on her.\n‘Why not, everything he’s said has happened. He’s—’\n‘He said you’d betray me,’ I shout.\n‘What?’\n\n\n‘He told me you’d betray me,’ I repeat, shaken by the\nadmission. Until now I’d never actually voiced the accusation,\npreferring to dismiss it in the quiet of my thoughts. Now I’ve\nsaid it out loud it’s a real possibility, and it worries me. Anna’s\nright, everything else the Plague Doctor’s said has come true,\nand as strong as my connection to this woman is, I can’t be\ncompletely certain she won’t turn on me.\nShe reels backwards as if struck, shaking her head.\n‘I’d never… Aiden, I’d never do that, I swear.’\n‘He said you remembered more about our last loop than you\nwere admitting,’ I say. ‘Is that true? Is there something you’re\nnot telling me?’\nShe hesitates.\n‘Is it true, Anna?’ I demand.\n‘No,’ she says forcefully. ‘He’s trying to get between us,\nAiden. I don’t know why, but you can’t listen to him.’\n‘That’s my point,’ I shoot back. ‘If the Plague Doctor’s\ntelling the truth about Evelyn, he’s telling the truth about you.\nI don’t believe he is. I think he wants something, something\nwe don’t know about, and I think he’s using us to get it.’\n‘Even if that’s the case, I don’t understand why you’re so\ninsistent on saving Evelyn,’ says Anna, still struggling with\nwhat I had told her.\n‘Because somebody’s going to kill her,’ I say haltingly.\n‘And they’re not doing it themselves, they’re twisting her in\nknots so she’ll do it herself, and they’re making sure\neverybody sees. It’s cruel and they’re enjoying it, and I can’t…\nIt doesn’t matter whether we like her, or whether the Plague\nDoctor is right, you don’t get to kill somebody and put them\non display. She’s innocent, and we can stop it. And we\nshould.’\nI falter, breathless, teetering on the edge of a memory\nsprung loose by Anna’s questions. It’s as though a curtain’s\nbeen pulled back, the man I used to be almost visible through\nthe gap. Guilt and grief, they’re the keys, I’m certain of it.\nThey’re what brought me to Blackheath in the first place.\n\n\nThey’ve been driving me to save Evelyn, but that wasn’t my\npurpose here, not really.\n‘There was somebody else,’ I say slowly, clutching at the\nedges of the memory. ‘A woman, I think. She’s the reason I\ncame here, but I couldn’t save her.’\n‘What was her name?’ says Anna, taking my wrinkled old\nhands and looking up into my face.\n‘I can’t remember,’ I say, my head throbbing in\nconcentration.\n‘Was it me?’\n‘I don’t know,’ I say.\nThe memory’s slipping away. There are tears on my cheeks,\nan ache in my chest. I feel like I’ve lost somebody, but I have\nno idea who. I look into Anna’s wide brown eyes.\n‘It’s gone,’ I say weakly.\n‘I’m sorry, Aiden.’\n‘Don’t be,’ I say, feeling my strength return. ‘We’re going to\nget out of Blackheath, I promise, but I have to do it my way.\nI’ll make it work, you just have to trust me, Anna.’\nI’m expecting an objection, but she confounds me with a\nsmile.\n‘Then where do we start?’ she says.\n‘I’m going to find Helena Hardcastle,’ I say, wiping my face\nwith a handkerchief. ‘Do you have any leads on the footman?\nHe killed Derby last night, and I doubt Dance is far behind.’\n‘Actually, I’ve been thinking up a plan.’\nShe peers under the bed, bringing out the artist’s\nsketchbook, which she opens and drops on my lap. This is the\nbook that’s been guiding her all day, but the intricate\nspiderweb of cause and effect I’d anticipated is nowhere to be\nseen.\nIts contents are gibberish, as far as I can tell.\n\n\n‘I thought I wasn’t allowed to see this?’ I say, craning my\nhead to read her awkward upside-down writing. ‘I’m\nhonoured.’\n‘Don’t be, I’m only letting you see the bit you need,’ she\nsays.\nCircled warnings and sketches of the day’s events have been\nscrawled in an erratic hand, snatches of conversation dashed\nonto the page, without any context to explain them. I recognise\na few of the moments, including a hasty drawing of the\nbutler’s beating at the hands of Gold, but most of them are\nmeaningless.\nIt’s only after I’ve been assaulted by the chaos, that I begin\nto see Anna’s attempt to bring order. Using a pencil, she’s\ndiligently written notes for herself near the entries. Guesses\nhave been made, times noted down, our conversations\nrecorded and cross-referenced with those in the book, teasing\nout the useful information contained within.\n‘I doubt you’ll be able to do much with it,’ says Anna,\nwatching me struggle. ‘One of your hosts gave it to me. Might\nas well be written in another language. A lot of it doesn’t make\nany sense, but I’ve been adding to it, using it to keep track of\nyour comings and goings. This is everything I know about\nyou. Every host, everything they’ve done. It’s the only way I\ncan keep up, but it’s not complete. There are holes. That’s why\nI need you to show me the best time to approach Bell.’\n‘Bell, why?’\n‘This footman is looking for me, so we’re going to tell him\nexactly where I’ll be,’ she says, writing a note on a loose piece\nof paper. ‘We’ll gather some of your other hosts and be\nwaiting for him when he gets his knife out.’\n‘And how are we going to trap him?’ I say.\n‘With this’ – she hands me the note. ‘If you tell me about\nBell’s day, I can make sure to put it somewhere he’ll find it.\nOnce I mention it in the kitchen, the meeting will be up and\ndown the house in an hour. The footman’s sure to hear of it.’\nDon’t leave Blackheath, more lives than your own are depending on you.\nMeet me by the mausoleum in the family graveyard at 10:20 p.m. and I’ll\n\n\nexplain everything.\nLove, Anna\nI’m transported back to that evening, when Evelyn and Bell\nstalked into the dank graveyard, revolver in hand, finding only\nshadows and a shattered compass covered in blood.\nAs omens go, it’s not reassuring, but it’s not definitive\neither. It’s another piece of the future come loose from the\nwhole, and until I get there, I’ll have no idea what it means.\nAnna’s waiting for my reaction, but my unease isn’t\nsufficient reason for objection.\n‘Have you seen how this ends, does it work?’ she asks,\nfingering the hem of her sleeve nervously.\n‘I don’t know, but it’s the best plan we have,’ I say.\n‘We’re going to need help, and you’re running short of\nhosts.’\n‘Don’t worry, I’ll find it.’\nI pull a fountain pen from my pocket, adding one more line\nto the message, something to spare poor Bell a great deal of\nfrustration.\nOh, and don’t forget your gloves, they’re burning.\n\n\n37\nI hear the horses before I see them, dozens of shoes clopping\nalong the cobblestones ahead of me. Not far behind is their\nsmell, a musty odour mingled with the stench of manure, a\nthick rolling mix even the wind can’t disturb. Only after I’ve\nbeen assaulted by their impression do I finally come upon the\nanimals themselves, thirty or so being led out of the stables\nand up the main road towards the village, carriages harnessed\nto their backs.\nStable hands are guiding them on foot, their uniform flat\ncaps, white shirts and loose grey trousers rendering them as\nindistinguishable from each other as the horses in their care.\nI’m watching the hooves nervously. In a flash of memory, I\nrecall being thrown from a horse as a boy, the beast’s hooves\ncatching me in the chest, my bones cracking…\nDon’t let Dance get a grip on you.\nI tear myself free of my host’s memories, lowering the hand\nwhich had instinctively gone to the scar on my chest.\nIt’s getting worse.\nBell’s personality rarely surfaced at all, but between Derby’s\nlust and Dance’s manners and childhood traumas, it’s\nbecoming difficult to keep a straight course.\nA few horses in the middle of the mass are nipping at those\nto the side of them, a ripple of agitation passing through the\nmuscular brown tide. It’s enough for me to take an ill-advised\nstep off the road, straight into a pile of manure.\nI’m flicking the filth free when one of the stable hands peels\naway from the pack.\n‘Something I can help you with, Mr Dance?’ he says,\ntipping his cap at me.\n‘You know me?’ I say, surprised by this recognition.\n‘Sorry, sir, name’s Oswald, sir, I saddled the stallion you\nrode yesterday. Fine thing, sir, seeing a gentleman on a horse.\nNot many know how to ride that way any more.’\n\n\nHe smiles, showing off two rows of gappy teeth stained\nbrown with tobacco.\n‘Of course, of course,’ I say, the passing horses nudging him\nin the back. ‘Actually, Oswald, I was looking for Lady\nHardcastle. She was supposed to be meeting Alf Miller, the\nstablemaster.’\n‘Not sure ’bout her ladyship, sir, but you’ve just missed Alf.\nLeft with somebody about ten minutes gone. Heading to the\nlake, best I could tell, took the path alongside the paddock. It’s\non your right as you pass under the arch, sir, you can probably\nstill catch them if you hurry.’\n‘Thank you, Oswald.’\n‘Of course, sir.’\nTipping his cap again, he falls in with the pack.\nKeeping to the edge of the road, I carry on towards the\nstables, the loose cobbles slowing me down considerably. In\nmy other hosts, I simply leapt aside when one slid beneath me.\nDance’s old legs aren’t nimble enough for that, and every time\none wobbles under my weight, it twists my ankles and knees,\nthreating to tip me over.\nVexed, I pass beneath the arch to find oats, hay and smashed\nfruit littering the courtyard, a boy doing his best to sweep the\ndebris into the corners. He’d probably have more luck if he\nwasn’t half the size of the brush. He peeks at me shyly as I\npass, trying to doff his cap but only succeeding in losing it to\nthe wind. The last I see of him, he’s chasing it across the yard\nas though all his dreams were stuffed inside.\nThe path nestled alongside the paddock is little more than a\nmuddy trail rotten with puddles, and my trousers are already\nfilthy by the time I’m halfway along. Twigs are cracking, rain\ndripping from the plants. I have the sense of being watched,\nand though there’s nothing to suggest it’s anything more than\nnerves, I swear I can feel a presence among the trees, a pair of\neyes dogging my steps. I can only hope I’m mistaken, because\nif the footman does spring onto the path, I’m too weak to fight\n\n\nand too slow to run. The rest of my life will be precisely how\nlong it takes him to pick a way of killing me.\nSeeing no sign of the stablemaster or Lady Hardcastle, I\nsacrifice my deportment completely, splattering mud up my\nback as I break into a worried trot.\nThe trail soon veers away from the paddock and into the\nforest, that sense of being watched only growing as I move\nfurther away from the stables. Brambles snatch at my clothes\nas I push through, until finally I hear the murmur of\napproaching voices and the lapping of water against the shore.\nRelief overwhelms me, and I realise I’ve been holding my\nbreath this entire time. We’re face to face in two steps, though\nit’s not Lady Hardcastle I find accompanying the stablemaster,\nbut rather Cunningham, Ravencourt’s valet. He’s wearing a\nthick coat and the long purple scarf he’ll struggle to tug loose\nwhen he interrupts Ravencourt speaking with Daniel.\nThe banker must be asleep in the library. Their alarm at\nbumping into me suggests they were discussing far more than\nmere gossip.\nIt’s Cunningham who recovers first, smiling amiably.\n‘Mr Dance, what a pleasant surprise,’ he says. ‘What brings\nyou out on this foul morning?’\n‘I was looking for Helena Hardcastle,’ I say, glancing from\nCunningham to the stablemaster. ‘I was under the impression\nshe was taking a walk with Mr Miller here.’\n‘No, sir,’ says Miller, kneading his cap between his hands.\n‘Supposed to be meeting at my cottage, sir. I’m on my way\nthere now.’\n‘We three find ourselves in the same boat then,’ says\nCunningham. ‘I was also hoping to catch her. Perhaps we can\ngo along together. My business shouldn’t take very long, but\nI’ll be happy to stand in line, as it were.’\n‘And what is your business?’ I ask, as we begin walking\nback towards the stables. ‘It was my understanding you met\nwith Lady Hardcastle before breakfast.’\n\n\nThe directness of my question momentarily unsettles his\ngood cheer, a flash of annoyance passing across his face.\n‘A few matters for Lord Hardcastle,’ he says. ‘You know\nhow these things are. One mess soon leads to another.’\n‘But you have seen the lady of the house today?’ I say.\n‘Indeed, first thing.’\n‘How did she seem?’\nHe shrugs, frowning at me. ‘I couldn’t say. Our talk was\nvery brief. May I ask where these questions are leading, Mr\nDance? I rather feel like I’m facing you in court.’\n‘Nobody else has seen Lady Hardcastle today. That strikes\nme as strange.’\n‘Perhaps she’s wary of being pestered with questions,’ he\nsays, flaring.\nWe arrive at the stablemaster’s cottage in an irritated mood,\nMr Miller writhing in discomfort as he invites us inside. It’s as\nneat and orderly as the last time I was here, although much too\nsmall for three men and their secrets.\nI take the chair by the table, while Cunningham inspects the\nbookcase, and the stablemaster frets, doing his best to tidy an\nalready tidy cottage.\nWe wait for ten minutes, but Lady Hardcastle never arrives.\nIt’s Cunningham who breaks the silence.\n‘Well, it seems the lady has other plans,’ he says, checking\nhis watch. ‘I’d better get off, I’m expected in the library. Good\nmorning to you, Mr Dance, Mr Miller,’ he says, inclining his\nhead before opening the door and departing.\nMiller looks up at me nervously.\n‘What about you, Mr Dance?’ he says. ‘Will you be waiting\nlonger?’\nI ignore this, and join him by the fireplace.\n‘What were you speaking with Cunningham about?’ I ask.\n\n\nHe stares at the window, as though his answers are coming\nby messenger. I snap my fingers in front of his face, drawing\nhis watery eyes towards me.\n‘At this moment, I’m simply curious, Mr Miller,’ I say in a\nlow voice dripping with unpleasant possibilities. ‘In a minute\nor so, I’ll be annoyed. Tell me what you were speaking about.’\n‘He wanted somebody to show him around,’ he says, jutting\nout his lower lip, revealing the pink flesh within. ‘Wanted to\nsee the lake, he did.’\nWhatever Miller’s skills in this world, lying is not one of\nthem. His elderly face is a mass of wrinkles and overhanging\nflesh, more than enough material for his emotions to build a\nstage from. Every frown is a tragedy, every smile a farce. A\nlie, sitting as it does somewhere between both, is enough to\ncollapse the entire performance.\nPlacing my hand on his shoulder, I lower my face to his,\nwatching as his eyes flee mine.\n‘Charles Cunningham grew up on this estate, Mr Miller, as\nwell you know. He has no need of a tour guide. Now, what\nwere you discussing?’\nHe shakes his head. ‘I promised—’\n‘I can make promises too, Miller, but you won’t enjoy\nmine.’\nMy fingers press into his collarbone, tight enough to make\nhim wince.\n‘He was asking about the murdered boy,’ he says\nreluctantly.\n‘Thomas Hardcastle?’\n‘No, sir, the other one.’\n‘What other one?’\n‘Keith Parker, the stable boy.’\n‘What stable boy? What are you talking about, man?’\n\n\n‘Nobody remembers him, sir, not important enough,’ he\nsays, gritting his teeth. ‘One of mine, he was. Lovely boy,\nabout fourteen. Went missing a week or so before Master\nThomas died. Couple of peelers came up to take a look in the\nforest, but they couldn’t find his body, so they said he ran\naway. I tell you, sir, he never did. Loved his mam, loved his\njob. He wouldn’t have done it. I said as much at the time, but\nnobody listened.’\n‘Did they ever find him?’\n‘No, sir, never did.’\n‘And that’s what you told Cunningham?’\n‘Aye, sir.’\n‘Is that all you told him?’\nHis eyes shift left and right.\n‘There’s more, isn’t there?’ I say.\n‘No, sir.’\n‘Don’t lie to me, Miller,’ I say coldly, my hackles rising.\nDance hates people who try to deceive him, considering it a\nsuggestion of gullibility, of stupidity. To even attempt it, liars\nmust believe themselves to be cleverer than the person they’re\nlying to, an assumption he finds grotesquely insulting.\n‘I’m not lying, sir,’ protests the poor stablemaster, a vein\nbulging on his forehead.\n‘You are! Tell me what you know!’ I demand.\n‘I can’t.’\n‘You will, or I’ll ruin you, Mr Miller,’ I say, giving my host\nfree rein. ‘I’ll take everything you have, every stitch of\nclothing and every penny you’ve squirrelled away.’\nDance’s words pour out of my mouth, each one dripping\nwith poison. This is how he runs his law practice, bludgeoning\nhis opponents with threats and intimidation. In his own way,\nDance may be just as vile as Derby.\n‘I’ll dig up every—’\n\n\n‘The story’s a lie,’ Miller blurts out.\nHis face is ashen, his eyes haunted.\n‘What does that mean? Out with it!’ I say.\n‘They say Charlie Carver killed Master Thomas, sir.’\n‘What of it?’\n‘Well, he couldn’t have, sir. Charlie and me were friendly\nlike. Charlie had an argument with Lord Hardcastle that\nmorning, been fired he had, so he decided to take severance.’\n‘Severance?’\n‘A few bottles of brandy, sir, right out of Lord Hardcastle’s\nstudy. Just walked in and took them.’\n‘So he stole a few bottles of brandy,’ I say. ‘How does that\nprove his innocence?’\n‘He came to fetch me after I sent Miss Evelyn out riding on\nher pony. Wanted a last drink with a friend, he said. Couldn’t\nsay no, could I? We drank those bottles between us, me and\nCharlie, but around half an hour before the murder, he said I\nhad to leave.’\n‘Leave, why?’\n‘He said somebody was coming to see him.’\n‘Who?’\n‘I don’t know, sir, he never said. He just—’\nHe falters, feeling along the edge of the answer for the crack\nhe’s certain he’s about to fall through.\n‘What?’ I demand.\nThe poor fool’s wringing his hands together, rucking up the\nrug with the ball of his left foot.\n‘He said everything was arranged, sir, said they were going\nto help him get a good position somewhere else. I thought\nmaybe…’\n‘Yes.’\n‘The way he was talking, sir… I thought…’\n\n\n‘Spit it out for God’s sake, Miller.’\n‘Lady Hardcastle, sir,’ he says, meeting my gaze for the first\ntime. ‘I thought maybe he was meeting Lady Helena\nHardcastle. They’d always been friendly like.’\nMy hand drops from his shoulder.\n‘But you didn’t see her arrive?’\n‘I…’\n‘You didn’t leave, did you?’ I say, catching the guilt on his\nface. ‘You wanted to see who was coming, so you hid\nsomewhere nearby.’\n‘For a minute, sir, just to see, to make sure he was all right.’\n‘Why didn’t you tell anybody this?’ I say, frowning at him.\n‘I was told not to, sir.’\n‘By whom?’\nHe looks up at me, chewing the silence into a desperate\nplea.\n‘By whom, dammit?’ I persist.\n‘Well, Lady Hardcastle, sir. That’s what made me… well,\nshe wouldn’t have let Charlie kill her son, would she? And if\nhe had, she wouldn’t have told me to keep it quiet. Doesn’t\nmake no sense, does it? He has to be innocent.’\n‘And you kept this secret all these years?’\n‘I was afraid, sir. Terrible afraid, sir.’\n‘Of Helena Hardcastle?’\n‘Of the knife, sir. The one used to kill Thomas. They found\nit in Carver’s cabin, hidden under the floorboards. That’s what\ndid for him in the end, sir.’\n‘Why would you be afraid of the knife, Miller?’\n‘Because it was mine, sir. Horseshoe knife, it was. Went\nmissing from my cottage a couple of days before the murder.\nThat and a nice blanket right off my bed. I thought they might,\nwell, blame me, sir. Like I was in on it with Carver, sir.’\n\n\nThe next few minutes pass in a blur, my thoughts far afield.\nI’m vaguely aware of promising to keep Miller’s secrets, just\nas I’m vaguely aware of leaving the cottage, the rain soaking\nme as I head back towards the house.\nMichael Hardcastle told me somebody had been with\nCharlie Carver the morning of Thomas’s death, somebody\nStanwin had clipped with a shotgun before they escaped.\nCould that person have been Lady Hardcastle? If so, her\ninjuries would have needed tending quietly.\nDoctor Dickie?\nThe Hardcastles were hosting a party the weekend Thomas\nwas murdered, and by Evelyn’s account the same guests were\ninvited back for this ball. Dickie’s in the house today, so it’s\nlikely he was here nineteen years ago.\nHe won’t talk, he’s loyal as a dog.\n‘He’s in the drug-peddling business with Bell,’ I say,\nremembering the marked-up Bible I found in his room when I\nwas Derby. ‘That will be enough leverage to force the truth\nfrom him.’\nMy excitement’s building. If Dickie confirms that Lady\nHardcastle was shot in the shoulder, she’d have to be a suspect\nin Thomas’s death. But why on earth would she take her own\nson’s life, or allow Carver – a man Lord Hardcastle claimed\nshe loved – to take the blame on her behalf?\nThis is the closest Dance gets to glee, the old lawyer having\nspent his life following the facts like a hunting dog with the\nscent of blood in its nose, and it’s not until Blackheath lifts\nitself off the horizon that I finally awake to my surroundings.\nAt this distance, with these weak eyes, the house is smudged,\nthe cracks obscured, and one sees Blackheath as it must\nformerly have been, back when a young Millicent Derby\nsummered here with Ravencourt and the Hardcastles, when\nchildren played in the forest without fear, their parents\nenjoying parties and music, laughter and singing.\nHow glorious it must have been.\n\n\nOne could understand why Helena Hardcastle might yearn\nfor those days again, and might even attempt to restore them\nby throwing another party. One could understand, but only a\nfool would accept that as the reason any of this is happening.\nBlackheath cannot be restored. The murder of Thomas\nHardcastle hollowed it out forever, making it fit only for ruin,\nand yet, despite that, she’s invited the same guests to the same\nparty, nineteen years later to the day. The past has been dug up\nand dressed up, but to what purpose?\nIf Miller’s right and Charlie Carver didn’t kill Thomas\nHardcastle, chances are it was Helena Hardcastle, the spinner\nof this dreadful web we’re all tangled in, and the woman I’m\nincreasingly convinced is at the centre of it.\nChances are she’s planning to kill Evelyn tonight, and I still\ndon’t have any idea how to find her, let alone stop her.\n\n\n38\nA few gentlemen are smoking outside Blackheath, sharing\nstories of last night’s debauchery. Their cheerful greetings\nfollow me up the steps, but I pass by without comment. My\nlegs are aching, my lower back demanding a soak in the\nbathtub, but I don’t have time. The hunt begins in half an hour\nand I can’t miss it. I have too many questions and most of the\nanswers will be carrying shotguns.\nTaking a decanter of Scotch from the drawing room, I retire\nto my room, knocking back a couple of stiff drinks to smother\nthe pain. I can feel Dance’s objection, his distaste not only at\nmy acknowledgement of the discomfort, but my need to dim\nit. My host despises what’s happening to him, seeing age as a\nmalignancy, a consumption and an erosion.\nStripping out of my muddy clothes, I take myself over to the\nmirror, realising I still have no idea what Dance looks like.\nPutting on a new body every day has already become\ncommonplace, and it’s only the hope of catching some glimpse\nof the real Aiden Bishop that compels me to keep looking.\nDance is in his late seventies, as withered and grey on the\noutside as the inside. Almost bald, his face is a river of\nwrinkles running off his skull, pinned in place only by a large\nroman nose. Either side of that are a small grey moustache and\ndark, lifeless eyes suggesting nothing of the man within,\nexcept, perhaps, that there may not be a man within.\nAnonymity seems to be a compulsion with Dance, whose\nclothes – though good quality – come in shades of grey, with\nonly the handkerchiefs and bow ties offering anything in the\nway of colour. Even then, the choice is either dark red or dark\nblue, giving the impression of a man camouflaged within his\nown life.\nHis hunting tweeds are a little tight around the middle, but\nthey’ll suffice, and with another glass of Scotch warming my\nthroat, I cross the corridor to Doctor Dickie’s bedroom,\nrapping on the door.\nSteps approach from the other side, Dickie opening it wide.\nHe’s dressed for the hunt.\n\n\n‘I don’t work this much at my surgery,’ he grumbles. ‘I\nshould warn you, I’ve already tended knife wounds, memory\nloss and a severe beating this morning, so whatever your\nailment, it needs to be interesting. And above the waist,\npreferably.’\n‘You peddle drugs through Sebastian Bell,’ I say bluntly,\nwatching the smile vanish from his face. ‘He sells them, you\nsupply them.’\nWhite as a sheet, he’s forced to steady himself against the\ndoorframe.\nSeeing weakness, I press my advantage. ‘Ted Stanwin\nwould pay handsomely for this information, but I don’t need\nStanwin. I need to know if you treated Helena Hardcastle, or\nanybody else, for a gunshot wound the day Thomas Hardcastle\nwas murdered?’\n‘The police asked me the same question at the time and I\nanswered honestly,’ he rasps, loosening his collar. ‘No, I did\nnot.’\nScowling, I turn away from him. ‘I’m going to Stanwin,’ I\nsay.\n‘Dammit man, I’m telling the truth,’ he says, catching my\narm.\nWe look each other in the eyes. His are old and dim and lit\nby fear. Whatever he finds in mine causes him to release me\nimmediately.\n‘Helena Hardcastle loves her children more than life itself,\nand she loved Thomas the most,’ he insists. ‘She couldn’t have\nharmed him, she wouldn’t have been able. I swear to you, on\nmy honour as a gentleman, nobody came to me that day with\nan injury, and I don’t have the first clue who Stanwin shot.’\nI hold his pleading gaze for a second, searching for some\nflicker of deceit, but he’s telling the truth, I’m certain of it.\nDeflated, I let the doctor go and return to the entrance hall\nwhere the rest of the gentlemen are gathering, smoking and\nchatting, impatient for the hunt to begin. I was certain Dickie\n\n\nwould confirm Helena’s involvement, and in so doing, give me\na starting point for Evelyn’s death.\nI need to get a better picture of what happened to Thomas,\nand I know precisely the man to ask.\nSearching for Ted Stanwin, I step into the drawing room,\nwhere I find Philip Sutcliffe in green hunting tweeds, attacking\nthe keys of the pianoforte with a great deal of gusto and very\nlittle skill, the almost-music transporting me back to my first\nmorning in the house – a memory currently being lived by\nSebastian Bell, who’s standing alone and uncomfortable in the\nfar corner, nursing a drink he doesn’t even know the name of.\nMy pity for him is balanced by Dance’s irritation, the old\nlawyer having little patience for ignorance of any sort. Given\nthe chance, he’d tell Bell everything, consequences be\ndamned, and I must admit the idea is tempting.\nWhy shouldn’t Bell know that he saw a maid called\nMadeline Aubert in the forest this morning and not Anna? And\nthat neither of them died, so his guilt is unnecessary? I could\nexplain the loop, and how Evelyn’s murder is the key to\nescape, preventing him from wasting his day as Donald Davies\nby trying to flee. Cunningham is Charlie Carver’s son, I’d say,\nand it looks like he’s trying to prove Carver didn’t kill Thomas\nHardcastle. When the time comes, this is the information\nyou’ll blackmail Cunningham with, because Ravencourt\nabhors scandal and would almost certainly get rid of his valet\nif he found out. I’d tell him to find the mysterious Felicity\nMaddox and, most importantly, Helena Hardcastle, because\nevery road leads back to the missing lady of the house.\nIt wouldn’t work.\n‘I know,’ I mutter ruefully.\nBell’s first thought would be that I’d escaped from the\nmadhouse, and when he finally realised it was all true, his\ninvestigation would change the day completely. Much as I\nwant to help him, I’m too close to my answer to risk\nunravelling this loop.\nBell will have to do this alone.\n\n\nAn arm catches my elbow, Christopher Pettigrew appearing\nbeside me with a plate in his hand. I’ve never been this near to\nhim before, and if it weren’t for Dance’s impeccable manners,\nmy disgust would be plain on my face. Up close, he looks like\nsomething recently dug up.\n‘Soon be rid of him,’ says Pettigrew, nodding over my\nshoulder towards Ted Stanwin, who’s picking at the cold cuts\non the dining table, while watching his fellow guests through\nnarrowed eyes. His disgust is obvious.\nUntil this moment, I’d always taken him for a simple bully,\nbut it’s more than that I see now. His business is blackmail,\nwhich means he knows every secret and hidden shame, every\npossible scandal and perversity lapping around this house.\nWorse, he knows who got away with what. He despises\neverybody in Blackheath, including himself for protecting\ntheir secrets, so he spends every day picking fights to make\nhimself feel better.\nSomebody pushes by me, a confused Charles Cunningham\narriving from the library with Ravencourt’s letter in his hand,\nwhile the maid Lucy Harper clears away plates, oblivious to\nthe events brewing around her. With a pang, I realise that she\nlooks a little like my dead wife Rebecca. In her younger days,\nof course. There’s a similarity of movement, a gentleness of\naction, as though…\nRebecca wasn’t your wife.\n‘Dammit, Dance,’ I say, shaking myself free of him.\n‘Sorry, didn’t catch that, old man,’ says Pettigrew, frowning\nat me.\nFlushing with embarrassment, I open my mouth to respond,\nbut I’m distracted by poor Lucy Harper as she tries to squeeze\npast Stanwin to fetch an empty plate. She’s prettier than I\nrecall, freckled and blue-eyed, trying to tuck her wild red hair\nback under her cap.\n‘’Scuse me, Ted,’ she says.\n‘Ted?’ he says angrily, grabbing her wrist and squeezing\nhard enough to make her wince. ‘Who the hell do you think\n\n\nyou’re talking to, Lucy? It’s Mr Stanwin to you, I’m not\ndownstairs with the rats any more.’\nShocked and afraid, she searches our faces for help.\nUnlike Sebastian Bell, Dance is a keen observer of human\nnature and, watching this scene play out before me, I’m struck\nby something queer. When I first witnessed this moment, I’d\ntaken note only of Lucy’s fear at being manhandled, but she\nisn’t merely afraid, she’s surprised. Upset even. And rather\noddly, so is Stanwin.\n‘Let her go, Ted,’ says Daniel Coleridge from the doorway.\nThe rest of the confrontation goes as I remember, Stanwin\nretreating, Daniel collecting Bell and taking him through into\nthe study to meet Michael, offering me a small nod of\nacknowledgement along the way.\n‘Shall we go?’ asks Pettigrew. ‘I suspect our entertainment\nis at an end.’\nI’m tempted to search for Stanwin, but I have no desire to\nclimb those stairs and make my way into the east wing when I\nknow for certain he’s coming on this hunt. Better to wait for\nhim here, I decide.\nShouldering our way through the scandalised throng, we\npass through the entrance hall and out onto the driveway to\nfind Sutcliffe already waiting, along with Herrington and a\ncouple of other chaps I don’t recognise. Dark clouds are\nclambering atop one another, pregnant with a storm I’ve now\nseen batter Blackheath half a dozen times. The hunters are\nhuddled in a pack, holding onto their hats and jackets as the\nwind tugs at them with a thousand thieving hands. Only the\ndogs seem eager, straining at their leads and barking into the\ngloom. It’s going to be a miserable afternoon and the\nknowledge that I’m going to be striding into it only makes\nthings worse.\n‘What ho?’ says Sutcliffe upon our approach, the shoulders\nof his jacket dusted with dandruff.\nHerrington nods at us, trying to scrape something\nunpleasant off his shoes. ‘Did you see Daniel Coleridge’s little\n\n\nshowdown with Stanwin?’ he asks. ‘I think we’ve backed the\nright horse after all.’\n‘We’ll see,’ says Sutcliffe darkly. ‘Where’s Daniel gone,\nanyway?’\nI look around, but Daniel’s nowhere to be seen and all I can\noffer in reply is a shrug.\nGamekeepers are handing out shotguns to those who\nhaven’t brought their own, including me. Mine’s been polished\nand oiled, the barrels are cracked open to display the two red\nshells stuffed in the cylinders. The others seem to have some\nexperience with firearms, immediately checking the sights by\naiming at imaginary targets in the sky, but Dance does not\nshare their enthusiasm for the pursuit, leaving me somewhat at\na loss. After watching me fiddle with the shotgun for some\nminutes, the impatient gamekeeper shows me how to settle it\nacross my forearm, handing me a box of shells and moving on\nto the next man.\nI must admit the gun makes me feel better. All day I’ve felt\neyes upon me, and I’ll be glad of a weapon when the forest\nsurrounds me. No doubt the footman’s waiting to catch me\nalone, and I’ll be damned if I’m going to make it easy for him.\nAppearing out of nowhere, Michael Hardcastle is by our\nside, blowing warm breaths into his hands.\n‘Sorry for the delay, gentlemen,’ he says. ‘My father sends\nhis apologies, but something’s come up. He’s asked us to press\non ahead without him.’\n‘And what should we do if we spot Bell’s dead woman?’\nasks Pettigrew sarcastically.\nMichael scowls at him. ‘A little Christian charity, please,’\nhe says. ‘The doctor’s been through a lot.’\n‘Five bottles at least,’ says Sutcliffe, bringing guffaws from\neverybody except Michael. Catching the younger man’s\nwithering look, he throws his hands up in the air. ‘Oh, come,\nMichael, you saw the state he was in last night. You can’t\nbelieve we’re actually going to find anything? Nobody’s\nmissing, the man’s raving.’\n\n\n‘Bell wouldn’t make this up,’ says Michael. ‘I saw his arm,\nsomebody cut him to ribbons out there.’\n‘Probably fell over his own bottle,’ snorts Pettigrew,\nrubbing his hands together for warmth.\nWe’re interrupted by the gamekeeper, who hands Michael a\nblack revolver. Aside from a long scratch down the barrel, it’s\nidentical to the gun Evelyn will carry into the graveyard\ntonight, one of the pair taken from Helena Hardcastle’s\nbedroom.\n‘Oiled it for you, sir,’ says the gamekeeper, tipping his cap\nand moving off.\nMichael slips the weapon into the holster at his waist,\nresuming our conversation, quite oblivious to my interest.\n‘I don’t see why everybody’s taking it so hard,’ he\ncontinues. ‘This hunt’s been arranged for days, we’re merely\ngoing in a different direction than originally intended, that’s\nall. If we spot something, very well. If not, we’ve lost nothing\nin setting the doctor’s mind at rest.’\nA few expectant glances are cast my way, Dance usually\nbeing the deciding voice in these matters. I’m spared having to\ncomment by the barking dogs, who’ve been given a little lead\nby the gamekeepers and are now tugging our company across\nthe lawn towards the forest.\nLooking back towards Blackheath, I search out Bell. He’s\nframed by the study window, his body half obscured by the red\nvelvet drapes. In this light, at this distance, there’s something\nof the spectre about him, though in this case I suppose the\nhouse is haunting him.\nThe other hunters are already entering the forest, the group\nhaving fractured into smaller knots by the time I finally catch\nup. I need to talk to Stanwin about Helena, but he’s moving\nquickly, holding himself apart from us. I can barely keep sight\nof him, let alone talk with him, and eventually I give up,\ndeciding to corner him when we stop to rest.\nWary of encountering the footman, I join Sutcliffe and\nPettigrew, who are still pondering the implications of Daniel’s\n\n\ndeal with Lord Hardcastle. Their good cheer doesn’t last. The\nforest is oppressive, bludgeoning every utterance down to a\nwhisper after an hour, and crushing all conversation twenty\nminutes after that. Even the dogs have gone quiet, sniffing at\nthe ground as they tug us deeper into the murk. The shotgun is\na comforting weight in my arms and I cling to it fiercely, tiring\nquickly, but never letting myself fall too far behind the group.\n‘Enjoy yourself, old man,’ Daniel Coleridge calls out from\nbehind me.\n‘I’m sorry?’ I stir sluggishly from my thoughts.\n‘Dance is one of the better hosts,’ says Daniel, drawing\ncloser. ‘Good mind, calm manner, able-enough body.’\n‘This able-enough body feels like it’s walked a thousand\nmiles, not ten,’ I say, hearing the weariness in my voice.\n‘Michael’s arranged for the hunting party to split,’ he says.\n‘The older gents will take a breather, while the younger lot\ncarry on. Don’t worry, you’ll have a chance to rest your legs\nsoon.’\nThick bushes have sprung up between us, forcing us to carry\non our conversation blind, like two lovers in a maze.\n‘It’s a damn nuisance being tired all of the time,’ I say,\nseeing glimpses of him through the leaves. ‘I’m looking\nforward to Coleridge’s youth.’\n‘Don’t let this handsome face of his fool you,’ he muses.\n‘Coleridge’s soul is black as pitch. Keeping hold of him is\nexhausting. Mark my words, when you’re wearing this body,\nyou’ll look back on Dance with a great deal of fondness, so\nenjoy him while you can.’\nThe bushes recede, allowing Daniel to fall into step beside\nme. He has a black eye and is walking with a slight limp,\nevery step accompanied by a wince of pain. I remember seeing\nthese injuries at dinner, but the gentle candlelight made them\nlook far less severe. Shock must show on my face, because he\nsmiles weakly.\n‘It’s not as bad as it looks,’ he says.\n\n\n‘What happened?’\n‘I chased the footman through the passages,’ he says.\n‘You went without me?’ I say, surprised by his recklessness.\nWhen we made the plan to corner the footman beneath the\nhouse, it was evident that it required six people to be\nsuccessful, a pair to watch each of the three exits. Once Anna\nrefused to help and Derby was knocked unconscious, I\nassumed Daniel would drop it. Evidently, Derby isn’t the last\nof my bull-headed hosts.\n‘No choice, old chap,’ he says. ‘Thought I had him. Turns\nout I was mistaken. Luckily, I managed to fight him off before\nhe loosed his knife.’\nAnger sizzles deep in every word. I can only imagine how it\nmust feel to be so preoccupied by the future that you’re\nblindsided by the present.\n‘Have you found a way to free Anna yet?’ I ask.\nWith a painful groan, Daniel hitches his shotgun up his arm.\nEven limping at my slow pace, he’s barely able to stand up\nstraight.\n‘I haven’t, and I don’t think I’m going to,’ he says. ‘I’m\nsorry, hard as it is to hear, only one of us can leave, and the\ncloser we get to 11 p.m., the more likely it is Anna will betray\nus. We can only trust each other from here on.’\nShe’ll betray you.\nIs this the moment behind the Plague Doctor’s warning?\nFriendship is a simple matter when everybody stands to\nbenefit, but now… how will she react knowing Daniel’s giving\nup on her?\nHow will you react?\nSensing my hesitation, Daniel lays a comforting hand on my\nshoulder. With a start I realise that Dance admires this man.\nHe finds his sense of purpose exhilarating, his single-\nmindedness resonating with a quality my host values in\nhimself. Perhaps that’s why Daniel approached me with this\n\n\ninformation rather than any of our other hosts. These two are\nreflections of each other.\n‘You didn’t tell her, did you?’ he says anxiously. ‘About our\noffer being hollow?’\n‘I was distracted.’\n‘I know it’s difficult, but you must keep all of this to\nyourself,’ says Daniel, sweeping me into his confidence as one\nwould a child entrusted with a secret. ‘If we’re to outfox the\nfootman, we’ll need Anna’s help. We won’t get that if she\nknows we can’t hold up our end of the bargain.’\nHeavy steps sound behind us, and, looking over my\nshoulder, I see Michael advancing on us, his customary grin\nreplaced by a scowl.\n‘Heavens,’ says Daniel. ‘You look like somebody kicked\nyour dog. What on earth’s wrong?’\n‘It’s this damnable search,’ he says irritably. ‘Belly saw a\ngirl murdered out here, and yet I can’t get a single person to\ntake it seriously. I’m not asking much, just that they look\naround as they walk. Maybe knock over a pile of leaves, that\nsort of thing.’\nDaniel coughs, shooting Michael an embarrassed glance.\n‘Oh, dear,’ says Michael, frowning at him. ‘This is bad\nnews, isn’t it?’\n‘Good news, really,’ says Daniel hastily. ‘There’s no dead\ngirl. It was a misunderstanding.’\n‘A misunderstanding,’ says Michael slowly. ‘How on earth\ncould it be a misunderstanding?’\n‘Derby was out here,’ says Daniel. ‘He frightened a maid,\nthings got heated and your sister took a shot at him. Bell\nmistook it for a murder.’\n‘Blast Derby!’ Michael turns abruptly for the house. ‘I’ll not\nhave it. He can go to the devil under somebody else’s roof.’\n‘It wasn’t his fault,’ interrupts Daniel. ‘Not this time at\nleast. Hard as it is to believe, Derby was trying to help. He\n\n\nsimply got the wrong end of the stick.’\nMichael stops, eyeing Daniel suspiciously.\n‘Are you certain?’ he asks.\n‘I am,’ says Daniel, putting an arm around his friend’s tense\nshoulders. ‘It was a dreadful misunderstanding. Nobody’s\nfault.’\n‘That’s a first for Derby.’\nMichael lets out a rueful sigh, the fury evaporating from his\nface. He’s a man of fleeting emotions this one, quick to anger,\neasily amused and just as easily bored, I shouldn’t wonder. I\nbriefly imagine what it would be like to inhabit that mind.\nDance’s coldness has its drawbacks, but it’s undoubtedly\npreferable to Michael’s mood hopscotch.\n‘All morning I’ve been telling the chaps there’s a dead body\nout here, and they should be ashamed of being so jolly,’ says\nMichael, abashed. ‘As if this weekend wasn’t already\nmiserable enough for them.’\n‘You were helping a friend.’ Daniel offers him a fatherly\nsmile. ‘You have nothing to be ashamed of.’\nI’m taken aback by Daniel’s kindness, and more than a little\npleased. While I admire his commitment to escaping\nBlackheath, I’m alarmed by his ruthless pursuit of it.\nSuspicion is already my first emotion, and fear binds me\ntighter every minute. It would be easy to mistake everybody\nfor enemies, and treat them accordingly, and I’m heartened to\nsee Daniel is still capable of rising above such thoughts.\nAs Daniel and Michael walk close together, I take my\nopportunity to question the young man. ‘I couldn’t help but\nnotice your revolver,’ I say, pointing to his holster. ‘It’s your\nmother’s, isn’t it?’\n‘Is it?’ He seems genuinely surprised. ‘I didn’t even know\nMother kept a gun. Evelyn gave it to me this morning.’\n‘Why would she give you a revolver?’ I ask.\nMichael flushes with embarrassment.\n\n\n‘Because I don’t like hunting very much,’ he says, kicking\nat some leaves in his path. ‘All that blood and thrashing, it\nmakes me feel damn queer. I wasn’t even supposed to be out\nhere, but between the search and Father’s absence, I didn’t\nhave a great deal of choice. I was in a dreadful state about it,\nbut Evelyn’s a clever old stick. She gave me this’ – he taps the\ngun – ‘said it was impossible to hit anything, but I’d look very\ndashing trying.’\nDaniel’s trying to suppress laughter, drawing a good-natured\nsmile from Michael.\n‘Where are your parents, Michael?’ I say, ignoring the\nteasing. ‘I thought this was their party, but the burden of it\nseems to have fallen solely on your shoulders.’\nHe scratches the back of his neck, looking gloomy.\n‘Father’s locked himself in the gatehouse, Uncle Edward.\nHe’s brooding as usual.’\nUncle?\nSnatches of Dance’s memory surface, fleeting glimpses of a\nlifelong friendship with Peter Hardcastle that made me an\nhonorary part of the family. Whatever we had has long since\nfaded, but I’m surprised by the affection I still feel for this boy.\nI’ve known him his entire life. I’m proud of him. Prouder than\nof my own son.\n‘As for Mother,’ continues Michael, oblivious to my\nmomentary confusion. ‘To tell you the truth, she’s been acting\nstrangely since we got here. Actually, I was hoping you’d\nspeak with her privately. I think she’s avoiding me.’\n‘And me,’ I counter. ‘I haven’t managed to catch hold of her\nall day.’\nHe pauses, making his mind up on something. Lowering his\nvoice, he continues confidentially, ‘I’m worried she’s gone off\nthe deep end.’\n‘Deep end?’\n‘It’s like she’s somebody else entirely,’ he says, worried.\n‘Happy one minute, angry the next. It’s impossible to keep\n\n\ntrack, and the way she looks at us now, it’s as if she doesn’t\nrecognise us.’\nAnother rival?\nThe Plague Doctor said there were three of us: the footman,\nAnna and myself. I can’t see what purpose would be served by\nlying. I steal a glance at Daniel, trying to gauge whether he\nknows anything more about this, but his attention is riveted on\nMichael.\n‘When did this behaviour start?’ I ask casually.\n‘I couldn’t tell you, feels like forever.’\n‘But when was the first time you noticed it?’\nHe chews his lip, cycling back in his memories.\n‘The clothes!’ he says suddenly. ‘That would be it. Did I tell\nyou about the clothes?’ He’s looking at Daniel, who shakes his\nhead blankly. ‘Come now, I must have? Happened about a year\nago?’\nDaniel shakes his head again.\n‘Mother had come up to Blackheath for her annual morbid\npilgrimage, but when she got back to London, she burst into\nmy place in Mayfair and started ranting about finding the\nclothes,’ says Michael, telling the story as though expecting\nDaniel to leap in at any moment. ‘That’s all she’d say, that\nshe’d found the clothes, and did I know anything about them.’\n‘Whose clothes were they?’ I say, humouring him.\nI’d been excited to hear about Helena’s altered personality,\nbut if she changed a year ago, it’s unlikely she’s another rival.\nAnd while there’s certainly something strange about her, I\ndon’t see how laundry can help me decipher what it is.\n‘Damned if I know,’ he says, throwing his hands up. ‘I\ncouldn’t get a sensible thing out of her. In the end, I managed\nto calm her down, but she wouldn’t keep quiet about the\nclothes. Kept saying everybody would know.’\n‘Know what?’ I say.\n\n\n‘She never did say, and she left shortly after, but she was\nadamant.’\nOur group is thinning out as the dogs draw the hunters in a\ndifferent direction, Herrington, Sutcliffe and Pettigrew waiting\nfor us a little further ahead. They’re obviously hanging back\nfor further directions, and after saying his goodbyes, Michael\njogs ahead to point the way.\n‘What did you make of that?’ I ask Daniel.\n‘I haven’t yet,’ he says vaguely.\nHe’s preoccupied, his gaze dragging behind Michael. We\ncontinue in silence until we reach an abandoned village at the\nbottom of a cliff. Eight stone cottages are arranged around a\ndirt junction, the thatched roofs rotted away, the logs that once\nsupported them collapsed. Echoes of old lives linger still; a\nbucket among the rubble, an anvil tipped over by the side of\nthe road. Some might find them charming, but I see only relics\nof former hardships, happily deserted.\n‘Nearly time,’ Daniel mutters, staring at the village.\nThere’s a look on his face I can’t quite place, married to a\ntone that’s impatient, excited and a little afraid. It makes my\nskin prickle. Something of note is about to happen here, but\nfor the life of me I can’t see what it could be. Michael’s\nshowing Sutcliffe and Pettigrew one of the old stone houses,\nwhile Stanwin leans against a tree, his thoughts far afield.\n‘Be ready,’ Daniel says enigmatically, disappearing into the\ntrees before I have the chance to question him further. Any\nother host would follow him, but I’m exhausted. I need to sit\ndown somewhere.\nSettling myself on a crumbling wall, I rest while the others\ntalk, my eyelids drooping. Age is coiling around me, its fangs\nin my neck, drawing my strength when I need it most. It’s an\nunpleasant sensation, perhaps even worse than the burden of\nRavencourt’s bulk. At least the initial shock of being\nRavencourt waned, allowing me to become accustomed to his\nphysical limitations. Not so with Dance, who still thinks of\nhimself as a vigorous young man, waking up to his age only\n\n\nwhen he catches sight of his wrinkled hands. Even now, I can\nfeel him frowning at my decision to sit down, to give in to my\ntiredness.\nI pinch my arm, struggling to stay awake, irritated at my\nvanishing energy.\nIt makes me wonder how old I am outside of Blackheath.\nIt’s not something I’ve allowed myself to dwell on before,\ntime being short enough without indulging in pointless\nmusing, but here and now I pray for youth, for strength, good\nhealth and a sound mind. To escape all this only to find myself\npermanently trapped in—\n\n\n39\nDay Two (continued)\nI wake abruptly, stirring the Plague Doctor who’s staring at a\ngold pocket watch, his mask painted a sickly yellow colour by\nthe candle in his hand. I’m back in the butler, swaddled in\ncotton sheets.\n‘Right on time,’ says the Plague Doctor, snapping the watch\nshut.\nIt looks to be dusk, the room mired in a gloom only partially\nbeaten back by our small flame. Anna’s shotgun is lying on the\nbed beside me.\n‘What happened?’ I say, my voice hoarse.\n‘Dance is dozing on his wall.’ The Plague Doctor chuckles,\nplacing his candle on the floor and dropping into the small\nchair by the bed. It’s far too small for him, his greatcoat\nswallowing the wood completely.\n‘No, I meant, the shotgun. Why do I have it?’\n‘One of your hosts left it for you. Don’t bother calling for\nAnna,’ he says, noticing that I’m eyeing the door. ‘She’s not in\nthe gatehouse. I came to warn you that your rival has almost\nsolved the murder. I’m expecting him to find me at the lake\ntonight. You must work quickly from this point onwards.’\nI try to straighten out, but the pain in my ribs immediately\nputs an end to my efforts.\n‘Why are you so interested in me?’ I ask, letting the agony\nsettle into its familiar spots.\n‘I’m sorry?’\n‘Why do you keep coming here for these talks? I know you\ndon’t bother with Anna, and I’d wager you don’t see much of\nthe footman either.’\n‘What’s your name?’\n‘Why does—’\n\n\n‘Answer the question,’ he says, rapping the floor with his\ncane.\n‘Edward Da… no, Derby. I…’ I flounder for a moment.\n‘Aiden… something.’\n‘You’re losing yourself to them, Mr Bishop,’ he says,\ncrossing his arms and leaning back in his chair. ‘It’s been\nhappening for a while now. That’s why we only allow you\neight hosts. Any more than that and your personality wouldn’t\nbe able to rise above theirs.’\nHe’s right. My hosts are getting stronger and I’m getting\nweaker. It’s been happening incrementally, insidiously. It’s as\nthough I fell asleep on a beach, and now find myself cast out\nto sea.\n‘What do I do?’ I say, feeling a surge of panic.\n‘Hold on,’ he says with a shrug. ‘It’s all you can do. There’s\na voice in your mind, you must have heard it by now. Dry,\nslightly distant? It’s calm when you’re panicked, fearless when\nyou’re afraid.’\n‘I’ve heard it.’\n‘That’s what’s left of the original Aiden Bishop, the man\nwho first entered Blackheath. It’s not much more than a\nfragment any more, a little piece of his personality clinging on\nbetween loops, but if you begin to lose yourself, heed that\nvoice. It’s your lighthouse. Everything that remains of the man\nyou once were.’\nWith a great rustling of clothing, he gets to his feet, the\ncandle flame snapping in the breeze. Stooping down, he lifts\nthe candle from the floor and heads to the door.\n‘Wait,’ I say.\nHe pauses, his back to me. The candlelight forms a warm\nhalo around his body.\n‘How many times have we done all of this?’ I ask.\n‘Thousands, I suspect. More than I could possibly count.’\n‘So why do I keep failing?’\n\n\nHe sighs, looking over his shoulder at me. There’s a sense\nof weariness in his bearing, as though every loop is sediment,\npressing down on him.\n‘It’s a question I’ve pondered myself from time to time,’ he\nsays, melting wax running down the side to stain his glove.\n‘Chance has played its part, stumbling when being sure footed\nwould have saved you. Mostly though, I think it’s your\nnature.’\n‘My nature?’ I ask. ‘You think I’m destined to fail?’\n‘Destined? No. That would be an excuse, and Blackheath is\nintolerant of excuses,’ he says. ‘Nothing that’s happening here\nis inevitable, much as it may appear otherwise. Events keep\nhappening the same way day after day, because your fellow\nguests keep making the same decisions day after day. They\ndecide to go hunting, they decide to betray each other; one of\nthem drinks too much and skips breakfast, missing a meeting\nthat would change his life forever. They cannot see another\nway, so they never change. You are different, Mr Bishop. Loop\nafter loop, I’ve watched you react to moments of kindness and\ncruelty, random acts of chance. You make different decisions,\nand yet repeat the same mistakes at crucial junctures. It’s as\nthough some part of you is perpetually pulled towards the pit.’\n‘Are you saying I have to become somebody else to\nescape?’\n‘I’m saying every man is in a cage of his own making,’ he\nsays. ‘The Aiden Bishop who first entered Blackheath’ – he\nsighs, as if the memory troubles him – ‘the things he wanted\nand his way of getting them were… unyielding. That man\ncould never have escaped Blackheath. This Aiden Bishop\nbefore me is different. I think you’re closer than you’ve ever\nbeen, but I’ve thought that before and been fooled. The truth is\nyou’ve yet to be tested, but that’s coming, and if you’ve\nchanged, truly changed, then who knows, there may be hope\nfor you.’\nDucking under the doorframe, he moves into the corridor\nwith the candle.\n\n\n‘You have four hosts after Edward Dance, including what’s\nleft of the days of the butler and Donald Davies. Be cautious,\nMr Bishop, the footman isn’t going to rest until they’re all\ndead, and I’m not sure you can afford to lose a single one of\nthem.’\nWith that he closes the door.\n\n\n40\nDay Six (continued)\nDance’s years fall on me like a thousand small weights.\nMichael and Stanwin are speaking behind me, Sutcliffe and\nPettigrew laughing uproariously with drinks in their hands.\nRebecca hovers over me with a silver tray, one last glass of\nbrandy for the taking.\n‘Rebecca,’ I say fondly, almost reaching out a hand to touch\nmy wife’s cheek.\n‘No, sir, it’s Lucy, sir, Lucy Harper,’ says the maid,\nconcerned. ‘Sorry to wake you, I was worried you were going\nto fall off the wall.’\nI blink away the memory of Dance’s dead wife, cursing\nmyself for a fool. What a ridiculous mistake to make.\nThankfully, the remembrance of Lucy’s kindness towards the\nbutler tempers my irritation at being caught in a moment of\nsuch sentiment.\n‘Would you like a drink, sir?’ she asks. ‘Something to warm\nyou up?’\nI look past her to see Evelyn’s lady’s maid, Madeline\nAubert, packing dirty glasses and half-empty brandy bottles\ninto a hamper. The two of them must have carried it over from\nBlackheath, arriving while I slept. I seem to have dozed for\nlonger than I suspected, as they’re already readying\nthemselves to leave.\n‘I think I’m unsteady enough,’ I say.\nHer gaze flickers over my shoulder towards Ted Stanwin,\nwhose hand is gripping Michael Hardcastle’s shoulder.\nUncertainty writes itself in large letters across her face, which\nis little wonder considering his treatment of her at lunchtime.\n‘Don’t worry, Lucy, I’ll take it over to him,’ I say, rising and\nremoving the glass of brandy from the tray. ‘I need to speak\nwith him anyway.’\n\n\n‘Thank you, sir,’ she says with a wide smile, departing\nbefore I can change my mind.\nStanwin and Michael are quiet when I come upon them, but\nI can hear the things not being said and the unease that stands\nin its place.\n‘Michael, may I have a private word with Mr Stanwin?’ I\nask.\n‘Of course,’ says Michael, inclining his head and\nwithdrawing.\nI hand Stanwin the drink, ignoring the suspicion with which\nhe glances at the glass.\n‘Rare that you’d lower yourself to come and talk with me,\nDance,’ says Stanwin, sizing me up the way a boxer might an\nopponent in the ring.\n‘I thought we could help each other,’ I say.\n‘I’m always interested in making new friends.’\n‘I need to know what you saw on the morning of Thomas\nHardcastle’s murder.’\n‘It’s an old story,’ he says, tracing the edge of his glass with\na fingertip.\n‘But worth hearing from the horse’s mouth, surely,’ I say.\nHe’s looking over my shoulder, watching Madeline and\nLucy depart with their hamper. I have the sense he’s searching\nfor a distraction. Something about Dance puts him on edge.\n‘No harm in it, I suppose,’ he says with a grunt, returning\nhis attention to me. ‘I was Blackheath’s gamekeeper back then.\nI was on my rounds around the lake, same as every morning,\nwhen I saw Carver and another devil with his back to me\nstabbing the little boy. I took a shot at him, but he escaped into\nthe woods while I was wrestling with Carver.’\n‘And for that Lord and Lady Hardcastle gave you a\nplantation?’ I say.\n‘They did, not that I asked,’ he sniffs.\n\n\n‘Alf Miller, the stablemaster, says Helena Hardcastle was\nwith Carver that morning, a few minutes before the attack.\nWhat do you say to that?’\n‘That he’s a drunk and a damned liar,’ says Stanwin\nsmoothly.\nI search for some tremor, some hint of unease, but he’s an\naccomplished deceiver this one, his fidgeting put away now he\nknows what I want. I can feel the scales tipping in his\ndirection, his confidence growing.\nI’ve misjudged this.\nI believed I could bully him as I did the stablemaster and\nDickie, but Stanwin’s nervousness wasn’t a symptom of fear, it\nwas the unease of a man finding a lone question in his pile of\nanswers.\n‘Tell me, Mr Dance,’ he says, leaning close enough to\nwhisper into my ear. ‘Who’s the mother of your son? I know it\nwasn’t your dearly departed Rebecca. Don’t get me wrong,\nI’ve got a few ideas, but it would save me the cost of\nconfirming them if you’d tell me up front. I might even\ndiscount your monthly payment afterwards, for services\nrendered.’\nMy blood freezes. This secret sits at the core of Dance’s\nbeing. It’s his greatest shame, his only weakness, and\nStanwin’s just closed his fist around it.\nI couldn’t respond even if I wanted to.\nStepping away from me, Stanwin tosses the untouched\nbrandy into the bushes with a flick of his wrist.\n‘Next time you come to trade, make sure you have\nsomething—’\nA shotgun explodes behind me.\nSomething splashes my face, Stanwin’s body jolting\nbackwards before hitting the ground in a mangled heap. My\nears are ringing and, touching my cheek, I find blood on my\nfingertips.\nStanwin’s blood.\n\n\nSomeone shrieks, others gasp and cry out.\nNobody moves, then everybody does.\nMichael and Clifford Herrington race towards the body,\nhollering for somebody to fetch Doctor Dickie, but it’s\nobvious the blackmailer’s dead. His chest is broken open, the\nmalice that drove him flown the coop. One good eye is pointed\nin my direction, an accusation held within. I want to tell him\nthis wasn’t my fault, that I didn’t do this. Suddenly, that seems\nlike the most important thing in the world.\nIt’s shock.\nBushes rustle, Daniel stepping out, smoke rising from the\nbarrel of his shotgun. He’s looking down at the body with so\nlittle emotion I could almost believe him innocent of the\ncrime.\n‘What did you do, Coleridge?’ cries Michael, checking\nStanwin for a pulse.\n‘Exactly what I promised your father I would do,’ he says\nflatly. ‘I’ve made sure Ted Stanwin will never blackmail any\nof you again.’\n‘You murdered him!’\n‘Yes,’ says Daniel, meeting his shocked gaze. ‘I did.’\nReaching into his pocket, Daniel hands me a silk\nhandkerchief.\n‘Clean yourself up, old man,’ he says.\nI take it unthinkingly, even thanking him. I’m dazed,\nbewildered. Nothing about this feels real. Wiping Stanwin’s\nblood off my face, I stare at the crimson smear on the\nhandkerchief, as if it can somehow explain what’s happening. I\nwas speaking with Stanwin, and then he was dead, and I don’t\nunderstand how that could be. Surely there should be more? A\nchase, fear, a warning of some sort. We shouldn’t simply die.\nIt feels like a swindle. So much paid, too much asked.\n‘We’re ruined,’ wails Sutcliffe, slumping against a tree.\n‘Stanwin always said that if anything happened to him, our\nsecrets would be made common knowledge.’\n\n\n‘That’s your concern?’ yells Herrington, wheeling on him.\n‘Coleridge murdered a man in front of us!’\n‘A man we all hated,’ Sutcliffe shoots back. ‘Don’t pretend\nyou weren’t thinking the same thing. Don’t any of you\npretend! Stanwin bled us dry in life and he’s going to destroy\nus in death.’\n‘No, he won’t,’ says Daniel, resting the shotgun across his\nshoulder.\nHe’s the only one who’s calm, the only one who isn’t acting\nlike an entirely different person. None of this means anything\nto him.\n‘Everything he has on us—’ says Pettigrew.\n‘Is written in a book that I now own,’ interrupts Daniel,\nretrieving a cigarette from his silver case.\nHis hand’s not even shaking. My hand. What the hell does\nBlackheath make me?\n‘I commissioned somebody to steal it for me,’ he continues\ncasually, lighting his cigarette. ‘Your secrets are my secrets\nand they’ll never see the light of day. Now, I believe each of\nyou owes me a promise. It’s this: you won’t mention this to\nanybody for the rest of the day. Is that understood? If anybody\nasks, Stanwin stayed behind when we left. He didn’t say why,\nand that was the last you saw of him.’\nBlank faces find each other, everybody too stunned to\nspeak. I can’t tell whether they’re aghast at what they’ve\nwitnessed or simply overcome by their good fortune.\nFor my part, the shock is fading, the horror of Daniel’s\nactions finally sinking in. Half an hour ago, I was praising him\nfor showing a modicum of kindness to Michael. Now I’m\ncovered in another man’s blood, realising how deeply I’ve\nunderestimated his desperation.\nMy desperation. This is my future I’m seeing, and it makes\nme feel sick.\n‘I need to hear the words, gentleman,’ says Daniel, blowing\nsmoke from the corner of his mouth. ‘Tell me you understand\n\n\nwhat happened here.’\nAssurances arrive in a jumble, muted but sincere. Only\nMichael seems upset.\nMeeting his gaze, Daniel speaks coldly.\n‘And don’t forget, I have all of your secrets in my hands.’\nHe lets that settle. ‘Now, I think you should head back before\nanybody comes looking for us.’\nThe suggestion is met with a murmur of agreement,\neverybody disappearing back into the forest. Signalling for me\nto remain behind, Daniel waits until they’re out of earshot\nbefore speaking.\n‘Help me go through his pockets,’ he says, rolling up his\nsleeves. ‘The other hunters will be coming back this way soon,\nand I don’t want them to see us with the body.’\n‘What have you done, Daniel?’ I hiss.\n‘He’ll be alive tomorrow,’ he says, waving his hand\ndismissively. ‘I’ve knocked over a scarecrow.’\n‘We’re supposed to be solving a murder, not committing\none.’\n‘Give a little boy an electric train set and he’ll immediately\ntry to derail it,’ he says. ‘The act does not speak to his\ncharacter, nor do we judge him for it.’\n‘You think this is a game?’ I snap, pointing at Stanwin’s\nbody.\n‘A puzzle, with disposable pieces. Solve it and we get to go\nhome.’ He frowns at me, as if I’m a stranger who’s asked\ndirections to a place that doesn’t exist. ‘I don’t understand\nyour concern.’\n‘If we solve Evelyn’s murder in the manner you’re\nsuggesting, we don’t deserve to go home! Can’t you see, these\nmasks we wear betray us. They reveal us.’\n‘You’re babbling,’ he says, searching Stanwin’s pockets.\n‘We are never more ourselves than when we think people\naren’t watching, don’t you realise that? It doesn’t matter if\n\n\nStanwin’s alive tomorrow, you murdered him today. You\nmurdered a man in cold blood, and that will blot your soul for\nthe rest of your life. I don’t know why we’re here, Daniel, or\nwhy this is happening to us, but we should be proving that it’s\nan injustice, not making ourselves worthy of it.’\n‘You’re misguided,’ he says, contempt creeping into his\nvoice. ‘We can no more mistreat these people than we could\ntheir shadow cast upon the wall. I don’t understand what\nyou’re asking of me.’\n‘That we hold ourselves to a higher standard,’ I say, my\nvoice rising. ‘That we be better men than our hosts! Murdering\nStanwin was Daniel Coleridge’s solution, but it shouldn’t be\nyours. You’re a good man, you can’t lose sight of that.’\n‘A good man,’ he scoffs. ‘Avoiding unpleasant acts doesn’t\nmake a man good. Look at where we are, what’s been done to\nus. Escaping this place requires that we do what is necessary,\neven if our nature compels us otherwise. I know this makes\nyou squeamish, that you don’t have the stomach for it. I was\nthe same, but I no longer have the time to tiptoe around my\nethics. I can end this tonight and I mean to, so don’t measure\nme by how tightly I cling to my goodness, measure me by\nwhat I’m willing to sacrifice that you might cling to yours. If I\nfail, you can always try another way.’\n‘And how will you live with yourself when you’re done?’ I\ndemand.\n‘I’ll look at the faces of my family, and know that what I\nlost in this place was not nearly as important as my reward for\nleaving it.’\n‘You can’t believe that,’ I say.\n‘I do, and so will you after a few more days in this place,’\nhe says. ‘Now, please, help me search him before the hunters\nfind us here. I have no intention of wasting my evening\nanswering a policeman’s questions.’\nIt’s no use arguing with him, shutters have come down\nbehind his eyes.\nI sigh, taking myself over to the body.\n\n\n‘What am I looking for?’ I ask.\n‘Answers, same as always,’ he says, unbuttoning the\nblackmailer’s bloody jacket. ‘Stanwin collected every lie in\nBlackheath, including the last piece of our puzzle, the reason\nfor Evelyn’s murder. Every scrap of knowledge he holds is\ncontained in a book written in code, with a separate book of\nciphers required to read it. I have the first, Stanwin keeps the\nlatter on him at all times.’\nThat was the book Derby stole from Stanwin’s bedroom.\n‘Did you take it from Derby?’ I ask. ‘I was coshed on the\nhead almost as soon as I got my hands on it.’\n‘Of course not,’ he says. ‘Coleridge had already\ncommissioned somebody to retrieve the book before I took\ncontrol of him. I didn’t even know he was interested in\nStanwin’s blackmail business until the book was delivered to\nme. If it’s any consolation, I did consider warning you.’\n‘So, why didn’t you?’\nHe shrugs. ‘Derby’s a rabid dog, it seemed better for\neverybody to let him sleep for a few hours. Now come along,\nwe’re short of time.’\nShuddering, I kneel beside the body. This is no way for a\nman to die, even one such as Stanwin. His chest is mincemeat\nand blood has soaked through his clothing. It oozes around my\nfingers when I delve inside his trouser pockets.\nI work slowly, barely able to look.\nDaniel has no such qualms, patting down Stanwin’s shirt\nand jacket, seemingly impervious to the tattered flesh showing\nthrough. By the time we’re finished, we’ve uncovered a\ncigarette case, pocket knife and lighter, but no codebook.\nWe glance at each other.\n‘We have to roll him over,’ says Daniel, voicing my\nthoughts.\nStanwin was a large man, and it takes a great deal of effort\nto push him onto his front. It’s worth it. I’m much more\ncomfortable searching a body that isn’t looking up at me.\n\n\nAs Daniel runs his hands along Stanwin’s trouser legs, I lift\nhis jacket, spotting a bulge in the lining surrounded by\nhaphazard stitching.\nA ripple of excitement shames me. The last thing I want is\nto justify Daniel’s methods, but now we’re on the verge of a\ndiscovery, I’m growing more elated.\nUsing the dead man’s pocket knife, I slice the stitches,\nletting the codebook slide into my palm. No sooner has it\ncome free, than I notice there’s something else in there.\nReaching inside, I pull out a small silver locket, its chain\nremoved. There’s a painting inside, and though it’s old and\ncracked it’s obviously of a little girl, around seven or eight\nwith red hair.\nI hold it out to Daniel, but’s he too busy flipping through the\ncodebook to pay attention.\n‘This is it,’ he says excitedly. ‘This is our way out.’\n‘I certainly hope so,’ I say. ‘We paid a high price for it.’\nHe looks up from the book a different man to the one who\nstarted reading it. This is neither Bell’s Daniel, nor\nRavencourt’s. It’s not even the man of a few minutes ago,\narguing the necessity of his actions. This is a man victorious,\none foot already out of the door.\n‘I’m not proud of what I did,’ he says. ‘But we couldn’t\nhave done this any other way, you must believe that.’\nHe may not be proud, but he’s not ashamed either. That\nmuch is evident, and I’m reminded of the Plague Doctor’s\nwarning.\nThe Aiden Bishop who first entered Blackheath… the\nthings he wanted and his way of getting them were\nunyielding. That man could never have escaped Blackheath.\nIn his desperation, Daniel’s making the same mistakes I\nalways have, exactly as the Plague Doctor warned me I would.\nWhatever happens, I can’t let myself become this.\n‘Are you ready to go?’ says Daniel.\n\n\n‘Do you know the way home?’ I say, searching the forest\nand realising I have no idea how we arrived here.\n‘It’s east,’ he says.\n‘And which way is that?’\nThrusting a hand into his pocket, he brings out Bell’s\ncompass.\n‘I borrowed it from him this morning,’ he says, laying it flat\nin his palm. ‘Funny how things repeat, isn’t it?’\n\n\n41\nWe come upon the house rather unexpectedly, the trees giving\nway to the muddy lawn, its windows burning bright with\ncandlelight. I must admit I’m glad to see it. Despite the\nshotgun, I’ve spent the entire journey glancing over my\nshoulder for the footman. If the codebook is as valuable as\nDaniel believes, I must assume our enemy is also in pursuit of\nit.\nHe’ll be coming for us soon.\nSilhouettes are passing back and forth in the upper\nwindows, hunters trudging up the steps into the golden glow of\nthe entrance hall where caps and jackets are wrenched loose\nand discarded, filthy water pooling on the marble. A maid\nmoves among us with a tray of sherry, from which Daniel\nplucks two glasses, handing me one.\nClinking my glass, he throws his drink down his throat as\nMichael arrives at our side. As with the rest of us, he looks to\nhave crawled off the ark, his dark hair plastered to his pale\nface by the rain. Glancing at his watch, I discover it’s 6:07\np.m.\n‘I’ve sent a couple of trustworthy servants to collect\nStanwin,’ he whispers, taking a sherry from the tray. ‘I told\nthem I stumbled on his body coming back from the hunt, and\ninstructed them to inter him in one of the old potting sheds.\nNobody will find him, and I won’t summon the police until\nearly tomorrow morning. I’m sorry, but I won’t leave him to\nrot in the forest any longer than I have to.’\nHe clutches a half-empty glass of sherry, and though the\ndrink has put a little colour in his cheeks, it’s not nearly\nenough.\nThe crowd in the hall is thinning out now. A couple of\nmaids have already appeared with buckets of sudsy water and\nare waiting in the wings with their mops and their frowns,\ntrying to shame us into leaving so they can get to work.\nRubbing his eyes, Michael looks at us directly for the first\ntime.\n\n\n‘I’m going to honour my father’s promise,’ he says. ‘But I\ndon’t like it.’\n‘Michael—’ says Daniel, reaching out a hand, but Michael\nsteps away.\n‘No, please,’ he says, his sense of betrayal palpable. ‘We’ll\nspeak another day, but not now, not tonight.’\nHe turns his back on us, heading up the stairs towards his\nbedroom.\n‘Never mind him,’ says Daniel. ‘He thinks I acted from\ngreed. He doesn’t understand how important this is. The\nanswers are in the ledger, I know it!’\nHe’s excited, like a boy with a new catapult.\n‘We’re almost there, Dance,’ he says. ‘We’re almost free.’\n‘And then what happens,’ I say. ‘Do you walk out of here?\nDo I? We can’t both escape, we’re the same man.’\n‘I don’t know,’ he says. ‘Presumably Aiden Bishop wakes\nup again, his memories intact. Hopefully he won’t remember\neither of us. We’re bad dreams, best forgotten.’ He checks his\nwatch. ‘Let’s not think about that now. Anna has arranged to\nmeet Bell in the graveyard this evening. If she’s right, the\nfootman’s heard about it and is sure to show. She’ll need us to\nhelp capture him. That gives us about four hours to dig what\nwe need out of this book. Why don’t you get changed, and\ncome up to my room? We’ll do it together.’\n‘I’ll be right along,’ I say.\nHis giddiness is a rare fillip. Tonight we’ll deal with the\nfootman and deliver the Plague Doctor’s answer. Somewhere\nin the house, my other hosts are surely refining their plans to\nsave Evelyn’s life, which means I simply need to work out\nhow to save Anna as well. I cannot believe she’s been lying to\nme this whole time, and I cannot imagine leaving this place\nwithout her by my side, not after everything she’s done to help\nme.\nFloorboards echo as I return to my room, the house\ngrumbling under the weight of the returned. Everybody will be\n\n\ngetting ready for dinner.\nI envy them their evening, for a darker purpose lies ahead of\nme.\nMuch darker, the footman will not go quietly.\n‘There you are,’ I say, glancing around to make sure\nnobody’s listening. ‘Is it true you’re what’s left of the original\nAiden Bishop?’\nSilence greets my question, and somewhere within I can\nfeel Dance sneering at me. I can only imagine what the stiff\nold solicitor would say about a man talking to himself in this\nfashion.\nAside from the dim light of the fire, my bedroom is\nshrouded, the servants having forgotten to light the candles\nahead of my arrival. Suspicion pricks me. I raise the shotgun\nto my shoulder. A gamekeeper tried to collect it when we\ncame inside, but I brushed him off, insisting it was part of my\npersonal collection.\nSparking the lantern beside the door, I see Anna standing in\nthe corner of the room, arms by her sides, expression blank.\n‘Anna,’ I say, surprised, lowering the shotgun. ‘What’s the\n—’\nWood creaks behind me, pain flares in my side. A rough\nhand yanks me backwards, covering my mouth. I’m spun\naround, bringing me face to face with the footman. There’s a\nsmirk on his lips, his eyes scratching at my face, as though\ndigging for something buried beneath.\nThose eyes.\nI try to scream, but he clamps my jaw shut.\nHe holds his knife up. Very slowly he runs the point down\nmy chest, before ramming it into my stomach, the pain of each\nblow eclipsing the one before until pain is all there is.\nI’ve never been so cold, never felt so quiet.\nMy legs buckle, his arms taking my weight, lowering me\ncarefully to the floor. He keeps his eyes on mine, soaking up\n\n\nthe life slipping out of them.\nI open my mouth to scream, but no sound comes out.\n‘Run, rabbit,’ he says, his face close to mine. ‘Run.’\n\n\n42\nDay Two (continued)\nI scream, lurching up from the butler’s bed only to be pressed\nback down by the footman.\n‘This him?’ he says, looking over his shoulder at Anna,\nwho’s standing by the window.\n‘Yes,’ she says, a tremor in her voice.\nThe footman leans close, his voice hoarse, ale-thick breath\nwarm on my cheek.\n‘Didn’t leap far enough, rabbit,’ he says.\nThe blade slips into my side, my blood spilling onto the\nsheets, taking my life with it.\n\n\n43\nDay Seven\nI scream into suffocating darkness, my back against a wall, my\nknees tucked under my chin. Instinctively I grab the spot\nwhere the butler was stabbed, cursing my stupidity. The\nPlague Doctor was telling the truth. Anna betrayed me.\nI feel sick, my mind scrambling for a reasonable\nexplanation, but I saw her myself. She’s been lying to me this\nwhole time.\nShe isn’t the only one guilty of that.\n‘Shut up,’ I say angrily.\nMy heart is racing, my breathing shallow. I need to calm\ndown, or I’ll be no use to anybody. Taking a minute, I try to\nthink of anything but Anna, but it’s surprisingly difficult. I\nhadn’t realised how often my mind has reached for her in the\nquiet.\nShe was safety, and comfort.\nShe was my friend.\nShifting position, I try to work out where I’ve woken up and\nwhether I’m in any immediate danger. At first blush, it doesn’t\nappear so. My shoulders are touching the walls either side of\nme, a sliver of light piercing a crack near my right ear, dusting\ncardboard boxes on my left and bottles down by my feet.\nI move my wristwatch to the light, discovering that it’s\n10:13 a.m. Bell hasn’t even reached the house yet.\n‘It’s still morning,’ I say to myself, relieved. ‘I still have\ntime.’\nMy lips are dry, my tongue cracked, the air so thick with\nmildew it feels like a dirty rag’s been stuffed down my throat.\nA drink would be nice, something cold, anything with ice. It\nseems a long time since I’ve woken up beneath cotton sheets,\nthe day’s torments queuing patiently on the other side of a\nwarm bath.\n\n\nI didn’t know when I was well off.\nMy host must have slept in this position all night because\nit’s agony to move. Thankfully, the panel to the right of me is\nloose and pushes open without too much effort, my eyes\nwatering as they’re exposed to the harsh brightness of the\nroom beyond.\nI’m in a long gallery stretching the length of the house,\ncobwebs dangling from the ceiling. The walls are dark wood,\nthe floor littered with dozens of pieces of old furniture that are\nthick with dust and almost hollowed out by woodworm.\nBrushing myself off, I get to my feet, shaking some life into\nmy iron limbs. Turns out my host spent the night in a storage\ncupboard beneath a small flight of stairs leading up to a stage.\nYellowed sheet music sits open in front of a dusty cello, and\nlooking at it, I feel like I’ve slept through some great calamity,\njudgement having come and gone while I was stuffed in that\ncupboard.\nWhat the hell was I doing under there?\nAching, I stagger over to one of the windows lining the\ngallery. It’s shrouded with grime, but wiping a spot clear with\nmy sleeve reveals Blackheath’s gardens below. I’m on the top\nfloor of the house.\nOut of habit, I begin searching my pockets for some clue as\nto my identity, but realise I don’t need it. I’m Jim Rashton. I’m\ntwenty-seven, a constable in the police force, and my parents\nMargaret and Henry beam with pride whenever they tell\nanybody. I have a sister, I have a dog and I’m in love with a\nwoman called Grace Davies, who’s the reason I’m at this\nparty.\nWhatever barrier used to exist between myself and my hosts\nis almost completely knocked through. I can barely tell\nRashton’s life from my own. Unfortunately, my recollection of\nhow I came to end up in the cupboard is clouded by the bottle\nof Scotch that Rashton was drinking last night. I remember\ntelling old stories, laughing and dancing, barrelling recklessly\nthrough an evening that had no other purpose than pleasure.\nWas the footman there? Did he do this?\n\n\nI strain for the memory, but last night’s a drunken smear.\nAgitation instinctively sends my hand to the leather cigarette\ncase Rashton keeps in his pocket, but there’s only one cigarette\nleft inside. I’m tempted to light it to calm my nerves, but given\nthe circumstances a frayed temper might serve me better,\nespecially if I have to fight my way out of here. The footman\ntracked me from Dance into the butler, so it’s doubtful I’ll find\nsafe harbour in Rashton.\nCaution will be my truest friend now.\nCasting around for a weapon, I find a bronze statue of Atlas.\nI creep forwards with it held above my head, picking my way\nthrough walls of armoires and giant webs of interlocking\nchairs until I arrive at a faded black curtain stretching the\nlength of the room. Cardboard trees are propped against the\nwalls, near clothes racks stuffed with costumes. Among them\nare six or seven plague doctor outfits, the hats and masks piled\nin a box on the floor. It appears the family used to put on plays\nup here.\nA floorboard creaks, the curtain twitching. Somebody’s\nshuffling around back there.\nI tense. Raising Atlas above my head, I—\nAnna bursts through, her cheeks red.\n‘Oh, thank God,’ she says, catching sight of me.\nShe’s out of breath, dark circles surrounding bloodshot\nbrown eyes. Her blonde hair is loose and tangled, her cap\nscrunched up in her hand. The artist’s sketchbook chronicling\neach of my hosts bulges in her apron.\n‘You’re Rashton, right? Come on, we only have half an hour\nto save the others,’ she says, lunging forward to take hold of\nmy hand.\nI step back, the statue still raised, but the breathlessness of\nthe introduction has knocked me off balance, as has the lack of\nguilt in her voice.\n‘I’m not going anywhere with you,’ I say, gripping Atlas a\nlittle tighter.\n\n\nConfusion paints her face, followed by a dawning\nrealisation.\n‘Is this because of what happened to Dance and the butler?’\nshe asks. ‘I don’t know anything about that, about anything\nreally. I’ve haven’t been up long. I just know you’re in eight\ndifferent people and a footman’s killing them, and we need to\ngo and save the ones that are left.’\n‘You expect me to trust you?’ I say, stunned. ‘You distracted\nDance while the footman murdered him. You were standing in\nthe room when he killed the butler. You’ve been helping him,\nI’ve seen you!’\nShe shakes her head.\n‘Don’t be an idiot,’ she cries. ‘I haven’t done any of that\nyet, and even when I do, it won’t be because I’m betraying\nyou. If I wanted you dead, I’d pick off your hosts before they\never woke up. You wouldn’t see me, and I certainly wouldn’t\nwork with a man guaranteed to turn on me once we’d\nfinished.’\n‘Then what were you doing there?’ I demand.\n‘I don’t know, I haven’t lived that part yet,’ she snaps back.\n‘You – another you, I mean – were waiting for me when I\nwoke up. He gave me a book that told me to find Derby in the\nforest, then come here and save you. That’s my day. That’s\neverything I know.’\n‘It’s not enough,’ I say, bluntly. ‘I haven’t done any of that,\nso I don’t know if you’re telling the truth.’\nPutting the statue down, I walk past her, heading for the\nblack curtain she emerged through.\n‘I can’t trust you, Anna,’ I say.\n‘Why not?’ she says, catching my trailing hand. ‘I’m\ntrusting you.’\n‘That’s not—’\n‘Do you remember anything from our previous loops?’\n\n\n‘Only your name,’ I say, looking down at her fingers\nintertwined with mine, my resistance already crumbling. I\nwant to believe her so badly.\n‘But you don’t remember how any of them ended?’\n‘No,’ I say impatiently. ‘Why are you asking me this?’\n‘Because I do,’ she says. ‘The reason I know your name is\nbecause I remember calling for you in the gatehouse. We’d\narranged to meet there. You were late, and I was worried. I\nwas so happy to see you, and then I saw the look on your\nface.’\nHer eyes find mine, the pupils wide and dark and daring.\nThey’re guileless. Surely, she couldn’t have…\nEverybody in this house is wearing a mask.\n‘You murdered me right where I stood,’ she says, touching\nmy cheek, studying the face I still haven’t seen. ‘When you\nfound me this morning, I was so scared I almost ran away, but\nyou were so broken… so scared. All your lives had crashed\ndown on top of you. You couldn’t tell one from another, you\ndidn’t even know who you were. You pushed this book into\nmy hands and said you were sorry. You kept repeating it. You\ntold me you weren’t that man any more and that we couldn’t\nget out of this by making the same mistakes all over again. It\nwas the last thing you said.’\nMemories are stirring slowly and so far away that I feel like\na man reaching across a river to trap a butterfly between his\nfingers.\nShe presses the chess piece into my palm, curling my\nfingers around it.\n‘This might help,’ she says. ‘We used these pieces in the last\nloop to identify ourselves. A bishop for you, Aiden Bishop,\nand a knight for me. The protector, like now.’\nI remember the guilt, the sorrow. I remember the regret.\nThere aren’t images, there isn’t even a memory. It doesn’t\nmatter. I can feel the truth of what she’s saying, as I felt the\nstrength of our friendship the first time we met, and the agony\n\n\nof the grief that brought me to Blackheath. She’s right, I\nmurdered her.\n‘Do you remember now?’ she says.\nI nod, ashamed and sick to my stomach. I didn’t want to\nhurt her, I know that. We’d been working together like today,\nbut something changed… I became desperate. I saw my\nescape slipping away, and I panicked. I promised myself I’d\nfind a way to get her out after I’d left. I couched my betrayal\nin noble intentions, and I did something awful.\nI shudder, waves of revulsion washing over me.\n‘I don’t know which loop the memory is from,’ says Anna.\n‘But I think I held on to it as a warning to myself. A warning\nnot to trust you again.’\n‘I’m sorry, Anna,’ I say. ‘I… I let myself forget what I did. I\nheld on to your name instead. It was a promise to myself, and\nto you, that I’d do better next time.’\n‘And you’re keeping that promise,’ she says soothingly.\nI wish that were true, but I know it’s not. I’ve seen my\nfuture. I’ve spoken with him, helped him in his schemes.\nDaniel is making the same mistakes I made in my last loop.\nDesperation has made him ruthless and unless I stop him, he’s\ngoing to sacrifice Anna again.\n‘Why didn’t you tell me the truth when we first met?’ I say,\nstill ashamed.\n‘Because you already knew,’ she says, wrinkling her\nforehead. ‘From my perspective, we met two hours ago, and\nyou knew everything about me.’\n‘The first time I met you, I was Cecil Ravencourt,’ I\nrespond.\n‘Then we’re meeting in the middle, because I don’t know\nwho that is yet,’ she says. ‘It doesn’t matter though. I won’t\ntell him, or any of the others, because it doesn’t matter. It\nwasn’t us in those loops. Whoever they were, they made\ndifferent choices, different mistakes. I’m choosing to trust you,\nAiden, and I need you to trust me, because this place is… you\n\n\nknow how it works. Whatever you think I was doing when the\nfootman killed you, it wasn’t everything. It wasn’t the truth.’\nShe’d seem confident if it weren’t for the nervous throb in\nher throat, the way her foot worries at the floor. I can feel her\nhand trembling against my cheek, the strain in her voice.\nBeneath all the bravado, she’s still afraid of me, of the man I\nwas, of the man who may still be lurking within.\nI can’t imagine the courage it took to bring her here.\n‘I don’t know how to get us both out of here, Anna.’\n‘I know.’\n‘But I will, I won’t leave without you, I promise.’\n‘I know that too.’\nAnd that’s when she slaps me.\n‘That’s for murdering me,’ she says, standing on her tiptoes\nto plant a kiss on the sting. ‘Now, let’s go and make sure the\nfootman doesn’t murder any more of you.’\n\n\n44\nWood creaks, the narrow, twisting staircase darkening the\nfurther down we get, until finally we sink beneath the gloom.\n‘Do you know why I was in that cupboard?’ I ask Anna,\nwho’s ahead of me and moving fast enough to outrun a falling\nsky.\n‘No idea, but it saved your life,’ she says, glancing back at\nme over her shoulder. ‘The book said the footman would be\ncoming for Rashton around this time. If he’d slept in his\nbedroom last night, the footman would have found him.’\n‘Maybe we should let him find me,’ I say, feeling a rush of\nexcitement. ‘Come on, I’ve got an idea.’\nI push past Anna, and begin leaping down the steps two at a\ntime.\nIf the footman’s coming for Rashton this morning, there’s\nevery chance he’ll still be lurking around the corridors. He’ll\nbe expecting a man asleep in his bed, which means I’ve got the\nupper hand for once. With a little luck, I can put an end to this\nhere and now.\nThe steps end abruptly at a whitewashed wall, Anna still\nhalfway up and calling for me to slow down. A police officer\nof considerable skill – as he’d freely admit himself –\nRashton’s no stranger to hidden things. My fingers expertly\nlocate a disguised catch allowing me to tumble into the dark\nhallway outside. Candles flicker behind sconces, the Sun\nRoom standing empty on my left. I’ve emerged on the ground\nfloor, the door I came through already blending into the wall.\nThe footman is less than twenty yards away. He’s on his\nknees, jimmying the lock to what I instinctively know is my\nbedroom.\n‘Looking for me, you bastard,’ I spit, hurling myself at him\nbefore he has a chance to grab his knife.\nHe’s on his feet quicker than I could have imagined, leaping\nbackwards and kicking out to catch me in the chest, knocking\nthe wind from me. I land awkwardly, clutching my ribs, but he\n\n\ndoesn’t move. He’s standing there waiting, wiping saliva from\nthe corner of his mouth with the back of his hand.\n‘Brave rabbit,’ he says, grinning. ‘I’m going to gut you\nslow.’\nRising and dusting myself off, I raise my fists in a boxer’s\nstance, suddenly aware of how heavy my arms feel. That night\nin the cupboard’s done me no favours, and my confidence is\nebbing away by the second. This time I approach him slowly,\nfeinting left and right, working an opening that never comes.\nA jab catches my chin, rocking my head back. I don’t even see\nthe second punch that smashes into my stomach, or the third\nthat puts me on the floor.\nI’m disorientated, dizzy, struggling for breath as the\nfootman looms over me, dragging me up by my hair and\nstretching for his knife.\n‘Hey!’ shouts Anna.\nIt’s the slightest of distractions, but it’s enough. Slipping\nfree of the footman’s hold, I kick his knee, then launch my\nshoulder up into his face, breaking his nose, blood splattering\nmy shirt. Reeling backwards down the corridor, he grabs hold\nof a bust and hurls it at me one-handed, forcing me to leap\naside as he flees around the corner.\nI want to go after him, but I don’t have the strength. I slide\ndown the wall until I’m sitting on the floor, clutching my\naching ribs. I’m shaken and unnerved. He was too fast, too\nstrong. If that fight had gone on any longer, I’d be dead, I’m\ncertain of it.\n‘You bloody idiot!’ yells Anna, glowering at me. ‘You\nalmost got yourself killed.’\n‘Did he catch sight of you?’ I say, spitting out the blood in\nmy mouth.\n‘I don’t think so,’ she says, reaching out a hand to help me\nup. ‘I kept to the shadows, and I doubt he was seeing much\nafter you broke his nose.’\n‘I’m sorry, Anna,’ I say. ‘I honestly thought we could catch\nhold of him.’\n\n\n‘You damn well should be,’ she says, surprising me with a\nfierce hug, her body trembling. ‘You have to be careful, Aiden.\nThanks to that bastard, you’ve only got a few hosts left. If you\nmake a mistake, we’re going to be stuck here.’\nRealisation hits me like a rock.\n‘I only have three hosts left,’ I repeat, stunned.\nSebastian Bell fainted after seeing the dead rabbit in the\nbox. The butler, Dance and Derby were slain, and Ravencourt\nfell asleep in the ballroom after watching Evelyn commit\nsuicide. That leaves Rashton, Davies and Gregory Gold.\nBetween the split days and leaping back and forth, I lost count.\nI should have seen it immediately.\nDaniel claimed he was the last of my hosts, but that can’t be\ntrue.\nA warm blanket of shame pulls itself over my body. I can’t\nbelieve I was so easily deceived. So willingly deceived.\nIt wasn’t entirely your fault.\nThe Plague Doctor warned me Anna would betray me. Why\nwould he do that when it was Daniel who was lying to me?\nAnd why would he tell me there were only three people trying\nto escape this house, when there are four? He’s gone out of his\nway to conceal Daniel’s duplicity.\n‘I’ve been so blind,’ I say, hollowly.\n‘What’s wrong?’ says Anna, pulling away and looking at\nme with concern.\nI falter, my mind clicking into gear as embarrassment gives\nway to cold calculation. Daniel’s lies were elaborate, but their\npurpose remains obscure. I could understand him trying to\nearn my trust if he wanted to profit from my investigation, but\nthat’s not the case. He’s barely asked about it. Quite the\ncontrary; he gave me a head start by telling me it was Evelyn\nwho would be murdered at the ball, and he warned me about\nthe footman.\nI can no longer call him a friend, but I can’t be certain he’s\nan enemy either. I need to know where he stands, and the best\n\n\nway of doing that is to maintain the illusion of ignorance until\nhe reveals his true intentions.\nI have to begin with Anna.\nGod help us if she let anything slip to Derby, or Dance.\nTheir first reaction to a problem is to run at it, even if it’s\nwrapped in thorns.\nAnna’s watching me, waiting for an answer.\n‘I know something,’ I say, meeting her eyes. ‘Something\nthat matters to both of us, but I can’t tell you what it is.’\n‘You’re worried about changing the day,’ she says, as if it’s\nthe most obvious thing in the world. ‘Don’t worry, this book’s\nfull of things I’m not allowed to tell you.’ She smiles, her\nconcern washing away. ‘I trust you, Aiden. I wouldn’t be here,\nif I didn’t.’\nHolding out a hand, she helps me off the floor.\n‘We can’t stay in this corridor,’ she says. ‘I’m only alive\nbecause he doesn’t know who I am. If he sees us together, I\nwon’t live long enough to help you.’ She smooths her apron\nand straightens her cap, dropping her chin enough to appear\ndiffident. ‘I’ll go ahead. Meet me outside Bell’s bedroom in\nten minutes and keep your eyes open. Once the footman’s\nhealed up, he’ll be looking for you.’\nI agree, but I have no intention of waiting in this draughty\ncorridor. Everything that’s happening today has Helena\nHardcastle’s fingerprints on it. I need to speak with her and\nthis might be my last chance.\nStill nursing my injured pride and ribs, I look for her in the\ndrawing room, finding only a few early risers gossiping about\nhow Derby was hauled off by Stanwin’s thug. Sure enough,\nhis plate of eggs and kidneys is sitting on the table, where he\ndiscarded it. It’s still warm, he can’t have long departed.\nNodding to them, I make my way to Helena’s bedroom, but\nknocking on her door brings only silence. Running short of\ntime, I kick it open, shattering the lock.\nThat’s the mystery of who broke in solved.\n\n\nThe curtains are drawn, the tangled sheets on the four-poster\nbed trailing off the mattress onto the floor. The room has the\nsoiled atmosphere of a troubled sleep, the sweat of nightmares\nas yet unwashed by fresh air. The wardrobe is open, a vanity\ntable covered in spilled powder from a large tin, cosmetics\ntorn open and pushed aside, suggesting Lady Hardcastle\nattended her toilet in something of a hurry. Laying my hand on\nthe bed, I find it cold. She’s already been gone some time.\nJust as when I visited this room with Millicent Derby, the\nroll-down bureau stands open, today’s page torn from Helena’s\nday-planner and the lacquered gun case emptied of the two\nrevolvers it should contain. Evelyn must have taken them very\nearly this morning, probably after receiving the note\ncompelling her to commit suicide. She would have had no\ntrouble slipping through the connecting door from her\nbedroom after her mother left.\nBut if she intends on shooting herself with the revolver, why\ndoes she end up using the silver pistol Derby stole from\nDoctor Dickie instead? And why would she take both\nrevolvers from the case? I know she gives one to Michael to\nuse on the hunt, but I can’t imagine that was foremost in her\nmind after discovering her own life, and that of her friend, was\nbeing threatened.\nMy eyes drift towards the day-planner and its torn-out page.\nIs this also Evelyn’s work, or is somebody else responsible?\nMillicent suspected Helena Hardcastle.\nRunning my fingertip along the torn edge, I let myself\nworry.\nI’ve seen Helena’s appointments in Lord Hardcastle’s\nplanner, so I know the missing page refers to her meetings\nwith Cunningham, Evelyn, Millicent Derby, the stablemaster\nand Ravencourt. The only one of those I can be certain Helena\nHardcastle kept is with Cunningham. He admitted it to Dance,\nand his ink-smudged fingerprints are all over the pages.\nI slam the book closed in agitation. There’s still so much I\ndon’t understand and I’m running short of time.\n\n\nIdeas gnaw at me as I head upstairs to Anna who’s pacing\nback and forth outside Bell’s bedroom, examining the\nsketchbook in her hands. I can hear muffled voices on the\nother side of the door. Daniel must be talking to Bell in there,\nwhich means the butler is down in the kitchen with Mrs\nDrudge. He’ll be along shortly.\n‘Have you seen Gold? He should already be here,’ says\nAnna, staring into the shadows, perhaps hoping to carve him\nout of the gloom with the sharpness of her glare.\n‘I haven’t,’ I say, looking around nervously. ‘Why are we\nhere?’\n‘The footman will kill the butler and Gold this morning,\nunless we get them somewhere safe, where I can protect\nthem,’ she says.\n‘Like the gatehouse.’\n‘Exactly. Only it can’t look like that’s what we’re doing. If\nit does, the footman will know who I am and kill me, as well.\nIf he thinks I’m just a nursemaid, and they’re too injured to be\na threat, he’ll leave us be for a little while, and that’s what we\nwant. The book reckons they’ve still got a role to play in all\nthis, assuming we can keep them alive.’\n‘So what do you need me for?’\n‘Damned if I know. I’m not exactly sure what I’m supposed\nto be doing. The book says to bring you here at this time, but’\n– she sighs, shaking her head – ‘that was the only clear\ninstruction, everything else is gibberish. It’s like I said, you\nweren’t exactly lucid when you gave it to me. I’ve spent most\nof the last hour trying to decipher the pages, knowing if I read\nthem wrong, or arrive too late, you’ll die.’\nI shiver, unnerved by this brief glimpse at my future.\nThe book must have been given to Anna by Gregory Gold,\nmy final host. I can still remember him raving at Dance’s door\nabout the carriage. I remember thinking how pitiable he was,\nhow frightening. Those dark eyes wild and lost.\nI’m not looking forward to tomorrow.\n\n\nFolding my arms, I lean against the wall next to her, our\nshoulders touching. Knowing you’ve killed somebody in a\nprevious life tends to narrow possible avenues of affection.\n‘You’ve done a better job than I did,’ I say. ‘The first time\nsomebody handed me the future, I ended up chasing a maid\ncalled Madeline Aubert halfway across the forest thinking I\nwas saving her life. I nearly frightened the poor girl to death.’\n‘This day should come with instructions,’ she says glumly.\n‘Do whatever comes naturally.’\n‘I’m not sure running and hiding would help us,’ she says,\nher frustration punctured by the sound of hurried steps on the\nstaircase.\nWithout a word we scatter out of sight, Anna disappearing\naround the corner, while I duck into an open bedroom.\nCuriosity compels me to keep the door open a crack, allowing\nme to see the butler limping down the corridor towards us, his\nburnt body even more wretched in motion. He looks balled up\nand tossed away, a collection of sharp angles under a ratty\nbrown dressing gown and pyjamas.\nHaving relived so many of these moments since that first\nmorning, I would have thought I’d become numb, but I can\nfeel the butler’s frustration and fear as he races to confront\nBell about this new body he’s trapped within.\nGregory Gold is stepping out of a bedroom, the butler too\npreoccupied to notice. At this distance, with his back to me,\nthe artist seems oddly shapeless, less a man, more a long\nshadow thrown up the wall. There’s a poker in his hand and,\nwithout any warning, he begins striking the butler with it.\nI remember this attack, this pain.\nPity takes me, a sickening sense of helplessness as blood is\nsent flying by the poker, freckling the walls.\nI’m with the butler as he shrivels up on the floor, begging\nfor mercy and reaching for help that isn’t coming.\nAnd that’s when reason washes its hands of me.\n\n\nSnatching a vase from the sideboard, I burst out into the\ncorridor, advancing on Gold with hell’s own wrath, and\nsmashing it over his head, shards of porcelain falling around\nhim as he collapses to the floor.\nSilence congeals in the air as I clutch the broken rim of the\nvase while staring at the two unconscious men at my feet.\nAnna appears behind me.\n‘What happened?’ she says, feigning surprise.\n‘I—’\nThere’s a crowd gathering at the end of the corridor, half-\ndressed men and startled women, roused from their beds by\nthe commotion. Their eyes travel from the blood on the walls\nto the bodies on the floor, latching onto me with an\nunbecoming curiosity. If the footman’s among them, he’s\nducked out of sight.\nIt’s probably for the best.\nI’m angry enough to try something reckless again.\nDoctor Dickie is rushing up the stairs and unlike the other\nguests, he’s already dressed, that huge moustache expertly\noiled, his balding head gleaming with some lotion.\n‘What the devil happened here?’ he exclaims.\n‘Gold went mad,’ I say, bringing a tremor of emotion to my\nvoice. ‘He started attacking the butler with the poker, so I—’\nI wave the rim of the vase at him.\n‘Fetch my medical bag, girl,’ says Dickie to Anna, who’s\npositioned herself in his eyeline. ‘It’s near my bed.’\nDoing as she’s bid, Anna begins deftly sliding pieces of the\nfuture into place without ever appearing to take control. The\ndoctor requires somewhere warm and quiet to tend the butler,\nso Anna recommends the gatehouse while volunteering to\nadminister his medications. By simple expedient of having\nnowhere else to lock him up, it’s decided Gold should be taken\nover to the gatehouse as well, with sedatives to be\n\n\nadministered regularly until a servant can bring a policeman\nback from the village – a servant Anna volunteers to find.\nThey descend the staircase with the butler on a makeshift\nstretcher, Anna offering me a relieved smile as she goes. I\nmeet it with a perplexed frown. All this effort, and I’m still not\ncertain what we’ve accomplished. The butler will be\nconsigned to bed, making him easy pickings for the footman\nthis evening. Gregory Gold is going to be sedated and strung\nup. He’ll live, but his mind is broken.\nThat’s hardly a reassuring thought considering it’s his\ninstructions we’re following. Gold gave Anna that book, and\nwhile he’s the last of my hosts, I have no idea what he’s trying\nto accomplish. I can’t even be certain he knows. Not after\neverything he’s suffered.\nI dig through my memories, searching for the pieces of the\nfuture I’ve glimpsed, but not yet lived. I still need to know\nwhat the ‘all of them’ message Cunningham delivers to Derby\nmeans, and why he tells him he’s gathered some people\ntogether. I don’t know why Evelyn takes the silver pistol from\nDerby when she already has the black revolver from her\nmother’s room, or why he ends up guarding a rock while she\ntakes her own life.\nIt’s frustrating. I can see the breadcrumbs laid out ahead of\nme, but, for all I know, they’re leading me towards a cliff\nedge.\nUnfortunately, there’s no other path to follow.\n\n\n45\nFreed of Edward Dance’s advanced years, I’d also hoped to\nshed his niggling pains, but my night in the cupboard has\nwrapped my bones in brambles. Every stretch, every bend and\ntwist brings a jolt of pain and a wince, piling some new\ncomplaint atop the mound. The journey to my bedroom has\nproven unexpectedly taxing. Evidently, Rashton made quite an\nimpression last night, because my passage through the house is\npunctuated by hearty handshakes and backslaps. Greetings lie\nscattered in my wake like tossed rocks, their goodwill bringing\nme out in bruises.\nUpon reaching my bedroom, I throw off my forced smile.\nThere’s a white envelope on the floor, something bulky sealed\ninside. Somebody must have slipped it under my door. Tearing\nit open, I look up and down the corridor for any sign of the\nperson who left it.\nYou left it\nbegins the note inside, which is wrapped around a chess piece\nthat’s almost identical to the one Anna carries around with her.\nTake amyl nitrite pearls, sodium nitrite and sodium thiosulfate.\nKEEP HOLD OF THEM.\nGG\n‘Gregory Gold,’ I sigh, reading the initials.\nHe must have left it before attacking the butler.\nNow I know how Anna feels. The instructions are barely\nlegible, and incomprehensible even once I’m able to untangle\nhis terrible handwriting.\nThrowing the note and chess piece on the sideboard, I lock\nmy door and bar it with a chair. Normally, I’d go immediately\nto Rashton’s possessions or a mirror to inspect this new face,\nbut I already know what’s in his drawers and how he looks. I\nneed only stretch my thought towards a question to find its\nanswer, which is why I know there’s a set of brass knuckles\nhidden in the sock drawer. He confiscated them from a brawler\na few years back, and they’ve come in handy more than once.\nI slip them on, thinking only of the footman and how he\n\n\nlowered his face to mine, breathing in my last breath and\nsighing with pleasure as he added me to some private tally.\nMy hands are shaking but Rashton isn’t Bell. Fear\nmotivates, rather than cripples. He wants to seek the footman\nout and put an end to him, to take back whatever dignity was\nlost in our previous confrontation. Looking back at our fight\nthis morning, I’m certain it was Rashton who sent me down\nthe stairs and into the corridor. That was his anger, his pride.\nHe had control, and I didn’t even notice.\nIt can’t happen again.\nRashton’s recklessness will get us killed, and I can’t waste\nthe host. If I’m to get myself and Anna out of this mess, I need\nto get ahead of the footman, rather than constantly trailing\nbehind him, and I think I know somebody who can help,\nthough they won’t be easy to convince.\nTaking off the brass knuckles, I fill the sink and begin\nwashing in front of the mirror.\nRashton’s a young man – though not quite as young as he\npictures himself – tall, strong and remarkably handsome.\nFreckles are splashed across his nose, honey-coloured eyes\nand short blond hair suggesting a face spun out of sunlight.\nAbout the only note of imperfection is an old bullet scar on his\nshoulder, the ragged line long faded. The memory would give\nitself to me if I asked, but I’ve enough pain without inviting\nanother man’s misery into my mind.\nI’m wiping my chest, when the door handle rattles, causing\nme to snatch up the brass knuckles.\n‘Jim, are you in there? Somebody’s locked the door.’\nIt’s a woman’s voice, husky and dry.\nPutting on a fresh shirt, I pull away the chair and unlock the\ndoor to find a confused-looking young woman on the other\nside, her fist raised for another knock. Blue eyes peer at me\nfrom beneath long eyelashes, a dash of red lipstick the only\ncolour on a glacial face. She’s in her early twenties with thick\nblack hair tumbling over a crisp white shirt tucked into\n\n\njodhpurs, her presence immediately setting Rashton’s blood\nracing.\n‘Grace…’ My host shoves the name onto my tongue, and\nplenty more besides. I’m boiling in a stew of adoration,\nelation, arousal and inadequacy.\n‘Have you heard what that damn fool brother of mine has\ndone?’ she says, barging past me.\n‘I suspect I’m about to.’\n‘He borrowed one of the cars last night,’ she says, flinging\nherself onto the bed. ‘Woke the stablemaster at two in the\nmorning dressed like a rainbow and took off for the village.’\nShe’s got it all wrong, but I have no way of salvaging her\nbrother’s good name. It was my decision to take the car, to flee\nthe house and make for the village. At this moment, poor\nDonald Davies is asleep on a dirt road where I abandoned him,\nand my host is trying to drag me out of the door after him.\nHis loyalty is almost overpowering, and searching for a\nreason I’m immediately beset by horrors. Rashton’s affection\nfor Donald Davies was moulded amid the mud and blood of\nthe trenches. They went to war as fools and came back\nbrothers, each of them broken in places only the other could\nsee.\nI can feel his anger at my treatment of his friend.\nOr perhaps I’m just angry at myself.\nWe’re so jumbled together, I can no longer tell.\n‘It’s my fault,’ says Grace, crestfallen. ‘He was going to buy\nmore of that poison from Bell, so I threatened to tell Daddy. I\nknew he was angry with me, but I didn’t think he’d run off.’\nShe sighs helplessly. ‘You don’t think he’s done something\nfoolish, do you?’\n‘He’s fine,’ I say reassuringly, sitting down next to her.\n‘He’s got the wind up, that’s all.’\n‘I wish we’d never met that damn doctor,’ she says,\nsmoothing the creases from my shirt with the flat of her hand.\n‘Donald hasn’t been the same since Bell turned up with his\n\n\ntrunk of tricks. It’s that damnable laudanum, it’s got hold of\nhim. I can barely talk to him any more. I wish there was\nsomething we could…’\nHer words run smack bang into an idea. I can see her\nstanding back from it wide-eyed, following it from start to\nfinish like a horse she’s backed in the Derby.\n‘I need to go and see Charles about something,’ she says\nabruptly, kissing me on the lips before darting into the\ncorridor.\nShe’s gone before I can respond, the door hanging open in\nher wake.\nI stand up to close it, hot, bothered and not a little confused.\nOn the whole, things were simpler when I was in that\ncupboard.\n\n\n46\nStep by slow step, I proceed down the corridor, poking my\nhead into every bedroom before allowing myself to walk past\nit. I’m wearing the brass knuckles, and jumping at every noise\nand shadow, wary of the assault I’m certain is coming;\nknowing I can’t beat the footman should he catch me\nunawares.\nPushing aside the velvet curtain blocking the corridor, I pass\ninto Blackheath’s abandoned east wing, a sharp wind stirring\ndrapes that slap the wall like slabs of meat hitting a butcher’s\ncounter.\nI don’t stop until I reach the nursery.\nDerby’s unconscious body isn’t immediately obvious, as it’s\nbeen dragged into the corner of the room, out of sight of the\ndoor and behind the rocking horse. His head is a mess of\ncongealed blood and broken pottery, but he’s alive and well\nhidden. Considering he was attacked coming out of Stanwin’s\nbedroom, whoever was responsible obviously had enough of a\nconscience to keep the blackmailer from finding and killing\nhim, but not enough time to take him anywhere safer.\nI quickly rifle through his pockets, but everything he took\nfrom Stanwin has been stolen. I didn’t expect otherwise, but as\nhe is the architect of so many of the house’s mysteries, it was\nworth a try.\nLeaving him sleeping, I continue on to Stanwin’s rooms at\nthe end of the passage. Surely only fear could have pushed\nhim into this misbegotten corner of the house, so far from the\nmeagre comforts afforded by the rest of Blackheath. By that\ncriterion though, he’s chosen well. The floorboards are his\nspies, screaming my approach with every step, and the long\ncorridor offers only one way in and out. The blackmailer\nclearly believes himself surrounded by enemies, a fact which I\nmay be able to exploit.\nPassing through the reception room, I knock on Stanwin’s\nbedroom door. A strange silence greets me, the din of\nsomebody trying to be quiet.\n\n\n‘It’s Constable Jim Rashton,’ I call through the wood,\nputting the brass knuckles away. ‘I need to speak with you.’\nThe declaration is met with a flurry of sounds. Steps go\nlightly across the room, a drawer scrapes, something is lifted\nand moved, before finally a voice creeps around the\ndoorframe.\n‘Come in,’ says Ted Stanwin.\nHe’s sitting on a chair, a hand stuck inside his left boot,\nwhich he’s brushing with a soldier’s vigour. I shiver a little,\nrocked by a powerful sense of the uncanny. The last time I saw\nthis man, he was dead on a forest floor and I was going\nthrough his pockets. Blackheath’s picked him up and dusted\nhim off, winding his key so he can do it all again. If this isn’t\nhell, the devil is surely taking notes.\nI look past him. His bodyguard is sleeping deeply on the\nbed, breathing noisily through his bandaged nose. I’m\nsurprised Stanwin hasn’t moved him, and more surprised to\nsee how the blackmailer’s angled his chair to face the bed,\nmuch as Anna has done with the butler. Clearly, Stanwin feels\nsome affection for this chap.\nI wonder how he’d react knowing Derby’s been next door\nthis whole time.\n‘Ah, the man at the centre of it all,’ says Stanwin, the brush\npausing while he regards me.\n‘I’m afraid you have me at a loss,’ I say, confused.\n‘I wouldn’t be a very good blackmailer if I didn’t,’ he says,\ngesturing towards a rickety wooden chair by the fire.\nAccepting his invitation, I drag the chair closer to the bed,\nmaking sure to avoid the dirty newspaper and boot polish\nstrewn on the floor.\nStanwin’s wearing a rich man’s approximation of a stable\nhand’s livery, which is to say the white cotton shirt is pressed\nand the black trousers are spotless. Looking at him now,\ndressed plainly, scrubbing his own boots and squatting in a\ncrumbling corner of a once-grand house, I fail to see what\nnineteen years of blackmail have bought him. Burst blood\n\n\nvessels riddle his cheeks and nose, while sunken eyes, red raw\nand hungry for sleep, keep watch for the monsters at his door.\nMonsters he invited there.\nBehind all his bluster is a soul turned to ash, the fire that\nonce drove him long extinguished. These are the ragged edges\nof a man defeated, his secrets the only warmth left to him. At\nthis point, he’s as much afraid of his victims as they are of\nhim.\nPity pricks me. Something about Stanwin’s situation feels\nterribly familiar, and deep down, beneath my hosts, where the\nreal Aiden Bishop resides, I can feel a memory stirring. I came\nhere because of a woman. I wanted to save her, and I couldn’t.\nBlackheath was my chance to… what… try again?\nWhat did I come here to do?\nLeave it alone.\n‘Let’s state facts plainly,’ says Stanwin, looking at me\nsteadily. ‘You’re in league with Cecil Ravencourt, Charles\nCunningham, Daniel Coleridge and a few others; the lot of you\nfishing around a murder that happened nineteen years ago.’\nMy prior thoughts scatter.\n‘Oh, don’t look so shocked,’ he says, inspecting a dull spot\non his boot. ‘Cunningham came asking questions early this\nmorning on behalf of that fat master of his, and Daniel\nColeridge was sniffing around a few minutes after that. Both\nof them wanted to know about the man I shot when I chased\nMaster Hardcastle’s murderer off. Now here you are. Ain’t\nhard to see what you’re up to, not if you’ve two eyes and a\nbrain behind them.’\nHe glances at me, the façade of nonchalance slipping to\nreveal the calculation at its foundation. Aware of his eyes upon\nme, I dig for the right words, anything to repudiate his\nsuspicion, but the silence stretches, growing taut.\n‘Wondered how you’d take it,’ grunts Stanwin, putting his\nboot down on the newspaper and wiping his hands clean with\na rag.\n\n\nWhen he speaks again it’s low and soft, the voice of\nsomebody telling stories. ‘Seems to me this sudden lust for\njustice probably has one of two causes,’ he says, digging at the\ndirt beneath his fingernails with a penknife. ‘Either\nRavencourt’s caught the whiff of scandal and he’s paying you\nto look into it for him, or you think there’s a big case waiting\nto be solved that will put you in the papers and make your\nname.’\nHe sneers at my silence.\n‘Look, Rashton, you don’t know me or my business, but it\nknows men like you. You’re a working-class plod walking out\nwith a rich woman you can’t afford. Nothing wrong with\nclimbing, done it myself, but you’re going to need money to\nget on the ladder and I can help. Information is valuable,\nwhich means we can help each other.’\nHe’s holding my gaze, but not comfortably. A pulse throbs\nviolently in his neck, sweat gathering on his forehead. There’s\ndanger in this approach, and he knows it. Even so, I can feel\nthe lure of his offer. Rashton would love nothing more than to\npay his way with Grace. He’d like to buy finer clothes, and\npay for dinner more than once a month.\nThing is, he loves being a copper more.\n‘How many people know that Lucy Harper is your\ndaughter?’ I say blandly.\nNow it’s my turn to watch his face fall.\nMy suspicions were raised when I watched him bully Lucy\nat the lunch table, all because she had the temerity to use his\nfirst name when asking him to move out of the way. I didn’t\nthink much of it when I saw it through Bell’s eyes. Stanwin is\na brute and a blackmailer, so it seemed only natural. It was\nonly when I witnessed it again as Dance that I caught the\naffection in Lucy’s voice, and the fear on his face. A roomful\nof men who’d happily stick a knife in his ribs and there she is,\nall but telling them that she cares about him. She might as well\nhave painted a target on her back. No wonder he lashed out.\nHe needed her out of that room as quickly as possible.\n\n\n‘Lucy who?’ he says, the rag twisting tight in his hands.\n‘Don’t insult me by denying it, Stanwin,’ I interrupt. ‘She\nhas your red hair and you keep a locket with her picture in\nyour jacket, along with a codebook detailing your\nblackmailing business. Odd things to keep together, except\nthey’re the only things you care about. You should have heard\nhow she defended you to Ravencourt.’\nEach fact out of my mouth is a hammer blow.\n‘It isn’t hard to figure out,’ I say. ‘Not for a man with two\neyes and a brain behind them.’\n‘What do you want?’ he asks quietly.\n‘I need to know what really happened the morning Thomas\nHardcastle was murdered.’\nHis tongue roams his lips as his mind gets to work, cogs and\ngears lubricated by lies.\n‘Charlie Carver and another man took Thomas out to the\nlake, then stabbed him to death,’ he says, picking up the boot\nonce again. ‘I stopped Carver, but the other one got away. Any\nother old stories you want to hear?’\n‘If I was interested in lies, I’d have asked Helena\nHardcastle,’ I say, leaning forward with my hands clasped\nbetween my knees. ‘She was there, wasn’t she? Like Alf\nMiller said. Everybody believes the family gave you a\nplantation for trying to save the little boy, but I know that’s not\nwhat happened. You’ve been blackmailing Helena Hardcastle\nfor nineteen years, ever since the boy died. You saw something\nthat morning, something you’ve held over her all this time.\nShe told her husband the money was to keep Cunningham’s\nreal parentage secret, but that’s not it, is it? It’s something\nbigger.’\n‘And if I don’t tell you what I saw, what then?’ he snarls,\nthrowing the boot aside. ‘You spread word that Lucy Harper’s\nold man is the infamous Ted Stanwin and wait to see who kills\nher first?’\nI open my mouth to respond, only to be confounded when\nno words come out. Of course that was my plan, but sitting\n\n\nhere, I’m reminded of that moment on the staircase when Lucy\nled a confused butler back into the kitchen, so he wouldn’t get\ninto trouble. Unlike her father she’s got a good heart, knotted\nwith tenderness and doubt – perfect for men like me to step on.\nNo wonder Stanwin stayed out of sight, letting her mother\nraise her. He probably funnelled his family a little money over\nthe years, intending to make them comfortable until he could\nput them permanently beyond the reach of his powerful\nenemies.\n‘No,’ I say, as much to myself as Stanwin, ‘Lucy was kind\nto me when I needed kindness, I won’t put her in danger, even\nfor this.’\nHe surprises me with a smile, and the regret lurking behind\nit.\n‘You won’t get far in this house with sentiment,’ he says.\n‘Then what about common sense?’ I ask. ‘Evelyn\nHardcastle is going to be murdered tonight and I think it’s\nbecause of something that happened nineteen years ago.\nSeems to me it’s in your interest to keep Evelyn alive so she\ncan marry Ravencourt, and you can keep getting paid.’\nHe whistles. ‘If that’s true, there’s better coin to be made in\nknowing who was responsible, but you’re coming at this\ncrooked,’ he says emphatically. ‘I don’t need to keep getting\npaid. This is it for me. I’ve got a big payout coming, then I’m\nselling the business and getting out. That’s why I came to\nBlackheath in the first place, to pick up Lucy and finish the\ndeal. She’s coming with me.’\n‘Who are you selling it to?’\n‘Daniel Coleridge.’\n‘Coleridge is planning to murder you during the hunt in a\nfew hours. How much information is that worth?’\nStanwin is looking at me with a bright suspicion.\n‘Murder me?’ he says. ‘We’ve got a square deal, him and\nme. We’re going to finish our business out in the forest.’\n\n\n‘The business is in two books, isn’t it?’ I say. ‘All the\nnames, crimes and payments in one, written in code, of course.\nAnd the cypher to decrypt it in another. You keep them\nseparate and think that keeps you safe but it doesn’t and,\nsquare deal or not, you’ll be dead in’ – I pull up my sleeve to\ncheck my watch – ‘four hours, at which point Coleridge will\nhave both of the books without parting with a shilling.’\nFor the first time, Stanwin looks uncertain.\nReaching over to the drawer in his bedside table, he\nremoves a pipe and a small pouch of tobacco, which he packs\ninto the pipe’s bowl. Scraping away the excess, he circles the\nburning match across the leaves, taking a few puffs to draw the\nflame. By the time his attention returns to me, the tobacco is\nburning, smoke forming a halo above his ill-deserving head.\n‘How’s he going to do it?’ asks Stanwin, out of the corner of\nhis mouth, his pipe gripped between his yellow teeth.\n‘What did you see the morning of Thomas Hardcastle’s\ndeath?’ I ask.\n‘That’s it, is it? A murder for a murder?’\n‘Square deal,’ I say.\nHe spits on his hand.\n‘Shake then,’ he says.\nI do as he asks, then light my last cigarette. The need for\ntobacco has come upon me slowly, the way the tide nudges up\na riverbank, and I let the smoke fill my throat, my eyes\nwatering in pleasure.\nScratching his stubble, Stanwin begins speaking, his voice\nthoughtful.\n‘It was a funny day that, strange from the off,’ he says,\nadjusting the pipe in his mouth. ‘The guests had arrived for the\nparty, but there was already a bad atmosphere around the\nplace. Arguments in the kitchen, fights in the stables, even the\nguests were at it; couldn’t walk past a closed door without\nhearing raised voices behind it.’\n\n\nThere’s a wariness to him now, the sense of a man\nunpacking a trunk filled with sharp objects.\n‘It weren’t much of a surprise when Charlie got fired,’ he\nsays. ‘He’d been carrying on with Lady Hardcastle long as\nanybody could remember. Secret at first. Obvious later, too\nobvious if you ask me. They wanted to be caught, I reckon.\nDon’t know what got ’em in the end, but news went around\nthe kitchen like a pox when Charlie was dismissed by Lord\nHardcastle. We thought he’d come downstairs, say goodbye,\nbut we didn’t hear a peep, then a couple of hours later, one of\nthe maids fetches me, tells me she’s just seen Charlie drunk as\na lord, wandering around the children’s bedrooms.’\n‘The children’s bedrooms, you’re sure?’\n‘That’s what she said. Poking his head in the doors one after\nanother, like he was looking for something.’\n‘Any idea what?’\n‘She thought he was trying to say goodbye, but they were\nall out playing. Either way, he left with a big leather bag over\nhis shoulder.’\n‘And she didn’t know what was in it?’\n‘Not a clue. Whatever it was, nobody begrudged him. He\nwas popular, Charlie, we all liked him.’\nStanwin sighs, tipping his face to the ceiling.\n‘What happened next?’ I prod, sensing his reluctance to\ncontinue.\n‘Charlie was my friend,’ he says heavily. ‘So I went looking\nfor him, to say goodbye more than anything else. Last\nanybody saw he was heading to the lake so that’s where I\nwent, only he wasn’t there. Nobody was, at least that’s what it\nlooked like at first. I would have left except I saw the blood in\nthe dirt.’\n‘You followed the blood?’ I say.\n‘Aye, to the edge of the lake… that’s when I saw the boy.’\n\n\nHe gulps, drawing his hand across his face. The memory’s\nlurked in the darkness of his mind for so long I’m not\nsurprised he’s having trouble dragging it into the light.\nEverything he’s become has grown out of this poisonous seed.\n‘What did you see, Stanwin?’ I ask.\nDropping his hand from his face, he looks at me as though\nI’m a priest demanding confession.\n‘At first, just Lady Hardcastle,’ he says. ‘She was kneeling\nin the mud, sobbing her heart out. There was blood\neverywhere. I didn’t see the boy, she was cradling him so\ntight… but she turned when she heard me. She’d stabbed him\nthrough the throat, almost taken his head off, she had.’\n‘She confessed?’ I say.\nI can hear the excitement in my voice. Looking down, I\nnotice that my hands are clenched, my body tense. I’m on the\nedge of my seat, my breath held in my throat.\nI’m immediately ashamed of myself.\n‘More or less,’ says Stanwin. ‘Just kept saying it was an\naccident. That was it, over and over again. It was an accident.’\n‘So where does Carver come into this?’ I ask.\n‘He arrived later.’\n‘How much later?’\n‘I don’t know…’\n‘Five minutes, twenty minutes?’ I ask. ‘It’s important,\nStanwin.’\n‘Not twenty, ten maybe, can’t have been too long.’\n‘Did he have the bag?’\n‘The bag?’\n‘The brown leather bag the maid saw him take from the\nhouse? Did he have it with him?’\n‘No, no bag.’ He points the pipe at me. ‘You know\nsomething, don’t you?’\n\n\n‘I think so, yes. Finish your story, please.’\n‘Carver came, took me to one side. He was sober, dead\nsober, the way a man is when he’s had a shock. He asked me\nto forget everything I’d seen, to tell everybody he’d done it. I\nsaid I wouldn’t, not for her, not for the Hardcastles, but he said\nhe loved her, that it’d been an accident and it was the only\nthing he could do for her, the only thing he could give her. He\nreckoned he had no future anyway, not after being dismissed\nfrom Blackheath and having to move away from Helena. He\nmade me swear to keep her secret.’\n‘Which you did, except you made her pay for it,’ I say.\n‘And you’d have done different, would you, copper?’ he\nsays, furiously. ‘Clapped her in irons then and there, betraying\na promise to your friend. Or would you have let her get away\nwith it, scot-free?’\nI shake my head. I don’t have an answer for him, but I’m\nnot interested in his pitying self-justification. There’s only two\nvictims in this story: Thomas Hardcastle and Charlie Carver, a\nmurdered child and a man who walked to the gallows to\nprotect the woman he loved. It’s too late for me to help either\nof them, but I’m not going to let the truth stay buried any\nlonger.\nIt’s done enough damage already.\n\n\n47\nBushes rustle, twigs cracking underfoot. Daniel’s moving\nthrough the forest quickly, making no attempt at stealth. He\nhas no need. My other hosts are all occupied, and nearly\neverybody else is either on the hunt, or in the Sun Room.\nMy heart is racing. He slipped out of the house after\nspeaking with Bell and Michael in the study, and I’ve been\nfollowing him for the last fifteen minutes, picking my way\nsilently through the trees. I remember him missing the start of\nthe hunt and having to catch up with Dance, and I’m curious\nwhat kept him. Hopefully, this errand will shed more light on\nhis plans.\nThe trees break suddenly, giving way to an ugly clearing.\nWe’re not far from the lake, and I can just about see the water\naway to my right. The footman’s pacing in circles like a caged\nanimal, and I have to duck behind a bush to keep from being\nseen.\n‘Make it quick,’ says Daniel, approaching him.\nThe footman punches him on the chin.\nStaggering backwards, Daniel straightens, inviting a second\nblow with a nod of his head. This one crunches into his\nstomach, and is followed by a cross that knocks him to the\nground.\n‘More?’ asks the footman, looming over him.\n‘That’s enough,’ says Daniel, dabbing his split lip. ‘Dance\nneeds to believe we fought, not that you nearly killed me.’\nThey’re working together.\n‘Can you catch them?’ says the footman, helping Daniel off\nthe ground. ‘The hunters have a good head start.’\n‘Lot of old legs. They won’t have gone far. Any luck\nsnatching Anna?’\n‘Not yet, I’ve been busy.’\n‘Well hurry up, our friend’s getting impatient.’\n\n\nSo that’s what this was all about. They want Anna.\nThat’s why Daniel told me to find her when I was\nRavencourt, and why he asked Derby to bring her to the\nlibrary, when he laid out his plan to trap the footman. I was\nsupposed to deliver her. A lamb to slaughter.\nMy head spinning, I watch them exchange a few final\nwords, before the footman makes for the house. Daniel’s\nwiping the blood from his face, but he doesn’t move, and a\nsecond later I see why. The Plague Doctor’s entering the\nclearing. This must be the ‘friend’ Daniel mentioned.\nIt’s as I feared. They’re working together. Daniel’s formed a\npartnership with the footman, and they’re hunting Anna on the\nPlague Doctor’s behalf. I can’t imagine what’s fuelling this\nenmity, but it explains why the Plague Doctor’s spent the day\ntrying to turn me against her.\nPlacing a hand on Daniel’s shoulder, he leads him into the\ntrees, beyond my sight. The intimacy of this gesture throws\nme. I can’t recall a single time when the Plague Doctor has\ntouched me, or even come close enough for that to happen.\nKeeping low, I hurry after them, stopping at the treeline to\nlisten for their voices, but I can’t hear anything. Cursing, I\npress deeper into the forest, stopping periodically, hoping to\ncatch some sign of them. It’s no use. They’re gone.\nFeeling like a man in a dream, I return the way I came.\nEverything I saw that day, how much of it was real? Was\nanybody who they claimed to be? I believed Daniel and\nEvelyn were my friends, the Plague Doctor was a madman,\nand that I was a doctor called Sebastian Bell, whose biggest\nproblem was memory loss. How could I know those were\nmerely starting positions in a race nobody had told me I was\nrunning?\nIt’s the finishing line you should be concerned with.\n‘The graveyard,’ I say out loud.\nDaniel believes he’ll capture Anna there, and I have no\ndoubt he’ll have the footman with him when he tries. That’s\nwhere this will end, and I need to be ready.\n\n\nI’ve arrived at the wishing well, where Evelyn received the\nnote from Felicity that first morning. I’m eager to put my plan\ninto action, but instead of heading for the house, I instead turn\nleft, towards the lake. This is Rashton’s doing. It’s instinct. A\ncopper’s instinct. He wants to see the scene of the crime while\nStanwin’s testimony is still fresh in my mind.\nThe trail is overgrown, trees leaning in on either side, their\nroots writhing up through the ground. Brambles snag my\ntrench coat, rain spilling off leaves, until finally I emerge on\nthe lake’s muddy banks.\nI’ve only ever seen it at a distance, but it’s much bigger up\nclose, with water the colour of mossy stone, and a couple of\nskeletal rowing boats tethered to a boathouse that’s crumbling\nto firewood on the far-right bank. A bandstand sits on an\nisland at the centre, the peeling turquoise roof and wooden\nframe battered by the wind and rain.\nNo wonder the Hardcastles chose to leave Blackheath.\nSomething evil happened here and it haunts the lake still. Such\nis my unease I almost turn on my heel, but a greater part of me\nneeds to make sense of what happened here nineteen years\nago, and so I walk the length of the lake, circling it twice,\nmuch as a coroner might circle a body on his slab.\nAn hour passes. My eyes are busy, but they stick to nothing.\nStanwin’s story seems cut and dried, but it doesn’t explain\nwhy the past is reaching up to claim another Hardcastle child.\nIt doesn’t explain who’s behind it, or what they hope to gain. I\nthought coming here would bring some clarity, but whatever\nthe lake remembers, it has little interest in sharing. Unlike\nStanwin it cannot be bartered with and unlike the stablemaster\nit cannot be bullied.\nCold and wet, I might be tempted to give up, but Rashton is\nalready tugging me towards the reflecting pool. The\npoliceman’s eyes aren’t soft like my other hosts. They seek the\nedges, the absences. My memories of this place aren’t enough\nfor him; he needs to see it all afresh. And so, hands deep in my\npockets, I arrange myself at the edge of the water, which is\nhigh enough to touch the bottom of my shoes. A light rain is\n\n\nrippling the surface, plinking against thick patches of floating\nmoss.\nAt least the rain is constant. It’s tapping Bell’s face as he\nwalks with Evelyn, and the windows of the gatehouse where\nthe butler sleeps and Gold is strung up. Ravencourt’s listening\nto it in his parlour, wondering where Cunningham has got to,\nand Derby… well, Derby’s still unconscious, which is the best\nthing for him. Davies is collapsed on the road, or maybe\nwalking back. Either way, he’s getting wet. As is Dance, who’s\ntraipsing through the forest, a shotgun slung over his arm,\nwishing he was anywhere else.\nAs for me, I’m standing exactly where Evelyn will stand\ntonight, where she’ll press a silver pistol to her stomach and\npull the trigger.\nI’m seeing what she’ll see.\nTrying to understand.\nThe murderer found a way to force Evelyn to commit\nsuicide, but why not have her shoot herself in her bedroom out\nof sight? Why bring her out here during the middle of the\nparty?\nSo everybody would see.\n‘Then why not the middle of the dance floor, or the stage?’ I\nmutter.\nAll this, it’s too theatrical.\nRashton’s worked on dozens of murders. They aren’t stage-\nmanaged, they’re immediate, impulsive acts. Men crawl into\ntheir cups after a hard day’s work, stirring the bitterness settled\nat the bottom. Fights break out, wives grow tired of their black\neyes and pick up the nearest kitchen knife. Death happens in\nalleys and quiet rooms with doilies on the tables. Trees fall,\npeople are crushed, tools slip. People die the way they’ve\nalways died, quickly, impatiently or unluckily; not here, not in\nfront of a hundred people in ball gowns and dinner jackets.\nWhat kind of mind makes theatre of murder?\n\n\nTurning back towards the house, I try to recall Evelyn’s\nroute to the reflecting pool, remembering how she drifted from\nflame to darkness, wobbling as if drunk. I remember the silver\npistol glinting in her hand, the shot, the silence and then the\nfireworks as she tumbled into the water.\nWhy take two guns when one will do?\nA murder that doesn’t look like a murder.\nThat’s how the Plague Doctor described it… but what if…\nmy mind gropes at the edges of a thought, teasing it forward\nout of the dimness. An idea emerges, the queerest of ideas.\nThe only one that makes sense.\nI’m startled by a tap on my shoulder, almost sending me\nstumbling into the reflecting pool. Thankfully, Grace catches\nhold of me, pulling me back into her arms. It’s not, I must\nadmit, an unpleasant predicament, especially when I turn\naround to meet those blue eyes, looking up at me with a\nmixture of love and bemusement.\n‘What on earth are you doing out here?’ she asks. ‘I’ve been\nsearching for you all over. You missed lunch.’\nThere’s concern in her voice. She holds my gaze, searching\nmy eyes, though I have no idea what she’s looking for.\n‘I came for a walk,’ I say, trying to slip free of her worry.\n‘And I started imagining what this place must have been like\nin its pomp.’\nDoubt flickers on her face, but it vanishes in a blink of her\nglorious eyes as she slips an arm through mine, the heat of her\nbody warming me up.\n‘It’s difficult to remember now,’ she says. ‘Every memory I\nhave of this place, even the happy ones, are stained by what\nhappened to Thomas.’\n‘Were you here when it happened?’\n‘Have I never told you this?’ she says, resting her head on\nmy shoulder. ‘I suppose I wouldn’t have, I was only young.\nYes, I was here, nearly everybody here today was.’\n\n\n‘Did you see it?’\n‘Thank heavens, no,’ she says, aghast. ‘Evelyn had arranged\na treasure hunt for the children. I can’t have been more than\nseven, same for Thomas. Evelyn was ten. She was all grown\nup, so we were her responsibility for the day.’\nShe grows distant, distracted by a memory taking flight.\n‘Of course, now I know she just wanted to go riding and not\nhave to look after us, but at the time we thought her terribly\nkind. We were having a jolly time chasing each other through\nthe forest looking for clues, when all of a sudden Thomas\nbolted off. We never saw him again.’\n‘Bolted? Did he say why he was leaving, or where he was\ngoing?’\n‘You sound like the policeman who questioned me,’ she\nsays, hugging me closer. ‘No, he didn’t hang around for\nquestions. He asked after the time and left.’\n‘He asked the time?’\n‘Yes, it was like he had somewhere to be.’\n‘And he didn’t tell you where he was going?’\n‘No.’\n‘Was he acting strangely, did he say anything odd?’\n‘Actually, we could barely get a word out of him,’ she says.\n‘He’d been in a strange mood all week come to think of it,\nwithdrawn, sulky, not like him at all.’\n‘What was he normally like?’\nShe shrugs. ‘A pest most of the time. He was at that age. He\nliked to tug our ponytails, and scare us. He’d follow us\nthrough the woods, then jump out when we least expected it.’\n‘But he’d been acting strangely for a week?’ I say. ‘Are you\ncertain that’s how long it had been?’\n‘Well, that’s how long we were at Blackheath before the\nparty, so yes.’ She’s shivering now, peering up at me. ‘What’s\nthat mind of yours got hold of, Mr Rashton?’ she asks.\n\n\n‘Got hold of?’\n‘I can see the little crease’ – she taps the spot between my\neyebrows – ‘you get when something’s bothering you.’\n‘I’m not sure yet.’\n‘Well, try not to do it when you meet grandmother.’\n‘Crease my forehead?’\n‘Think, silly.’\n‘Why the heavens not?’\n‘She doesn’t take kindly to young men who think too much.\nShe believes it’s a sign of idleness.’\nThe temperature is dropping quickly. What little colour was\nleft to the day is fleeing the dark storm clouds bullying the sky.\n‘Shall we go back to the house?’ says Grace, stamping her\nfeet to warm up. ‘I dislike Blackheath as much as the next girl,\nbut not so much that I’m willing to freeze to death to avoid\ngoing back inside it.’\nI glance at the reflecting pool a little forlornly, but I can’t\npress my idea without speaking to Evelyn first, and she’s out\nwalking with Bell. Whatever my mind’s got hold of – to use\nGrace’s phrase – it’ll have to keep until she returns in a couple\nof hours. Besides, the idea of spending time with somebody\nwho isn’t mired in today’s many tragedies is appealing.\nOur shoulders pressed together, we make our way back to\nthe house, arriving in the entrance hall in time to see Charles\nCunningham trotting down the steps. He’s frowning, lost in\nthought.\n‘Are you quite all right, Charles?’ says Grace, drawing his\nattention. ‘Honestly, what is it with the men in this house,\ntoday? You’re all on a cloud.’\nA grin cracks his face, his joy at seeing us quite at odds with\nthe seriousness with which he normally greets me.\n‘Ah, my two favourite people,’ he says grandly, leaping\nfrom the third step to clap us both on the shoulder. ‘I’m sorry, I\nwas miles away.’\n\n\nAffection draws a huge smile on my face.\nUntil now the valet was simply somebody who flitted in and\nout of my day, occasionally helpful, but always pursuing some\npurpose of his own, making him impossible to trust. Seeing\nhim through Rashton’s eyes is like watching a charcoal outline\nget coloured in.\nGrace and Donald Davies summered at Blackheath,\ngrowing up side by side with Michael, Evelyn, Thomas and\nCunningham. Despite being raised by the cook, Mrs Drudge,\neverybody believed he was Peter Hardcastle’s son by birth,\nand this elevated him beyond the kitchen. Encouraging this\nperception, Helena Hardcastle instructed the governess to\neducate Cunningham with the Hardcastle children. He may\nhave become a servant, but neither Grace nor Donald would\never see him as such, no matter what their parents might say.\nThe three of them are practically family, which is why\nCunningham was one of the first people Donald Davies\nintroduced Rashton to when they returned from the war. The\nthree of them are as close as brothers.\n‘Is Ravencourt being a nuisance?’ asks Grace. ‘You didn’t\nforget his second helping of eggs again, did you? You know\nhow disagreeable that makes him.’\n‘No, no, it’s not that.’ Cunningham shakes his head\nthoughtfully. ‘You know how sometimes your day starts as one\nthing, and then, just like that, it’s something else? Ravencourt\ntold me something rather startling, and, to tell you the truth, I\nstill haven’t wrapped my head around it.’\n‘What did he say?’ asks Grace, cocking her head.\n‘That he’s not…’ he trails off, pinching his nose. Thinking\nbetter of it, he sighs, dismissing the entire line of conversation.\n‘Best I tell you this evening over a brandy, when everything’s\nshaken out. Not sure I have the words just yet.’\n‘It’s always the same with you, Charles,’ she says, stamping\nher foot. ‘You enjoy starting juicy stories but you never finish\nthem.’\n‘Well, maybe this will improve your mood.’\n\n\nFrom his pocket he produces a silver key, a cardboard tag\nidentifying it as Sebastian Bell’s. The last time I saw that key\nit was in the vile Derby’s pocket, shortly before somebody\ncoshed him over the head outside Stanwin’s bedroom and stole\nit.\nI can feel myself being slotted into place, a cog in a massive\nticking clock, propelling a mechanism I’m too small to\nunderstand.\n‘You found it for me?’ says Grace, clapping her hands\ntogether.\nHe beams at me. ‘Grace asked me snatch a spare key to\nBell’s bedroom from the kitchen so we could steal his drugs,’\nhe says, dangling the key from his finger. ‘I went one better,\nand found the key to his trunk.’\n‘It’s childish, but I want Bell to suffer the way Donald is\nsuffering,’ she says, her eyes glittering viciously.\n‘And how did you come by the key?’ I ask Cunningham.\n‘In the course of my duties,’ he says a little uneasily. ‘I’ve\ngot his bedroom key in my pocket. All those little vials\ndropped in the lake, can you imagine?’\n‘Not the lake,’ says Grace, making a face. ‘It’s bad enough\ncoming back to Blackheath, but I won’t go anywhere near that\nawful place.’\n‘There’s the well,’ I say, ‘out by the gatehouse. It’s old and\ndeep. If we drop the drugs down there, nobody will ever find\nthem.’\n‘Perfect,’ says Cunningham, rubbing his hands together\ngleefully. ‘Well, the good doctor has gone for a walk with\nMiss Hardcastle, so I should say this is as good a time as any.\nWho’s up for a little daylight robbery?’\n\n\n48\nGrace keeps watch by the door as Cunningham and I slip into\nBell’s bedroom, nostalgia painting everything in cheerful\ncolours. After wrestling with the domineering natures of my\nother hosts, my attitude towards Bell has softened\nconsiderably. Unlike Derby, Ravencourt or Rashton, Sebastian\nBell was a blank canvas, a man in retreat, even from himself. I\npoured into him, filling the empty spaces so completely I\ndidn’t even realise he was the wrong shape.\nIn an odd way, he feels like an old friend.\n‘Where do you think he keeps the stuff?’ Cunningham asks,\nclosing the door behind us.\nThough I know perfectly well where Bell’s trunk is, I feign\nignorance, giving myself the opportunity to wade about in his\nabsence for a little while, enjoying the sensation of walking\nback into a life I once inhabited.\nCunningham uncovers the trunk soon enough though,\nengaging my help to drag it out of the wardrobe, making a\nterrible racket as he scrapes it on the wooden floorboards. It’s\nas well everybody’s hunting as the noise could wake the dead.\nThe key fits perfectly, the latch springing open on well-oiled\nhinges to reveal an interior stuffed to bursting with brown\nvials and bottles arranged in neat rows.\nCunningham has brought a cotton sack and, kneeling either\nside of the trunk, we begin filling it with Bell’s stash. There\nare tinctures and concoctions of every sort and not merely\nthose designed to put a foolish smile on the face. Among the\ndubious pleasures is a half-empty flask of strychnine, the\nwhite grains looking for all the world like large chunks of salt.\nNow what’s he doing with that?\n‘Bell will sell anything to anyone, won’t he?’ says\nCunningham with a tut, plucking the flask from my hand and\ndropping it into the sack. ‘Not for much longer, though.’\nPlucking the bottles from the trunk, I remember the note\nGold pushed under my door, and the three things it demanded\n\n\nI pilfer.\nThankfully, Cunningham’s so enraptured by his task he\ndoesn’t notice me slipping the bottles into my pocket, or the\nchess piece I drop into the trunk. Amid all the plots, it seems\nan inconsequential thing to bother with, but I can still\nremember how much comfort it brought me, how much\nstrength. It was a kindness when I needed one most, and it\ncheers me to be the one delivering it.\n‘Charles, I need you to tell me the truth about something,’ I\nbegin.\n‘I’ve told you, I’m not getting between you and Grace,’ he\nsays distantly, carefully filling his sack. ‘Whatever you’re\narguing about this week, admit you’re wrong and be grateful\nwhen she accepts your apology.’\nHe flashes me a grin, but it evaporates when he sees my\ngrim expression.\n‘What’s wrong?’ he asks.\n‘Where did you get the key to the trunk?’ I reply.\n‘If you must know, one of the servants gave it to me,’ he\nsays, avoiding my gaze as he continues to pack.\n‘No, they didn’t,’ I say, scratching my neck. ‘You took it off\nJonathan Derby’s body after you coshed him over the head.\nDaniel Coleridge hired you to steal Stanwin’s blackmail\nledger, didn’t he?’\n‘Th… That’s nonsense,’ he says.\n‘Please, Charles,’ I say, my voice rough with emotion. ‘I’ve\nalready spoken with Stanwin.’\nRashton has counted on Cunningham’s friendship and\ncounsel many times over the years, and watching him squirm\nunder the spotlight of my questioning is unbearable.\n‘I… I didn’t mean to hit him,’ says Cunningham,\nshamefaced. ‘I’d just put Ravencourt into his bath and was\ngoing for my breakfast when I heard a commotion on the\nstairs. I saw Derby hare into the study with Stanwin on his tail.\nI thought I could slip into Stanwin’s room while everybody\n\n\nwas distracted and grab the ledger, but the bodyguard was in\nthere, so I hid in one of the rooms opposite, waiting to see\nwhat would happen.’\n‘You saw Dickie give the bodyguard a sedative, and then\nDerby find the ledger,’ I say. ‘You couldn’t let him walk out of\nthere with it. It was too valuable.’\nCunningham nods eagerly.\n‘Stanwin knows what happened that morning, he knows\nwho really killed Thomas,’ he says. ‘He’s been lying all this\ntime. It’s in that ledger of his. Coleridge is going to decipher it\nfor me and then everybody will know my father, my real\nfather, is innocent.’\nFear swells in his eyes.\n‘Does Stanwin know about the bargain I struck with\nColeridge?’ he asks suddenly. ‘Is that why you met with him?’\n‘He doesn’t know anything,’ I say gently. ‘I went to ask\nabout Thomas Hardcastle’s murder.’\n‘And he told you?’\n‘He owed me for saving his life.’\nCunningham is still on his knees, his hands gripping my\nshoulders. ‘You’re a miracle worker, Rasher,’ he says. ‘Don’t\nleave me in suspense.’\n‘He saw Lady Hardcastle covered in blood and cradling\nThomas’s body,’ I say, watching him closely. ‘Stanwin drew\nthe obvious conclusion, but Carver arrived some minutes later\nand insisted Stanwin place the blame on him.’\nCunningham stares through me as he tries to pick holes in\nan answer long sought. When he speaks again, there’s\nbitterness in his voice.\n‘Of course,’ he says, sagging to the floor. ‘I’ve spent years\ntrying to prove my father was innocent, so naturally I find out\nthat my mother’s the murderer instead.’\n‘How long have you known who your real parents are?’ I\nsay, doing my best to sound consoling.\n\n\n‘Mother told me when I turned twenty-one,’ he says. ‘She\nsaid my father wasn’t the monster he was accused of being,\nbut would never explain why. I’ve spent every day since then\ntrying to work out what she meant.’\n‘You saw her this morning, didn’t you?’\n‘I took her tea,’ he says gently. ‘She drank it in bed while\nwe spoke. I used to do the same thing when I was a child.\nShe’d ask after my happiness, my education. She was kind to\nme. It was my favourite time of the day.’\n‘And this morning? I assume she didn’t mention anything\nsuspicious?’\n‘About murdering Thomas? No, it didn’t come up,’ he says\nsarcastically.\n‘I meant anything out of character, unusual.’\n‘Out of character,’ he snorts. ‘She’s barely been in character\nfor a year, or more. Can’t keep up with her. One minute she’s\ngiddy, the next she’s in tears.’\n‘A year,’ I say thoughtfully. ‘Ever since she visited\nBlackheath on the anniversary of Thomas’s death?’\nIt was after that visit she turned up on Michael’s doorstep\nraving about clothes.\n‘Yes… maybe,’ he says, tugging an earlobe. ‘I say, you\ndon’t think it all got on top of her, do you? The guilt I mean.\nThat would explain why she’s been acting so queer. Maybe\nshe’s been building up her courage to finally confess. It would\ncertainly make sense of her mood this morning.’\n‘Why, what did you speak about?’\n‘She was calm, actually. A touch distant. She talked about\nputting things right, and how she was sorry I’d had to grow up\nashamed of my father’s name.’ His face falls. ‘That’s it, isn’t\nit? She means to confess at the party tonight. That’s why she’s\ngone to all this trouble to reopen Blackheath and invite the\nsame guests back.’\n‘Maybe,’ I say, unable to keep my doubt from surfacing.\n‘Why were your fingerprints all over her planner? What were\n\n\nyou looking for?’\n‘When I pressed her for more information, she asked me to\nlook up what time she was meeting the stablemaster. She said\nshe’d be able to tell me more after that, and I should come by\nthe stables. I waited, but she never arrived. I’ve been looking\nfor her all day, but nobody’s seen her. Maybe she’s gone to the\nvillage.’\nI ignore that.\n‘Tell me about the stable hand who went missing,’ I say.\n‘You asked the stablemaster about him.’\n‘Nothing to tell really. A few years back I got drunk with\nthe inspector who investigated Thomas’s murder. He never\nbelieved my father – Carver, I mean – did it, mainly because\nthis other boy, Keith Parker, had gone missing a week earlier\nwhile my father was in London with Lord Hardcastle, and he\ndidn’t like the coincidence. The inspector asked around after\nthe boy, but nothing came of it. By all accounts, Parker upped\nand left without a word to anybody, and never came back.\nThey never found a body, so couldn’t disprove the rumour that\nhe’d run away.’\n‘Did you know him?’\n‘Vaguely, he used to play with us sometimes, but even the\nservants’ children had jobs to do around the house. He worked\nin the stables most of the time. We rarely saw him.’\nCatching my mood, he looks at me inquisitively.\n‘Do you really think my mother’s a murderer?’ he says.\n‘That’s what I need your help to find out,’ I say. ‘Your\nmother entrusted Mrs Drudge to raise you, yes? Does that\nmean they were close?’\n‘Very close, Mrs Drudge was the only other person who\nknew about my real father before Stanwin found out.’\n‘Good, I’m going to need a favour.’\n‘What sort of favour?’\n‘Two favours actually,’ I say. ‘I need Mrs Drudge to… Oh!’\n\n\nI’ve just caught up to my past. The answer to a question I\nwas about to ask has already been delivered to me. Now I need\nto make sure it happens again.\nCunningham waves a hand in front of my face. ‘You quite\nall right, Rasher? You seem to have come over a bit queer.’\n‘Sorry, old chap, I got distracted,’ I say, batting away his\nconfusion. ‘As I was saying, I need Mrs Drudge to clear\nsomething up for me, and then I need you to gather a few\npeople together. When you’re done, find Jonathan Derby and\ntell him everything you’ve discovered.’\n‘Derby? What’s that scoundrel got to do with this?’\nThe door opens, Grace poking her head inside the room.\n‘For heaven’s sake, what’s taking so long?’ she asks. ‘If we\nwait any longer, we’re going to have to run Bell a bath and\npretend we’re servants.’\n‘One more minute,’ I say, laying my hand on Cunningham’s\narm. ‘We’re going to put this right, I promise you. Now listen\nclosely, this is important.’\n\n\n49\nThe cotton sack clinks as we walk, its weight conspiring with\nthe uneven ground to continually trip me up, Grace wincing in\nsympathy at each stumble.\nCunningham’s run off to do my favour, Grace meeting his\nsudden departure with puzzled silence. I feel the urge to\nexplain, but Rashton knows this woman well enough to know\nit’s not expected. Ten minutes after Donald Davies introduced\nhis grateful family to the man who’d saved his life during the\nwar, it was clear to anybody with eyes and a heart that Jim\nRashton and Grace Davies would one day be married.\nUndaunted by their different backgrounds, they spent that first\ndinner building a bridge out of affectionate barbs and probing\nquestions, love blossoming across a table littered with cutlery\nRashton couldn’t identify. What was born that day has only\ngrown since, the two of them coming to inhabit a world of\ntheir own making. Grace knows I’ll tell the story when it’s\nfinished, when it’s shored up with facts strong enough to\nsupport the telling. In the meantime, we walk together in a\ncompanionable silence, happy just to be in each other’s\ncompany.\nI’m wearing my brass knuckles, having vaguely mentioned\na threat from Bell and Doctor Dickie’s confederates. It’s a\nweak lie, but it’s enough to keep Grace on her toes, the young\nwoman glaring suspiciously at every dripping leaf. So it is that\nwe come upon the well, Grace pushing aside a tree branch that\nI might emerge into the clearing without becoming snagged. I\nimmediately drop the sack into the well, where it hits the\nbottom with a tremendous crash.\nWaggling my arms, I try to shake the ache from my\nmuscles, while Grace peers into the well’s darkness.\n‘Any wishes?’ she asks.\n‘That I don’t have to carry the sack back,’ I say.\n‘Oh, my heavens, it really works,’ she says. ‘Do you think I\ncan wish for more wishes?’\n‘Sounds like cheating to me.’\n\n\n‘Well, nobody’s used it for years, there’s probably a few\ngoing spare.’\n‘May I ask you a question?’ I reply.\n‘Never known you to be shy about them,’ she says, leaning\nso far into the well her feet are in the air.\n‘The morning of Thomas’s murder, when you went on the\nscavenger hunt, who was with you?’\n‘Come on, Jim, it was nineteen years ago,’ she says, her\nvoice muffled by the stone.\n‘Was Charles there?’\n‘Charles?’ She removes her head from the well. ‘Yes,\nprobably.’\n‘Probably, or actually? It’s important, Grace.’\n‘I can see that,’ she says, pulling herself clear and wiping\nher hands. ‘Has he done something wrong?’\n‘I really hope not.’\n‘So do I,’ she says, mirroring my concern. ‘Let me think?\nWait a tick, yes, he was there! He stole an entire fruitcake from\nthe kitchen, I remember him giving me and Donald some.\nMust have driven Mrs Drudge wild.’\n‘What about Michael Hardcastle, was he there?’\n‘Michael? Why, I don’t know…’\nA hand goes to a curl of hair, twisting it around her finger\nwhile she thinks. It’s a familiar gesture, one that fills Rashton\nwith such an overpowering love it’s almost enough to push me\naside completely.\n‘He was in bed, I think,’ she says eventually. ‘Sick with\nsomething or other, one of those childish things.’\nShe takes my hand in both of her own, holding me fast in\nthose beautiful blue eyes.\n‘Are you doing something dangerous, Jim?’ she asks.\n‘Yes.’\n\n\n‘Are you doing it for Charles?’\n‘Partly.’\n‘Will you ever tell me about it?’\n‘Yes, when I know what needs to be said.’\nStanding on her tiptoes, she kisses me on the nose.\n‘Then you’d better get going,’ she says, rubbing her lipstick\noff my skin. ‘I know what you’re like when you’ve got a bone\nto dig up, and you won’t be happy until you have it.’\n‘Thank you.’\n‘Say it with the story, and say it soon.’\n‘I will,’ I say.\nIt’s Rashton who kisses her now. When I do wrestle this\nbody back from him, I’m flushed and embarrassed, Grace\ngrinning at me with a wicked glint in her eye. It’s all I can do\nto leave her there, but for the first time since this began, I have\nmy hands around the truth and unless I dig my fingers in, I’m\nworried it’ll slip free. I need to talk to Anna.\nI make my way along the cobbled path around the rear of\nthe gatehouse, shaking the rain from my trench coat before\nhanging it on the rack in the kitchen. Footsteps echo through\nthe floor, heartbeats in the wood. A commotion’s coming from\nthe sitting room on my right, the place where Dance and his\ncronies met Peter Hardcastle this morning. My first\nassumption is that one of them has returned, but, opening the\ndoor, I find Anna standing over Peter Hardcastle, who’s\nslumped in the same chair I found him in earlier.\nHe’s dead.\n‘Anna,’ I say quietly.\nShe turns to greet me, shock on her face.\n‘I heard a noise and came down…’ she says, gesturing at\nthe body. Unlike myself, she’s not spent the day wading\nthrough blood, and finding a body has hit her hard.\n\n\n‘Why don’t you go splash some water on your face?’ I say,\ntouching her lightly on the arm. ‘I’ll have a nose around.’\nShe nods at me gratefully, offering the body one last\nlingering look before hurrying out of the room. I can’t say I\nblame her. His once handsome features are frightfully twisted,\nhis right eye barely open, his left eye fully exposed. His hands\nare gripping the arms of the chair, his back arched in pain.\nWhatever happened here took his dignity and his life at the\nsame time.\nMy first thought would be heart attack, but Rashton’s\ninstincts make me cautious.\nI reach out to close his eyes, but can’t bring myself to touch\nhim. With so few hosts left, I’d rather not tempt death’s gaze\nback towards me.\nThere’s a folded letter sticking out of his top pocket and,\nplucking it free, I read the message inside.\nI couldn’t marry Ravencourt and I couldn’t forgive my family for making\nme do so. They brought this on themselves.\nEvelyn Hardcastle\nA draught is blowing in through an open window. Mud smears\nthe frame, suggesting somebody made their escape through it.\nAbout the only note of disturbance I can see is a drawer that’s\nbeen left hanging open. It’s the one I rifled through as Dance,\nand sure enough, Peter’s organiser is missing. First somebody\ntore a page out of Helena’s planner and now they’ve taken\nPeter’s. Something Helena did today is worth killing to cover\nup. That’s useful information. Horrific, but useful.\nPutting the letter in my pocket, I poke my head out of the\nwindow, looking for some evidence of the murderer’s identity.\nThere’s not much to see, aside from a few footsteps in the dirt,\nalready washing away in the rain. From their shape and size,\nwhoever fled the gatehouse was a woman in pointed boots,\nwhich might give the note some credence except that I know\nEvelyn is with Bell.\nShe couldn’t have done this.\n\n\nI take a seat opposite Peter Hardcastle, as Dance did this\nmorning. Despite the late hour, the memory of that gathering is\nstill about the room. The glasses we drank from haven’t been\nremoved from the table and the cigar smoke still hangs in the\nair. Hardcastle’s wearing the same clothes I last saw him in,\nmeaning he never got changed for the hunt, so it’s likely he’s\nbeen dead for a couple of hours. One by one I dab my finger\ninto the dregs of the drinks, tasting each of them with the tip of\nmy tongue. They’re all fine, except for Lord Hardcastle’s.\nBehind the charred whisky lies a subtle bitter taste.\nRashton recognises it immediately.\n‘Strychnine,’ I say, staring into the victim’s twisted, smiling\nface. He looks delighted by the news, as though he’s sat here\nall this time waiting for somebody to tell him how he died.\nHe’d probably also want to know who killed him. I have an\nidea about that, but for the moment an idea’s all it is.\n‘Is he telling you anything?’ asks Anna, passing me a towel.\nShe’s still a little pale, but her voice is stronger, suggesting\nshe’s recovered from her initial shock. Even so, she keeps her\ndistance from the body, arms wrapped tight around herself.\n‘Somebody poisoned him with strychnine,’ I say. ‘Bell\nsupplied it.’\n‘Bell? Your first host? You think he’s tied up in all of this?’\n‘Not willingly,’ I say, drying my hair. ‘He’s too much of a\ncoward to tangle himself up in murder. Strychnine is often sold\nin small quantities as rat poison. If the killer was part of the\nhousehold, they could have requested a significant amount\nunder the guise of getting Blackheath up and running. Bell\nwould have no reason to be suspicious until the bodies started\nappearing. That probably explains why somebody tried to kill\nhim.’\n‘How do you know all of this?’ says Anna, astonished.\n‘Rashton knows it,’ I say, tapping my forehead. ‘He worked\non a strychnine case a few years back. Nasty business. Matter\nof inheritance.’\n‘And you can just… remember it?’\n\n\nI nod, still thinking through the implications of the\npoisoning.\n‘Somebody lured Bell out to the forest last night, intending\nto silence him,’ I say to myself. ‘But the good doctor managed\nto escape with only the injuries to his arms, losing his pursuer\nin the darkness. Lucky fellow.’\nAnna’s looking at me strangely.\n‘What’s wrong?’ I say, frowning.\n‘It’s the way you were speaking’ – she falters – ‘it wasn’t…\nI didn’t recognise you. Aiden, how much of you is still in\nthere?’\n‘Enough,’ I say impatiently, handing her the letter I found in\nHardcastle’s pocket. ‘You should see this. Somebody wants us\nto believe this is Evelyn’s doing. The murderer’s trying to\nwrap it all up in a nice little bow.’\nShe drags her gaze away from me, and reads the letter.\n‘What if we’ve been looking at this all wrong?’ she says,\nafter she’s finished. ‘What if somebody means to knock off the\nentire Hardcastle family, and Evelyn is just the first?’\n‘You think Helena’s hiding?’\n‘If she’s got any sense, that’s exactly what she’s doing.’\nI let my mind bat the idea around for a while, trying to see it\nfrom every angle. Or at least, I try. It’s too heavy. Too\nponderous. I can’t see what could be on the other side.\n‘What do we next?’ she asks.\n‘I need you to tell Evelyn that the butler’s awake and that he\nneeds to speak with her, privately,’ I say, getting to my feet.\n‘But the butler isn’t awake, and he doesn’t want to speak\nwith her.’\n‘No, but I do, and I’d rather stay out of the footman’s\ncrosshairs if I can.’\n‘Of course I’ll go, but you need to watch the butler and\nGold in my place,’ she says.\n\n\n‘I will.’\n‘And what are you going to say to Evelyn when she gets\nhere?’\n‘I’m going to tell her how she dies.’\n\n\n50\nIt’s 5:42 p.m. and Anna hasn’t returned.\nIt’s been over three hours since she left. Three hours of\nfidgeting and worrying, the shotgun laid across my lap,\nleaping into my hands at the slightest noise, making it a near-\nconstant presence in my arms. I don’t know how Anna did it.\nThis place is never at rest. The wind claws its way through\nthe cracks in the windows, howling up and down the corridor.\nTimbers creak, floorboards stretch, shifting under their own\nweight as though the gatehouse were an old man trying to rise\nout of his chair. Time and again I heard steps approaching,\nonly to open the door and find I’d been tricked by the banging\nof a loose shutter or a tree branch rapping on the window.\nBut these noises have stopped provoking any reaction in\nme, because I no longer believe my friend is coming back. An\nhour into my vigil, I reassured myself she was simply\nstruggling to locate Evelyn following her walk with Bell. After\ntwo hours, I reasoned she might be running errands – a theory\nI tried to confirm by piecing together her day from our\nprevious encounters. By her own account, she met Gold first,\nDerby in the forest, and then Dance, before collecting me from\nthe attic. After that she talked with the butler for the first time\nin the carriage on the way here, left the note for Bell in the\nstablemaster’s cottage and then sought out Ravencourt in his\nparlour. There was another conversation with the butler after\nthat, but it wasn’t until the footman attacked Dance in the\nevening that I saw her again.\nFor six days she’s been disappearing every afternoon, and I\nhaven’t noticed.\nNow, passing my third hour in this room, darkness pressing\nagainst the glass, I’m certain she’s in trouble and that the\nfootman’s lurking somewhere behind it. Having seen her with\nour enemy, I know she’s alive, though that’s cold comfort.\nWhatever the footman did to Gold broke his mind and I cannot\nbear the thought of Anna undergoing similar torment.\n\n\nShotgun in hand, I pace the room, trying to stay one step\nahead of my dread long enough to come up with a plan. The\neasiest thing would be to wait here, knowing the footman will\ncome for the butler eventually, but in doing so I’d waste the\nhours I need to solve Evelyn’s murder. And what use is saving\nAnna if I can’t free her from this house? As desperate as I feel,\nI must first attend to Evelyn and trust Anna to take care of\nherself while I do so.\nThe butler whimpers, his eyes fluttering open.\nFor a moment, we simply stare at each other, trading guilt\nand confusion.\nBy leaving him and Gold unguarded, I’m condemning them\nto madness and death, but I can see no other way.\nAs he falls asleep, I lay the shotgun on the bed by his side.\nI’ve seen him die, but I don’t have to accept it. My conscience\ndemands I give him a fighting chance, at the very least.\nSnatching my coat off the chair, I depart for Blackheath\nwithout a backward glance. Evelyn’s messy bedroom is\nexactly as I left it, the fire burned so low there’s barely any\nlight to see by. Adding a few logs, I begin my search.\nMy hand is shaking, though this time it’s not Derby’s lust at\nwork, it’s my own excitement. If I find what I’m looking for,\nI’ll know who’s responsible for Evelyn’s death. Freedom will\nbe within touching distance.\nDerby may have searched this room earlier, but he had\nneither Rashton’s training nor his experience. The constable’s\nhands immediately seek out hiding spots behind cabinets and\naround the bedframe, my feet tapping the floorboards in hopes\nof locating a loose panel. Even so, after a thorough search, I\ncome up empty.\nThere’s nothing.\nTurning on the spot, my eyes sweep the furnishings,\nsearching for something I’ve missed. I can’t be wrong about\nthe suicide, no other explanation makes sense. That’s when my\ngaze alights on the tapestry concealing the communicating\n\n\ndoor into Helena’s bedroom. Taking an oil lamp, I pass\nthrough, repeating my search.\nI’ve almost given up hope when I lift the mattress off the\nbed and find a cotton bag tied to one of the bars. Unpicking\nthe drawstring, I find two guns inside. One is a harmless\nstarting pistol, the stalwart of village fêtes everywhere. The\nother is the black revolver Evelyn took from her mother’s\nroom, the one she had in the forest this morning and will carry\ninto the graveyard this evening. It’s loaded. A single bullet\nmissing from the chamber. There’s also a vial of blood and a\nsmall syringe filled with a clear liquid.\nMy heart is racing.\n‘I was right,’ I mutter.\nIt’s the stirring of the curtains that saves my life.\nThe breeze from the opened door touches my neck an\ninstant before a step sounds behind me. Throwing myself to\nthe floor, I hear a knife slashing through the air. Rolling onto\nmy back, I bring the revolver up in time to see the footman\nfleeing into the corridor.\nLetting my head drop onto the floorboards, I rest the gun on\nmy stomach and thank my lucky stars. If I’d noticed the\ncurtains a second later, this would all be over.\nI give myself a chance to recover my breath, then get to my\nfeet, replacing the two weapons and the syringe in the bag, but\ntaking the vial of blood. Cautiously departing the bedroom, I\nask around for Evelyn until somebody points me towards the\nballroom, which is echoing with loud banging, a stage being\nfinished by builders. The French doors have been thrown open\nin hopes of evacuating the paint fumes and dust, maids\nscrubbing their youth away on the floor.\nI spot Evelyn by the stage, speaking with the bandleader.\nShe’s still in the green dress she wears during the day, but\nMadeline Aubert is standing behind her with a mouthful of\npins, hurriedly jabbing them into escaping locks of hair, trying\nto fashion the style she’ll wear tonight.\n‘Miss Hardcastle,’ I call out, crossing the room.\n\n\nDismissing the bandleader with a friendly smile and a\nsqueeze of the arm, she turns towards me.\n‘Evelyn, please,’ she says, holding out her hand. ‘And you\nare?’\n‘Jim Rashton.’\n‘Ah, yes, the policeman,’ she says, her smile vanishing. ‘Is\neverything well? You look a little flushed.’\n‘I’m not used to the hustle and bustle of polite society,’ I\nsay.\nI shake her hand lightly, surprised by how cold it is.\n‘How can I help you, Mr Rashton?’ she asks.\nHer voice is distant, almost annoyed. I feel like a squashed\ninsect she’s discovered on the bottom of her shoe.\nAs with Ravencourt, I’m struck by the disdain with which\nEvelyn armours herself. Of all Blackheath’s tricks, being\nexposed to every unpleasant side of a person you once\nconsidered a friend is surely the cruellest.\nThe thought brings me pause.\nEvelyn was kind to Bell, and the memory of that kindness\nhas driven me ever since, but the Plague Doctor said he’d\nexperimented with different combinations of hosts over many\ndifferent loops. If Ravencourt had been my first host, as he\nsurely was at some point, I’d have known nothing of Evelyn\nbeyond her contempt. Derby drew only anger, and I doubt\nshe’d have spared any kindness for servants like the butler, or\nGold. That means there were loops where I watched this\nwoman die and felt almost nothing about it, my only concern\nbeing to solve her murder, rather than desperately trying to\nprevent it.\nI almost envy them.\n‘May I speak with you’ – I glance at Madeline – ‘privately?’\n‘I really am awfully busy,’ she says. ‘What’s this about?’\n‘I’d prefer to speak privately.’\n\n\n‘And I’d prefer to finish getting this ballroom ready before\nfifty people arrive and find there’s nowhere for them to dance,’\nshe says, sharply. ‘You can imagine which preference I’m\ngiving greater weight to.’\nMadeline smirks, and pins another lock of Evelyn’s loose\nhair into place.\n‘Very well,’ I say, producing the vial of blood I found in the\ncotton sack. ‘Let’s talk about this.’\nI might as well have slapped her, but the shock slides off her\nface so quickly, I have trouble believing it was ever there.\n‘We’ll finish this later, Maddie,’ says Evelyn, fixing me\nwith a cool, level stare. ‘Go down to the kitchen and get\nyourself some food.’\nMadeline’s gaze is equally mistrusting, but she drops the\npins into her apron pocket before curtsying and leaving the\nroom.\nTaking me by the arm, Evelyn leads me towards the corner\nof the ballroom, far from the ears of the servants.\n‘Is it your habit to root through people’s personal\npossessions, Mr Rashton?’ she asks, taking a cigarette from\nher case.\n‘Lately, yes,’ I say.\n‘Maybe you need a hobby.’\n‘I have a hobby, I’m trying to save your life.’\n‘My life doesn’t need saving,’ she says coolly. ‘Perhaps you\nshould try gardening instead.’\n‘Or perhaps I should fake a suicide so I don’t have to marry\nLord Ravencourt?’ I say, pausing to enjoy the collapse of her\nsupercilious expression. ‘That seems to be keeping you busy\nlately. It’s very clever; unfortunately, somebody’s going to use\nthat fake suicide to murder you, which is a great deal cleverer.’\nHer mouth hangs open, her blue eyes sick with surprise.\nAverting her glance, she tries to light the cigarette held\nbetween her fingers, but her hand is trembling. I take the\n\n\nmatch from her and light it myself, the flame singeing my\nfingertips.\n‘Who put you up to this?’ she hisses.\n‘What are you talking about?’\n‘My plan,’ she says, snatching the vial of blood from my\nhand. ‘Who told you about it?’\n‘Why, who else is involved?’ I ask. ‘I know you invited\nsomebody called Felicity to the house, but I don’t know who\nthat is yet.’\n‘She’s…’ She shakes her head. ‘Nothing, I shouldn’t even\nbe talking to you.’\nShe turns for the door, but I catch her by the wrist, pulling\nher back rather more forcefully than I’d intended. Anger\nflashes on her face and I immediately release her, raising my\nhands.\n‘Ted Stanwin told me everything,’ I say desperately, trying\nto keep her from storming out of the room.\nI need a plausible explanation for the things I know, and\nDerby overheard Stanwin and Evelyn arguing this morning. If\nI’m very lucky, the blackmailer has a hand in all of this. It’s\nnot much of a stretch. He has a hand in everything else that’s\nhappening today.\nEvelyn’s still, watchful, like a deer in the woods that’s just\nheard a branch snap.\n‘He said you were planning to kill yourself by the reflecting\npool this evening, but that made no sense,’ I press on, trusting\nto Stanwin’s formidable reputation to sell the story. ‘Forgive\nme for being blunt, Miss Hardcastle, but if you were serious\nabout ending your life, you’d already be dead, not playing the\ndutiful hostess to people you despise. My second idea was that\nyou wanted everybody to see it happen, but then why not do it\nin the ballroom, during the party? I couldn’t make sense of it\nuntil I stood on the edge of the reflecting pool and realised\nhow dark it was, how easily it could conceal something\ndropped into it.’\n\n\nScorn glitters in her eyes.\n‘And what is it you want, Mr Rashton? Money?’\n‘I’m trying to help you,’ I insist. ‘I know you intend to go to\nthe reflecting pool at 11 p.m., press a black revolver to your\nstomach and collapse into the pool. I know you won’t actually\npull the trigger of the black revolver and a starter’s pistol will\nmake the sound of the gunshot everybody hears, just as I know\nyou plan to drop the starter’s pistol into the water when you’re\ndone. The vial of blood will be hung from a long cord around\nyour neck and will crack open when you hit it with the\nrevolver, providing the gore.\n‘I’m guessing the syringe I found in the sack is filled with\nsome combination of muscle relaxant and sedative to help you\nplay dead, making it easy for Doctor Dickie – who I assume is\nbeing paid handsomely for his trouble – to make it official on\nthe death certificate, forgoing the need for an unpleasant\ninquest. One would imagine that a week or so after your death,\nyou’ll be back in France enjoying a nice glass of white wine.’\nA couple of maids are carrying slopping buckets of dirty\nwater towards the doors, their gossip coming to an abrupt halt\nas they notice us. They pass by with uncertain dips, Evelyn\nsteering me further into the corner.\nFor the first time, I see fear on her face.\n‘I admit I didn’t want to marry Ravencourt and I knew I\ncouldn’t keep my family from forcing me into it unless I\ndisappeared, but why would anybody want to kill me?’ she\nasks, the cigarette still trembling in her hand.\nI study her face for a lie, but I might as well be turning a\nmicroscope on a patch of fog. This woman has been lying to\neverybody for days. I wouldn’t recognise the truth even if it\ndid manage to escape her lips.\n‘I have certain suspicions but I need proof,’ I say. ‘That’s\nwhy I need you to go through with your plan.’\n‘Go through with it, are you mad?’ she exclaims, lowering\nher voice as all eyes turn towards us. ‘Why would I go through\nwith it after what you’ve just told me?’\n\n\n‘Because you won’t be safe until we draw the conspirators\nout and for that they need to believe their plan has succeeded.’\n‘I’ll be safe when I’m a hundred miles from here.’\n‘And how will you get there?’ I ask. ‘What happens if the\ncarriage driver is part of the plot, or a servant? Whispers carry\nin this house and when the murderers get word you’re trying to\nleave, they’ll push forward with their plan and kill you.\nBelieve me, running will only delay the inevitable. I can put a\nstop to it here and now, but only if you go along with it all.\nPoint a gun at your stomach and play dead for half an hour.\nWho knows, you may even get to stay dead and escape\nRavencourt as you planned.’\nShe has her hand pressed to her forehead, eyes squeezed\nshut in concentration. When she speaks again, it’s in a quieter\nvoice, somehow emptier.\n‘I’m caught between the devil and the deep-blue sea, aren’t\nI?’ she says. ‘Very well, I’ll go through with it, but there’s\nsomething I need to know first. Why are you helping me, Mr\nRashton?’\n‘I’m a policeman.’\n‘Yes, but you’re not a saint and only a saint would put\nthemselves in the middle of all this.’\n‘Then consider it a favour to Sebastian Bell,’ I say.\nSurprise softens her expression. ‘Bell? What on earth has\nthe dear doctor got to do with this?’\n‘I don’t know yet, but he was attacked last night and I doubt\nit’s a coincidence.’\n‘Perhaps, but why is that your concern?’\n‘He wants to be a better person,’ I say. ‘That’s a rare thing\nin this house. I admire it.’\n‘As do I,’ she says, pausing to weigh up the man in front of\nher. ‘Very well, tell me your plan, but first I want your word\nthat I’ll be safe. I’m putting my life in your hands, and that’s\nnot something I submit to without guarantee.’\n\n\n‘How do you know my word is worth anything?’\n‘I’ve been around dishonourable men my entire life,’ she\nsays simply. ‘You’re not one of them. Now, give me your\nword.’\n‘You have it.’\n‘And a drink,’ she continues. ‘I’m going to need a little\ncourage to see this through.’\n‘More than a little,’ I say. ‘I want you to befriend Jonathan\nDerby. He has a silver pistol we’ll be needing.’\n\n\n51\nDinner’s being served, the guests taking their seats at the table,\nas I crouch in the bushes near the reflecting pool. It’s early, but\nmy plan depends on being the first person to reach Evelyn\nwhen she emerges from the house. I can’t risk the past tripping\nme up.\nRain drips from the leaves, icy cold on my skin.\nThe wind stirs, my legs cramping.\nShifting my weight, I realise I haven’t eaten or taken a drink\nall day, which isn’t ideal preparation for the evening ahead.\nI’m light-headed and without anything to distract me I can feel\nevery one of my hosts pressed up against the inside of my\nskull. Their memories crowd the edges of my mind, the weight\nof them almost too much to bear. I want everything they want.\nI feel their aches and am made timid by their fears. I’m no\nlonger a man, I’m a chorus.\nOblivious to my presence, two servants spill out of the\nhouse, their arms laden with wood for the braziers, oil lamps\nhanging from their belts. One by one they ignite the braziers,\ndrawing a line of fire into the pitch-black evening. The last\none is next to the greenhouse, the flames reflecting on the\nglass panels so that the entire thing seems to be ablaze.\nAs the wind howls and the trees drip, Blackheath flickers\nand changes, following the guests as they make their way from\nthe dining hall to their bedrooms and finally into the ballroom,\nwhere the band have taken to the stage, and the evening guests\nawait. Servants open the French doors, music exploding\noutwards, tumbling across the ground and into the forest.\n‘Now you see them as I do,’ says the Plague Doctor, in a\nlow voice. ‘Actors in a play, doing the same thing night after\nnight.’\nHe’s standing behind me, mostly obscured by trees and\nbushes. In the uncertain light of the brazier, his mask appears\nto float in the gloom like a soul trying to tug free of its body.\n‘Did you tell the footman about Anna?’ I hiss.\n\n\nIt’s taking every ounce of self-control I have not to leap up\nand throttle him.\n‘I have no interest in either of them,’ he says flatly.\n‘I saw you outside the gatehouse with Daniel, then again\nnear the lake, and now Anna’s missing,’ I say. ‘Did you tell\nhim where to find her?’\nFor the first time, the Plague Doctor sounds uncertain.\n‘I assure you, I wasn’t at either of those locations, Mr\nBishop.’\n‘I saw you,’ I growl. ‘You spoke with him.’\n‘It wasn’t…’ He trails off, and when he speaks again, it’s\nwith a spark of understanding. ‘So that’s how he’s been doing\nit. I wondered how he knew so much.’\n‘Daniel lied to me from the start, and you kept his secret.’\n‘It isn’t my place to interfere. I knew you’d see through him\neventually.’\n‘So why warn him about Anna?’\n‘Because I worried that you wouldn’t.’\nThe music stops sharply, and, checking my watch, I\ndiscover it’s a few minutes before eleven. Michael Hardcastle\nhas silenced the orchestra to ask if anybody’s seen his sister.\nThere’s movement by the side of the house, darkness stirred by\ndarkness as Derby takes his position by the rock, following\nAnna’s instructions.\n‘I wasn’t in that clearing, Mr Bishop, I promise you,’ says\nthe Plague Doctor. ‘I’ll explain everything soon, but for the\nmoment, I have my own investigation to undertake.’\nHe departs quickly, leaving only questions in his wake. If\nthis were any other host, I’d run after him, but Rashton’s a\nsubtler creature, slow to startle, quick to think. For the\nmoment, Evelyn’s my only concern. I put the Plague Doctor\nout of my thoughts and creep closer to the reflecting pool.\nThankfully, the leaves and twigs are so demoralised by the\n\n\nearlier rain they don’t have the heart to cry out beneath my\nfeet.\nEvelyn’s approaching, sobbing, looking for me in the trees.\nWhatever her involvement in all this, she’s clearly afraid, her\nentire body shaking. She must have already taken the muscle\nrelaxant because she’s swaying slightly, as though moved by\nsome music only she can hear.\nI rustle a nearby bush to let her know I’m here, but the\ndrug’s doing its work, she can barely see, let alone find me in\nthe darkness. Even so, she keeps on walking, the silver pistol\nglinting in her right hand, and the starting pistol in her left. It’s\npressed against her leg, out of sight.\nShe has courage, I’ll give her that.\nReaching the edge of the reflecting pool, Evelyn hesitates,\nand, knowing what comes next, I wonder if perhaps the silver\npistol is too heavy for her now, the weight of the plan too\nmuch.\n‘God help us,’ she says quietly, turning the gun towards her\nstomach and pulling the trigger of the starting pistol by her\nleg.\nThe shot is so loud it cracks the world, the starting pistol\nslipping from Evelyn’s hand into the inky blackness of the\nreflecting pool as the silver pistol hits the grass.\nBlood spreads across her dress.\nShe watches it, bemused, then topples forward into the pool.\nAnguish paralyses me, some combination of the gunshot\nand Evelyn’s expression before she fell nudging an old\nmemory loose.\nYou don’t have time for this.\nIt’s so close. I can almost see another face, hear another\nplea. Another woman I failed to save, who I came to\nBlackheath to… what?\n‘Why did I come here?’ I gasp out loud, struggling to pull\nthe memory up from the darkness.\n\n\nSave Evelyn, she’s drowning!\nBlinking, I look at the reflecting pool, where Evelyn’s\nfloating face down. Panic washes away the pain, and I\nscramble to my feet, leaping through the bushes and into the\nicy water. Her dress has spread across the surface, as heavy as\na sodden sack, and the base of the reflecting pool is covered in\nslippery moss.\nI can’t get any purchase on her.\nThere’s a commotion by the ballroom. Derby is fighting\nwith Michael Hardcastle, drawing almost as much attention as\nthe dying woman in the pool.\nFireworks explode overhead, staining everything in red and\npurple, yellow and orange light.\nI hook my arms around Evelyn’s midriff, wrestling her out\nof the water and onto the grass.\nSlumped in the mud, I catch my breath, checking to make\nsure Cunningham’s taken firm hold of Michael as I asked him\nto.\nHe has.\nThe plan’s working. No thanks to me. The old memory the\ngunshot stirred almost paralysed me. Another woman, and\nanother death. It was the fear on Evelyn’s face. That’s what did\nit. I recognised that fear. It’s what brought me to Blackheath,\nI’m certain of it.\nDoctor Dickie runs up to me. He’s flushed, panting, a\nfortune going up in flames behind his eyes. Evelyn told me\nhe’d been paid to fake the death certificate. The jovial old\nsoldier’s got quite the criminal empire up and running.\n‘What happened?’ he says.\n‘She shot herself,’ I respond, watching the hope blossom on\nhis face. ‘I saw the entire thing, but I couldn’t do anything.’\n‘You mustn’t blame yourself.’ He clasps me by the shoulder.\n‘Listen here, why don’t you go and get a brandy while I look\nher over. Leave it to me, eh?’\n\n\nAs he kneels beside the body, I scoop the silver pistol off\nthe ground and make my way to Michael, who’s still being\nheld fast by Cunningham. Looking at the two of them, I\nwouldn’t have thought it possible. Michael’s short and stocky,\na bull ensnared by Cunningham’s rope-like arms. Even so,\nMichael’s writhing is only tightening Cunningham’s grip. A\npry bar and a chisel couldn’t free him at this point.\n‘I’m terribly sorry, Mr Hardcastle,’ I say, placing a\nsympathetic hand on the struggling man’s arm. ‘Your sister\ntook her own life.’\nThe fight goes out of him immediately, tears building in his\neyes as his anguished gaze goes out towards the pool.\n‘You can’t know that,’ he says, straining to see past me.\n‘She might still be—’\n‘The doctor has confirmed it, I’m so sorry,’ I say, taking the\nsilver pistol from my pocket and pressing it into his palm. ‘She\nused this gun, do you recognise it?’\n‘No.’\n‘Well, you should keep hold of it for the moment,’ I suggest.\n‘I’ve asked a couple of footmen to carry her body into the Sun\nRoom, away from’ – I gesture towards the gathered crowds –\n‘well, everybody. If you’d like a few minutes alone with your\nsister, I can arrange it.’\nHe’s staring at the pistol dumbly, as though he’s been\ndelivered some object from the far future.\n‘Mr Hardcastle?’\nShaking his head, his empty eyes find me.\n‘What… yes, of course,’ he says, his fingers closing around\nthe gun. ‘Thank you, Inspector.’\n‘Just a constable, sir,’ I say, waving Cunningham over.\n‘Charles, would you mind escorting Mr Hardcastle to the Sun\nRoom? Keep him away from the crowds, would you?’\nCunningham meets my request with a curt nod, placing a\nhand on Michael’s lower back and gently guiding him towards\nthe house. Not for the first time I’m glad the valet is on my\n\n\nside. Watching him depart, I feel a pang of sadness that this\nwill probably be the last time we meet. For all the mistrust and\nlies, I’ve grown fond of him this last week.\nDickie’s finished his examination, the old man getting\nslowly to his feet. Under his watchful eye, the footmen drag\nEvelyn’s body onto a stretcher. He wears his sadness like a\nsecond-hand suit. I don’t know how I didn’t see it before. This\nis murder as pantomime and everywhere I look the curtain is\nrustling.\nAs Evelyn is lifted off the ground, I race through the rain\ntowards the Sun Room, on the far side of the house, slipping\ninside through the French doors I unlocked earlier, and\nconcealing myself behind an Oriental screen. Evelyn’s\ngrandmother watches me from the painting above the\nfireplace. In the flickering candlelight, I could swear she’s\nsmiling. Perhaps she knows what I know. Maybe she’s always\nknown and has been forced to watch day after day as the rest\nof us blundered through here oblivious to the truth.\nNo wonder she was scowling before.\nRain raps the windows as the footmen arrive with their\nstretcher. They move slowly, trying not to jostle the body,\nwhich is now draped in Dickie’s jacket. In no time at all\nthey’re inside, transferring the body onto the sideboard,\npressing their flat caps to their chests in respect before\ndeparting, closing the French doors behind them.\nI watch them go, catching sight of myself in the glass, my\nhands stuffed into my pockets, Rashton’s quietly competent\nface suggesting nothing but certainty.\nEven my reflection is lying to me.\nCertainty was the first thing Blackheath took from me.\nThe door swings open, the draught from the corridor\nswiping at the candle flames. In the gaps between the screen’s\npanels, I can see Michael, pale and shaking, gripping the\ndoorframe for support, tears in his eyes. Cunningham’s behind\nhim, and after flashing a covert glance towards the screen\nwhere I’m hiding, he closes the door on us.\n\n\nThe instant he’s alone, Michael springs out of his grief, his\nshoulders straightening and eyes hardening, his sorrow\ntransformed into something altogether more feral. Hurrying\nover to Evelyn’s body, he searches her bloodied stomach for a\nbullet hole, murmuring to himself when he doesn’t find one.\nFrowning, he removes the magazine from the gun I gave\nhim outside, finding it loaded. Evelyn was supposed to take a\nblack revolver to the pool, not this silver pistol. He must be\nwondering what caused her to change the plan, and whether\nshe’s actually carried through on the plot.\nSatisfied she’s still alive, he backs away, fingers drumming\nhis lips as he weighs the pistol. He appears to be in\ncommunion with it, frowning and biting his lip as though\nnavigating a series of tricky questions. I lose sight of him\nmomentarily when he strides off into the corner of the room,\nforcing me to lean out a little from my hiding place to get a\nbetter look. He’s picked up an embroidered pillow from one of\nthe chairs and he brings it to Evelyn, pressing it against her\nstomach, presumably to muffle the sound of the pistol jammed\nup against it.\nThere isn’t even a pause, any sort of goodbye. Turning his\nface away, he pulls the trigger.\nThe pistol clicks impotently. He tries again and again, until I\nstep out from behind the screen, putting an end to this charade.\n‘It won’t work,’ I say. ‘I filed down the firing pin.’\nHe doesn’t turn around. He doesn’t even let go of the pistol.\n‘I’ll make you a rich man if you let me kill her, Inspector,’\nhe says, a quiver in his voice.\n‘I can’t do that, and as I told you outside, I’m a constable.’\n‘Oh, not for very much longer with a mind like yours, I’m\nsure.’\nHe’s trembling, the pistol still held firm against Evelyn’s\nbody. Sweat is trickling down my spine, the tension in the\nroom thick enough to scoop up in handfuls.\n\n\n‘Drop the weapon and turn around, Mr Hardcastle. Slowly,\nif you please.’\n‘You don’t need to fear me, Inspector,’ he says, dropping the\npistol into a plant pot and turning around with his hands in the\nair. ‘I have no desire to hurt anybody.’\n‘No desire?’ I say, surprised by the sorrow on his face. ‘You\ntried to put five bullets into your own sister.’\n‘And every one of them would have been a kindness, I\nassure you.’\nHands still raised, he angles a long finger towards an\narmchair near the chessboard where I first met Evelyn.\n‘Mind if I sit down?’ he asks. ‘I’m feeling a little light-\nheaded.’\n‘Be my guest,’ I say, watching him closely as he drops into\nthe chair. Part of me worries he’s going to make a dash for the\ndoor, but truth be told he looks like a man who’s had all the\nfight wrung out of him. He’s pale and twitchy, arms hanging\nlimp by his sides, legs splayed out before him. If I had to\nguess, I’d say it took all his strength to decide to pull the\ntrigger.\nMurder didn’t come easy to this man.\nI let him settle, then drag a wingback chair over from the\nwindow to sit opposite him.\n‘How did you know what I was planning to do?’ he asks.\n‘It was the revolvers,’ I say, sinking a little deeper into the\ncushion.\n‘The revolvers?’\n‘Two matching black revolvers were taken from your\nmother’s room, early this morning. Evelyn had one, and you\nthe other. I couldn’t understand why.’\n‘I’m not following.’\n‘The only obvious reasons Evelyn had to steal a gun were\nbecause she thought herself in danger – a rather redundant\nexplanation for somebody about to commit suicide – or\n\n\nbecause she planned to use it in the suicide. The latter being\nmore likely, what reason could she possibly have for taking\nboth of the revolvers? Surely one was up to the task.’\n‘And where did these thoughts lead you?’\n‘Nowhere, until Dance noticed you carrying the second\nrevolver on the hunt. What had been odd, was now damn\npeculiar. A woman contemplating suicide, at her lowest ebb,\nhas enough forethought to remember her brother’s aversion to\nhunting and steal the second weapon for him?’\n‘My sister loves me a great deal, Inspector.’\n‘Perhaps, but you told Dance that you didn’t know you were\ngoing hunting until midday, and the revolvers disappeared\nfrom your mother’s room early in the morning, well before\nthat decision was made. Evelyn couldn’t possibly have taken\nthe second gun for the reason you suggested. Once I heard\nabout your sister’s fake suicide scheme I realised you were\nlying, and from there everything became clear. Evelyn didn’t\ntake the revolvers from your mother’s room. You did. You\nkept one, and gave Evelyn the other to use as a prop.’\n‘Evelyn told you about the fake suicide?’ he asks, his tone\ndubious.\n‘Partially,’ I say. ‘She explained how you’d agreed to help\nher by running up to the reflecting pool and dragging her onto\nthe grass, as a grieving brother naturally would. That’s when I\nsaw how you could commit the perfect crime, and why you\nneeded two matching revolvers. Before pulling her out of the\npool, all you had to do was shoot her in the stomach using the\nfireworks as cover for the second shot. The murder weapon\nwould disappear into the murky water, and the bullet would\nmatch the identical gun she’d just dropped on the grass.\nMurder by suicide. It was quite brilliant, really.’\n‘Which is why you made her use the silver pistol instead,’\nhe says, understanding coming into his voice. ‘You needed me\nto change my plan.’\n‘I had to bait the trap.’\n‘Very clever,’ he says, miming applause.\n\n\n‘Not clever enough,’ I say, surprised by his calmness. ‘I still\ndon’t understand how you could go through with it. Time and\nagain today I’ve been told how close you and Evelyn are. How\nmuch you care for her. Was that all a lie?’\nAnger brings him upright in his chair.\n‘I love my sister more than anything in this world,’ he says,\nglaring at me. ‘I would do anything for her. Why else do you\nthink she came to me for help? Why else would I have said\nyes?’\nHis passion has thrown me. I set this plan in motion\nbelieving I knew the story Michael would be telling, but this\nisn’t it. I expected to hear how his mother had put him on this\npath while she orchestrated events elsewhere. Not for the first\ntime, I have the unmistakable feeling of having misread the\nmap.\n‘If you love your sister, why betray her?’ I ask, confused.\n‘Because her plan wasn’t going to work!’ he says, slapping\nhis palm down on the arm of the chair. ‘We couldn’t pay the\namount Dickie wanted for the fake death certificate. He agreed\nto assist us anyway, but yesterday Coleridge found out that\nDickie was planning to sell our secret to Father later this\nevening. Do you see? After all this, Evelyn would have woken\nup in Blackheath trapped in the same life she was so desperate\nto escape.’\n‘Did you tell her this?’\n‘How could I?’ he asks miserably. ‘This plan was her one\nchance to be free, to be happy. How could I take that away\nfrom her?’\n‘You could have killed Dickie.’\n‘Coleridge said the same thing, but when? I needed him to\nconfirm Evelyn’s death, and he intended on meeting my father\ndirectly afterwards.’ He shakes his head. ‘I made the only\ndecision I could.’\nThere are two glasses of Scotch beside his chair, one\nhalfway full and smeared with lipstick, the other unmarked, a\n\n\nlittle alcohol left at the bottom. He reaches towards the\nlipstick-smeared one slowly, keeping his eyes on me.\n‘Mind if I have a drink?’ he asks. ‘It’s Evelyn’s. We had a\ntoast in here before the ball began. Best of luck and all that.’\nThere’s a catch in his throat. Any other host might think him\nrepentant, but Rashton can spot fear a mile away.\n‘Of course.’\nHe picks it up gratefully, and takes a stiff slug. If nothing\nelse, it serves to steady his trembling hands.\n‘I know my sister, Inspector,’ he says, his voice hoarse.\n‘She’s always hated being forced into things, even when we\nwere children. She couldn’t bear the humiliation of a life with\nRavencourt, knowing people were laughing behind her back.\nLook at what she was willing to do to avoid it. Slowly but\nsurely that marriage would have destroyed her. I wanted to\nspare her that suffering.’\nHis cheeks are flushed, his green eyes glazed. They’re filled\nwith such a sweet, sincere sorrow that I almost believe him.\n‘And I suppose the money had nothing to do with it?’ I say\nflatly.\nA scowl mars his sadness.\n‘Evelyn told me that your parents threatened to cut you\nfrom the will if she didn’t do as they asked,’ I say. ‘You were\nleverage, and it worked. That threat was the reason she obeyed\ntheir summons in the first place, but who knows if she’d have\ndone the same thing again knowing her escape plan was gone?\nWith Evelyn dead, that uncertainty is laid to rest.’\n‘Look around you, Inspector,’ he says, gesturing around the\nroom with his glass. ‘Do you really think any of this is worth\nkilling for?’\n‘Now your father can’t squander the family fortune, I\nimagine your prospects have improved immeasurably.’\n‘Squandering the fortune is all my father’s good for,’ he\nsnorts, finishing his drink.\n\n\n‘Is that why you killed him?’\nHis scowl deepens. He’s tight-lipped, pale.\n‘I found his body, Michael. I know you poisoned him,\nprobably when you went to fetch him for the hunt. You left a\nnote blaming Evelyn. The boot print outside the window was\nparticularly devious.’ His expression flickers uncertainly. ‘Or\nwas that somebody else?’ I say slowly. ‘Felicity, perhaps? I’ll\nadmit, I still haven’t untangled that knot. Or was it your\nmother’s? Where is she, Michael? Or did you kill her, as\nwell?’\nHis eyes widen as his face crumples in shock, his glass\nslipping from his hand onto the floor.\n‘You deny it?’ I ask, suddenly uncertain.\n‘No… I… I…’\n‘Where’s your mother, Michael? Did she put you up to\nthis?’\n‘She… I…’\nAt first I mistake his floundering for remorse, his gasping\nfor the shallow breaths of a man searching for the right words.\nIt’s only when his fingers grip the arm of the chair, white foam\nrunning down his lips, that I realise he’s been poisoned.\nI spring to my feet in alarm, but I have no idea what to do.\n‘Somebody help us,’ I yell.\nHis back arches, his muscles tense, his eyes turning red as\nthe blood vessels pop. Gurgling, he falls forward onto the\nfloor. From behind me I hear rattling. Swinging around, I find\nEvelyn convulsing on the sideboard, the same white foam\nbubbling up between her lips.\nThe door bursts open, Cunningham taking in the scene with\nan open mouth.\n‘What’s happening?’ he asks.\n‘They’ve been poisoned,’ I say, looking from one to the\nother. ‘Fetch Dickie.’\n\n\nHe’s gone before the words have fallen from my lips. Hand\nto my forehead, I stare helplessly at them. Evelyn is writhing\non the sideboard as if possessed, while Michael’s clenched\nteeth crack in his mouth.\nThe drugs, you fool.\nMy hand dives into my pocket, retrieving the three vials I\nwas instructed to steal from Bell’s trunk when Cunningham\nand I ransacked it this afternoon. Unwrapping the note, I\nsearch for instructions I know aren’t on it. Presumably, I mix\neverything together, but I don’t know how much to give them.\nI don’t even know if I have enough for two doses.\n‘I don’t know who to save,’ I cry, looking from Michael to\nEvelyn.\nMichael knows more than he’s told us.\n‘But I gave Evelyn my word I’d protect her,’ I say.\nEvelyn spasms on the table so violently she falls to the\nfloor, as Michael continues to thrash, his eyes now rolled so\nfar back in his head only the whites can be seen.\n‘Damn it,’ I say, running over to the bar.\nEmptying the three vials into a Scotch glass, I add water\nfrom a jug and stir it all together until it foams. Evelyn’s back\nis arched, her fingers biting into the thick weave of a rug.\nTilting her head back, I pour the entire filthy creation down\nher throat, even as Michael chokes behind me.\nEvelyn’s seizures end as abruptly as they started. Blood\nweeping from her eyes, she sucks in deep, hoarse breaths.\nLetting out a sigh of relief, I touch my fingers to her neck,\nchecking for a pulse. It’s frantic, but it’s strong. She’s going to\nlive. Unlike Michael.\nI cast a guilty glance at the body of the young man. He\nlooks exactly as his father did in the sitting room. They’ve\nclearly been poisoned by the same hand, using the strychnine\nSebastian Bell smuggled into the house. It must have been in\nthe Scotch he drank. Evelyn’s Scotch. Her glass was half full.\nJudging by how long it took to affect her, she can only have\ntaken a sip or two. Michael, by contrast, finished the lot in\n\n\nunder a minute. Did he know it was poisoned? The alarm I\nsaw on his face suggests not.\nThis was somebody else’s work.\nThere’s another killer in Blackheath.\n‘But who?’ I demand, angry with myself for allowing this to\nhappen. ‘Felicity? Helena Hardcastle? Who was Michael\nworking with? Or was it somebody he knew nothing about?’\nEvelyn’s stirring, the colour already returning to her cheeks.\nWhatever was in that concoction, it’s working fast, though\nshe’s still weak. Her fingers paw at my sleeve, her lips forming\nempty sounds.\nI lower my ear to her mouth.\n‘I’m not…’ – she swallows – ‘Millicent was… murder.’\nVery weakly she tugs at her throat, pulling out the chain\nwhich was concealed by her dress. There’s a signet ring on the\nend of it, bearing the Hardcastle family seal if I’m not very\nmuch mistaken.\nI blink at her, not understanding.\n‘I hope you got everything you needed,’ says a voice from\nthe French doors. ‘It’s not going to do you much good though.’\nLooking over my shoulder, I see the footman emerging out\nof the darkness, his knife glinting in the candlelight as he taps\nthe point against his thigh. He’s wearing his red and white\nlivery, the jacket dotted with grease spots and dirt, as though\nthe essence of him is somehow leaking through. A clean,\nempty hunting sack is tied to his waist, and with mounting\nhorror I remember how he tossed a full sack at Derby’s feet,\nthe material so blood soaked it hit the ground with a wet slap.\nI check the clock. Derby will be out there now, sitting in the\nwarmth of a brazier, watching the party dissolve around him.\nWhatever the footman’s going to put in the bag, he plans to\ncarve off Rashton.\nThe footman smiles at me, his eyes glittering in anticipation.\n\n\n‘You’d think I’d get bored of killing you, wouldn’t you?’ he\nasks.\nThe silver pistol’s still in the plant pot where Michael\ndiscarded it. It won’t fire, but the footman doesn’t know that.\nIf I could reach it, I might be able to bluff him into fleeing. It\nwill be a close-run thing, but there’s a table in his way. I\nshould be able to get there before him.\n‘I’m going to do it slow,’ he says, touching his broken nose.\n‘I owe you for this.’\nFear doesn’t come easily to Rashton, but he’s afraid now,\nand so am I. I have two hosts left after today, but Gregory\nGold is going to spend most of his day strung up in the\ngatehouse and Donald Davies is stranded on a dirt road, miles\nfrom here. If I die now, there’s no telling how many more\nchances I’ll get to escape Blackheath.\n‘Don’t worry about the gun,’ says the footman. ‘You won’t\nneed it.’\nMistaking his meaning, hope flares in my chest, fizzling\nagain when I see his smirk.\n‘Oh, no, my handsome lad, I’m going to kill you,’ he says,\nwagging the knife at me. ‘I just mean you ain’t going to fight\nme,’ he adds, coming closer. ‘See, I’ve got Anna, and if you\ndon’t want her to die messy, you’re going to give yourself to\nme, and then you’re going to bring whoever’s left to the\ngraveyard tonight.’\nOpening his palm, he reveals Anna’s chess piece, spotted\nwith blood. With a flick of his wrist, he tosses it into the fire,\nthe flames consuming it immediately.\nAnother step closer.\n‘What’s it to be?’ he asks.\nMy hands are clenched by my sides, my mouth dry. For as\nlong as he can remember, Rashton expected to die young. In a\ndark alley, or on a battlefield, a place beyond light and\ncomfort, beyond friendship, his situation hopeless. He knew\nhow sharp the edges of his life had become, and he’d made\npeace with it, because he knew he’d die fighting. Futile as it\n\n\nmay have been, weak as it may have been, he expected to\nwade into the darkness with his fists in the air.\nAnd now the footman has taken even that away. I’m to die\nwithout a struggle, and I feel ashamed.\n‘What’s the answer?’ says the footman, his impatience\ngrowing.\nI can’t bring myself to say the words, to admit how\nthoroughly defeated I am. Another hour in this body and I’d\nhave solved it, and that knowledge makes me want to scream.\n‘Your answer!’ he demands.\nI manage to nod as he looms over me, his stench wrapping\nitself around me when he sinks the blade into the familiar spot\nbeneath my ribs, blood filling my throat and mouth.\nGripping my chin, he lifts my face, looking me in the eyes.\n‘Two to go,’ he says, and with that he twists the blade.\n\n\n52\nDay Three (continued)\nRain thumps the roof, horses clip-clopping along the cobbles. I\nam in a carriage, two women in evening wear wedged onto the\nseat opposite me. They’re talking under their breath, their\nshoulders bumping together as the carriage sways from side to\nside.\nDon’t get out of the carriage.\nFear prickles my spine. This is the moment Gold warned me\nabout. The moment which drove him mad. Out there in the\ndark, the footman’s waiting with his knife.\n‘He’s awake, Audrey,’ says one of them, noticing me\nstirring.\nPerhaps believing my hearing to be defective, the second\nlady leans close.\n‘We found you asleep near the road,’ she says loudly, laying\none hand on my knee. ‘Your automobile was a few miles\nfurther up, the driver tried to get it running but it was beyond\nhim.’\n‘I’m Donald Davies,’ I say, feeling a surge of relief.\nThe last time I was this man I drove a car through the night\nuntil morning dawned, abandoning it when the fuel ran out. I\nwalked for hours along that never-ending road towards the\nvillage, collapsing in exhaustion no nearer my destination. He\nmust have slept the entire day away, saving him from the\nfootman’s wrath.\nThe Plague Doctor told me I’d be returned to Davies when\nhe woke up again. I never could have imagined he’d have been\nrescued and returned to Blackheath when it happened.\nFinally, some good luck.\n‘You sweet beautiful woman,’ I say, cupping my saviour’s\ncheeks and kissing her soundly on the lips. ‘You don’t know\nwhat you’ve done.’\n\n\nBefore she can respond, I poke my head out of the window.\nIt’s \nevening, \nthe \ncarriage’s \nswaying \nlanterns \ngently\nilluminating the darkness rather than banishing it. We’re in one\nof three carriages rolling towards the house from the village,\ntwelve or so others parked either side of the road, their drivers\nsnoring or chatting in small groups, passing a solitary cigarette\namongst themselves. I can hear music from the direction of the\nhouse, shrill laughter climbing high enough to puncture the\ndistance between us. The party is in full swing.\nHope surges through me.\nEvelyn hasn’t made her way to the reflecting pool, which\nmeans there may still be time for me to question Michael, and\ndiscover if he was working with anybody. Even if I’m too late\nfor that, I can still ambush the footman when he comes for\nRashton and find out where he’s keeping Anna.\nDon’t get out of the carriage.\n‘Blackheath in a few minutes, m’lady,’ the driver shouts\ndown from somewhere above us.\nI glance out of the window again. The house is directly in\nfront of us, and the stables down the road on our right. That’s\nwhere they keep the shotguns, and I’d have to be a fool to\ntackle the footman without one.\nUnlocking the door, I leap from the carriage, landing in a\npainful heap on the wet cobbles. The ladies are shrieking, the\ncoach driver yelling after me as I pick myself up and stagger\ntowards the distant lights. The Plague Doctor told me the\npattern of this day was dictated by the character of those living\nit. I can only hope that’s true and fate is in a charitable mood,\nbecause if it’s not I’ve damned both myself and Anna.\nWithin the glow of the braziers, stable boys are undoing the\nharnesses connecting the horses and carriages, leading the\nwhinnying beasts to shelter. They’re working quickly, but they\nlook done in, barely able to speak. I approach the nearest chap,\nwho, despite the rain, is wearing only a cotton shirt with the\nsleeves rolled up.\n‘Where do you keep the shotguns?’ I ask.\n\n\nHe’s tightening a harness, gritting his teeth as he pulls the\ntaut strap towards the last buckle. He peers at me suspiciously,\nhis eyes narrowed beneath his flat cap.\n‘Bit late for hunting, ain’t it?’ he says.\n‘And far too early for impertinence,’ I snap, overwhelmed\nby my host’s upper-class disdain. ‘Where are the damn\nshotguns, or do I need to bring Lord Hardcastle down here to\nask you himself?’\nAfter looking me up and down, he gestures over his\nshoulder towards a small redbrick building, a dim light\nseeping through the window. The shotguns are arranged on a\nwooden rack, boxes of shells stored in a nearby drawer. I take\none down and load it carefully, dropping a handful of spare\nshells into my pocket.\nThe gun is heavy, a cold slab of courage that propels me\nacross the yard and up the road towards Blackheath. The stable\nhands exchange looks as I approach, standing aside to let me\npass. Doubtless they think me some rich lunatic with a score to\nsettle, a piece of gossip to add to the pile tomorrow morning.\nCertainly not somebody worth risking bodily harm for. I’m\nglad of that. If they were to creep closer, they might notice\nhow crowded my eyes are, how all my previous hosts are\njostling for a better view. In some way or another, the\nfootman’s harmed every one of them and they’ve all turned up\nfor his execution. I can barely think through their clamour.\nHalfway along the road I notice a light bobbing towards me,\nand my grip tightens around the shotgun’s trigger.\n‘It’s me,’ yells Daniel over the din of the storm.\nThere’s a storm lantern in his hand, the waxy light running\ndown his face and upper body. He looks like a genie spilled\nout of a bottle.\n‘We have to hurry, the footman’s in the graveyard,’ says\nDaniel. ‘He has Anna with him.’\nHe still thinks we’re fooled by his act.\nMy finger strokes the shotgun as I stare back towards\nBlackheath, trying to decide the best course of action. Michael\n\n\ncould be in the Sun Room as we speak, but I’m certain Daniel\nknows where Anna’s being kept, and I won’t have a better\nopportunity to get the information from him. Two roads and\ntwo ends, and somehow I know one of them leads to failure.\n‘This is our chance,’ yells Daniel, wiping the rain from his\neyes. ‘This is what we’ve been waiting for. He’s in there, right\nnow, lying in wait. He doesn’t know we’ve found each other.\nWe can spring his trap, we can finish this together.’\nFor so long I fought to change my future, to alter the day.\nNow I have, I’m undone, racked with the futility of my\nchoices. I saved Evelyn and thwarted Michael, two things\nwhich only matter if Anna and I live long enough to tell the\nPlague Doctor at 11 p.m. Past this point, I’m making every\ndecision blind, and with only one host left after today, every\ndecision matters.\n‘What if we fail?’ I shout back, my words barely making it\nto his ears. The clatter of rain on stone is almost deafening, the\nwind ripping and tearing at the forest, screaming through the\ntrees like some feral creature slipped loose of its cage.\n‘What choice do we have?’ Daniel yells, clutching the back\nof my neck. ‘We have a plan, which means for the first time\nwe have the advantage over him. We must pursue it.’\nI remember the first time I met this man, how calm he\nseemed, how patient and reasonable. None of that is in him\nnow. It’s all been washed away in Blackheath’s endless storms.\nHe has the eyes of a fanatic, eager and imploring, wild and\ndesperate. He has as much riding on the outcome of this\nmoment as I do.\nHe’s right. We need to put an end to this.\n‘What time is it?’ I ask.\nHe frowns. ‘Why does that matter?’\n‘I never know until afterwards,’ I say. ‘The time? Please.’\nHe checks his watch, impatiently. ‘It’s 9:46,’ he says. ‘Can\nwe go now?’\nNodding, I follow him across the lawn.\n\n\nThe stars are cowards, closing their eyes as we creep closer\nto the graveyard, and by the time Daniel pushes open the gate,\nour only light’s the flickering glow of his storm lantern. We’re\nshielded by the trees back here, muting the storm which makes\nits way through to us in sharp gusts, daggers of wind slipping\nthrough the cracks in the armour of the forest.\n‘We should hide out of sight,’ whispers Daniel, hanging the\nlantern on the angel’s arm. ‘We’ll call to Anna when she\narrives.’\nLifting the shotgun to my shoulder, I press both barrels to\nthe back of his head.\n‘You can drop the act, Daniel, I know we’re not the same\nman,’ I say, my eyes flicking across the woods, searching for\nsome sign of the footman. Unfortunately, the lantern’s so\nbright it obscures much of what it should reveal.\n‘Hands in the air, turn around,’ I say.\nHe does as I ask, staring at me, pulling me apart, looking for\nsomething broken. I don’t know whether he finds it or not, but\nafter a long silence a charming smile breaks out on his\nhandsome face.\n‘Couldn’t last forever, I suppose,’ he says, gesturing to his\nbreast pocket. I motion for him to continue and he slowly\nwithdraws a cigarette case, tapping one out against his palm.\nI followed this man into the graveyard, knowing that if I\ndidn’t confront him, I’d always be looking over my shoulder,\nwaiting for him to strike again, but now I’m here, faced with\nhis calmness, my certainty is wavering.\n‘Where is she, Daniel? Where’s Anna?’ I say.\n‘Why, that was to be my question to you,’ he says, placing\nthe cigarette between his lips. ‘That was it exactly, where is\nAnna? I’ve been trying to get you to tell me all day, even\nthought I’d succeeded when Derby agreed to help me flush the\nfootman out from under the house. You should have seen your\nface, so eager to please.’\nShielding his cigarette from the wind, he lights it at the third\ntry, illuminating a face that’s as hollow-eyed as those of the\n\n\nstatues beside him. I have a gun pointed at him and somehow\nhe still has the upper hand.\n‘Where’s the footman?’ I say, the shotgun growing heavy in\nmy arms. ‘I know you’re partners.’\n‘Oh, it’s nothing like that. I’m afraid you’ve got the wrong\nend of the stick entirely,’ he says, dismissing the fellow with a\nwave of his hand. ‘He’s not like you, me or Anna. He’s one of\nColeridge’s associates. There’s actually a few of them in the\nhouse. Unsavoury chaps the lot of them, but then Coleridge is\nin an unsavoury business. The footman, as you call him, was\nthe brightest of them, so I explained what was happening in\nBlackheath. I don’t think he believed me, but killing’s rather\nhis speciality, so he didn’t bat an eyelid when I pointed him at\nyour hosts. Probably enjoyed it, truth be told. Helps\nenormously that I’ve made him a very rich man, of course.’\nBlowing smoke out through his nostrils, he grins as though\nwe’ve shared some private joke. He’s moving with assurance,\nthe confidence of a man living in a world of premonitions. A\ndispiriting contrast to my shaking hands and thudding heart.\nHe’s got something planned and until I know what it is, I can’t\ndo anything but wait.\n‘You’re like Anna, aren’t you?’ I say. ‘One day, and then\nyou forget everything and start again.’\n‘Hardly seems fair, does it? Not when you have eight lives\nand eight days. All the gifts were given to you. Now why was\nthat?’\n‘I see the Plague Doctor didn’t tell you everything about\nme.’\nHe grins, again. It’s like ice rolling down my spine.\n‘Why are you doing this, Daniel?’ I ask, surprised by my\nmisery. ‘We could have helped each other.’\n‘But my dear fellow, you have helped me,’ he says. ‘I have\nboth of Stanwin’s blackmail books in my possession. Without\nDerby poking around his bedroom, I might only have found\nthe one, and I’d be no nearer an answer than I was this\nmorning. In two hours, I’ll take what I’ve learned to the lake\n\n\nand be free of this place, and it’s your doing. Surely you can\ntake some comfort in that.’\nWet steps sound. A shotgun is cocked, cold metal presses\ninto my back. A thug brushes past me, taking a spot in the\nlight beside Daniel. Unlike his friend behind me, he isn’t\narmed, though he doesn’t need to be by the looks of things. He\nhas the face of bar-room brawler, his nose broken, his cheek\ndecorated by an ugly scar. He’s rubbing his knuckles, his\ntongue roaming his lips in anticipation. Neither action makes\nme feel terribly confident about what’s coming.\n‘Be a dear and drop the weapon,’ says Daniel.\nSighing, I let the shotgun fall on the floor, raising my hands\nin the air. Foolish as it may be, my overriding thought is to\nwish they weren’t trembling so.\n‘You can come out now,’ says Daniel in a louder voice.\nThere’s a rustling in the bushes to my left, the Plague\nDoctor stepping into the pool of light cast by the lantern. I’m\nabout to hurl some insult at him, when I notice a single silver\ntear painted on the left side of his mask. It’s glittering in the\nlight, and now I take stock, I realise there are other differences.\nThis coat is finer, darker, the edges not so frayed. Embroidered\nroses twist up the gloves and now I see this person is shorter,\nmore erect in their posture.\nThis isn’t the Plague Doctor at all.\n‘You were the one talking to Daniel by the lake,’ I say.\nDaniel whistles, flicking a glance at his companion.\n‘How on earth did he see that?’ he asks Silver Tear. ‘Didn’t\nyou pick that spot so nobody would find us together?’\n‘I saw you outside the gatehouse as well,’ I say.\n‘Curiouser and curiouser,’ says Daniel, enjoying himself\nimmensely at his confederate’s expense. ‘I thought you knew\nevery second of his day?’ He adopts a pompous tone. ‘Nothing\nhappens here that is beyond my sight, Mr Coleridge,’ he huffs.\n‘If that were true, I wouldn’t need your help capturing\nAnnabelle,’ says Silver Tear. Her voice is stately, a far cry\n\n\nfrom the put-upon Plague Doctor. ‘Mr Bishop’s actions have\ndisrupted the usual course of events. He’s changed Evelyn\nHardcastle’s fate and contributed to the death of her brother,\nunpicking the threads that hold this day together in the\nprocess. He’s maintained his alliance with Annabelle far\nlonger than he ever has before, which means things are\nhappening out of order, running long or short, if they happen\nat all. Nothing’s quite where it should be.’\nThe mask turns towards me.\n‘You should be commended, Mr Bishop,’ she says. ‘I\nhaven’t seen Blackheath in this much disarray for decades.’\n‘Who are you?’ I say.\n‘I could ask the same of you,’ she says, waving my question\naway. ‘I won’t because you don’t know yourself, and there are\nmore pressing questions. Suffice to say, I’ve been sent by my\nsuperiors to rectify my colleague’s mistake. Now, please tell\nMr Coleridge where he might find Annabelle.’\n‘Annabelle?’\n‘He calls her Anna,’ says Daniel.\n‘What do you want with Anna?’ I ask.\n‘That’s not your concern,’ says Silver Tear.\n‘It’s getting to be,’ I say. ‘You must want her very badly if\nyou’re willing to make a deal with somebody like Daniel to\nbring her to you.’\n‘I’m redressing the balance,’ she says. ‘Do you think it’s a\ncoincidence that you inhabit the hosts you do, the men closest\nto Evelyn’s murder? Are you not curious why you woke up in\nDonald Davies precisely when you needed him most? My\ncolleague has been playing favourites from the beginning and\nthat is forbidden. He was supposed to watch without\ninterfering, to appear at the lake and wait for an answer.\nNothing more. Worse, he’s opened the door to a creature who\nmust never be allowed to leave this house. I cannot let this\ncontinue.’\n\n\n‘So that’s why you’re here,’ says the Plague Doctor,\nemerging from the shadows, rainwater running in rivulets\ndown his mask.\nDaniel tenses, watching the interloper warily.\n‘Apologies for not announcing myself earlier, Josephine,’\ncontinues the Plague Doctor, his attention fixed on Silver Tear.\n‘I wasn’t certain you’d tell me the truth if I asked directly,\ngiven how hard you’ve worked to stay hidden. I would never\nhave known you were in Blackheath if Mr Rashton hadn’t\nspotted you.’\n‘Josephine?’ interrupts Daniel. ‘You two are acquainted?’\nSilver Tear ignores him.\n‘I hoped it wouldn’t come to this,’ she says, addressing the\nPlague Doctor. Her tone has softened, warmed. It ripples with\nregret. ‘My intention was to complete my task and depart\nwithout you knowing.’\n‘I fail to see why you’re here, at all. Blackheath is my\nwatch, and everything is well in hand.’\n‘You can’t believe that!’ she says, becoming exasperated.\n‘Look at how close Aiden and Annabelle have become, how\nnear they are to escape. He’s willing to sacrifice himself for\nher. Do you see that? If we let this continue, before long she’ll\nbe standing before you with an answer, and then what will you\ndo?’\n‘I’m confident it won’t come to that.’\n‘I’m confident it will,’ she snorts. ‘Tell me truthfully, will\nyou let her leave?’\nThe question knocks him silent a moment, a slight tilt of his\nhead conveying his indecision. My eyes slip towards Daniel,\nwho’s watching them, his face rapt. I imagine he feels as I do,\nlike a child watching his parents argue, understanding only\nhalf of the things being said.\nWhen the Plague Doctor speaks again, his voice is firm,\nthough rehearsed, his conviction born of repetition rather than\nfaith.\n\n\n‘The rules of Blackheath are very clear and I’m beholden to\nthem, as are you,’ he says. ‘If she brings me the name of\nEvelyn Hardcastle’s murderer, I can’t refuse to hear her case.’\n‘Rules or not, you know what our superiors will do to you if\nAnnabelle escapes Blackheath.’\n‘Have they sent you to replace me?’\n‘Of course they haven’t.’ She sighs, sounding hurt. ‘Do you\nthink their reaction would be so temperate? I came as your\nfriend, to clean up this mess before they ever find out how\nclose you came to blundering. I’m quietly going to remove\nAnnabelle, ensuring you won’t have to make a choice you’ll\nregret.’\nShe signals to Daniel. ‘Mr Coleridge, could you please\npersuade Mr Bishop to reveal Annabelle’s location. I trust you\nunderstand what’s at stake.’\nCrushing his cigarette underfoot, Daniel nods at the brawler,\nwho takes hold of my arms, pinning me in place. I try to\nstruggle, but he’s much too strong.\n‘This is forbidden, Josephine,’ says the Plague Doctor,\nshocked. ‘We do not take direct action. We do not give orders.\nWe certainly don’t feed them information they aren’t supposed\nto know. You’re breaking every rule we’ve promised to\nuphold.’\n‘You dare lecture me?’ says Silver Tear, scornfully. ‘All\nyou’ve done is interfere.’\nThe Plague Doctor shakes his head vehemently.\n‘I explained Mr Bishop’s purpose here, and encouraged him\nwhen he faltered. Unlike Daniel and Anna, he didn’t wake up\nwith the rules burned into him. He was free to doubt, to veer\nfrom his purpose. I never gave him knowledge he hadn’t\nearned, as you have done with Daniel. I sought to bring\nbalance, not offer advantage. I’m begging you, don’t do this.\nLet events follow their natural course. He’s so close to solving\nit.’\n‘And because of that, so is Annabelle,’ she says, her voice\nhardening. ‘I’m sorry, I must choose between Aiden Bishop’s\n\n\nwell-being and your own. Proceed, Mr Coleridge.’\n‘No!’ yells the Plague Doctor, holding out a placating hand.\nThe thug with the shotgun points it at him. He’s nervous, his\nfinger gripping the trigger a little too tightly. I don’t know if\nthe Plague Doctor can be hurt by these weapons, but I can’t let\nhim risk it. I need him alive.\n‘Just leave,’ I say to him. ‘There’s nothing else you can do\nhere.’\n‘This is wrong,’ he protests.\n‘Then make it right. My other hosts need you.’ I pause,\nmeaningfully. ‘I don’t.’\nI don’t know if it’s my intonation, or whether he’s simply\nwatched this moment play out before, but, finally, grudgingly,\nhe relents, staring at Josephine, before disappearing out of the\ngraveyard.\n‘Selfless, as always,’ says Daniel, walking towards me. ‘I\nwant you to know that I’ve admired that quality, Aiden. The\nway you’ve fought to save the woman whose death would set\nyou free. Your fondness for Anna, who would have\nundoubtedly betrayed you if I hadn’t done so first. In the end\nthough, I’m afraid it’s all been for nothing. Only one of us can\nleave this house, and I have no interest in it being you.’\nCrows are gathering in the branches above me. They arrive\nas if by invitation, gliding in on silent wings, their feathers\nslick with recent rain. There are dozens of them, pressed\ntogether like mourners at a funeral, watching me with a\ncuriosity that makes my skin crawl.\n‘Up until an hour ago, we had Anna in our custody.\nSomehow she’s managed to escape,’ continues Daniel. ‘Where\nwould she go, Aiden? Tell me where she’s hiding and I’ll\ninstruct my men to make your death quick. There’s only you\nand Gold left now. Two gunshots and you’ll wake up in Bell,\nknock on Blackheath’s door and start everything again without\nmy getting in your way. You’re a clever fellow, I’m certain\nyou’ll solve Evelyn’s murder in no time.’\nHis face is ghoulish in the lantern light, twisted by need.\n\n\n‘How frightened are you, Daniel?’ I say slowly. ‘You’ve\nkilled my future hosts, so I’m not a threat, but you have no\nidea where Anna is. It’s been eating away at you all day, hasn’t\nit? The fear that she’s going to solve this before you.’\nIt’s my smile that scares him, the faintest sense that I might\nnot be quite so trapped as he first believed.\n‘If you don’t give me what I want, I’ll start cutting,’ says\nDaniel, drawing a line across my cheek with his fingertip. ‘I’ll\ntake you apart an inch at a time.’\n‘I know, I’ve met myself after you’re done,’ I say, staring at\nhim. ‘You break my mind so badly, I carry my madness into\nGregory Gold. He slashes his own arms and babbles warnings\nat Edward Dance. It’s horrific. And my answer is still no.’\n‘Tell me where she is,’ he says, raising his voice. ‘Coleridge\nhas half the servants in this house on his payroll, and I have a\npocketbook thick enough to buy the other half if necessary. I\ncan surround the lake twice over. Don’t you see? I’ve already\nwon. What’s the use of being stubborn now?’\n‘Practice,’ I snarl. ‘I’m not going to tell you anything,\nDaniel. Every minute I frustrate you is another minute Anna\nhas to reach the Plague Doctor with the answer. You’d need a\nhundred men to guard that lake on a pitch-black night like this,\nand I doubt even Silver Tear can help with that.’\n‘You’ll suffer,’ he hisses.\n‘One hour until 11 p.m.,’ I say. ‘Which one of us do you\nthink can hold out the longer?’\nDaniel hits me hard enough to rip the air from my lungs and\nknock me to my knees. When I look up, he’s looming over me,\nrubbing his grazed knuckles. Anger flickers at the edges of his\nface like a storm creeping across a cloudless sky. Gone is the\nsuave gambler of earlier, replaced by a scrappy conman, his\nbody twisted by red-hot anger.\n‘I’m going to kill you slowly,’ he growls.\n‘I’m not the one who dies here, Daniel,’ I say, letting loose a\nshrill whistle. Birds scatter from the trees, the underbrush\nrustling with movement. In the inky blackness of the forest, a\n\n\nlantern flares into life. It’s followed by another a few feet\naway, and then another.\nDaniel spins on the spot, following the lanterns. He hasn’t\nnoticed Silver Tear, who’s backing into the forest, looking\nunsure of herself.\n‘You’ve hurt a lot of people,’ I say, as the lights come\ncloser. ‘And now you get to face them.’\n‘How?’ he stammers, confounded by the reversal in his\nfortunes. ‘I killed all your future hosts.’\n‘You didn’t kill their friends,’ I say. ‘When Anna told me\nher plan to lure the footman here, I decided we’d need more\nbodies and I asked Cunningham to help. Once I realised you\nand the footman were in league together, I expanded my\nrecruiting drive. It wasn’t hard to find enemies of yours.’\nGrace Davies appears first, shotgun raised. Rashton nearly\nbit his tongue off to prevent me from asking for her help, but I\nwas short of options. The rest of my hosts are busy, or dead,\nand Cunningham is at the ball with Ravencourt. The second\nlight belongs to Lucy Harper, who was easily swayed to my\ncause by the revelation that Daniel murdered her father, and\nfinally comes Stanwin’s bodyguard, his head completely\nbandaged, aside from those cold, hard eyes. Though they’re all\narmed, none of them looks very confident and I wouldn’t trust\na single one to hit anything they’re aiming at. It doesn’t matter.\nAt this stage, it’s the numbers that count and they’re enough to\nrattle Daniel and Silver Tear, whose mask is sweeping back\nand forth, searching for an escape.\n‘It’s over, Daniel,’ I say, my voice steely. ‘Surrender, and\nI’ll let you go back to Blackheath unharmed.’\nHe glares at me desperately, then at my friends.\n‘I know what this place can do to us,’ I continue. ‘But you\nwere kind to Bell that first morning, and I saw your affection\nfor Michael on the hunt. Be a good man one more time, and\ncall off the footman. Let me and Anna go with your blessing.’\nHis expression wavers, torment showing on his face, but it’s\nnot enough. Blackheath has poisoned him completely.\n\n\n‘Kill them,’ he says savagely.\nA shotgun explodes behind me, and I instinctively throw\nmyself to the ground. My allies scatter as Daniel’s man\nadvances on them, firing shot after shot into the darkness. The\nunarmed man is cutting left, keeping low as he tries to take\nthem by surprise.\nI can’t tell whether it’s my anger, or my host’s, which drives\nme to lash out at Daniel. Donald Davies is raging, although his\nfury is one of class rather than crime. He’s aggrieved that\nanybody should presume to treat him so shabbily.\nMy anger is altogether more personal.\nDaniel has blocked my way ever since that first morning.\nHe sought to escape Blackheath by climbing out over me,\nundoing my plans in service of his own. He came to me as a\nfriend, smiling as he lied, laughing as he betrayed me, and it’s\nthis that causes me to hurl myself like a spear at his midriff.\nHe slips aside, catching me in the stomach with an uppercut.\nDoubled over, I punch him in the groin and then grab his neck,\ndragging him to the ground.\nI see the compass too late.\nHe smashes it into my cheek, the glass splintering, blood\ndripping off my chin. My eyes are watering, sodden leaves\nsquelching beneath my palms. Daniel advances, but a shot\nwhistles past him, catching Silver Tear who screams, clutching\nher shoulder and falling in a heap.\nGlancing at the trembling gun in Lucy Harper’s hand,\nDaniel sprints off towards Blackheath. Picking myself up, I\ngive chase.\nWe run like a hound and fox across the lawn in front of the\nhouse, and down the driveway towards the village, flying past\nthe gatehouse. I’m almost convinced he’s fleeing to the\nvillage, when finally he turns left, following the trail to the\nwell, and beyond that the lake.\nIt’s pitch-black, the moon prowling the clouds like a dog\nbehind an old wooden fence, and I soon lose sight of my\nquarry. Fearing an ambush, I slow my pursuit, listening\n\n\nintently. Owls hoot, rain drips through the leaves of the trees.\nBranches snatch at me as I duck and weave, emerging upon\nDaniel, doubled over by the edge of the water with his hands\non his knees, panting for breath, a storm lantern at his feet.\nThere’s nowhere left for him to run.\nMy hands are shaking, fear squirming in my chest. Anger\ngave me courage but it’s also made a fool of me. Donald\nDavies is short and slight, softer than the beds he lies in.\nDaniel is taller, stronger. He preys on these people. Whatever\nnumerical advantage I had in the graveyard I’ve left far\nbehind, which means that for the first time since I arrived in\nBlackheath, neither of us knows what’s coming next.\nSpotting my approach, Daniel waves me back, gesturing for\na minute to catch his breath. I give it to him, using the time to\nselect a heavy rock I can use as a weapon. After the compass,\nwe’re beyond fighting fair.\n‘Whatever you do, they’re not going to let your friend\nleave,’ he says, forcing out the words between breaths. ‘Silver\nTear told me everything about you in exchange for a promise\nthat I’d find and kill Anna. She told me about your hosts,\nwhere they woke up, and when. Don’t you understand? None\nof this matters, Aiden. I’m the only one who can escape.’\n‘You could have told me this earlier,’ I say. ‘It didn’t have to\nend like this.’\n‘I have a wife and a son,’ he says. ‘That’s the memory I\nbrought with me. Can you imagine how that feels? Knowing\nthey’re out there, waiting for me. Or, they were.’\nI take a step towards him, the rock by my side.\n‘How will you face them, knowing what you did to escape\nthis place?’ I ask.\n‘I’m only what Blackheath has made me,’ he pants, spitting\nphlegm into the mud.\n‘No, Blackheath’s what we made it,’ I say, advancing a little\nmore. He’s still buckled, still tired. A couple more steps and\nthis will all be over. ‘Our decisions led us here, Daniel. If this\nis hell, then it’s one of our making.’\n\n\n‘And what would you have us do?’ he says, looking up at\nme. ‘Sit here and repent until somebody sees fit to open the\ndoors?’\n‘Help me save Evelyn and we can take what we know to the\nPlague Doctor together,’ I say passionately. ‘All three of us,\nyou, me and Anna. We have a chance to walk out of this place\nbetter men than we arrived.’\n‘I can’t risk it,’ he says in a flat, dead voice. ‘I won’t let this\nopportunity to escape pass me by. Not for guilt, and not to help\npeople long past helping.’\nWithout warning, he kicks the storm lantern over.\nNight floods my eyes.\nI hear the splash of his steps before his shoulder drives into\nmy stomach, knocking the wind from me.\nWe hit the ground with a thud, the rock dropping from my\nhands.\nIt’s all I can do to throw my arms up to protect myself, but\nthey’re thin and frail, and his punches easily break through.\nBlood fills my mouth. I’m numb, inside and out, but the blows\nkeep coming until his knuckles slip off my bloody cheeks.\nHis weight recedes as he lifts himself free of me.\nHe’s panting, his sweat dripping onto me.\n‘I tried to avoid this,’ he says.\nStrong fingers grip my ankle, dragging me through the mud\ntowards the water. I reach for him, but his assault has driven\nthe strength from me and I collapse back.\nHe pauses, wiping the sweat from his brow. Moonlight\nhammers through the clouds, bleaching his features. His hair is\nsilver, his skin white as fresh snow. He’s looking down at me\nwith the same pity he showed Bell the first morning I arrived.\n‘We don’t…’ I say, coughing up blood.\n‘You should have stayed out of my way,’ he says, yanking\nme forward once again. ‘That’s all I ever asked of you.’\n\n\nHe splashes into the lake, pulling me with him, the cold\nwater rushing up my legs, soaking my chest and head. The\nshock of it stirs some fight within me, and I try to claw my\nway back up the bank, but Daniel grabs my hair, pushing my\nface into the freezing water.\nI scratch at his hand, kicking my legs, but he’s too strong.\nMy body convulses, desperate for a breath.\nStill, he holds me down.\nI see Thomas Hardcastle, dead these last nineteen years,\nswimming towards me out of the murk. He’s blond-haired and\nwide-eyed, lost down here, but he takes my hand and squeezes\nmy fingers, urging me to be brave.\nUnable to hold my breath any longer, my mouth springs\nopen, gulping in cold, muddy water.\nMy body spasms.\nThomas pulls my spirit clear of this dying flesh and we float\nside by side in the water, watching Donald Davies drown.\nIt’s peaceful and still. Surprisingly quiet.\nThen something crashes into the water.\nHands plunge through the surface, gripping the body of\nDonald Davies, tearing him upwards, and a second later I\nfollow him.\nThe dead boy’s fingers are still entwined in mine, but I can’t\npull him clear of the lake. He died here and so he’s trapped\nhere, watching sorrowfully as I’m dragged to safety.\nI’m lying in the mud coughing water, my body made of\nlead.\nDaniel is floating face down in the lake.\nSomebody slaps me.\nThen again harder.\nAnna’s hovering above me, but everything’s blurry. The\nlake’s holding its hands over my ears, tugging me back.\nDarkness is calling me.\n\n\nShe leans closer, a smudge of a person.\n‘… find me,’ screams Anna, the words faint, ‘7:12 a.m. in\nthe entrance hall…’\nBeneath the lake, Thomas beckons me back and, closing my\neyes, I join the drowned boy.\n\n\n53\nDay Eight\nMy cheek is resting against the curve of a woman’s back.\nWe’re naked, tangled in sweat-soaked sheets on a dirty\nmattress, rain wriggling through the rotten window frames to\nrun down the wall and collect on the bare floorboards.\nShe stirs as I do, Madeline Aubert rolling over to meet me.\nThe maid’s green eyes shine with a sickly need, her dark hair\nstuck to her damp cheeks. She looks much as Thomas\nHardcastle did in my dream, drowned and desperate, clinging\nto whatever’s at hand.\nFinding me lying beside her, she drops her head on the\npillow with a disappointed sigh. Such obvious disdain should\nmake me uncomfortable, but any ruffled feathers are smoothed\nby the remembrance of our first meeting; the shame of our\nmutual need and the eagerness with which she came into my\narms when I pulled one of Bell’s laudanum vials from my\npocket.\nMy eyes lazily search the cottage for more drugs. My work\nfor the Hardcastles is complete, their new portraits hang in the\nlong gallery. I’m not invited to the party, and I’m not expected\nat the house, leaving me a free morning on this mattress, the\nworld circling me like paint down a plughole.\nMy gaze snags on Madeline’s cap and apron, which are\nhanging off a chair.\nAs if slapped, I immediately return to myself, the uniform\nsummoning Anna’s face, her voice and touch, the peril of our\nsituation.\nClinging to this memory, I manage to elbow Gold’s\npersonality to one side.\nI’m so filled with his hopes and fears, lusts and passions,\nthat Aiden Bishop had felt like a dream in the morning light.\nI believed I was no more than this.\n\n\nEdging off the mattress, I knock over a pile of empty\nlaudanum vials, which roll away across the floor like fleeing\nmice. Kicking them aside, I go to the fire where a single flame\nlicks the embers, swelling as I add more tinder and wood from\nthe pile. Chess pieces line the mantelpiece, each of them hand-\ncrafted, a few painted, though splashed in colour might\ndescribe them better. They’re only half finished, and lying\nbeside them is the small knife Gold is using to carve them.\nThese are the chess pieces Anna will spend the day carrying\naround, and the blade is a perfect match for the slashes I saw\non Gold’s arms yesterday.\nFate is lighting signal fires again.\nMadeline’s retrieving her clothes, which are scattered across\nthe floor. Such haste speaks of an unruly passion, though\nthere’s only shame at work within her now. She dresses with\nher back to me, eyes on the wall opposite. Gold’s gaze is not\nso chaste, gorging on the sight of her pale white flesh, her hair\nspilling down her back.\n‘Do you have a mirror?’ she asks, doing up her dress, the\nlightest touch of a French accent in her words.\n‘I don’t believe so,’ I say, enjoying the warmth of the fire on\nmy bare skin.\n‘I must look terrible,’ she says absently.\nA gentleman would disagree out of respect, but Gold is no\ngentleman and Madeline is no Grace Davies. I’ve never seen\nher without powder and make-up, and I’m surprised by how\nsickly looking she appears. Her face is desperately thin, with\nyellow, pockmarked skin and tired eyes rubbed raw.\nSkirting along the far wall in order to stay as far away from\nme as possible, she opens the door to leave, cold air stealing\nthe warmth from the room. It’s early, still hours until dawn,\nand there’s fog on the ground. Blackheath is framed by trees,\nnight still draped around its shoulders. Given the angle I’m\nseeing it from, this cottage must be somewhere out by the\nfamily graveyard.\n\n\nI watch Madeline hurrying along the path towards the\nhouse, a shawl pulled tight across her shoulders. If events had\nfollowed their original course, it would be me stumbling into\nthe night. Driven mad by the footman’s torture, I’d have taken\nthe carving knife to my own flesh before climbing\nBlackheath’s stairs to bang on Dance’s door, screaming my\nwarning. \nBy \nseeing \nthrough \nDaniel’s \nbetrayal, \nand\noverwhelming him in the graveyard, I’ve avoided that fate.\nI’ve rewritten the day.\nNow I have to make sure it has a happy ending.\nClosing the door behind Madeline, I light an oil lamp,\npondering my next move as the darkness slinks into the\ncorners. Ideas claw at the inside of my skull, one last half-\nformed monster still waiting to be dragged into the brightness.\nTo think, when I woke up that first morning as Bell, I fretted\nabout possessing too few memories. Now I must contend with\nan over-abundance. My mind is a stuffed trunk that needs\nunpacking, but for Gold the world only makes sense on\ncanvas, and it’s there I must find my answer. If Rashton and\nRavencourt have taught me anything, it’s to value my hosts’\ntalents, rather than lament their limitations.\nPicking up the lamp, I head towards the studio at the back of\nthe cottage to search for some paint. Canvases are stacked\nagainst the walls, the paintings half-finished or slashed in a\nfury. Bottles of wine have been kicked over, spilling across the\nfloor onto hundreds of pencil sketches, scrunched up and\ntossed aside. Turpentine drips down the wall, blurring a\nlandscape Gold seems to have begun in a flurry and\nabandoned in a rage.\nStacked at the centre of the squalor like a pyre awaiting the\ntorch are dozens of old family portraits, their woodworm-\nriddled frames ripped off and tossed aside. Most of the\nportraits have been destroyed by turpentine, though a few pale\nlimbs have managed to survive the purge. Evelyn told me\nGold had been commissioned to touch up the art around\nBlackheath. Seems he wasn’t terribly impressed with what he\nfound.\nStaring at the pile, an idea begins to form.\n\n\nRummaging through the shelves, I snatch up a charcoal\nstick and return to the front room, placing the lamp on the\nfloor. There’s no canvas to hand so I dash my thoughts across\nthe wall instead, working within the small pool of dancing\nlight cast by the lantern. They arrive in a frenzy, a lurch of\nknowledge that wears the stick down to a nub in minutes,\nforcing me into the gloom to scavenge another.\nWorking downwards from a canopy of names clustered near\nthe ceiling, I feverishly sketch a trunk of everybody’s actions\nover the course of the day, the roots stretching back nineteen\nyears, burrowing into a lake with a dead boy at the bottom. At\nsome point, I accidentally reopen an old cut on my hand,\nsmearing my tree red. Tearing the sleeve from my shirt, I\nbandage the wound as best I can before returning to my labour.\nThe first rays of the new dawn creep over the horizon as I step\nback, the charcoal stick dropping from my hand and shattering\non the bare floorboards. Exhausted, I sit down in front of it,\nmy arm trembling.\nToo little information and you’re blind, too much and you’re\nblinded.\nI squint at the pattern. There are two knots in the tree\nrepresenting two swirling holes in the story. Two questions\nthat will make sense of everything: what did Millicent Derby\nknow and where is Helena Hardcastle?\nThe cottage door opens, bringing the smell of dew.\nI’m too tired to look around. I’m melted candlewax,\nformless and spent, waiting for somebody to scrape me off the\nfloor. All I want to do is sleep, to close my eyes and free\nmyself of all thought, but this is my last host. If I fail,\neverything starts over again.\n‘You’re here?’ says the Plague Doctor, startled. ‘You’re\nnever here. By this time, you’re usually raving. How did…\nwhat is that?’ He sweeps by me, his greatcoat swishing. The\ncostume is utterly ridiculous by the light of a new day, the\nnightmarish bird revealed as a theatrical tramp. Little wonder\nhe makes most of his house calls at night.\n\n\nHe stops inches from the wall, running his gloved hand\nalong the curve of the tree, smudging the names.\n‘Remarkable,’ he says under his breath, looking it up and\ndown.\n‘What happened to Silver Tear?’ I ask. ‘I saw her shot in the\ngraveyard.’\n‘I trapped her in the loop,’ he says, sadly. ‘It was the only\nway to save her life. She’ll wake up in a few hours thinking\nshe’s just arrived and repeat everything she did yesterday. My\nsuperiors will notice her absence eventually, and come to free\nher. I’m afraid I have some difficult questions ahead of me.’\nAs he stands in communion with my painted tree, I open the\nfront door, sunlight drawing across my face, warmth spreading\ndown my neck and bare arms. Squinting into the glare, I\nbreathe in its golden light. I’ve never been awake this early\nbefore, never seen the sun rise over this place.\nIt’s miraculous.\n‘Does this painting say what I think it says?’ asks the Plague\nDoctor, his voice tight with expectation.\n‘What do you believe it says?’\n‘That Michael Hardcastle tried to murder his own sister.’\n‘Then, yes, that’s what it says.’\nBirds are singing, three rabbits hopping around the cottage’s\nsmall garden, their fur made rust-coloured by the sunlight. If\nI’d known paradise was on the far side of a sunrise, I’d never\nhave wasted a single night on sleep.\n‘You’ve solved it, Mr Bishop, you’re the first one to solve\nit,’ he says, his voice rising in excitement. ‘You’re free! After\nall this time, you’re finally free!’ He removes a silver hip flask\nfrom the folds of his robe, and presses it into my hand.\nI can’t identify the liquid in the flask, but it sets fire to my\nbones, jolting me awake.\n‘Silver Tear was right to worry,’ I say, still watching the\nrabbits. ‘I’m not leaving without Anna.’\n\n\n‘That’s not your choice,’ he says, standing back to better see\nthe tree.\n‘What are you going to do, drag me out to the lake?’ I ask.\n‘I won’t need to,’ he says. ‘The lake was simply a meeting\nplace. The answer was all that ever mattered. You’ve solved\nEvelyn’s murder and convinced me of the solution. Now that\nI’ve accepted it, even Blackheath can’t keep hold of you. Next\ntime you sleep, you’ll be freed!’\nI want to be angry, but I can’t rouse myself to it. Sleep is\ntugging at me with soft hands and every time I close my eyes\nit becomes that much harder to open them again. Returning to\nthe open door, I slide my back down the frame until I’m sitting\non the floor, half of my body in gloom, the other half in\nsunshine. I can’t bring myself to abandon the warmth and\nbirdsong, the blessings of a world so long denied.\nI take another sip from the flask, forcing myself awake.\nI’ve still got so much to do.\nSo much you can’t be seen to be doing.\n‘It wasn’t a fair competition,’ I say. ‘I had eight hosts\nwhereas Anna and Daniel only had one. I could remember the\nweek and they couldn’t.’\nHe pauses, considering me.\n‘You had those things because you chose to come to\nBlackheath,’ he says quietly, as if afraid of being overheard.\n‘They did not, and that’s all I can say on the matter.’\n‘If I chose to come here once, I can choose to come again,’ I\nsay. ‘I won’t leave Anna behind.’\nHe begins to pace, glancing between me and the painting.\n‘You’re afraid,’ I say, surprised.\n‘Yes, I’m afraid,’ he snaps. ‘My superiors, they’re not…\nyou shouldn’t defy them. I promise you, after you leave, I’ll\noffer Anna all the assistance it’s in my power to grant.’\n‘One day, one host. She’ll never escape Blackheath, you\nknow she won’t,’ I say. ‘I couldn’t have done this without\n\n\nRavencourt’s intelligence, and Dance’s cunning. It was only\nbecause of Rashton that I started looking at the clues like\nevidence. Hell, even Derby and Bell played their part. She’ll\nneed all of their skills, just as I did.’\n‘Your hosts will still be in Blackheath.’\n‘But I won’t be controlling them!’ I insist. ‘They won’t help\na maid. I’ll be abandoning her to this place.’\n‘Forget about her! This has already gone on long enough,’\nhe says, swinging around to confront me, swiping his hand\nthrough the air.\n‘What’s gone on long enough?’\nHe’s looking at his gloved hand, startled by his own loss of\ncontrol.\n‘Only you can make me this angry,’ he says in a quieter\nvoice. ‘It’s always been the same. Loop after loop, host after\nhost. I’ve seen you betray friends, make alliances and die on\nprinciple. I’ve seen so many versions of Aiden Bishop, you’d\nprobably never recognise yourself in them, but the one thing\nthat’s never changed is your stubbornness. You pick a path,\nand you walk down it until the end, no matter how many holes\nyou fall down along the way. It would be impressive if it\nweren’t so intensely irritating.’\n‘Irritating or not, I have to know why Silver Tear went to\nsuch lengths to try to kill Anna.’\nHe offers me a long, appraising look, and then sighs.\n‘Do you know how you can tell if a monster’s fit to walk the\nworld again, Mr Bishop?’ he says contemplatively. ‘If they’re\ntruly redeemed and not just telling you what you want to\nhear?’ He takes another slug from the hip flask. ‘You give\nthem a day without consequences, and you watch to see what\nthey do with it.’\nMy skin prickles, my blood running cold.\n‘This was all a test?’ I say slowly.\n‘We prefer to call it rehabilitation.’\n\n\n‘Rehabilitation…’ I repeat, understanding rising within me\nlike the sun over the house. ‘This is a prison?’\n‘Yes, except instead of leaving our prisoners to rot in a cell,\nwe give them a chance to prove themselves worthy of release\nevery single day. Do you see the beauty of it?’ The murder of\nEvelyn Hardcastle was never solved, and probably never\nwould have been. By locking prisoners inside the murder, we\ngive them a chance to atone for their own crimes by solving\nsomebody else’s. It’s as much a service, as a punishment.’\n‘Are there other places like this?’ I say, trying to wrap my\nhead around it.\n‘Thousands,’ he says. ‘I’ve seen a village that wakes up\neach morning with three headless bodies in the square, and a\nseries of murders on an ocean liner. There must be fifteen\nprisoners attempting to solve that one.’\n‘Which makes you, what? A warden?’\n‘An assessor. I decide if you’re worthy of release.’\n‘But you said I chose to come to Blackheath. Why would I\nchoose to come to a prison?’\n‘You came for Anna, but you got trapped, and loop after\nloop Blackheath picked you apart until you forgot yourself, as\nit was designed to.’ His voice is tight with anger, his gloved\nhands clenched. ‘My superiors should never have let you\ninside, it was wrong. For the longest time, I thought the\ninnocent man who’d entered here was lost, sacrificed in some\nfutile gesture, but you’ve found your way back. That’s why\nI’ve been helping you. I gave you control of different hosts,\nsearching for those who were best equipped to solve her\nmurder, finally settling on the eight of today. I experimented\nwith their order to ensure you got the best out of them. I even\narranged to have Mr Rashton hidden in that cupboard to keep\nhim alive. I’m bending every rule possible so that you can\nfinally escape. Do you see now? You must leave while you’re\nstill the person you wish to be.’\n‘And Anna…?’ I say haltingly, hating the question I’m\nabout to ask.\n\n\nI’ve never allowed myself to believe that Anna belonged\nhere, preferring to think of this place as the equivalent of being\nshipwrecked, or struck by lightning. By assuming her to be a\nvictim, I took away the niggling doubt of whether this was\ndeserved, but without that comfort, my fear is growing.\n‘What did Anna do to deserve Blackheath?’ I ask.\nHe shakes his head, passing me the flask. ‘That’s not for me\nto say. Just know that the weight of the punishment is equal to\nthe crime. The prisoners I told you about in the village and on\nthe boat received lighter sentences than either Anna or Daniel.\nThose places are much less harrowing than here. Blackheath\nwas built to break devils, not petty thieves.’\n‘You’re saying Anna’s a devil?’\n‘I’m saying thousands of crimes are committed every day,\nbut only two people have been sent to this place.’ His voice is\nrising, racked with emotion. ‘Anna’s one of them, and yet you\nrisked your life to help her escape. It’s madness.’\n‘Any woman who can inspire that loyalty has to be worth\nsomething.’\n‘You’re not hearing me,’ he says, his fists balled.\n‘I’m hearing you, but I won’t leave her here,’ I say. ‘Even if\nyou make me go today, I’ll find my way back in tomorrow. I\ndid it once, I’ll do it again.’\n‘Stop being such a bloody fool!’ He thumps the doorframe\nhard enough to bring dust down on our heads. ‘It wasn’t\nloyalty that brought you to Blackheath, it was vengeance. You\ndidn’t come here to rescue Anna, you came for your pound of\nflesh. She’s safe in Blackheath. Caged, but safe. You didn’t\nwant her to be caged, you wanted her to suffer – so many\npeople out there wanted her to suffer, but none of them was\nwilling to do what you were, because nobody hated this\nwoman as much as you did. You followed her into Blackheath\nand for thirty years you dedicated yourself to torturing her, as\nthe footman tortures you today.’\nSilence presses down on us.\n\n\nI open my mouth to respond, but my stomach’s in my shoes,\nmy head spinning. The world has upended itself, and even\nthough I’m sitting on the floor, I can feel myself falling and\nfalling.\n‘What did she do?’ I whisper.\n‘My superiors—’\n‘Opened Blackheath’s doors to an innocent man intent on\nmurder,’ I say. ‘They’re as guilty as anybody in here. Now tell\nme what she did.’\n‘I can’t,’ he says weakly, his resistance all but spent.\n‘You’ve helped me this far.’\n‘Yes, because what happened to you is wrong,’ he says,\ntaking a long swig from the flask, his Adam’s apple bouncing\nup and down in his throat. ‘Nobody objected to my helping\nyou escape because you weren’t supposed to be here anyway,\nbut if I start telling you things you shouldn’t know, there’ll be\nrepercussions. For both of us.’\n‘I can’t leave without knowing why I’m going, and I can’t\npromise not to come back until I’m certain of why I came in\nthe first place,’ I say. ‘Please, this is how we end this.’\nThe beak mask turns towards me slowly, and for a full\nminute, he stands there, deep in thought. I can feel myself\nbeing measured, my qualities weighed and set aside, my flaws\nheld up to the light that they might be better judged.\nIt’s not you he’s measuring.\nWhat does that mean?\nHe’s a good man. This is when he finds out how good.\nBowing his head, the Plague Doctor surprises me by taking\noff his top hat, revealing the brown leather straps holding the\nbeak mask in place. One by one, he begins undoing them,\ngrunting with the effort as his thick fingers pry at the catches.\nAs the last clasp comes loose, he removes his mask and pulls\ndown his hood, revealing the bald head beneath. He’s older\nthan I would have imagined, closer to sixty than fifty certainly,\nhis face that of a decent, overworked man. His eyes are\n\n\nbloodshot, his skin the colour of old paper. If my tiredness\ncould take a shape, it would look like this.\nOblivious to my concern, he tilts his face to catch the early\nmorning light seeping through the window.\n‘Well, that’s done it,’ he says, tossing the mask onto Gold’s\nbed. Freed from the porcelain, his voice is almost, but not\nquite, the one I know.\n‘I don’t imagine you were supposed to do that,’ I nod\ntowards the mask.\n‘It’s getting to be quite a list,’ he replies, sitting down on a\nstep outside the door, positioning himself so that his entire\nbody is bathed in sunlight.\n‘I come here every morning before I start work,’ he says,\ntaking a deep breath. ‘I love this time of the day. It lasts for\nseventeen minutes, then the clouds gather and two footmen\nresume a quarrel from the evening before, ending in a fistfight\nat the stables.’ He’s peeling his gloves off, finger by finger.\n‘It’s a shame this is the first time you’ve been able to enjoy it,\nMr Bishop.’\n‘Aiden,’ I say, extending my hand.\n‘Oliver,’ he says as he shakes it.\n‘Oliver,’ I repeat, thoughtfully. ‘I never thought of you\nhaving a name.’\n‘Perhaps I should tell it to Donald Davies when I confront\nhim on the road,’ he says, a faint smile on his lips. ‘He’ll be\nvery angry. It might calm him.’\n‘You’re still going out there? Why? You have your answer.’\n‘Until you escape, it’s my duty to shepherd those that follow\nyou, to give them the same chance you had.’\n‘But you know who killed Evelyn Hardcastle now,’ I say.\n‘Won’t that change things?’\n‘Are you suggesting I’ll find my task difficult because I\nknow more than them?’ He shakes his head. ‘I’ve always\nknown more than them. I knew more than you. Knowledge\n\n\nwas never my problem. Ignorance is the condition I struggle\nwith.’\nHis face hardens again, the levity slipping from his tone.\n‘That’s why I’ve taken my mask off, Aiden. I need you to see\nmy face and hear my voice, and know that what I’m telling\nyou is the absolute truth. We can’t have doubts between us,\nany more.’\n‘I understand,’ I say. It’s all I can manage. I feel like a man\nwaiting for the fall.\n‘The name Annabelle Caulker, the woman you know as\nAnna, is a curse in every language in which it is spoken,’ he\nsays, pinning me in place with his gaze. ‘She was the leader of\na group which sowed destruction and death across half the\nnations of the world and would surely still be doing so if she\nhadn’t been caught, over thirty years ago. That’s who you’re\ntrying to free.’\nI should be surprised. I should be shocked, or angry. I\nshould protest, but I don’t feel any of those things. This\ndoesn’t feel like a revelation, more the voicing of facts I’ve\nlong been familiar with. Anna’s fierce and fearless, even brutal\nwhen she needs to be. I saw her expression in the gatehouse\nwhen she came at Dance with the shotgun, not realising it was\nme. She would have pulled the trigger without any regret at\nall. She killed Daniel when I could not, and casually suggested\nmurdering Evelyn ourselves as a way of answering the Plague\nDoctor’s question. She said it was a joke, but even now I’m\nnot certain.\nAnd yet, Anna only killed those people to protect me,\nbuying time so that I could solve this mystery. She’s strong,\nshe’s kind and she stayed loyal, even when my desire to save\nEvelyn threatened to undermine our investigation into her\nmurder.\nOf all the people in the house, she’s the only one who never\nhid who she truly was.\n‘She’s not that person any more,’ I argue. ‘You said\nBlackheath was meant to rehabilitate people, to break down\ntheir old personalities and test the new ones. Well, I’ve seen\n\n\nAnna up close this last week. She’s helped me, saved my life\nmore than once. She’s my friend.’\n‘She murdered your sister,’ he says bluntly.\nMy world empties.\n‘She tortured her, humiliated her and made the world\nwatch,’ he continues. ‘That’s who Anna is, and people like that\ndon’t change, Aiden.’\nI drop to my knees, clutching my temples as old memories\nerupt.\nMy sister was called Juliette. She had brown hair, and a\nbright smile. She was charged with capturing Annabelle\nCaulker, and I was so proud of her.\nEvery recollection feels like a shard of glass tearing through\nmy mind.\nJuliette was driven and clever, and thought justice was\nsomething that had to be defended and not simply expected.\nShe made me laugh. She thought that was worth doing.\nTears roll down my cheeks.\nAnnabelle Caulker’s men came in the night, and took\nJuliette from her home. They executed her husband with a\nsingle bullet to the head. He was lucky. Juliette’s bullet didn’t\ncome for seven days. They tortured her and let everybody\nwatch.\nThey called it justice for their persecution.\nThey said we should have expected this.\nI don’t know anything more about myself, or the rest of my\nfamily. I didn’t keep hold of my happy memories. Only those\nthat could help me, only hate and grief.\nIt was Juliette’s murder that brought me to Blackheath. It\nwas the weekly phone calls that stopped coming. The stories\nwe stopped sharing. It was the space where she should have\nbeen and would never be again. It was the way Annabelle was\neventually caught.\nBloodlessly. Painlessly.\n\n\nEntirely without incident.\nAnd they sent her to Blackheath, where my sister’s\nmurderer would spend a lifetime solving the death of a\nmurdered sister. They called it justice. They patted themselves\non the back for their ingenuity, thinking I’d be as pleased as\nthey were. Thinking it was enough.\nThey were wrong.\nThe injustice tore into me at night, and stalked me during\nthe day. It whittled me down until she was the only thing I\ncould think about.\nI followed her through the gates of hell. I pursued, terrified\nand tortured Annabelle Caulker, until I forgot the reasons why.\nUntil I forgot Juliette. Until Annabelle became Anna, and all I\nsaw was a terrified girl at the mercy of monsters.\nI became the thing I hated, and made Annabelle into the\nthing I loved.\nAnd I blamed Blackheath.\nI look up at the Plague Doctor through eyes raw with tears.\nHe’s looking me full in the face, weighing my reaction. I\nwonder what he sees, because I have no idea what to think. All\nof this is happening to me because of the person I’m trying to\nsave.\nThis is Anna’s fault.\nAnnabelle.\n‘What?’ I ask, surprised by how insistent the voice in my\nhead sounds.\nIt’s Annabelle Caulker’s fault, not Anna’s. That’s who we\nhated.\n‘Aiden?’ asks the Plague Doctor.\nAnd Annabelle Caulker’s dead.\n‘Annabelle Caulker’s dead,’ I repeat slowly, meeting the\nPlague Doctor’s startled gaze.\nHe shakes his head. ‘You’re wrong.’\n\n\n‘It took thirty years,’ I say. ‘And it wasn’t done with\nviolence and it wasn’t done with hatred. It was done with\nforgiveness. Annabelle Caulker is dead.’\n‘You’re mistaken.’\n‘No, you are,’ I say, building in confidence. ‘You asked me\nto listen to the voice in my head, and I am. You asked me to\nbelieve Blackheath could rehabilitate people, and I have. Now\nyou need to do the same, because you’re so blinded by who\nAnna used to be, you’re ignoring who she’s become, and if\nyou’re not willing to accept she’s changed, then what good is\nany of this?’\nFrustrated, he kicks at the dirt with the toe of his boot.\n‘I should never have taken the mask off,’ he growls, getting\nto his feet and striding into the garden, scattering the rabbits\nthat had been eating the grass. Hands on hips, he stares at\nBlackheath in the distance, and for the first time, I realise it’s\nas much his master as mine. While I was free to tinker and\nchange, he’s been forced to watch murder, rape and suicide,\nwrapped in enough lies to bury the entire place. He’s had to\naccept whatever the day brought him, no matter how horrific.\nAnd unlike me, he wasn’t allowed to forget. A man could go\nmad. Most men would, unless they had faith. Unless they\nbelieved the ends justified the means.\nAs if privy to my thoughts, the Plague Doctor turns towards\nme.\n‘What is it you’re asking of me, Aiden?’\n‘Come to the lake at eleven,’ I say firmly. ‘There’ll be a\nmonster there, and I guarantee it won’t be Anna. Watch her,\ngive her a chance to prove herself. You’ll see who she really\nis, and you’ll see I’m right.’\nHe looks uncertain.\n‘How can you know that?’ he asks.\n‘Because I’ll be in danger.’\n‘Even if you convince me she’s rehabilitated, you’ve\nalready solved the mystery of Evelyn’s death,’ he says. ‘The\n\n\nrules are clear: the first prisoner to explain who killed Evelyn\nHardcastle will be released. That’s you. Not Anna. What’s\nyour solution to that?’\nGetting to my feet, I stumble over to my sketch of the tree,\njabbing at the knots, the holes in my knowledge.\n‘I haven’t solved everything,’ I say. ‘If Michael Hardcastle\nplanned to shoot his sister in the reflecting pool, why would he\nalso poison her? I don’t think he did. I don’t think he knew\nthere was poison in the drink that killed him. I think somebody\nelse put it there in case Michael failed.’\nThe Plague Doctor’s followed me inside.\n‘That’s thin reasoning, Aiden.’\n‘We still have too many questions for anything else,’ I say,\nrecalling Evelyn’s pale face after I saved her in the Sun Room,\nand the message she worked so hard to deliver. ‘If this was\nfinished, why would Evelyn tell me Millicent Derby was\nmurdered? What does that achieve?’\n‘Perhaps Michael killed her also?’\n‘And what was his motive? No, we’re missing something.’\n‘What sort of something?’ he asks, his conviction wavering.\n‘I think Michael Hardcastle was working with somebody\nelse, somebody who’s kept out of sight all along,’ I say.\n‘A second killer,’ he says, taking a second to consider it.\n‘I’ve been here for thirty years, and I’ve never suspected…\nnobody ever has. It can’t be, Aiden. It’s impossible.’\n‘Everything about today is impossible,’ I say, thumping my\ncharcoal tree. ‘There’s a second killer, I know there is. I have\nan idea who it may be and, if I’m right, they killed Millicent\nDerby to cover their tracks. They’re as implicated in Evelyn’s\nmurder as Michael, and that means you need two answers. If\nAnna delivers Michael’s partner, will that be enough to set her\nfree?’ I ask.\n‘My superiors do not want to see Annabelle Caulker leave\nBlackheath,’ he says. ‘And I’m not certain they can be\n\n\nconvinced she’s changed. Even if they can, they’ll be looking\nfor any excuse to keep her imprisoned, Aiden.’\n‘You helped me because I don’t belong here,’ I say. ‘If I’m\nright about Anna, the same is now true for her.’\nRunning his hand across his scalp, he paces back and forth,\ncasting anxious glances between myself and the sketch.\n‘I can only promise I’ll be at the lake tonight with an open\nmind,’ he says.\n‘It’s enough,’ I say, clapping him on the shoulder. ‘Meet me\nby the boathouse at eleven, and you’ll see I’m right.’\n‘And may I ask what you’ll be doing in the meantime?’\n‘I’m going to find out who murdered Millicent Derby.’\n\n\n54\nKeeping to the trees, I approach Blackheath unseen, my shirt\ndamp with fog, my shoes caked in mud. The Sun Room lies a\nfew paces away and crouching among the dripping bushes, I\nlook for any movement within. It’s still early, but I don’t know\nwhen Daniel wakes up, or when he’s recruited by Silver Tear.\nFor safety’s sake, I must assume he and his spies are still a\nthreat, which means I must remain concealed until he’s lying\nface down in the lake, all his plots drowned with him.\nAfter the sun’s early foray, it’s abandoned us to the gloom,\nthe sky a muddle of greys. I search the flower beds for\nsplashes of red, hints of purple, pink or white. I search for the\nbrighter world behind this one, imagining Blackheath alight,\nwearing a crown of flames and a cape of fire. I see the grey\nsky burning, black ash falling like snow. I imagine the world\nremade, if only for an instant.\nI come to a halt, suddenly uncertain of my purpose. I look\naround, not recognising anything, wondering why I left the\ncottage without my brushes and easel. Surely I came to paint,\nbut I’m not a fan of the morning light here. It’s too dreary, too\nquiet, a gauze across the landscape.\n‘I don’t know why I’m here,’ I say to myself, looking down\nat my charcoal-stained shirt.\nAnna. You’re here for Anna.\nHer name shakes me loose of Gold’s confusion, my\nmemories returning in a flood.\nIt’s getting worse.\nTaking a deep breath of cold air, I clutch the chess piece\nfrom the mantel in my hand, building a wall between myself\nand Gold by using every memory I have of Anna. I make\nbricks of her laughter, her touch, her kindness and warmth,\nand only when I’m content my wall is high enough, do I\nresume my study of the Sun Room, letting myself inside when\nI’m satisfied the house sleeps.\n\n\nDance’s drunken friend, Philip Sutcliffe, is asleep on one of\nthe couches, his jacket drawn up over his face. He stirs briefly,\nsmacking his lips and peering at me blearily. He murmurs\nsomething, shifts his weight, and then falls asleep again.\nI wait, listening. Dripping. Breathing heavily.\nNothing else moves.\nEvelyn’s grandmother watches me from the portrait above\nthe fireplace. Her lips are pursed, the artist capturing her\nexactly at the moment of rebuke.\nMy neck prickles.\nI find myself frowning at the painting, dismayed by how\ngently she’s been rendered. My mind repaints it, the curves as\nharsh as scars, the oil piled like mountains. It becomes a mood\nsmeared on canvas. A black one at that. I’m certain the old\nbattleaxe would have preferred its honesty.\nA peal of shrill laughter sounds through the open door, a\ndagger driven into somebody’s story. The guests must have\nstarted drifting down to breakfast.\nI’m running out of time.\nClosing my eyes, I try to remember what Millicent spoke\nwith her son about, what drove her to hurry off so quickly and\ncome here, but everything’s a clutter. There are too many days,\ntoo many conversations.\nA gramophone springs into life down the corridor, slashing\nat the quiet with random notes. There’s a crash, the music\nscreeching to a halt, hushed voices bickering and blaming.\nWe were standing outside the ballroom, that’s where it\nstarted. Millicent was sad, wrapped in memory. We talked of\nthe past; how she’d visited Blackheath as a child and brought\nher own children when they were old enough. She was\ndisappointed in them, then angry with me. She caught me\nlooking through the ballroom window at Evelyn and mistook\nmy concern for lust.\n‘It’s always the weak ones with you, isn’t it?’ she said.\n‘Always the…’\n\n\nSomething she saw caused her to lose her train of thought.\nSqueezing my eyes shut, I try to recall what it was.\nWho else was in there with Evelyn?\nHalf a second later, I’m sprinting into the corridor towards\nthe gallery.\nA single oil lamp’s burning on the wall, its sickly flame\nencouraging the shadows rather than diminishing them.\nSnatching it off the hook, I hold it up to the family oil\npaintings, inspecting them one by one.\nBlackheath shrinks around me, shrivelling like a spider\ntouched to the flame.\nIn a few hours, Millicent will see something in the ballroom\nthat so startles her, she’ll leave her son standing on the path,\nand rush to this gallery. Wrapped in scarves and armed with\nher suspicions, she’ll spot Gold’s new paintings among the\nolder ones. Any other time she might have walked past.\nMaybe she has during a hundred other loops, but not on this\noccasion. This time the past will hold her hand and squeeze.\nMemory will murder her.\n\n\n55\nIt’s 7:12 a.m. and the entrance hall is a mess. Smashed\ndecanters litter the marble floor, portraits hang at odd angles,\nlipstick kisses planted on the mouths of long-dead men. Bow\nties dangle from the chandelier like sleeping bats, and at the\ncentre of it all stands Anna, barefoot in her white cotton\nnightgown, staring at her hands as though they’re a riddle she\ncan’t make sense of.\nShe hasn’t noticed me and for a few seconds I watch her,\ntrying to reconcile my Anna with the Plague Doctor’s stories\nof Annabelle Caulker. I wonder if Anna’s hearing Caulker’s\nvoice right now, the way I heard Aiden Bishop’s that first\nmorning. Something dry and distant, a part of her, yet apart at\nthe same time, impossible to ignore.\nTo my shame, my faith in my friend wavers. After working\nso hard to convince the Plague Doctor of Anna’s innocence,\nnow I’m the one looking at her askew, questioning whether\nany part of the monster who murdered my sister has survived,\nwaiting to surface again.\nAnnabelle Caulker’s dead. Now, help her.\n‘Anna,’ I say softly, suddenly wary of my own appearance.\nGold spent most of his evening in a laudanum-fuelled fug, my\nonly concession to hygiene being a splash of water on his face\nbefore I came charging out of the cottage. Goodness knows\nhow I must appear to her, or smell.\nShe looks up at me, startled.\n‘Do I know you?’ she asks.\n‘You will,’ I say. ‘This might help.’\nI toss her the chess piece I took from the cottage, which she\ncatches in one hand. Opening her palm, she stares down at it,\nmemory setting light to her face.\nWithout warning, she flings herself into my arms, wet tears\nseeping through my shirt.\n\n\n‘Aiden,’ she says, her mouth against my chest. She smells\nof milky soap and bleach, her hair catching in my whiskers. ‘I\nremember you, I remember…’\nI feel her stiffen, her arms falling loose.\nDisentangling herself, she pushes me away, grabbing a\npiece of shattered glass from the floor to use as a weapon. It\ntrembles in her hand.\n‘You murdered me,’ she snarls, gripping the glass tight\nenough to draw blood.\n‘Yes, I did,’ I say, the knowledge of what she did to my\nsister hanging on my lips.\nAnnabelle Caulker’s dead.\n‘And I’m sorry about that,’ I continue, stuffing my hands\ninto my pockets. ‘I promise it won’t happen again.’\nFor a second all she can do is blink at me.\n‘I’m not the man you remember any more,’ I say. ‘It was a\ndifferent life, a different set of choices. A lot of mistakes I’ve\ntried not to make again, and haven’t, because of you, I think.’\n‘Don’t…’ she says, thrusting the glass shard at me when I\ntake a step towards her. ‘I can’t… I remember things, I know\nthings.’\n‘There are rules,’ I say. ‘Evelyn Hardcastle is going to die\nand we’re going to save her together. I have a way we can both\nget out of here.’\n‘We can’t both escape, it’s not allowed,’ she insists. ‘That’s\none of the rules, isn’t it?’\n‘Allowed or not, we’re going to do it,’ I say. ‘You have to\ntrust me.’\n‘I can’t,’ she says fiercely, wiping a stray tear from her\ncheek with her thumb. ‘You killed me. I remember it. I can\nstill feel the shot. I was so excited to see you, Aiden. I thought\nwe were finally leaving. You and me together.’\n‘We are.’\n\n\n‘You killed me!’\n‘It wasn’t the first time,’ I say, my voice cracked by regret.\n‘We’ve both hurt each other, Anna, and we’ve both paid for it.\nI’m never going to betray you again, I promise. You can trust\nme. You already have trusted me, you just can’t remember it.’\nRaising my hands as if surrendering, I move slowly towards\nthe staircase. Brushing away a broken pair of glasses and some\nconfetti, I sit down on the red carpet. Every host is pressing\ndown upon me, their memories of this room crowding the\nedges of my mind, their weight almost too much to bear. Clear\nas the morning it happened –\nThis is the morning it happened\n– I recall Bell’s conversation with the butler at the door, and\nhow afraid they both were. My hand throbs from the pain of\nRavencourt’s cane as he struggled towards the library, shortly\nbefore Jim Rashton heaved a sack of stolen drugs out through\nthe front door. I hear the light steps of Donald Davies on the\nmarble, as he fled the house after his first meeting with the\nPlague Doctor, and the laughter of Edward Dance’s friends,\neven as he stood silent.\nSo many memories and secrets, so many burdens. Every life\nhas such weight. I don’t know how anybody carries even one.\n‘What’s wrong with you?’ asks Anna, creeping closer, the\nglass shard held a little looser in her hand. ‘You don’t look\nwell.’\n‘I’ve got eight different people rattling around in here,’ I\nsay, tapping my temple.\n‘Eight?’\n‘Eight versions of today as well,’ I say. ‘Every time I wake\nup, I’m in a different guest. This is my last one. Either I solve\nthis today, or I start all over again tomorrow.’\n‘That’s not… the rules won’t let you. We only get one day\nto solve the murder, and you can’t be anybody else. That’s…\nit’s not right.’\n‘The rules don’t apply to me.’\n\n\n‘Why?’\n‘Because I chose to come here,’ I say, rubbing my tired\neyes. ‘I came here for you.’\n‘You’re trying to rescue me?’ she says incredulously, the\nglass shard dangling by her side, forgotten.\n‘Something like that.’\n‘But you murdered me.’\n‘I never said I was very good at it.’\nPerhaps it’s my tone, or the way I’m slouching on the step,\nbut Anna lets the glass shard drop to the floor, and sits beside\nme. I can feel the warmth of her, the solidity. She’s the only\nreal thing in a world of echoes.\n‘Are you still trying?’ she asks, peering up at me through\nbig brown eyes, her skin pale and puffy, streaked with tears.\n‘To rescue me, I mean.’\n‘I’m trying to rescue us both, but I can’t do it without your\nhelp,’ I say. ‘You have to believe me, Anna, I’m not the man\nwho hurt you.’\n‘I want to…’ she falters, shaking her head. ‘How can I trust\nyou?’\n‘You just have to start,’ I say, shrugging. ‘We don’t have\ntime for anything else.’\nShe nods, taking that in. ‘And what would you need me to\ndo, if I could start to trust you?’\n‘A lot of small favours and two big ones,’ I say.\n‘What are the big ones?’\n‘I need you to save my life. Twice. This will help.’\nFrom my pocket I take out the artist’s sketchbook, a battered\nold thing filled with crumpled pieces of loose-leaf paper, the\nleather covers bound with string. I found it in Gold’s jacket\nwhen I left the cottage. After tossing away Gold’s somewhat\nanarchic sketches, I wrote down everything I could remember\n\n\nabout my hosts’ schedules, leaving notes and instructions\ndotted throughout.\n‘What is it?’ she asks, taking it from me.\n‘It’s the book of me,’ I say. ‘And it’s the only advantage we\nhave.’\n\n\n56\n‘Have you seen Gold? He should already be here.’\nI’m sitting in Sutcliffe’s empty bedroom, the door opened a\ncrack. Daniel is busy speaking with Bell in the room opposite\nand Anna’s outside, pacing furiously.\nIt’s not my intention to make her fret, but after I finished\nscattering letters across the house, including the one in the\nlibrary revealing Cunningham’s parentage, I retired here with a\ndecanter of whisky from the drawing room. I’ve been drinking\nsolidly for an hour, trying to wash away the shame of what’s\ncoming, and though I’m drunk, I’m not nearly drunk enough.\n‘What’s our plan?’ I hear Rashton say to Anna.\n‘We need to keep the footman from killing the butler and\nGold this morning,’ she says. ‘They’ve still got a role to play\nin all this, assuming we can keep them alive long enough.’\nI take another slug of the whisky, listening to them talk.\nGold doesn’t have a drop of violence in him, and it would\ntake a great deal of convincing to make him hurt an innocent\nman. I don’t have time for that, so I’m hoping to numb him\ninstead.\nI’ve not having any luck so far.\nGold beds other men’s wives, cheats at dice and generally\ncarries on as though the sky is going to fall any minute, but he\nwouldn’t crush a wasp that stung him. He loves life too much\nto bring pain to anybody else’s, which is unfortunate, because\npain is the only thing that will keep the butler alive long\nenough to meet Anna in the gatehouse.\nHearing his dragging steps outside the door, I take a breath\nand stride into the corridor, obstructing his path. Through\nGold’s strange eyes he’s a beautiful sight, his burnt face a joy,\nso much more engaging than the bland symmetry of most\npeople.\nHe tries to back away from me with a hurried apology, but I\nsnatch his wrist. He looks up at me, mistaking my mood. He\n\n\nsees anger when all I feel is anguish. I have no desire to hurt\nthis man, yet I must.\nHe tries to move around me, but I block his path.\nI despise what I must do, wishing I could explain, but there\nisn’t time. Even so, I can’t bring myself to raise the poker and\nstrike an innocent man. I keep seeing him lying in bed,\nswaddled in white cotton sheets, beaten black and blue,\nstruggling to breathe.\nIf you don’t do this, Daniel wins.\nJust his name is enough to stir my hate, my fists balling by\nmy sides. I think of his duplicity, fanning the flames of my\nrage by remembering every lie he told me, drowning all over\nagain with the little boy in the lake. I remember the feeling of\nthe footman’s knife as it slipped between Derby’s ribs, and\nslashed Dance’s throat. The surrender he forced on Rashton.\nWith a roar I vent my anger, striking the butler with the\npoker I took from the fireplace, catching him across the back\nof the shoulders, sending him crashing into the wall and down\nonto the floor.\n‘Please,’ he says, trying to slide away from me. ‘I’m not—’\nHe wheezes for help, holding out an imploring hand. It’s the\nhand that pushes me over the edge. Daniel did something\nsimilar by the lake, turning my own pity upon me. Now it’s\nDaniel I see on the floor, and my anger catches fire, boiling in\nmy veins.\nI kick him.\nOnce, then again and again and again. Reason deserts me,\nrage pouring into the void. Every betrayal, every pain and\nsorrow, every regret, every disappointment, every humiliation,\nevery anguish, every hurt… all of them, they’re filling me up.\nI can barely breathe, barely see. I’m sobbing, as I kick him\nover and over.\nI pity this man.\nI pity myself.\n\n\nI hear Rashton an instant before he hits me with the vase.\nThe crash echoes inside my skull as I fall and fall, the ground\ncatching me in its hard arms.\n\n\n57\nDay Two (continued)\n‘Aiden!’\nThe voice is distant, washing over my body like water\nlapping a beach.\n‘God, wake up. Please wake up.’\nWearily, ever so wearily, my eyes flicker open.\nI’m staring at a cracked wall, my head resting on a white\npillowcase spattered with red blood. Tiredness reaches for me,\nthreatening to drag me back under.\nMuch to my surprise, I’m the butler again, lying in that bed\nin the gatehouse.\nStay awake. Stay still. We’re in trouble.\nI move my body a fraction, the pain in my side leaping as\nfar as my mouth before I bite it back, trapping a scream in my\nthroat. If nothing else, it’s enough to wake me up.\nBlood has soaked the sheets where the footman stabbed me\nearlier. The agony must have been enough to knock me\nunconscious, but not enough to kill me. Surely that’s no\naccident. The footman has ushered a lot of people into the\nafterlife and I doubt he got lost this time. The idea chills me. I\nthought nothing was more frightening than somebody trying to\nkill me. Turns out, it’s more a matter of who’s doing the\nkilling, and when that’s the footman, being left alive is far\nmore terrifying.\n‘Aiden, are you awake?’\nI turn over painfully to see Anna in the corner of the room,\nlegs and hands tied by a length of rope, which is knotted\naround an old radiator. Her cheek is swollen, a black eye\nblossoming on her face like a flower in the snow.\nNight shows through the window above her, but I don’t\nhave any clue what time it is. For all I know, it’s already\neleven and the Plague Doctor is waiting for us by the lake.\n\n\nSeeing me awake, Anna lets out a sob of relief.\n‘I thought he’d killed you,’ she says.\n‘That makes two of us,’ I croak.\n‘He grabbed me outside the house, told me he’d kill me if I\ndidn’t come with him,’ she says, struggling against her bonds.\n‘I knew Donald Davies was safely asleep on that road, and that\nhe couldn’t reach him, so I did what he asked. I’m so sorry,\nAiden, but I couldn’t think of another way.’\nShe’ll betray you.\nThis is what the Plague Doctor warned me about, the\ndecision Rashton mistook for evidence of Anna’s duplicity.\nThat lack of trust nearly sabotaged everything we’ve been\nworking for throughout the day. I wonder if the Plague Doctor\nknew the circumstances of Anna’s ‘betrayal’, hiding them for\nhis own ends, or whether he genuinely believed this woman\nhad turned against me.\n‘It’s not your fault, Anna,’ I say.\n‘I’m still sorry.’ She flicks a frightened glance at the door,\nthen lowers her voice. ‘Can you reach the shotgun? He put it\non the sideboard.’\nI glance across towards it. It’s only a few feet away, but it\nmight as well be on the moon. I could barely roll over, let\nalone stand up to get it.\n‘Awake are you?’ interrupts the footman, who emerges\nthrough the door, slicing chunks off an apple with his pocket\nknife. ‘That’s a shame, I was looking forward to waking you\nup again.’\nThere’s another man behind him. It’s the thug from the\ngraveyard, the one who held my arms while Daniel tried to\nbeat Anna’s location out of me.\nThe footman approaches the bed.\n‘Last time we met, I let you live,’ he says. ‘Had to be done,\nbut still… it was unsatisfying.’ Clearing his throat, I feel a wet\nsplat of saliva hit my cheek. Disgust echoes through me, but I\nhaven’t the strength to lift my arm and wipe it away.\n\n\n‘Won’t happen a second time,’ he says. ‘I don’t like people\nwaking up again. Feels like a job half done. I want Donald\nDavies, and I want you to tell me where I can lay my hands on\nhim.’\nMy mind whirls, connecting the giant jigsaw pieces of my\nlife.\nDaniel found me on the road after I jumped out of the\ncarriage and convinced me to follow him into the graveyard. I\nnever questioned how he knew where I’d be, but here is my\nanswer anyway. In a few minutes, I’m going to tell the\nfootman.\nIf I wasn’t so afraid, I’d smile at the irony.\nDaniel believes I’m betraying Davies to his death, but\nwithout their confrontation in the graveyard, I’ll never find out\nSilver Tear is in Blackheath, or fight Daniel by the lake,\nallowing Anna to finally finish him off.\nIt’s a trap all right. One built by Rashton, sprung by Davies\nand baited by me. It’s as neat as you’d like, except that when I\ntell the footman what he wants to know, he’ll butcher Anna\nand me like cattle.\nPlacing his knife and the apple on the sideboard beside the\nshotgun, the footman picks up the sleeping tablets, the jar\nrattling as he shakes a pill into his hand. I can almost hear him\nfrowning at it, his thoughts thudding back and forth. His\ncompanion is still at the door, arms folded and expressionless.\nThe jar rattles again. Once, twice, three times.\n‘How many of these things does it take to kill a burnt\ncripple like you, eh?’ he asks, gripping my chin with his hand\nand forcing my face towards his own.\nI try to turn away but his grip hardens, his eyes fastening on\nmine. I can feel the heat of him; his malice a prickly, hot thing\ncrawling along my skin. I could have woken up behind that\ngaze. I could have shared that rat’s warren of a brain, wading\nthrough memories and impulses I’d never have been able to\nshake off.\nMaybe I did in a past loop.\n\n\nSuddenly even the loathsome Derby seems like a blessing.\nHis iron fingers release me, my head lolling to one side,\nbeads of perspiration welling on my forehead.\nI don’t know how much longer I have.\n‘Judging by those burns, you’ve had a hard life,’ he says,\nwithdrawing a little. ‘Hard life deserves an easy death, I\nreckon. That’s what I’m offering. Fall asleep with a belly full\nof pills, or writhe around for a couple of hours, while I keep\nmissing the important bits with my knife.’\n‘Leave him alone!’ Anna screams from the corner, the wood\ncreaking as she strains to break free.\n‘Better yet,’ he says, waving his knife at her. ‘I could take\nmy blade to the girl here. I need her alive. Doesn’t mean she\ncan’t scream a bit first.’\nHe takes a step towards her.\n‘Stables,’ I say quietly.\nHe stops dead, looking at me over his shoulder.\n‘What did you say?’\nHe walks back over to me.\nClose your eyes, don’t let him see your fear. That’s what he\ncraves. He won’t kill you until you open your eyes.\nSqueezing them shut, I feel the bed sag as he sits down. A\nfew seconds later, the edge of his blade caresses my face.\nFear tells me to open my eyes, to see the harm coming.\nJust breathe, wait for your moment.\n‘Donald Davies will be at the stables?’ he hisses. ‘Is that\nwhat you said?’\nI nod, trying to ward off panic.\n‘Leave him alone!’ Anna screams again from the corner,\npounding the floorboards with her heels, and pulling violently\nagainst the ropes restraining her.\n\n\n‘Shut up!’ the footman screams at her, before returning his\nattention to me. ‘When?’\nMy mouth is so dry I’m not even sure I can still speak.\n‘When?’ he insists, the blade biting my cheek, drawing\nblood.\n‘Twenty to ten,’ I say, remembering the time Daniel gave\nme.\n‘Go! That’s ten minutes from now,’ he tells the man at the\ndoor, fading steps charting the thug’s departure down the\ncorridor.\nThe blade wanders along the edge of my lips, tracing the\ncontours of my nose until I feel the slightest pressure on my\nclosed eyelid.\n‘Open your eyes,’ he hisses.\nI wonder if he can hear my heart beating. How could he\nnot? It’s pounding like mortar fire, wearing down what little\nbravery remains to me.\nI begin to tremble, ever so slightly.\n‘Open your eyes,’ he repeats, spittle hitting my cheeks.\n‘Open your eyes, little rabbit, let me see inside.’\nWood snaps and Anna screams.\nI can’t help but look.\nShe’s managed to rip the radiator from one of its brackets,\nfreeing her hands in the process, though not her legs. The knife\nwithdraws as the footman leaps to his feet, the bed-springs\nsqueaking as they’re relieved of his weight.\nNow. Move now!\nI throw myself at him. There’s no skill in it, no strength, just\ndesperation and momentum. A hundred other times I fail and\nmy body hits him like a blown rag, but there’s something\nabout the angle he’s standing at and the way he’s holding the\nknife. I catch the handle perfectly, turning it and pushing the\nblade into his stomach, blood welling up between my fingers\nas we hit the floor in a tangled pile.\n\n\nHe’s gasping, stunned, hurt even, but not fatally so. Already\nhe’s gathering himself.\nI look down at the knife, only the hilt now visible, and I\nknow it’s not going to be enough. He’s too strong and I’m too\nweak.\n‘Anna!’ I yell, ripping the knife free and skimming it across\nthe floor towards her, watching in despair as it comes to a halt\na few inches from her straining fingertips.\nThe footman claws at me, nails raking across my cheeks as\nhe scrabbles desperately for my throat. The weight of my body\npins his right hand, my shoulder crushing his face, blinding\nhim. He’s writhing, grunting, trying to shake me off.\n‘I can’t hold him!’ I scream at Anna.\nHis hand finds my ear, and he wrenches at it, my eyes filled\nwith blinding white pain. I jerk away, banging into the\nsideboard, knocking the shotgun to the floor.\nThe footman’s hand breaks free from underneath me. He\npushes me off him, and as I hit the floorboards, I see Anna\nreaching for the shotgun, the freshly severed rope still trailing\nfrom her wrist. Our eyes meet, fury gathered on her face.\nThe footman’s hands wrap themselves around my neck and\ntighten. I strike at his broken nose, causing him to howl in\npain, but he doesn’t let go. He squeezes harder, choking.\nThe shotgun explodes, and so does the footman, his\nheadless body collapsing beside me, blood pouring from his\nneck and spreading across the floor.\nI stare at the shotgun trembling in Anna’s hands. If it hadn’t\nfallen when it did… if the knife hadn’t reached her, or she’d\nbeen a few seconds later freeing herself…\nI shiver, horrified at the margins between life and death.\nAnna’s talking to me, worrying about me, but I’m so\nexhausted I only hear half of what’s she saying, and the last\nthing I feel before the darkness takes me is her hand in mine,\nand the soft touch of her lips as they kiss my forehead.\n\n\n58\nDay Eight (continued)\nFighting through the thick fog of sleep, I announce myself\nwith a cough, startling Anna who’s standing on her tiptoes, her\nbody pressed against mine as she tries to cut me loose with a\nkitchen knife. I’m back in Gold, strung up from the ceiling by\nmy wrists.\n‘I’ll have you down in a tick,’ says Anna.\nShe must have come straight from the room next door,\nbecause her apron is covered in the footman’s blood. Brow\nfurrowed, she saws at the rope, her haste making her clumsy.\nSwearing, she slows down, but after a few minutes my bonds\nare slack enough for me to wriggle my hands free.\nI drop like a stone, hitting the floor with a thud.\n‘Easy,’ says Anna, kneeling beside me. ‘You’ve been tied\nup all day, there’s no strength left in you.’\n‘What…’ A hacking cough overtakes me, but there’s no\nwater in the jug to ease it. The Plague Doctor wasted it all\ntrying to keep me awake earlier. My shirt’s still wet from\nwhere he splashed me.\nI wait for the coughing to ease, then try speaking again.\n‘What time…’ I force out, feeling as though I’m pushing\nstones up through my throat.\n‘It’s 9:45,’ says Anna.\nIf you’ve killed the footman, he can’t kill Rashton or Derby.\nThey’re alive. They can help.\n‘Don’t need them,’ I rasp.\n‘Need who?’ says Anna.\nI shake my head, gesturing for her to help me up. ‘We have\nto…’\nAnother painful cough, another look of sympathy from\nAnna.\n\n\n‘Sit a second for pity’s sake,’ she says, handing me a folded\npiece of paper that’s fallen from my breast pocket.\nIf she looked inside she’d see the phrase ‘all of them’\nwritten in Gold’s dreadful handwriting. Those words are the\nkey to everything that’s happening, and they’ve been\nfollowing me around since Cunningham delivered the message\nto Derby three days ago.\nTucking the note back into my pocket, I gesture for Anna to\nhelp me stand.\nSomewhere in the darkness, the Plague Doctor is making\nhis way towards the lake, where he’ll be expecting Anna to\ngive him an answer she doesn’t yet have. After eight days of\nasking questions, we now have a little over an hour to make\nour case.\nWith my arm around Anna’s shoulders and hers around my\nwaist, we stumble through the door drunkenly, almost falling\ndown the stairs. I’m very weak, but the greater problem lies in\nhow numb my limbs are. I feel like a wooden puppet on the\nend of twisted strings.\nWe depart the gatehouse without a backwards glance,\nsmacking straight into the cold night air. The quickest route to\nthe lake would take us past the wishing well, but there’s too\ngreat a chance of bumping into Daniel and Donald Davies by\ngoing that way. I have no desire to upset whatever delicate\nbalance we’ve arrived at by blundering into an event that’s\nalready been settled in my favour.\nWe’ll have to go the long way around.\nPrickly with sweat, leaden-footed and gasping, I stagger up\nthe driveway towards Blackheath. My chorus comes with me,\nDance, Derby and Rashton out ahead, Bell, Collins and\nRavencourt struggling behind. I know they’re figments of my\nfracturing mind, but I can see them as clearly as reflections,\ntheir individual gaits, their eagerness and disdain for the task\nbefore us.\nVeering off the driveway, we follow the cobbled road to the\nstables.\n\n\nIt’s quiet there now the party’s in full swing, a few stable\nhands warming themselves around the braziers, waiting for the\nlast of the carriages to arrive. They look done in, but uncertain\nof who’s in Daniel’s employ, I tug Anna away from the light\nand towards the paddock, following the small trail leading up\nto the lake. A dying flame flickers at the end of the path, its\nwarm glow breaking through the gaps in the trees. Creeping\ncloser, I see that it’s Daniel’s fallen lantern, burning its last\nbreaths in the dirt.\nSquinting into the darkness, I spot its owner in the lake,\nholding Donald Davies face down beneath the water, the\nyounger man thrashing his legs as he tries to escape.\nScooping a rock off the ground, Anna takes a step towards\nthem, but I catch her arm.\n‘Tell him… 7:12 a.m.,’ I croak, hoping the intensity of my\ngaze can carry a message my throat is unfit to elaborate on.\nShe bounds towards Daniel, raising the rock above her head\nas she goes.\nTurning my back, I pick up the fallen storm lantern, stoking\nthe sickly flame with a hoarse breath. I have no urge to watch\nsomebody else die, no matter how much they may deserve it.\nThe Plague Doctor claimed Blackheath was meant to\nrehabilitate us, but bars can’t build better men and misery can\nonly break what goodness remains. This place pinches out the\nhope in people and without that hope what use is love, or\ncompassion, or kindness? Whatever the intention behind its\ncreation, Blackheath speaks to the monster in us, and I have no\nintention of indulging mine any longer. It’s had free rein long\nenough.\nLifting the lantern into the air, I peel away towards the\nboathouse. All day I’ve been looking for Helena Hardcastle,\nbelieving her responsible for the events in the house. Strange\nto think I was probably right, though not in the way I\nimagined.\nWhether she intended it or not, she’s the reason all of this is\nhappening.\n\n\nThe boathouse is little more than a shed overhanging the\nwater, the stilts along the right-hand side collapsed, twisting\nthe entire building out of shape. The doors are locked, but the\nwood is so rotten it crumbles beneath my touch. They’ll open\nwith the slightest force, but still I hesitate. My hand is shaking,\nthe light bouncing. It’s not fear that gives me pause, Gold’s\nheart is still as a stone. It’s expectation. Something long sought\nis about to be found, and when that happens all this will be\nover.\nWe’ll be free.\nTaking a deep breath, I push the doors open, disturbing\nsome bats which flee the boathouse in a chorus of indignant\nsqueaks. A couple of skeletal rowing boats are tethered inside.\nOnly one of them is covered in a mouldy blanket, though.\nKneeling down, I pull it aside, revealing Helena\nHardcastle’s pale face. Her eyes are open, the pupils as\ncolourless as her skin. She seems surprised, as though death\narrived with flowers in its hand.\nWhy here?\n‘Because history repeats,’ I mutter.\n‘Aiden?’ Anna yells, a slight note of panic in her voice.\nI try to shout back but my throat is still hoarse, forcing me\noutside into the rain. I tip my mouth to the falling rain,\nswallowing the freezing cold drops.\n‘Over here,’ I call out. ‘In the boathouse.’\nStepping back inside, I run my lantern up and down\nHelena’s body. Her long coat is unbuttoned, revealing a rust-\ncoloured woollen jacket and skirt, with a white cotton blouse\nbeneath. Her hat has been tossed into the boat beside her. She\nwas stabbed in the throat, long enough ago for the blood to\nhave coagulated.\nIf I’m right, she’s been dead since this morning.\nAnna arrives behind me, gasping as she catches sight of the\nbody in the boat.\n‘Is that…’\n\n\n‘Helena Hardcastle,’ I say.\n‘How did you know she’d be here?’ she asks.\n‘This was the last appointment she kept,’ I explain.\nThe gash in her neck isn’t large, but it’s large enough,\nexactly the size of a horseshoe knife I shouldn’t wonder. The\nsame weapon used to kill Thomas Hardcastle nineteen years\nago. Here, finally, is what this is all about. Every other death\nwas an echo of this one. A murder nobody heard.\nMy legs are aching with the strain of crouching, so I stand\nup and stretch them out.\n‘Did Michael do this?’ asks Anna, clutching my coat.\n‘No, this wasn’t Michael,’ I say. ‘Michael Hardcastle was\nafraid. He became a killer out of desperation. This murder was\nsomething else; it took patience and pleasure. Helena was\nlured here and stabbed at the door so she’d collapse inside, out\nof sight. The killer picked a spot not twenty feet from where\nThomas Hardcastle was killed on the very anniversary of his\ndeath. What does that tell you?’\nAs I speak, I imagine Lady Hardcastle falling, hearing the\ncrack of wood as she lands in the boat. A shadowy figure\nlooms in my thoughts, drawing the blanket across the body\nbefore wading into the water.\n‘The killer was covered in blood,’ I say, sweeping the\nlantern across the room. ‘They washed themselves in the\nwater, knowing they were concealed by the walls of the\nboathouse. They had fresh clothes waiting…’\nSure enough there’s an old carpet bag in the corner, and,\nundoing the catch, I discover a mound of bloody women’s\nclothes inside. The murderer’s clothes.\nThis was planned…\n… A long time ago, for another victim.\n‘Who did this, Aiden?’ asks Anna, fear rising in her voice.\nI step out of the boathouse, searching the darkness until I\nspot a storm lantern on the far side of the lake.\n\n\n‘Expecting company?’ she asks, her gaze fixed on the\ngrowing light.\n‘It’s the murderer,’ I say, feeling oddly calm. ‘I had\nCunningham spread a rumour we were coming out here to…\nwell, use the boathouse, so to speak.’\n‘Why?’ says Anna, terrified. ‘If you know who helped\nMichael, tell the Plague Doctor!’\n‘I can’t,’ I say. ‘You have to explain the rest of it.’\n‘What?’ she hisses, offering me a sharp glance. ‘We had a\ndeal: I keep you alive; you find Evelyn’s murderer.’\n‘The Plague Doctor has to hear it from you,’ I say. ‘He\nwon’t let you go otherwise. Trust me, you have all the pieces,\nyou just need to put them together. Here, take this.’\nReaching into my pocket, I hand her the piece of paper.\nUnfolding it, she reads it aloud.\n‘All of them,’ she says, wrinkling her forehead. ‘What does\nthat mean?’\n‘It’s the answer to a question I had Cunningham ask Mrs\nDrudge.’\n‘What question?’\n‘Were any of the other Hardcastle children Charlie Carver’s.\nI wanted to know who he’d give his life for.’\n‘But they’re all dead now.’\nThe mysterious lantern bobs in the air, coming closer and\ncloser. The person holding it is hurrying, making no attempt at\nstealth. The time for subterfuge has passed.\n‘Who is that?’ asks Anna, shielding her eyes and squinting\nat the approaching light.\n‘Yes, who am I?’ says Madeline Aubert, lowering the\nlantern to reveal the gun pointed directly at us.\nShe’s discarded her maid’s uniform in favour of trousers and\na loose linen shirt, a beige cardigan thrown over her shoulders.\nHer dark hair’s wet, her pockmarked skin thick with powder.\n\n\nThe mask of servitude removed, she has the look of her\nmother, the same oval eyes and freckles swirling into a milky\nwhite complexion. I can only hope Anna sees it.\nAnna looks from me to Madeline and back again, confusion\ngiving way to panic on her face.\n‘Aiden, help me,’ she pleads.\n‘It has to be you,’ I say, searching out her cold hand in the\ndarkness. ‘All the pieces are in front of you. Who was in a\nposition to kill Thomas Hardcastle and Lady Hardcastle in\nexactly the same way, nineteen years apart? Why did Evelyn\nsay “I’m not” and “Millicent murder” after I saved her? Why\ndid she have a signet ring she’d given to Felicity Maddox?\nWhat did Millicent Derby know that got her killed? Why was\nGregory Gold hired to paint new portraits of the family when\nthe rest of the house was crumbling? Who would Helena\nHardcastle and Charlie Carver have lied to protect?’\nClarity arrives on Anna’s face like a sunrise, her eyes\nwidening as she looks from the note to Madeline’s expectant\nexpression.\n‘Evelyn Hardcastle,’ she says quietly. Then louder, ‘You’re\nEvelyn Hardcastle.’","difficulty":"hard","domain":"Single-Document QA","length":"medium","question":"Please try to deduce the true story based on the evidence currently known. Who killed Evelyn Hardcastle in your deduction?","sub_domain":"Detective"}

Source: https://huggingface.co/datasets/zai-org/LongBench-v2

initial import

Posting: /agents

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